babydelilah

[babydelilah]

well guys <3 I’ve gotten rid of onlyfans, my snap, Fetlife and now it’s time to say goodbye to this tumblr. thanks for hanging out with me the past year or so.

[babydelilah]

my entire personality is being tired and sleepy 7 days in the week

[babydelilah]

i ate one bite of ice cream and had half of an iced coffee today

#ooopsie

[babydelilah]

i will literally put on lingerie in the middle of the day only to send you a picture in it…….. i do not care

[babydelilah]

i called out of work today with a migraine. someone else called out too so here I am now working her shift and mine 😅 keep me company 💝

#princess #baby #babygirl

[babydelilah]

For the public speaking thing, swig of alcohol (vodka is great) just to loosen you up a bit 👌 not too much that you slur your words, but get that Dutch courage

😱😱😱😱

#asks

[babydelilah]

guys I’ve recorded SEVEN videos for my public speaking class tonight and deleted all of them because I’m literally shaking in them. HELP 😅

#princess #submissive

[babydelilah]

also I’m taking public speaking this semester and guys I actually panic about public speaking. Send h e l p

#princess #baby #babygirl #public speaking #speaking

[babydelilah]

Do you still have an ed

I just made a post about this before seeing this ask. I firmly believe that they do not go away. Anytime I’m stressed or sad it’s right there in the back of my mind.

I swear the control of not eating is comforting at times.

To answer honestly, yes I do.

#asks

[babydelilah]

I passed out for my last tattoo. :( my artist went to the gas station and got me a granola bar after we both totally freaked out

damn a tattoo would really hit the spot right now

[babydelilah]

i had anorexia from the time I was 13-16, where I was in therapy 3 days out of the week and had to be watched eating meals, I had a doctor note out of PE classes and sports because I was so low weight. It was minimal after that, I was out of therapy and ate pretty well up til 21.

Now I’m 21 and back in therapy. I feel like I can’t breathe sometimes when I’m trying to eat and I get nauseous and feel sick, then I feel sick of myself for wanting to eat.

That is what an eating disorder does. It shouldn’t be celebrated and nobody should ever be pro eating disorders.

#personal vent #it's not as simple as just eating

[babydelilah]

shy gf x 'i wanna fuck you in front of my friends to show you off, baby' bf

[babydelilah]

you’re so hot. wanna gaslight me?

[babydelilah]

yes sexual dominance is nice but dominance outside of the bedroom?? T__T little things like ‘don’t do that.’ ‘come here let me help you’ ‘hold my hand and do not let go’ Ffdjdkfdh sobs ok I w fall in love

[babydelilah]

OMG. You look absolutely fantastic !!!

Haha

#asks

[babydelilah]

You are so much thicker than last time I saw you 🥵 did you gain weight?

probably I like pasta

#asks

[babydelilah]

i miss tumblr from 2021 and all of my fav mutuals :(

#princess #baby #babygirl #lilah rambls