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Is “UNEXPECTED ARRIVAL” a work in progress, or is it completed?? And if Steve’s feelings run so deep for Y/n….and Bucky would do anything for Steve….why not invite Steve to join them??
It’s still in progress…. It’s been a while since I updated it 🙈
Maybe they will explore that option ;)
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Is ocean eyes still being published? If so can I be tagged in the story? Xoxo
I will get back to it soon… hopefully!
I’ve had major writers block with my fics 🙈
I will add you to the taglist.
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Do you still update Baby Love? 💕🥺
I haven’t updated anything for ages 🙈
I’ve had serious writers block, but I hope to get back to it soon.
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Hi, hi, hi!! So I just read the last chapter to Baby Love and I'm crying at the last update being 2020 and being left with that cliffhanger lol. Please tell me its not discontinued🥺
Hii, I know it’s been a while!
I got hit with major writers block and lost interest in most of what I was writing.
I hope to get back to them soon though.
Part 11 has been posted on my Wattpad I just never updated on here.
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Hi! I literally just sat here reading all of Saving Grace and I absolutely love it. Can you please tag me in any future updates for it?
OMG yeah of course! Thank you for reading 💕
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@peaches1958 here’s the masterlist for Saving Grace. 💕
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@dontbescaredtosingalong sure! I’ll add you to the list 💕
Ocean Eyes - 18
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A/N - Double Post! 😱
Warnings: Swearing
Words: 1462
I threw open the door and walked out to find Chris and Scott sat on the sofa talking quietly between themselves.
I could see Mason was out back running around with Dodger which i was glad about. Scott saw me first and sat up giving me a smile that fell from his face when he noticed the tears in my eyes. Chris turned so he was facing me, concern etched on his face that quickly resembled fear when i threw the iPad on the seat beside him....the news article still up on the screen.
"Shit...." I heard him mutter under his breath as his head dropped into his hands.
"Im guessing this is what you didnt want me to see?" I said pointing down at the screen.
"I'll leave you two alone...." Scott said as he started to get up.
"No you stay! You're just as bad as he is! You both sat there and lied to my face!"
Scott sighed as he sat back down looking the most uncomfortable i've ever seen him before.
"We didnt want you getting upset over some bullshit headline. You're supposed to be resting and taking time to heal...."
"Stop it! Stop lying to me!" I yelled "Chris just be honest with me.... Did something happen with her while you were there?? what was it? Out of sight out of mind?....."
"God no! Sweetheart nothing happened i swear! I would never do that to you" he stood up and made his way over to me, his eyes filled with tears.
"So tell me what the fuck that is! Because to me that looks very fucking suspicious!"
"Okay. Okay, She asked if i wanted to hang out so i wasnt on my own at the hotel. She's good friends with Michelle, we had spoken before while i was filming Defending Jacob...i didnt see the big deal"
"Even after the hotel photos? Come on Chris you cant be that dumb...."
"Megan and Lily's PR manager thought it would look better if we were seen hanging out after those photo's"
"You realise how fucking crazy that is right?? We literally just released a whole ass article about our family and how happy we are to stop the shit with Lindsey and you think this is good?"
"This is just a mess i cant get out from under"
"This makes you look like you're cheating on me! and for what? a booty call with some British actress??"
"Tell me what you want me to do and i'll do it...."
"I think its a little late for that Chris"
"Y/N nothing happened!" He reached for me and I stepped away so he couldnt touch me "i swear on Mason...."
"DONT YOU DARE!" I pointed at him "you never swear on my baby's life!"
"I didnt mean..... i just meant thats how serious and honest im being here. Baby, nothing happened. I never touched her. There's not a single photo of me touching her, they're making the whole thing into something its not!"
"Its not even the photo's thats got me so pissed off, you wanna know what it is?" I asked feeling the tears run down my face "while you were laying around laughing, having the time of your life in the park with a woman who's not me..... i was here having a miscarriage. Did you know about that before or after those photos huh?"
"Y/N...." Scott tried to interrupt but stopped quickly when i turned my angry and distraught glare at him.
"You were wearing those clothes when you got home so i know it was the same day"
"Scott called while i was out, we left as soon as i found out and booked the first flight home to you"
"Right" i nodded but at this point i found it hard to believe anything he said.
"I think it's best if i leave..... i think we need some time" i found myself saying as i wiped tears from my face.
"No!.... Baby please! Im begging you don't leave me again!" He cried dropping to his knees infront of me and wrapping his arms around my waist "i can't loose you both".
I looked at Scott who was openly crying looking just as distraught.
"You can't just go.... At least sleep on it. Let everyone calm down....." Scott added while wiping away tears.
"Sweetheart please....."
"Fine...."
At that moment Mason came running in with Dodger, Chris stood up quickly hiding the fact he was crying.
"Mom can i have a drink please?"
"Sure baby" i forced a smiled and made my way to the kitchen.
"Mama are you okay? You've been crying, are you hurting again?" He asked gently placing his hand on my stomach. I nodded and smiled at my sweet boy.
"Yeah baby i'm hurting again".
"Do you wanna snuggle and watch Toy Story 2? Will that help you feel better?"
"You know what? I think that will help loads" i smiled down at my beautiful caring boy.
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"Y/N....Can I get you a cup of tea or something?" Chris asked breaking the silence. It had been hours since our argument.
"Im good" i mumbled brushing my hand over Masons head, he was currently cuddled up to me fast asleep with his head in my lap.
"I'm gonna take Mason up to bed".
"Let me...."
"I've got him"
"Should you be carrying him right now though...."
"Chris I'm quite capable of carrying my son" I snapped.
"I know" he nodded quickly "I just meant....you've been through a lot, i don't want you hurting yourself".
I rolled my eyes at him before picking Mason up and walking out without a word.
I decided to lay down with Mason so I didn't have to go back out and face Chris, or Scott for that matter. I knew it was kinda childish but I couldn't face it. I didn't feel comfortable being in Chris' home now, maybe it was time for me and Mason to leave.
"Wondered where you had got to" Chris said standing in the doorway of Masons room "started to think maybe you'd left"
"Nope still here" i mumbled.
"Are you coming to bed?"
"I think it's best if I stay in here with Mason tonight...."
"Baby no!" He moaned "please just come out here and talk to me about this? We need to sort this out"
"Let's just leave it for tonight I'm exhausted..."
"Please?"
"Fine" I sighed before carefully climbing out of the bed so I didn't wake Mason.
"Where's Scott?" I asked sitting down on the sofa and pulling the blanket off the back covering my legs.
"Um he left, said we needed some time alone" he said sitting on the coffee table in front of me "y/n I'm so sorry about all this shit, you have every right to doubt me considering what I put you through the first time but I'm not that guy anymore. I love you so much you have to know that? We're building a life together here with our son.... I'd never do anything to loose that again"
"I'm not sure I'm cut out for it Chris"
"For what? Loving me and having a family?"
"No, that's the easy part. It's the shitty headlines I have to keep reading and the rumours of you cheating on me that I can't deal with. I've just had a miscarriage and instead of taking the time I need to get over that I'm dealing with all these headlines about your romantic dates in London! I'm not strong enough to be apart of this life Chris, I keep trying but...."
"Please don't give up on me I'm begging you" he looked at me with tears in his eyes that were so close to falling and my heart broke all over again.
I shook my head wiping tears from my face as I decided I couldn't give up on him. I loved him too much.
But he saw me shaking my head and panicked, I saw the fear on his face as he slipped off the table and fell to his knees in front of me grabbing my hands.
"Baby please don't leave me, I'll do anything....." he looked up me, the tears finally falling.
"I'm not leaving"
"You're not?"
"No"
"You promise?"
"I promise"
Chris sprung up wrapping his arms around me to hold me close, his face buried in my neck as he sobbed.
"Thank you baby, god I love you so much"
"I love you too"
"I'm gonna take a break from working, I just wanna concentrate on you and Mason"
"You don't have to do that...."
"No but i want to. Im in this 100% you and Mason need to come first".
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Saving Grace - 20
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Warnings: Swearing
Words: 1170
A/N- OMG i am so sorry for how bad this part is! To be honest I was confusing the life out of myself! 🙈🤣
Why did I ever write "variant Steve!".
This is only a short update I promise to make the next one longer I just needed to get this bit done.
"Bucky i know this is gonna sound crazy but i don't think thats the Steve from our time".
"How is that even possible??"
"I don't know..... maybe there's an alternative Steve running around out there after our Steve messed with the timeline..... i miss the times when all we had to worry about was Hydra and Aliens" i said as i walked across the carpark towards my car.
"Me too doll, just come home okay. We can talk to Bruce in the morning maybe he can shine some light on this whole thing"
"Yeah okay, I'm heading to the car right now..... Oh my god!" I gasped seeing Steve slowly emerge from the shadows behind my car.
"What? Doll you okay?" I could hear Bucky asking.
"Hey sweetheart, I think we should talk don't you?" Steve said looking rather sinister.
"is that Steve with you?...."
"Why don't you hang up the phone, this is between the two of us" Steve said as he made his way closer to me.
"Baby i gotta go, Steve wants to talk"
"No! stay on the phone..... I'm coming!"
"I'll be home soon, just stay with the kids" i said quickly before hanging up "okay, it's just us. What do you wanna talk about?" I shrugged trying my best to not let him see how much I was freaking out. Even though I knew he could probably hear how fast my heart was beating right now.
"Well I'm guessing you already know, I mean you've just seen old man Rogers dead body right?"
"I did...so who are you?"
"It really is me, I'm the real Steve Rogers just..... not from your timeline"
"I don't understand how that's possible....."
"It surprised me too! I guess whatever your Steve did when he decided to stay back with Peggy messed with the order of things. Imagine my surprise when I woke up here" he said "let's go somewhere a bit more comfortable to talk about this. What do you say?"
"We can't just talk here? I need to get back to the kids"
"It's cold out here, give me the keys and let's go" he held his hand out and waited. I knew I couldn't win against him I had no choice but to go along with his crazy.
We were soon on the road headed to god knows where!
"So what happened to you? Why go to all this trouble pretending to be our Steve?"
"Well you see when I realised there was a Steve Rogers here I did some research.... Internet, so helpful! I read all about you and Harrison and the perfect life you and Steve had together. So I thought to myself 'huh, that could be nice'. I mean look at you, you're amazing and Harrison is such a sweet kid. But imagine my surprise when i finally tracked you down and found you shacked up with Bucky and a new baby! I decided I'd try and win you back you know? I even saved you from those intruders"
"Wait.... Did you set that up?"
"It wasn't supposed to happen the way it did, I told them you weren't to get hurt I just needed to remind you that you needed me"
"But i did get hurt! That's crazy Steve, you realise that right? you don't even know me!"
"I knew a version of you. I had a Y/N but I lost her in the big war against Thanos. I also had a Peggy and let me tell you, I would never have left you to go back to her. Loosing you was the hardest thing I ever had to deal with so when I found out you were here...."
"But I'm not her Steve"
"I know, but we could be happy together. Id never take you for granted like he did" Steve brought the car to a stop outside of our old house.
"Why are we here?"
"I brought it for us. You and Steve were a family here, we can try again... do it right this time"
"Steve i can't"
"Why? You wont even give me a chance?"
"Im with Bucky now, i love Bucky"
"What about me?"
"The Steve I knew I broke my heart! shattered it to pieces. I can't love you like you want me to I'm sorry".
"You could learn to love me in time, i just need to remind you of how good things can be"
"I don't want to love you Steve!" I yelled shaking my head at how absurd this whole thing was.
"Look I think we should talk to Bruce and maybe see about getting you back to your own time.... Maybe you can go back and try and save your Y/N"
"But what if I can't?"
"Then you move on, find someone else who can make you happy"
"You think it's that easy?"
"No, it takes time but it's possible. I know because I've done it myself.
When Steve left I was heartbroken and I felt alone and to top it off I found out I was pregnant.... Bucky saved me. He was there for me as a friend, we didn't mean to fall in love but we did"
"I just don't really see the point in going through the trouble of going back when I have you here in front of me right now" he shrugged.
"Okay Steve this conversation is over" i threw the door open getting out of the car and decided to start walking.
Just trying to put some distance between us but I could hear him following me.
"Where are you going? You can't walk back to your car, let me take you back"
"No thank you, I'll make my own way"
"Don't be stupid that'll take you forever!"
"I really don't care".
As if his timing couldn't be any better Bucky came speeding down the road on his motorcycle. He came to a screeching stop and climbed off the bike grabbing me and blocking me from Steve.
"Are you okay?" He asked holding my face in his hands while he looked me over.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Let's just go...."
"She's fine Buck...." Steve started to say but was cut off by Bucky swinging his left fist into Steve's face.
He went down straight away taken by surprise.
"If you ever come near my family again I'll fucking end you! Don't think I won't" Bucky said through gritted teeth while pointing a finger at the man he had believed was his old friend "I was trying to be civil with you because we had history and because of the kids but none of that is yours!"
"Steve, speak to Bruce.... Go home".
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Ocean Eyes - 18
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A/N - Double Post! 😱
Warnings: Swearing
Words: 1462
I threw open the door and walked out to find Chris and Scott sat on the sofa talking quietly between themselves.
I could see Mason was out back running around with Dodger which i was glad about. Scott saw me first and sat up giving me a smile that fell from his face when he noticed the tears in my eyes. Chris turned so he was facing me, concern etched on his face that quickly resembled fear when i threw the iPad on the seat beside him....the news article still up on the screen.
"Shit...." I heard him mutter under his breath as his head dropped into his hands.
"Im guessing this is what you didnt want me to see?" I said pointing down at the screen.
"I'll leave you two alone...." Scott said as he started to get up.
"No you stay! You're just as bad as he is! You both sat there and lied to my face!"
Scott sighed as he sat back down looking the most uncomfortable i've ever seen him before.
"We didnt want you getting upset over some bullshit headline. You're supposed to be resting and taking time to heal...."
"Stop it! Stop lying to me!" I yelled "Chris just be honest with me.... Did something happen with her while you were there?? what was it? Out of sight out of mind?....."
"God no! Sweetheart nothing happened i swear! I would never do that to you" he stood up and made his way over to me, his eyes filled with tears.
"So tell me what the fuck that is! Because to me that looks very fucking suspicious!"
"Okay. Okay, She asked if i wanted to hang out so i wasnt on my own at the hotel. She's good friends with Michelle, we had spoken before while i was filming Defending Jacob...i didnt see the big deal"
"Even after the hotel photos? Come on Chris you cant be that dumb...."
"Megan and Lily's PR manager thought it would look better if we were seen hanging out after those photo's"
"You realise how fucking crazy that is right?? We literally just released a whole ass article about our family and how happy we are to stop the shit with Lindsey and you think this is good?"
"This is just a mess i cant get out from under"
"This makes you look like you're cheating on me! and for what? a booty call with some British actress??"
"Tell me what you want me to do and i'll do it...."
"I think its a little late for that Chris"
"Y/N nothing happened!" He reached for me and I stepped away so he couldnt touch me "i swear on Mason...."
"DONT YOU DARE!" I pointed at him "you never swear on my baby's life!"
"I didnt mean..... i just meant thats how serious and honest im being here. Baby, nothing happened. I never touched her. There's not a single photo of me touching her, they're making the whole thing into something its not!"
"Its not even the photo's thats got me so pissed off, you wanna know what it is?" I asked feeling the tears run down my face "while you were laying around laughing, having the time of your life in the park with a woman who's not me..... i was here having a miscarriage. Did you know about that before or after those photos huh?"
"Y/N...." Scott tried to interrupt but stopped quickly when i turned my angry and distraught glare at him.
"You were wearing those clothes when you got home so i know it was the same day"
"Scott called while i was out, we left as soon as i found out and booked the first flight home to you"
"Right" i nodded but at this point i found it hard to believe anything he said.
"I think it's best if i leave..... i think we need some time" i found myself saying as i wiped tears from my face.
"No!.... Baby please! Im begging you don't leave me again!" He cried dropping to his knees infront of me and wrapping his arms around my waist "i can't loose you both".
I looked at Scott who was openly crying looking just as distraught.
"You can't just go.... At least sleep on it. Let everyone calm down....." Scott added while wiping away tears.
"Sweetheart please....."
"Fine...."
At that moment Mason came running in with Dodger, Chris stood up quickly hiding the fact he was crying.
"Mom can i have a drink please?"
"Sure baby" i forced a smiled and made my way to the kitchen.
"Mama are you okay? You've been crying, are you hurting again?" He asked gently placing his hand on my stomach. I nodded and smiled at my sweet boy.
"Yeah baby i'm hurting again".
"Do you wanna snuggle and watch Toy Story 2? Will that help you feel better?"
"You know what? I think that will help loads" i smiled down at my beautiful caring boy.
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"Y/N....Can I get you a cup of tea or something?" Chris asked breaking the silence. It had been hours since our argument.
"Im good" i mumbled brushing my hand over Masons head, he was currently cuddled up to me fast asleep with his head in my lap.
"I'm gonna take Mason up to bed".
"Let me...."
"I've got him"
"Should you be carrying him right now though...."
"Chris I'm quite capable of carrying my son" I snapped.
"I know" he nodded quickly "I just meant....you've been through a lot, i don't want you hurting yourself".
I rolled my eyes at him before picking Mason up and walking out without a word.
I decided to lay down with Mason so I didn't have to go back out and face Chris, or Scott for that matter. I knew it was kinda childish but I couldn't face it. I didn't feel comfortable being in Chris' home now, maybe it was time for me and Mason to leave.
"Wondered where you had got to" Chris said standing in the doorway of Masons room "started to think maybe you'd left"
"Nope still here" i mumbled.
"Are you coming to bed?"
"I think it's best if I stay in here with Mason tonight...."
"Baby no!" He moaned "please just come out here and talk to me about this? We need to sort this out"
"Let's just leave it for tonight I'm exhausted..."
"Please?"
"Fine" I sighed before carefully climbing out of the bed so I didn't wake Mason.
"Where's Scott?" I asked sitting down on the sofa and pulling the blanket off the back covering my legs.
"Um he left, said we needed some time alone" he said sitting on the coffee table in front of me "y/n I'm so sorry about all this shit, you have every right to doubt me considering what I put you through the first time but I'm not that guy anymore. I love you so much you have to know that? We're building a life together here with our son.... I'd never do anything to loose that again"
"I'm not sure I'm cut out for it Chris"
"For what? Loving me and having a family?"
"No, that's the easy part. It's the shitty headlines I have to keep reading and the rumours of you cheating on me that I can't deal with. I've just had a miscarriage and instead of taking the time I need to get over that I'm dealing with all these headlines about your romantic dates in London! I'm not strong enough to be apart of this life Chris, I keep trying but...."
"Please don't give up on me I'm begging you" he looked at me with tears in his eyes that were so close to falling and my heart broke all over again.
I shook my head wiping tears from my face as I decided I couldn't give up on him. I loved him too much.
But he saw me shaking my head and panicked, I saw the fear on his face as he slipped off the table and fell to his knees in front of me grabbing my hands.
"Baby please don't leave me, I'll do anything....." he looked up me, the tears finally falling.
"I'm not leaving"
"You're not?"
"No"
"You promise?"
"I promise"
Chris sprung up wrapping his arms around me to hold me close, his face buried in my neck as he sobbed.
"Thank you baby, god I love you so much"
"I love you too"
"I'm gonna take a break from working, I just wanna concentrate on you and Mason"
"You don't have to do that...."
"No but i want to. Im in this 100% you and Mason need to come first".
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Ocean Eyes - Part 17
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A/N - Sorry for the late update!
Hope you all had a lovely Christmas.
Warnings: Talk of miscarriage and swearing.
Words: 1585
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I must have been dreaming, the feel of arms wrapping around me and a warm body pressing against my back, a kiss pressed to my neck.... and then his smell hit me and i realised i wasnt dreaming. I turned and came face to face with Chris who had clearly been crying.
"You're home"
"Im home baby" he gave me a teary smile and kissed me as he held me close. He looked so good, even after a long ass flight and casually dressed in his blue and white baseball shirt, his hair a mess from where he had obviously been wearing his cap.
"Scott told me what happened...."
"I'm so sorry Chris..." i cried feeling like it was my fault, rationally i knew it wasn't, but it was my body....
"Hey, this isn't your fault you hear me?" He said cutting off my internal rambling "Im sorry. Im sorry i wasn't here for you when this happened"
"Its okay, you didn't know this was gonna happen. Christ i didn't even know.... It wasn't far along could've only been 3/4 weeks at most, i had no clue i was pregnant"
"I feel like this is all my fault.... The stress of everything....."
"Hey don't, don't do that these things just happen".
"So what happens now?" He asked sadly.
"Nothing much, i'll need to call the doctor to get checked out but there shouldn't be too much more because i wasn't that far along".
"Okay. I'll call someone tomorrow and get you booked in privately"
"Thank you" i snuggled closer to him, just having him there made me feel so much better.
"I love you Y/N"
"Love you too".
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As promised, Chris got me an appointment at a private hospital for the following afternoon. It was confirmed i had indeed suffered a miscarriage. Because it was so early into the pregnancy there was nothing for the doctor to do. I was just told i could expect to see some spotting and have some cramps and told to rest for the next few days.
And rest was all i was allowed to do apparently. From the moment we got home Chris and Scott were fussing over me. They wouldn't let me do a thing, even to get up to use the bathroom one of them insisted on helping me. That was until i lost it and told them i was fine and could go to the bathroom alone.
Now I was sat cuddled up on the sofa with Mason under the fluffiest blanket Chris had while we watched Toy Story. I could feel two sets of eyes constantly looking over at me and it was driving me crazy.
"Hey, why don't you guys go walk Dodger instead of staring at me?" I said turning to look at them.
"We can't leave you by yourself!" Chris said shaking his head and looking at me like i was crazy.
"Why? What exactly is gonna happen?? Im just sitting here"
"But...."
"Chris I love you but you need to chill out baby. The doctor said i just need to take it easy for a few days, not that I'm gonna drop at any second!"
"Shhh I'm trying to watch my movie" Mason gave us a dirty look before snuggling back in with me.
"Yeah shhhh, go" i shooed them away and stuck my tongue out at them.
"Fine, but you call if you need us"
I nodded and waved my phone at him showing i had it on me before turning my attention back to the movie.
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While Chris and Scott were gone Mason and I fell asleep. It was so nice and toasty wrapped in the blanket that it was hard not too.
When I woke up Mason was no longer with me, i sat up looking around and relaxed when i saw him sitting at the dinner table eating dinner with Scott.
"Hey, you should have woken me up i could've cooked...."
"Absolutely not! You need to rest remember? so we left you to sleep while we cooked dinner"
"How could i forget when you and your brother are acting like a couple of mother hens?" I teased "but thank you for doing that".
"Of course"
I walked over and kissed the top of Masons head as i made my way to the kitchen for a glass of water.
"Where's Chris?"
"He's in his office, had to take a phone call"
"Okay"
"There's food in the microwave for you if you're hungry"
"You're the best Scotty" i smiled as i reached for the pain meds the doctor gave me.
"You feeling okay?" He asked eyeing the tablets in the my hand.
"Just a little discomfort, nothing to worry about".
"You'd tell us if it was bad though? I don't want you acting like you're okay if you're not"
"Scouts honour, I'm okay... really"
"Don't give me that, you were never a Scout!"
"Ha! Still mean it though Scotty".
I placed my plate down next to Mason and headed back to the living room.
"Where are you going?" Scott asked before i got too far.
"To get my phone, i need to make sure my mom hasn't tried to call".
"Y/N eat first it'll get cold"
"Geez, okay dad!" I laughed and took my seat at the table "has Chris eaten yet?"
"Said he wasn't hungry"
"Is he feeling okay? He never says no to food"
"Yeah he's fine" Scott said, his voice going higher than usual.
"Okay, what aren't you telling me?" I sighed placing my knife and fork down on the plate.
"What do you mean?"
"You're voice does this weird thing when you're lying...."
"What?.... I have no idea what you're talking about..."
"Thats what I'm talking about! You're voice goes all high...."
"Everything is fine".
"Fine don't tell me" i pushed my chair back and started to walk out towards the living room.
"Y/N you need to eat...."
"Im not hungry anymore, i'll grab something later"
"Where are you going?"
"To get my phone, i need to call my mom or Hannah.... I need some female company!"
"What the..... Scott, have you seen my phone? I left it on the table...."
"No...."
"Mace, baby did you move my phone?"
"No but i saw dad with it while you were asleep. Maybe he knows where is it"
"Why does Chris have my phone? Scott what is going on?"
Scott shrugged avoiding my gaze.
"Nothing, maybe he's charging it..."
"Bullshit!" I snapped marching my way towards Chris' office.
As i got closer i could hear him talking, his voice raised more than usual.
"You need to fix it! I didn't agree to this! do you realise the damage this will do?" I stood outside listening for a few moments deciding whether or not i should interrupt.
"What do you mean it'll blow over?? This is fucking bullshit! Do you know what she's gone through??....Megan i want a statement published by the end of the day or so help me god!"
At this point i'd heard enough and pushed open the door without knocking.
Chris was pacing the room, his hair was disheveled, a sign he was stressing about something.
"Sort this out Megan!" He ended the call quickly when he saw me.
"Hey baby" Chris smiled at me but it didn't quite reach his eyes.
"Whats going on Chris?"
"What do you mean?"
"Scotts acting weird, you took my cell and now i hear you shouting on the phone...."
"Its fine i'm dealing with it, you should be resting...."
"Okay if you don't wanna tell me thats fine. But give me my phone i need to call my mom".
At the mention of me having my phone back he started looking even more on edge and nervous....Guilty some might say.
"Jesus christ Chris, what is it now? What don't you want me see?" I sighed shaking my head.
"Okay look, there is something going around but i'm dealing with it and you have nothing to worry about. You don't need the stress right now dahlin...."
"Give me my phone"
"Please just trust me on this....."
"Chris just give me the fucking phone! If you're not gonna tell me then i wanna see for myself".
"If you trust me at all you'll let this go for now..... i promise i'll explain everything once i've sorted it out"
"Fine, whatever" i mumbled before turning around and storming out of his office, slamming the door behind me for extra 'i'm so pissed right now' effect.
"Y/N! Where are you going?" I heard Chris call from behind me.
"Im going to bed" i snapped without looking at him. But I knew exactly where i was headed first.... Mason had the iPad in his room. So as i passed his room i quickly went in and grabbed the iPad before going into Chris' room.
I sat on the edge of the bed and pulled up twitter, i closed my eyes as the screen switched to show trending topics. When i finally opened my eyes the top headline was glaring at me.
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The article featured a whole bunch of photo's of them together enjoying their date!
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As i scrolled through the various photos i felt tears fill my eyes, not just from the photo's but the realisation that these were taken the day he came home.... Thats what he was wearing when he came home.
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A/N: OMG will things ever go smoothly for these two? 🤷‍♀️🤣
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A/N - Double Post! 😱
Warnings: Swearing
Words: 1462
I threw open the door and walked out to find Chris and Scott sat on the sofa talking quietly between themselves.
I could see Mason was out back running around with Dodger which i was glad about. Scott saw me first and sat up giving me a smile that fell from his face when he noticed the tears in my eyes. Chris turned so he was facing me, concern etched on his face that quickly resembled fear when i threw the iPad on the seat beside him....the news article still up on the screen.
"Shit...." I heard him mutter under his breath as his head dropped into his hands.
"Im guessing this is what you didnt want me to see?" I said pointing down at the screen.
"I'll leave you two alone...." Scott said as he started to get up.
"No you stay! You're just as bad as he is! You both sat there and lied to my face!"
Scott sighed as he sat back down looking the most uncomfortable i've ever seen him before.
"We didnt want you getting upset over some bullshit headline. You're supposed to be resting and taking time to heal...."
"Stop it! Stop lying to me!" I yelled "Chris just be honest with me.... Did something happen with her while you were there?? what was it? Out of sight out of mind?....."
"God no! Sweetheart nothing happened i swear! I would never do that to you" he stood up and made his way over to me, his eyes filled with tears.
"So tell me what the fuck that is! Because to me that looks very fucking suspicious!"
"Okay. Okay, She asked if i wanted to hang out so i wasnt on my own at the hotel. She's good friends with Michelle, we had spoken before while i was filming Defending Jacob...i didnt see the big deal"
"Even after the hotel photos? Come on Chris you cant be that dumb...."
"Megan and Lily's PR manager thought it would look better if we were seen hanging out after those photo's"
"You realise how fucking crazy that is right?? We literally just released a whole ass article about our family and how happy we are to stop the shit with Lindsey and you think this is good?"
"This is just a mess i cant get out from under"
"This makes you look like you're cheating on me! and for what? a booty call with some British actress??"
"Tell me what you want me to do and i'll do it...."
"I think its a little late for that Chris"
"Y/N nothing happened!" He reached for me and I stepped away so he couldnt touch me "i swear on Mason...."
"DONT YOU DARE!" I pointed at him "you never swear on my baby's life!"
"I didnt mean..... i just meant thats how serious and honest im being here. Baby, nothing happened. I never touched her. There's not a single photo of me touching her, they're making the whole thing into something its not!"
"Its not even the photo's thats got me so pissed off, you wanna know what it is?" I asked feeling the tears run down my face "while you were laying around laughing, having the time of your life in the park with a woman who's not me..... i was here having a miscarriage. Did you know about that before or after those photos huh?"
"Y/N...." Scott tried to interrupt but stopped quickly when i turned my angry and distraught glare at him.
"You were wearing those clothes when you got home so i know it was the same day"
"Scott called while i was out, we left as soon as i found out and booked the first flight home to you"
"Right" i nodded but at this point i found it hard to believe anything he said.
"I think it's best if i leave..... i think we need some time" i found myself saying as i wiped tears from my face.
"No!.... Baby please! Im begging you don't leave me again!" He cried dropping to his knees infront of me and wrapping his arms around my waist "i can't loose you both".
I looked at Scott who was openly crying looking just as distraught.
"You can't just go.... At least sleep on it. Let everyone calm down....." Scott added while wiping away tears.
"Sweetheart please....."
"Fine...."
At that moment Mason came running in with Dodger, Chris stood up quickly hiding the fact he was crying.
"Mom can i have a drink please?"
"Sure baby" i forced a smiled and made my way to the kitchen.
"Mama are you okay? You've been crying, are you hurting again?" He asked gently placing his hand on my stomach. I nodded and smiled at my sweet boy.
"Yeah baby i'm hurting again".
"Do you wanna snuggle and watch Toy Story 2? Will that help you feel better?"
"You know what? I think that will help loads" i smiled down at my beautiful caring boy.
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"Y/N....Can I get you a cup of tea or something?" Chris asked breaking the silence. It had been hours since our argument.
"Im good" i mumbled brushing my hand over Masons head, he was currently cuddled up to me fast asleep with his head in my lap.
"I'm gonna take Mason up to bed".
"Let me...."
"I've got him"
"Should you be carrying him right now though...."
"Chris I'm quite capable of carrying my son" I snapped.
"I know" he nodded quickly "I just meant....you've been through a lot, i don't want you hurting yourself".
I rolled my eyes at him before picking Mason up and walking out without a word.
I decided to lay down with Mason so I didn't have to go back out and face Chris, or Scott for that matter. I knew it was kinda childish but I couldn't face it. I didn't feel comfortable being in Chris' home now, maybe it was time for me and Mason to leave.
"Wondered where you had got to" Chris said standing in the doorway of Masons room "started to think maybe you'd left"
"Nope still here" i mumbled.
"Are you coming to bed?"
"I think it's best if I stay in here with Mason tonight...."
"Baby no!" He moaned "please just come out here and talk to me about this? We need to sort this out"
"Let's just leave it for tonight I'm exhausted..."
"Please?"
"Fine" I sighed before carefully climbing out of the bed so I didn't wake Mason.
"Where's Scott?" I asked sitting down on the sofa and pulling the blanket off the back covering my legs.
"Um he left, said we needed some time alone" he said sitting on the coffee table in front of me "y/n I'm so sorry about all this shit, you have every right to doubt me considering what I put you through the first time but I'm not that guy anymore. I love you so much you have to know that? We're building a life together here with our son.... I'd never do anything to loose that again"
"I'm not sure I'm cut out for it Chris"
"For what? Loving me and having a family?"
"No, that's the easy part. It's the shitty headlines I have to keep reading and the rumours of you cheating on me that I can't deal with. I've just had a miscarriage and instead of taking the time I need to get over that I'm dealing with all these headlines about your romantic dates in London! I'm not strong enough to be apart of this life Chris, I keep trying but...."
"Please don't give up on me I'm begging you" he looked at me with tears in his eyes that were so close to falling and my heart broke all over again.
I shook my head wiping tears from my face as I decided I couldn't give up on him. I loved him too much.
But he saw me shaking my head and panicked, I saw the fear on his face as he slipped off the table and fell to his knees in front of me grabbing my hands.
"Baby please don't leave me, I'll do anything....." he looked up me, the tears finally falling.
"I'm not leaving"
"You're not?"
"No"
"You promise?"
"I promise"
Chris sprung up wrapping his arms around me to hold me close, his face buried in my neck as he sobbed.
"Thank you baby, god I love you so much"
"I love you too"
"I'm gonna take a break from working, I just wanna concentrate on you and Mason"
"You don't have to do that...."
"No but i want to. Im in this 100% you and Mason need to come first".
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