i have so much love for hesitant alien like ofc I've got plenty of nostalgia but its genuinely just so lovely. gerard's always had a way of making his visual aesthetics match up with his sound but h.a. was absolutely the peak of that I think. perfectly contained little universe where you look at the pink and the fuzz and the fifth-element-style unfocused kaleidoscope of colors and then you close your eyes and listen and you see exactly the same thing