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[asthedawn]

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just a soft heads up, i’m not coming back to this blog as intended. tbh i just don’t think rp is really for me anymore. it got ruined a while ago by a really shitty person and it’s just never been the same. weirdly enough after starting to write just a stupid ass fanfic of something i had in my head i realized i really do prefer just writing. so i’m just making a personal blog to post aesthetics and maybe some writing and whatever the fuck else. ive been a total flake for a while because i’m real bad with change and i just couldn’t accept that i’m not as happy/comfortable as i once was in this community. thankfully i didn’t really start anything this time around so i feel like less of an ass lmao

i’m an accidental liar, i made a new blog, i really like i didn’t mean to but thus is life and i’d feel weird not putting it out there even after making this very definitive post despite the fact that no one is gonna care. which is not me being self deprecating!!! i just didn’t do anything here lmaaaaaao okay anyhoo

#☼⋯ ◜❝ it is wednesday my dudes ❞ ooc ◞ #i just would have felt like *~ d e c e p t i v e ~* and i didn't like it lol

[asthedawn]

just a soft heads up, i’m not coming back to this blog as intended. tbh i just don’t think rp is really for me anymore. it got ruined a while ago by a really shitty person and it’s just never been the same. weirdly enough after starting to write just a stupid ass fanfic of something i had in my head i realized i really do prefer just writing. so i’m just making a personal blog to post aesthetics and maybe some writing and whatever the fuck else. ive been a total flake for a while because i’m real bad with change and i just couldn’t accept that i’m not as happy/comfortable as i once was in this community. thankfully i didn’t really start anything this time around so i feel like less of an ass lmao

#☼⋯ ◜❝ it is wednesday my dudes ❞ ooc ◞

[asthedawn]

between school and the holiday i’ve been so swamped!! i’ve got finals coming up on the third and due the tenth so that’s where my focus is rn. after that though i’ve got my winter break before winter quarter hits so i’ll be here more and getting switched over properly to a multi :D 

#☼⋯ ◜❝ it is wednesday my dudes ❞ ooc ◞ #the exhaustion is real #i can't wait for a break #and also doing stuff here #also naps #several naps

[asthedawn]

PLOTTING CALL

hey, hi, hello! i’m a shy creature which ya know makes it not so easy to let myself be bold enough to reach out lmao. but i’d love to do some plotting and such so please like this post if you don’t mind me sending you an im to do some plotting (✿◠‿◠)

#i just got back from a long and lovely day #and tomorrow is a big grocery shop for hella food day #which will be fun on my twisted ankle and busted knee lmao #but tomorrow evening #is meant to just be chill #so if anyone likes then that's likely when i'll be reaching out!

[asthedawn]

lowkey ship shawn and topanga

#☼⋯ ◜❝ it is wednesday my dudes ❞ ooc ◞ #bless disney+ #i've been rewatching boy meets world #while i work on muse pages #and i don't know how i ended up on this ship #but i'm wearing a captains hat #also i'm fairly sure i'm the only one on the ship lmao

[asthedawn]

muses to be added:

sophie piper

gilly owens

luna lovegood

this will be done slowly, and likely i’ll get the most work on actually setting them up done over my break. but i’m excited about turning into a multi and exploring more muses that have my heart!!

#☼⋯ ◜❝ it is wednesday my dudes ❞ ooc ◞ #☼⋯ ◜❝ important information ❞ psa ◞

[asthedawn]

by some sweet miracle i managed to finish my school work plus the extra credit aaaaand get on top of next weeks work. i’m living on a mountain of relief :D

#☼⋯ ◜❝ it is wednesday my dudes ❞ ooc ◞ #i plan on finding a multi page tomorrow #starting to set that stuff up properly #and hopefully getting some stuff started here #thankfully winter break is coming soon #though... #less thankfully final exams are also coming soon lmao

[asthedawn]

#☼⋯ ◜❝ lovely as the dawn ❞ vanity◞

[asthedawn]

PLOTTING CALL

hey, hi, hello! i’m a shy creature which ya know makes it not so easy to let myself be bold enough to reach out lmao. but i’d love to do some plotting and such so please like this post if you don’t mind me sending you an im to do some plotting (✿◠‿◠)

#☼⋯ ◜❝ it's like the sun came out❞ starter call◞ #not technically a starter call #but i always forget to make a plotting call tag #thus is life

[asthedawn]

We Might Be Dead By Tomorrow - Soko

#☼⋯ ◜❝ i will be girl with claws ; heart bared and bruised and wanting ❞ aesthetic◞ #☼⋯ ◜❝ break often ; not like porcelain ; but like waves ❞ about◞

[asthedawn]

i fell and messed up my already wonky knee yesterday, soooo that’s been painful lmao. i’d intending on posting a plotting call but because of the fall i wound up behind on homework and just not being able to concentrate. but i’m gonna post one tonight with the intent of messaging people tomorrow if anyone likes it!!

#☼⋯ ◜❝ it is wednesday my dudes ❞ ooc ◞

[asthedawn]

so i’m considering turning this into a multi. i’ve got other muses niggling at my heartstrings, but with school and life i just know i couldn’t run multiple blogs. and since this one is still relatively in it’s infancy it wouldn’t be too hard to kind of switch it up a bit. aurora will 100% remain and be my main muse so no changes there, nor will my url be changing. i’ll be working on this slowly but surely and still doing things with aurora in the meantime. my goal is to be done with the changes by the time my final exams are over and i’m on winter break which will be december 10th!

#☼⋯ ◜❝ it is wednesday my dudes ❞ ooc ◞ #☼⋯ ◜❝ important information ❞ psa ◞

[asthedawn]

Life is about balance. Be kind, but don’t let people abuse you. Trust, but don’t be deceived. Be content, but never stop improving yourself.

Nishan Panwar (via perfeqt)

#☼⋯ ◜❝ break often ; not like porcelain ; but like waves ❞ about◞

[asthedawn]

Send my muse “👀 + a question” and they’ll have to answer with 100% honesty.

No deleting questions, either!

#☼⋯ ◜❝ fearless already runs through your blood. now do it justice ❞ meme ◞

[asthedawn]

“Heartbeat” Kopecky Family Band

#☼⋯ ◜❝ music expresses that which cannot be put into words and that which cannot remain silent ❞ music◞

[asthedawn]

starters  /  prompts taken from f. d. soul’s work ,  between you and these bones .  feel free to change pronouns  /  tenses as necessary .

‘  the problem is you keep trying to use your eyes  ’

‘  how i soften when you pull me against you  ’

‘  you are teaching me to love  ’

‘  i will pretend that i have not already heard the question in your eyes  ’

‘  you perhaps will become my swan song  ’

‘  it is a very human thing to love  ’

‘  you are my good days  ’

‘  i have been loved dearly  ’

‘  i promise you will not always be this war  ’

‘  thank god for the stubbornness of organs  ’

‘  it takes me seven days to stop being in love with you  ’

‘  there will always be another day  ’

‘  there will always be another mercy  ’

‘  perhaps i will take up dancing again  ’

‘  what a pretty little disaster you will be  ’

‘  i am terrified for you  ’

‘  i will fold inside of myself  ’

‘  today i am thankful  ’

‘  i didn’t want to sleep because i didn’t want to wake  ’

‘  come and get me  ’

‘  i tell myself i do not need you  ’

‘  i think i broke again last night  ’

‘  i’m just trying to connect with you  ’

‘  you are an ocean that will perhaps never stop crashing  ’

‘  burn the house down in search of yourself  ’

‘  don’t you dare ever stop looking  ’

‘  i struggle not to feel guilty  ’

‘  you are a wild  ,  unkempt thing  ’

‘  sometimes it is a very sad thing to be human and longing  ’

‘  find that you are made of russian nesting dolls  ’

‘  the trees are always kindest with spring comes  ’

‘  teach yourself the hymns again  ’

‘  he is every amen i have ever laid down on lips  ’

‘  this life is an altar  ’

‘  i am sorry i do not have more time  ’

‘  there is a mountain in me  ’

‘  by the morning i am a triumph  ’

‘  there are words playing hooky in the back of your throat  ’

‘  today is by far the most beautiful creature i have ever come across  ’

‘  there are many things that will fit beneath your skin  ’

‘  forgiveness does not take up much room  ’

‘  some days you will breathe and it will be enough  ’

‘  you do not have to hold it quite so tightly  ’

‘  there is a prayer in me  ,  still  ’

‘  you scare me a little  ’

‘  you can be a good thing and not a whole thing  ’

‘  there are flowers in my chest again  ’

‘  the rain comes and sounds like you  ’

‘  i cannot tell you why i still trust god  ’

‘  find peace and build a home out of it  ’

‘  there is never an end  ’

#☼⋯ ◜❝ fearless already runs through your blood. now do it justice ❞ meme ◞

[asthedawn]

disney+ is like a whole ass gift to my soul

#☼⋯ ◜❝ it is wednesday my dudes ❞ ooc ◞ #i'm just gonna be lurking #and watching disney #while i do homework #weeeeeee