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It shouldn't be humanly possible to feel this low and alone.

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i want to be loved, drunk or dead

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why eat when i can smoke it out

#ed #ednos #eating disoder things #eating disorder #binge eating #skinnnny #getting skiny #skip dinner get thinner #eating problems #cw disordered eating #tw eating things #eating disoder tips #afrid #ana mia #tw purge #tw ed #not pr0 just for me #meanspiro #sweetspo #appetite suppressant #ed diet #ed recipes

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me n my friends are going to my crush’s basketball game today!!! aaccckkkk!!! so fucking happy and excited its all im thinking about ever since i got invited, cant concentrate in class rn. fuck him he doesnt even know i genuinely like him he so annoying SJKAJBDADSAH anyways hope i have a good today and his team wins !! <33333

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just took 8 melatonin pills!! lets see how this goes <3

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the ending musical of off the races is just pure bliss 

#lana del rey #lana del ray #coquette aesthetic #born to die #off the races #Lolita 1997 #lolita aesthetic #dominique swain

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“I am full of suicides, of rotting corpses, of brittle skeletons, infecting the living parts of me. I am dead, though I do not die.”

— Emilie Autumn, from The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls

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im making my essay about lolita by vladimir nabokov, and i love it

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my ed isnt even making me skinny, its just ruining my body and my internal organs

#ed #ed coach #getting skiny #tw purge #binge eating #an0r3xia #ana mia #eating disorder #tw ED shit #tw ed vent #ed recipes #ED restriction

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2:50pm, June 2014

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‪i want to be a porcelain doll and not a person ‬

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ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧₊˚

here’s some fairy dust to everyone who is struggling with problems but trying their best to stay soft-hearted and determined ✩

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it’s so difficult being a school girl nymphet flirty personality innocent eyed flawed manic pixie dream girl but perfect enough to fix you lana del rey lizzy grant dingy motel school bathroom cute bedsheets gingham prints floral accents self destructive whore sweet little queen of the gas station type of girl

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journals <33

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scrolling through my own blog thinking wow this person is insane

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yesterday i binged, got drunk, sent an anon message and followed my crush on ig, ate while crying cause i miss the boy i met on twitter and its been two years, purged, did my skin and fireworks and called it a day. 

#4norex1c #tw purge #eating problems #eating disoder things #skinnnny #skinny #tw ed #tw ed vent #ednos