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please take a moment to pray for moonbin's family and all those close to him today really really just keep them in your thoughts and prayers

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[STATION : NCT LAB]

MARK 마크 'Golden Hour' MV

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OH GOD THE THINGS I WOULD DO TO HIM

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BIKER HAECHAN / 2 BADDIES @ mbc music festival

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“how much longer are you going to make me wait?” tears are streaming down your face as you raise your voice. renjun’s paint brush stops, and so does he.

“you said soon, that was a year ago!” tears are flooding your eyes once again. “you’re not communicating with me, we don’t spend time together anymore, hell, we’re barely even talking. all you’re doing all day is sitting in this damn studio and painting.”

“i’ve had an artist block, darling, i-”

“you’ve had this block for god knows how long, what happened to you?”

renjun can’t turn around. he wants to, he really does, but he can’t.

he knows he’s been in this slump for too long. his agent has been calling nonstop, he’s missed dozens of deadlines, and he’s missed plenty more art shows to get his works displayed.

“i don’t know.” renjun croaks, head hanging.

“are you kidding me?” you hissed. from the tone of your voice, renjun can tell you’re angry. “what kind of shit answer is that? don’t you think i deserve a fair answer?”

“i’m sorry, i know. y/n, i really am trying. please believe me.” 

“what if it’s just not working anymore?” renjun’s heart sinks and he whips his head around. 

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forgot how hard making carrds were... i haven’t made a new updated one since like i was still rlly active on stan ig or twt i think or something LMAOO 

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please get vaccinated when you are eligible 💚

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profile of a leo sun / capricorn moon (insp 1, 2) 

happy birthday to na jaemin ♌︎ ︎

#happyjaeminday

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[1:00] — NA JAEMIN. angst&some fluff?

you hear the door open, the sound of keys rattling coming into the shared apartment you and your boyfriend, jaemin, owned.

you were eating leftovers from last night, silently. the quiet and still atmosphere wasn’t new to both of you, surely because you two were pretty silent spoken people when you wanted to be. so jaemin doesn’t mention anything of it.

setting his things down, he finds his seat across from you. smiling at the food, he looks up towards you. “i’m not too late, right?” asking in hopes he didn’t keep you waiting for too long. shaking your head, “not at all… how was your day?”

“long… and tiring, nothing new really. had a talk about the partnership event going to host in the next few weeks” jaemin sighs, taking his first bites of dinner.

nodding slowly, the food in front of you didn’t look as appetizing as it did five minutes ago. your clouded mind then takes over you again, making you drift back into your thoughts before jaemin came home. god, what time was it? did you iron jaemin’s suit for his meeting on friday yet? did you even remember to fold the laundry?

it seems like your summer has been cut short, it seemed like summer classes, work, paying the bills was all you did. the repetitive cycle was just a routine at this point. besides the small weekends you would take off and go somewhere not too far from seoul just to get away with jaemin. just some alone time with your significant other.

“hey, did you hear what i said?” jaemin calls your name again. snapping out of your small thought bubble world, you revert you gaze back to the pair of concerned eyes that were looking at you. opening your mouth to answer but to your luck nothing comes out. your lips form a line, knuckles turning white from how hard you’re gripping onto the fork you still had in your hand.

“what’s wrong y/n?” jaemin questions you.

what’s wrong? what is wrong? how long were you lost in thought that jaemin had to snap you back into reality more than once? what swrongwhatswrongwhatswrong? the question rings in your head. what was wrong?

“i…” you start, mouth dry as you try to swallow the lump that had formed in your throat. desperately trying to think of how to put it in words you fail as your mouth speaks for itself.

“i don’t know jaemin…” you trail off… “i don’t know what’s wrong.” your soft voice turns into a whisper as you can’t seem to look at your boyfriend in the eyes anymore because you know, you just know you will start to cry. hell, you can feel your face heat up as you try to blink back the waters that started in your eyes.

jaemin’s warm hands reach for your own. releasing your grip on the eating utensils, you let him take your hands into his. this action was all that was needed for you to start to crack. your soft saddened whimper doesn’t go unnoticed by jaemin. biting your lip to hold your quiet sobs in, you look up at jaemin with teary eyes. gosh… oh gosh it tears jaemin a little bit inside every time he sees you cry.

“i’m sorry…” you cry out in a choked sob, sniffling your nose as you couldn’t help the tears that decided to pour out. getting up from his seat, jaemin pulls you into a hug. his warm embrace entering your yearning one. patting your back slowly as you cry into his shirt.

in a low whisper jaemin speaks up. “it’s okay to not know what’s wrong. it’s okay to feel like this, you never have to be sorry, angel.” placing a small sweet kiss on your forehead, he continues. “i’m here for you, even if i don’t have the words sometimes. i’ll be here.”

and sometimes that’s all you need to feel a bit better. to feel as if you weren’t letting him down. letting your life, your family, yourself especially down. all you needed was his comforting presence.

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020821 :: happy mark day !

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happy mark lee day!

2 August, 2021 * happiest birthday to the hard-working, pro-debuter, born to be idol, one and only mark lee! wishing you the best in life and most importantly, good health. thank you for being the power member of every unit and the whole group in general. you’re truly sm’s ace. you’re precious and amazing! we love you!

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update errrr:

it’s like almost 1am but i think it’s been a yr since i started writing on this blog…? 0-0 LMAOOO i haven’t written anything in so long (my apologies) im under a really hard writers block since i was trying to finish school and now my summer is also really busy but i’ll try to upload asap!!

i’ll start working on a carrd and masterlist T-T mind u i am a writing blog SURPRISINGLY??!!1!1!1 but i’ve also been a bit out of the kpop world recently (again my apologies) :<

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“how much longer are you going to make me wait?” tears are streaming down your face as you raise your voice. renjun’s paint brush stops, and so does he.

“you said soon, that was a year ago!” tears are flooding your eyes once again. “you’re not communicating with me, we don’t spend time together anymore, hell, we’re barely even talking. all you’re doing all day is sitting in this damn studio and painting.”

“i’ve had an artist block, darling, i-”

“you’ve had this block for god knows how long, what happened to you?”

renjun can’t turn around. he wants to, he really does, but he can’t.

he knows he’s been in this slump for too long. his agent has been calling nonstop, he’s missed dozens of deadlines, and he’s missed plenty more art shows to get his works displayed.

“i don’t know.” renjun croaks, head hanging.

“are you kidding me?” you hissed. from the tone of your voice, renjun can tell you’re angry. “what kind of shit answer is that? don’t you think i deserve a fair answer?”

“i’m sorry, i know. y/n, i really am trying. please believe me.” 

“what if it’s just not working anymore?” renjun’s heart sinks and he whips his head around. 

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#HOLYYYYY #I LOVED THIS SM

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You’re challenged by gym leaders SKZ!

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➯〖✧･—3:21AM.. 〗: his finger trembled as it wavered over the keyboard, eyes darting back and forth suspiciously. a chill ran down his spine, but somehow it defied all laws of nature that he was breaking into a sweat. he took a deep breath, braced himself, and clicked the mouse. "fuck fuck fuck," CRUSH!MARK panicked under his breath, covering his eyes with his large hands. a minute passed- and he slowly peeked through a small gap between his fingers in a timid manner, mouth bone-dry.

oh God he actually did it. he sent you a friend request on facebook.

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[12:27] “a- are you going to homecoming this year?” mark stutters to you in a soft voice. his sudden question catches you off guard. the two of you guys were in his car finishing up some homework together before the other dreamies, as they liked to call themselves, finished class.

looking up from the homework that was in your lap you turn your gaze to mark. “to be honest, i was thinking about it. but i didn’t have a date and didn’t want to be a party pooper being the only one without one. so i was deciding not to go.” you lean your head towards the side like a lost puppy. “why’d you ask?”

mark’s doe eyes meet yours which makes him turn away in panic. suddenly the atmosphere in his car turned into a awkward mess. scratching his nape mark lets out a nervous laugh. “oh you know... the dreamies always go to homecoming, and since you didn’t go last year i was just wondering if you were this year. i- i mean, it’s fun! i think you’ll like it.”

you smile at the flustered boy in front of you. “is this your way of asking me to go to homecoming with you?” you say in a teasing tone, raising a brow. mark returns his eyes on you, face now blushing pink.

“w- what? haha no way. definitely not.” mark covers his flushing ears with his hands as he finds himself digging a hole deeper for himself to fall in. he really didn’t know how you played your games, or how to play them himself. it was always constant guessing on his part.

“i mean if it is, then yeah i’ll go with you.” you justify, putting your hand onto of his. his doe eyes curve into a smile, “wait really?” you squeeze his hand. “of course. i mean we’re just going as friends, right? unless...”

“unless..?”

“unless you want to go as dates.”

mark lets out a small squeal, which leads him to covering his mouth with his hands again. making you hold back a chuckle.

“that would be... delightful yes.”

#wrote this a long time ago #never posted though #srry for being m.i.a #mark lee #nct mark #kpop imagines #nct dream angst #kpop fluff #nct dream fluff #nct dream imagines #nct dream scenarios #nct imagines #nct scenarios #nct 127 angst #nct 127 fluff

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a series of unfortunate events with haechan and renjun