my clowns got WAY more reception than i ever imagined they could have, so im currently working on taking my pattern and making it something i can sell!! it will be a paid pdf that will include images for the trickier assembly bits, and it will include all three of the hat variations i’ve been working on!!!
i am EXTREMELY excited to release the pattern, but in the meantime while im getting it ready here’s my latest clowns (now with hat variations!!)
i am so unbelievably pleased both with the clowns themselves and with the reception they’ve gotten here and in my friend group, i am beyond excited for them to be accessible to clown lovers everywhere!!
Mental Health: It was ADHD! Wahoo! I'm learning to cope with it. Was medicated until it stopped working. Less unresolved trauma, more clean room and motivation to cook and eat healthy! Things are finally turning up.
Physical health: At peace with my weight, focusing on building muscle. Really motivated to be big and intimidating on the outside, and I've been loving the gym lately. 7 hours of sleep is working great, and my hydration is much better!
Job status: Employed, dog boarding/grooming facility. Part time, $13.50/hr. It is really badly taxing to my mental health due to task division, workload. Considering putting my 2 weeks in tomorrow teehee
Art status: Self-taught with photoshop, starting to animate using Krita! Lots more traditional happening too, good balance. Sketching, ink, watercolor. Looking into freelancing too!
School status: I'm in school! Going at it two classes per semester since I'm paying out of pocket. Hoping that I'll make enough freelancing to persuade financial aid to help me out.
Birthday log, March 27, 2022
Big 20 tomorrow.
Mental health: i've definitely been worse. Not getting stressed out as easily, but it still happens. Currently getting tested for ADHD. Using a lot of coping mechanisms. Room is a mess, i'm still eating out far too much. Unresolved trauma, HEAPS of it. Looking at you, mom and dad.
Physical health: More overweight than i'd like to be. Trying to work on that, got a plan in the works. Turns out i've likely been sleeping too much, so let's see how 6hrs treats me! Working on hydration too.
Job status: Employed, customer service rep. Part time, $13/hr. A little less than content with it, honestly.
Art status: Amateur with photoshop, looking into courses. Don't paint/draw traditionally as much as i'd like to, very much digital right now since it's less messy.
School status: Blurry, honestly. Financial aid didn't come through so we'll see what happens with that. Going to see if trying again at 21, maybe later is the way to go.
I had such a good day today!! Stayed within my cal deficit even with pizza and ice cream, took a nice walk (and even jogged a little bit!!). It feels so nice ehe