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Hey folks, you may have wondered why I’m not posting as much…

My mother passed away on the evening of Saturday 4/6/2024. For the last year of her life she’d been on oxygen, in advanced stages of COPD, and her quality of life had gone very downhill. She was living with my aunt and being very attentively cared for, but she suffered a minor back fracture from her coughing (she also had osteoporosis) and that left her bedridden and in a very bad way. She was in a lot of pain. I flew down and spent as much time with her as she would allow, and I’m glad I did, because she declined rapidly right after I left and died within 12hrs. Like she was waiting for me to leave. She had just turned 74 years old.

It’s been a surreal couple of days and I’m still very much in shock. I had been working on a few fics to post up in a big group for you all to make up for my absence but for now I can’t even fully wake up, let alone write smut, so I apologize but I’m going to need to take some time. I totally understand if you need to drop off my tumblr or Patreon during this time and rest assured it’s okay to do so. I don’t know when I’ll be posting regularly again but writing does give me escape so I will be doing it in drips and drabs, here and there. If I can.

Grief is a strange and unknown landscape and I’ve been dropped off on its edge with only the knowledge that I need to keep exploring. I hope you can all understand. I appreciate so much your kindness.

Please hug your parents if they’re good ones and they’re alive. Call your mom and tell her you want to hear stories from before you were born. Give her your love, for me.

❤️

#personal stuff #personal #grief #tw loss #tw grief #leave of absence note

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"I wish you joy" Jane Austen, from a letter to her brother Frank (26 July 1809)

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#WEALTH AND LUXURY

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Hey if a guy's leitmotif starts building up again but this time it's got like a church choir chanting in Latin it's because he's decided to cool it and be friends right

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Die Insekten, Tausendfüssler und Spinnen Pl 07 | Alfred Edmund Brehm (1829-1884)

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guardian of the sewing kit

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bro listen to this shit.. its called "birds" by Nature from their album Outside

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here’s to all the weird little girls growing up into even weirder men

#about me

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you ever flirt with somebody and they flirt back. and you’re like. oh for fucks sake. you were designed in a lab to kill me.

#when j smiles toothily at me