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you fall from sky heights (and into my arms). [qian x yuan fanfic]

"are you tired of me?" qian questions, crossing his arms, demanding an answer. yuan softens even more. his heart melts entirely to the floor, and he might need to wipe it clean again, but— "i can never get tired of you, ge," yuan confesses. it's always the truth.

or yuan and qian living the domestic husbands' lifestyle while being obnoxiously silly and annoying with each other (featuring lots of kisses and hugs and everything nice).

#unknown #unknown the series #unknown series #qian x yuan #yuan x qian #wei zhi yuan #wei qian #chris chiu #kurt huang #qianyuan #yuanqian #fanfic #ao3 fanfic #mood: slow fade - christian kuria #it's time for some soft and floofy and cute qianyuan hehe #i had so much fun writing this #<3 #na writes #for qianyuan

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i know the moment i talk about my feelings about their new project, i'll be criticised and judged. but i've expected it so i don't really mind. but it's really a battle for me because i love them so much but i don't feel the story yet...

#i think i hate myself more today #na rambles

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hi everyone :)

i don't know if it's too late to say this, but i think i'm going to make a tracking tag hehehe. it took me a while to decide on this, but i hope it isn't too late.

if you want me to see anything you make or read your fanfics, do use this tag #forathousandbyeol !

happy creating, friends! i'll root for you <3

#tracking #tag post #tagging #this is random #but i think i want to finally do this because i don't want to miss out on good creations #especially from my friends 🥺 #feel free to tag me with something or anything! #forathousandbyeol #na rambles

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I bit myself to make sure this wasn't a dream.

#op you're my saviour 😭 #i've been searching for a more extended morning after scene anywhere but i couldn't find it :( #this is heavenly! #thank you so much op 😭❤️ #this softness and tenderness is what i adore the most about them <3 #please be happy lovebirds <3 #qianyuan #unknown the series

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#oh i miss them 🥺 #kanghansailom #dangerous romance

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i really want my creator friends to know that please! just do your thing! make that gifset! write that fic! do that photoset! create that edit with the song everyone uses in theirs! just do it because i want to look at it! i'll appreciate it! i'll forever be in awe of your talent! it breaks my heart whenever i read your tags or posts about how unconfident you are with your works... because dear Lord, all of you are my inspiration. so, please! don't give up and just make everything you want to make! i'll always root for you! 🥺❤️

#i love you all #please don't be discouraged 🥺 #you guys keep the fandom you're in alive #don't lose hope #don't be afraid #i'll support you! #always! #daily encouragement #this is specially dedicated to my creator friends #na rambles

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Our love is not something we need to be ashamed of.

Pond Naravit as PALM & Phuwin Tangsakyuen as NUENGDIAO NEVER LET ME GO THE SERIES (2022) dir. Jojo Tichakorn Phukhaotong

#never let me go was an experience i want to relive #they were so good... #can you imagine being in a constant state of hopelessness and sadness when nlmg and moonlight chicken aired around the same time? #we got these two broken souls on tuesday #and then uncle jim wen heartliming alangaipa on wednesday/thursday #i thought i wouldn't survive but i did #and it was so beautiful #i would like to experience it again and again #my beloved palmnueng #my beloved heartliming #p'jojo did this one right #the romance and fear and chemistry was electrifying #palmnueng #never let me go

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UNKNOWN (2024) "I've been waiting all my life. This is not fast at all. You don't even know of what I dream at night..."

#i love their kisses so much #every kiss holds so much meaning #so beautiful and pretty and tender #qianyuan #unknown the series

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You're doing this on purpose, aren't you?

#i love this scene a lot #idk it feels soft and playful and cheeky #i love it so much 😭 #qianyuan #unknown the series

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my last breath; yours. [qian x yuan fanfic]

and yuan loves qian still right now—when he's seconds away from his impending death—another goodbye.

#unknown #unknown the series #unknown series #wei zhiyuan #wei qian #qian x yuan #yuan x qian #qianyuan #yuanqian #kurt huang #chris chiu #ao3 fanfic #fanfic #prompt: what if yuan died that night? #inspired by the ending scene of ep 9 // but yuan doesn't survive #i'm mentally unwell that's why i wrote this #it's not canon so don't worry :'( #mood: i love you - billie eilish #na writes #for qianyuan

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Unknown ep 11 nc scene edited in order without the flashback montages. I didn't want to change the sound because of the moans/kissing noises... I tried my best, enjoy!

#i loooove how yuan corners qian until his back hits the wall #it somehow signifies the end of this push and pull game #it shows that there's no need for qian to run away again #and i loooove everything yuan says #i think it's a reflection of everything qian has always wanted to act on? but he can't because of fear #it's just so good!!! #their dynamic is insanely delicious #i like how yuan is qian's trigger #it's just so beautifully done. everything they are #and i can't stress this enough: but this love making scene feels real to an extent #because i'm convinced they're in love with each other... #i don't see that often in nc scenes. most of them are just for the sake of on-screen intimacy #but this one feels beyond that #like this one feels raw and inclusive and imperfect #it's so good 😭 #chris and xuan the actors you both are #insaneeeeee #qianyuan #unknown the series

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- dage x unknown

#oh this is heartbreaking #wow... #these words are like thrusting a rusty dagger into my soul #oh... #qianyuan #unknown the series

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Their first morning after and the tenderest of snuggles and comfort.

#the afterglow is so beautiful 🥺❤️ #those soft kisses!!! #they deserve this domestic bliss! #uwu overload #qianyuan #unknown the series

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Does it hurt? Does it? Do you know how much it hurts me when you resign yourself to fate? Do you know how much it hurts me whan you talk about yourself this way? From now on, you're going to take care of yourself. You're going to get the surgery. And I will be with you the whole time.

#this scene is so important... #i think qian needs that 'bite' from yuan #to bring him out from his reverie #because darling; yuan will still love you even if you're a worm... #it hurts so good #ugh #they want me dead #i hate them (affectionate) #qianyuan #unknown the series

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The tenth kind of family loves you so much that they want to leave you.

#they hurt so good #i know for sure when i do a proper watch they'll break me #i'm going to be obssessed the way i was with love for love's sake #just wait #i'll be yapping about this drama 2 months after (i hope) #i love them so much #qianyuan #unknown the series

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I have been thinking about the shifting dynamic between Qian and Yuan all week. A ton of people have written really insightful posts about these two, and I can’t get them off my mind.

I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again and again: the tragic backstory is not used as a shock factor or just to make you sympathetic towards a character. It is ingrained into Qian and Yuan’s thoughts, behaviors, actions, and responses. And it contributes to their compelling relationship.

Qian is hesitant around intimacy of any kind. Yuan is eager to care for the person who saved him.

We’ve seen from the beginning how much of a caretaker Yuan is for Qian. The vast majority of intimate physical contact Qian accepts is from Yuan (and by intimate I don’t mean romantic. I mean familiar, personal, etc.).

Qian rarely ventures beyond surface level relationships with people. His experiences growing up left him in a constant state of survival. He focuses on work as a means of survival and doesn’t consider slowing down as an option.

We see this at work, where he is often separated from his coworkers and rarely interacting with them outside of a professional capacity. He often stays late and arrives early at the expense of his own wellbeing.

It’s Yuan who bridges the gap. Who asks coworkers to take care of his brother. Who makes Qian sleep and eat right. Who is there at work and at home ensuring that Qian won’t overwork and exhaust himself.

But their relationship is not one-sided. Qian takes care of Yuan as well, making sure he’s able to take advantage of academic opportunities and clubs and things that Qian never had a chance to partake in. He gives Yuan a life where survival is a guarantee, not something to earn.

Qian protects Yuan through hard work. Yuan protects Qian through tender care.

When Yuan is sent away to study abroad, the time skip works because it isn’t used at the very end of the series to jump to happily ever after. Too often, time skips force us to miss important character growth and leave us unsatisfied and wanting more. By placing the time skip towards the middle of the series and using it as an actual part of the story and character development, we are able to see how Qian and Yuan live during the separation and the impact it has on their relationship.

And their reunion is more than one scene before the credits roll. There’s still many episodes for them to keep learning and growing together.

Once Yuan returns, the line between them has shifted. Qian actively seeks out Yuan’s care in a way he never did before. He’s always watching Yuan, reaching out for him, and aware of his presence. He had always welcomed it, but the separation forced him to feel what the absence of Yuan’s care was like. He was miserable.

Yuan matured on his own and still knows that he loves Qian. Being away only confirmed what he already knew. And Qian is starting to realize that he loves Yuan too.

Yuan knows exactly where the boundary is between them, but he’ll let Qian be the one to break it down. They have complex relationship, and it is being respected, not rushed. Moments are earned, not pulled randomly from the trope bucket.

#this is so beautiful 🥺 #so insightful... #thank you so much op #i swear i'll watch this veryyy soon #qian x yuan #qianyuan #unknown the series

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will always be. [qian x yuan fanfic]

so qian shed his demons in front of his god—in front of yuan. he begs for mercy, and he hopes yuan can forgive him.

#unknown #unknown the series #qian x yuan #qianyuan #yuan x qian #wei zhiyuan #wei qian #chris chiu #kurt huang #ao3 #ao3 fanfic #mood: my love mine all mine - mitski #idk what this is but... #i also would like to apologise in advance #they kept making me feel things and I'm not doing well mentally because of them hahaha #na writes #for qianyuan