astroromanticism

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i met a physicist yesterday doing her postdoc in Harvard and does research with MIT, who just happened to be queer and woman presenting. She held a seminar on the validity (or rather invalidity!) of the Weak Cosmic Censorship Conjecture. We talked yesterday and also today about her research in quantum gravity, my research, blackholes, being a queer person in STEM, being a woman in physics, and things

this was a first real life representation of someone like me in this field of her stature. it has meant the world to me. that interaction meant so so much

#physics #WCCC #Blackholes #I #also #learned #that #singularities #can #exist #without #a #horizon #and #vice versa #Cryotographic Censorship

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once in a while i’ll remember allison harvard and my obsession with her when i was young, and whenever i do, i always ask myself how did i not know i was queer

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i still want an odilon redon tattoo

Roger and Angelica, 1910, Odilon Redon

Medium: pastel,paper

https://www.wikiart.org/en/odilon-redon/roger-and-angelica-1

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throwback to this iconic moment in grad school when we were trying to figure out a physics question as usual and i was playing this bratz fish game and it wouldn’t stop glitching and i broke down internally

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People say “phase” like impermanence means insignificance. Show me a permanent state of the self.

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ive always loved the idea of portals

like wonderland, screens, thoughts, the land of care-a-lot, extra dimensions (which i now do research in), books, windows, dreams…

no data

#portals #surrealist collage

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i was talking to a friend last night about souls and where they might come from and the idea that our souls might have always been here came up.

that’s so disturbingly comforting

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oh look it’s xtina continuing to be the hottest woman alive

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A theorem that tells you what particles are fundamental or not

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Bound not by the constructs of time

Whereupon all planes you can transcend

Bound not by our paradigms

Voyager treading above our reach

Beyond material realm

Passengers of infinite boundaries

Keeper of all temporal

#Spotify

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Recurring dreams my friends have had

Kaitlin: Drowning (and dying horrifically in general) while noticing the beauty of the drowning and feeling inexpplicably happy while doing so. Also a myseterious fairytale looking house

Mike from Carmody’s: Cuddling with U2 band member

Joseph: A caterpillar-like bug with red shoes and yellow stripes on the sole is at the door of a house which causes him to panick and hides. He escapes but it finds him

Alaina: Actual fucking astral projection. I’m convinced this bitch is a witch

Serena: A sponge is chasing her at every corner of a room

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one of my students asked for a homework extension citing,

“ I procastinated too much and i’m just a girl :(“ as the reason for the extension. girl me too

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i just know i’ll mourn this friendship harder than any other

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a friend pushed me to crowd surf for the first time last saturday and im still riding that high

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Is there a word for already missing something while you have it?

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I am the wolf, come face me now

#Spotify