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be0mcore · 1 year

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hi everyone! i’m really sorry to do this, but i just wanted to announce that i’ll be going on a hiatus. i’ve been getting a whole heap of requests and i feel so bad for ditching them, but i just don’t have the time nor motivation to keep writing :( i decided to not deactivate incase i ever wanted to return. but for now, i’d just like to thank everyone for supporting me and my writing!! ily moas <3

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be0mcore · 2 years

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Hello! Could you do a headcannon for aftercare wit TXT? 🌸💗

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ aftercare with TXT

notes: guess who’s back!! me!! omg anon u deserve an award for the most patient anon in tumblr’s history. i’m so sorry for the hiatus, uni had me absolutely shackled. requests are still gonna come out once every 2 years, but i’m gonna try to upload more frequently. ty for everyone who has been so patient with me!!

genre: fluff, suggestive

tw: none

❥˗ˏˋyeonjun ´ˎ˗

◦baby makes sure that you’re absolutely taken care of after. will not let you out of his arms!! he immediately cuddles you for hours, running his hand through your soft hair and giving you soft kisses. he’s so, so thankful to have you in his life and wants to make you feel good after. he grabs a soft towel and gently starts cleaning you, not letting you move a muscle. whatever you want you get. food? a warm bath? more cuddles? yeonjun is on it immediately. anything for his love. <3

❥˗ˏˋsoobin´ˎ˗

◦goes above and beyond with aftercare. if you guys were getting especially rough, he’ll feel so bad afterwards so he wants to make sure you know that he loves and adores you. he runs you a warm bath and gets in behind you, your back against his chest. he rubs soothing circles on your waist and arms, and starts to clean you. he gives you a massage, and starts to whisper about how much he loves you. very soft and very gentle aftercare. <3

❥˗ˏˋbeomgyu´ˎ˗

◦as bratty as he is, he needs aftercare as much as you do. he loves just laying on the bed together, wrapped up in eachothers arms. he loves the feeling of your hands in his hair, and he gives you soft neck kisses in return. he’s so happy, and just loves to stare deeply into your eyes. aftercare is very quiet as well, just you and beomgyu wrapped up in eachother. beomgyu is just so in love with you <3

❥˗ˏˋtaehyun´ˎ˗

◦i feel like he just hates the feeling of sweat on his body, so washing eachother would be his main priority. he’d turn on the shower for you both, and ask to shower you. you’d both wash each others hair and body, him touching you so gently and full of love. he’d just admire you in his arms, and feel this overwhelming sense of love for you. because he’s not good with words, he’d instead go in for a passionate kiss, hoping to show you just how deeply he cares for you <3

❥˗ˏˋkai´ˎ˗

◦god this goofball is just so flustered and dramatic. he lets you scoop him up in your arms, and just relishes being close to you. as you run a hand through his hair you guys start talking about anything and everything. how your day has been, the new show kai started watching, how madly and deeply in love you two are. there’s no limit to the conversation, and kai absolutely loves getting to hear your soothing voice and funny stories. he loves the way your mind works, and thinks that you’re genuinely the most interesting person he’s ever come across. the more you talk, the more he realises that you’re his person; you’re his forever <3

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be0mcore · 2 years

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my studies are starting again soon so my uploads are gonna be much slower than usual !! :(

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be0mcore · 2 years

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hello could I ask you for a reaction to txt when his crush calls bro 🫶🏻 please?

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ txt reaction to their crush calling them 'bro'

notes: hi anon! this was super fun to write. hope u enjoy!! <3

genre: fluff, crack, slight angst

tw: none

❥˗ˏˋyeonjun ´ˎ˗

◦ oh, this sneaky mf. bro??? that's all he was to you??? a 'bro'??? he immediately tackles you to the ground, tickling you while exclaiming 'bro, huh? where the hell did you learn that from?'. besides, two can absolutely play at that game. instead of calling you 'bro' back, he decides to call you sweet pet names to make you just as flustered as you make him. will start calling you sweetheart, darling, prince/ss, beautiful, etc. anything to make you realise that you're not just a 'bro' to him.

❥˗ˏˋsoobin ´ˎ˗

◦ soobin.exe has stopped working. mans is absolutely perplexed. he honestly does a double take, and just sits there processing what you just said. you guys were getting so close recently, he completely forgot that you only saw him as a friend. he pouts his lips as tears start forming, and plays with the hem of his jumper to distract himself. he does find you extremely adorable, so he starts smiling at the randomness of it, but deep down is disappointed at the unrequited feeling.

❥˗ˏˋbeomgyu´ˎ˗

◦ his reaction is honestly a mix of yeonjun and soobin's. just like yeonjun, he will waste zero time in teasing you about it. but instead of using pet names, he starts calling you 'bro' back while putting on a fake 'alpha-male' accent y'all know the one. 'sure thing, bro' 'you want a glass of water, bro?' 'hey bro, did you wanna watch a movie bro?'. he keeps going until you hit him out of annoyance. however, just like soobin, he's using the jokes and laughter to cover up his sadness at the realisation that you may have just friendzoned him :(

❥˗ˏˋtaehyun´ˎ˗

◦ tae, like usual, gives absolutely zero reaction. like nothing. just sits there and acts as if you calling him bro is a regular occurence which happens all the time and is definitely not something out of the ordinary. meanwhile, his heart is pounding so hard he thinks it might fall out of his chest, but he remains composed. so to annoy him, you do it again. and again. and again. you honestly think about giving up until taehyun sighs heavily and asks 'what is it, bro?'. you definitely didn't expect him to play along, and taehyun sits there smirking, knowing he just beat you at your own game.

❥˗ˏˋkai´ˎ˗

◦ 'bro?? who's bro??' this man asks the audacity, completely unaware of what you were doing. he honestly thinks you're talking to someone else, until he sees your eyes locked on his. and then it clicks. 'ohhh... i'm the bro...'. and you're just sitting there like yah ur my bro why wouldn't you be?? and he just goes red and stutters a quiet 'nothing no reason' before going back to what you were doing. kai was acting weird and it was, dare i say it, kinda sus tho

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be0mcore · 2 years

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Hii! Could you write Yeonjun fluff where the reader got in a huge argument with their parents and is deeply affected by it and just needs comfort. Ty♡

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ oh, sweetheart

notes: could it be??? be0mcore uploading two fics in the same month??? have i gone insane??? most likely. hope u enjoy anon! <3

genre: yeonjun x reader, angst, fluff, hurt/comfort

tw: mean parents :/

you slowly turned the door knob, entering your shared apartment. the lights were off, signalling that nobody was home, which made you feel infinitely worse. you had just had a dinner with your parents, which ended in a huge argument, as it always did. this time around they were criticising your career choice, throwing insults such as you’re useless, you’ll never amount to anything, and your personal favourite: you’ll always be a disappointment. needless to say, it made you feel like utter shit. and now all you wanted was to cuddle with your boyfriend, but he wasn’t even there.

you kicked off your shoes in frustration and slammed your bag down onto the counter. hot tears started filling your eyes. you were just so exhausted today, and nothing seemed to be working in your favour. to make it worse, your parents’ words were floating around in your head, not leaving you alone. it wasn’t until you reached your room that you finally allowed yourself to cry.

you started sobbing violently, head down into the pillow of your bed, nails digging into the sheets. you had been crying so hard that you hadn’t heard your concerned boyfriend unlock the door. nor had you heard him walk inside, put his bag down, and immediately rush to your side. it wasn’t until you felt a warm hand on your back that you finally looked up.

yeonjun was meant to still be in practice, but after messaging you three times with no reply, he felt like something was wrong. so he immediately rushed home, and boy was he glad he did. seeing you there, sobbing into your pillow, absolutely broke him. he couldn’t even begin to process the amount of emotion he was feeling at once. he wanted to both comfort you and also burn the entire city down to find out who hurt you. he decided that the first was the best option.

so without a word, he pulled you up from your position and scooped you into his arms onto the bed. he repositioned so that your head was on his chest, one of his hands drawing small circles on your waist and the other running through your hair. he allowed you to keep crying, and gave you small kisses on the head for encouragement.

once your sobs had calmed, yeonjun gave a small kiss to your forehead and softly muttered “what’s wrong, baby?”. you looked up at him, tears threatening to spill again. he cups your face with his hand, using his thumb to rub small circles onto your cheek.

“tell me everything.” he says, before planting a kiss onto your forehead. so you do, you tell him absolutely everything. from the dinner, to the insults, to coming home without him, you get everything off your chest. meanwhile, yeonjun starts to plant soft kisses all over your face while you talk. your forehead, your cheek, your nose. he doesn’t leave anything untouched.

the more he hears about how you were treated, the more he wants to absolutely shower you in his love. he wants to show you that you’re perfect, you’re amazing, you’re his biggest inspiration.

“oh, sweetheart,” he whispers once you’ve finished, “you’re absolutely none of those things, you know that? i don’t know why they’ve decided to criticise you like that, but you’re the most lovely, hardworking, ambitious person i know. and if they can’t see that, then that’s their loss.”

you choke up at his words, so yeonjun starts to run his hands through your hair again, giving u more kisses and compliments inbetween such as “lovely”, “brave”, “beautiful”, “gorgeous”

he continues to do so as you fall asleep, and then makes a mental note to curse your parents if he sees them again.

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be0mcore · 2 years

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Hey:) I rlly love ur writing and was wondering if it'd

be ok to req a txt reaction to them not seeing u the

morning after and assuming the worst but like ur just

in another room 💀 (also if ur not comfy with that that’s completely understandable! 💙)

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ txt waking up without you the morning after

hii!! dw i'm perfectly comfortable doing this request!! ty!! <3

genre: fluff, crack, slight angst

tw: slightly suggestive, swearing

❥˗ˏˋyeonjun ´ˎ˗

◦ he wakes up all groggy and sleepy from the night before. his muscles are aching, his clothes are on the floor, and he is absolutely ready to pepper your face in kisses. so he turns around ready to snuggle up when,,,,,, you are not there. as in: gone. left. vanished.

he just lays there with a small pout, trying to process what's happened. and then it hits him. you're like,,, actually not there. concern levels: rising. detective yeonjun mode: activated. he will not accept you not lying next to him, so he decides to search after you.

he calls out your name, but no reply. he looks under every nook and cranny and you're just not there. it isn't until he stumbles into the kitchen that he finds you there, in his shirt which really turns him on, making breakfast. "yah!! y/n!! what were you thinking!!" he half scolds with a pout, pulling you close. "sorry junnie, just making breakfast" you reply, which is definitely not a good enough excuse for him. so, as punishment, he gives you a deep kiss and then pulls you back to bedroom to commence round 2.

❥˗ˏˋsoobin ´ˎ˗

◦i honestly don’t even know how you escaped from his grasp in the first place. after you did the dirty, he hung onto you like a koala. your head buried in his chest, his hands running through your hair, soft kisses every five or so seconds. but by some miracle you managed to get out of bed to go brush your teeth.

the man the myth the legend himself wakes up, but doesn’t open his eyes at all. but he notices that your body warmth is not there anymore, which means that he needs to pull you back to him. he starts moving his arm around lazily trying to find you, but you’re nowhere. when he realises that the bed is cold his eyes immediately shoot open. and sure enough,,,, u ain’t there :((

immediately starts overthinking. did you enjoy yourself? did he do something wrong? did he upset you? he replays every minute of the previous night in his mind to figure out if he did something wrong, but he can’t figure out what. by the time you come back to bed, you’ve got a sulking, sleepy soobin waiting for you. as soon as he sees you, however, his eyes light up and he instantly widens his arms for an embrace, in which you happily comply.

❥˗ˏˋbeomgyu ´ˎ˗

◦the absolute worst decision you could’ve ever made. what were you thinking. u absolute monster. first he gets super confused, rolling his arm around on the mattress aimlessly trying to grab you. but then he realises your side of the bed is cold and you’re gone. so he cracks his eyes open, and for some reason just assumes that you’ve left him. forever.

i think gyu is bit of an over-thinker omg twins so he doesn’t really rationalise in that moment, but rather lets his anxiety take over. he genuinely thinks that he did something wrong or hurt you, and you’ve left him for good. immediately starts planning the 8 page apology letter in his head.

he’s so caught up in his thoughts that he doesn’t hear you coming into the room until you’re standing right in front of him. he looks just looks up at you like “i thought you left me 🥺” and your heart literally breaks. so you immediately wrap him up in your arms, call him an idiot, and then proceed to kiss away his worries. after that he makes you pinky swear that you’ll never leave before he wakes up ever again.

❥˗ˏˋtaehyun ´ˎ˗

◦honestly have you seen this mf? probably will not give a single fuck. he’s rational and knows that you’re probably just around the house somewhere 😭. you can’t fool this man, he can literally hear you taking a shower in the other room, so he gently goes back to sleep.

but then it hits him… you’re showering…. in the other room…. without him????? y/n what the fuck???? he will not accept this. so you bet your ass tae grumbles out of bed and marches straight to the shower. the bathroom was door was wide open so this idiot walks right in, zero fucks given.

he calls out behind the shower curtain and just goes “love, i think you forgot something 😗”. you pull back the curtain to see what it is, expecting him to be giving you a towel or something, but instead you’re met with the one and only mr kang fully undressed with his hands on his hips. “showering without me, huh? now who told you that was a good idea?”. he hopped in and needless to say, showed you exactly what you were missing out on.

❥˗ˏˋkai ´ˎ˗

◦omg this boy does not even notice you’re gone in the first place. wakes up like three times, and then falls back asleep within two seconds. after prince charming has gotten all his beauty sleep, he wakes up and decides he’s gonna wake you up too but like,,, super romantically. should he wake you up with a soft “hey baby”? should he kiss you? or should he call you darling instead? should he tell you he loves you?

once he’s decided on his plan, he musters up the courage to roll over, and his heart is lowkey racing at the thought of waking you up. so he rolls over and,,,,, you’re not there. his brain glitches and he just stares at your empty space, trying to process. he isn’t even panicked, he’s just straight up confused. so he decides to go out looking for you so that he can carry out his super romantic plan.

he finds you in the kitchen stirring your coffee, so he comes up behind you and wraps his arms around your waist, muttering a soft “morning beautiful” in your ear. he sees you blush, so he instantly considers himself successful. that is, until you turn around and go “good morning angel” before giving him a peck on the lips and walking off to the bedroom, leaving him in a flustered mess at the kitchen counter. y/n: 1, kai: 0. but don’t worry, he’s got a bunch more up his sleeve ;)

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be0mcore · 2 years

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my biggest secret is that i wrote my enhypen fic before i even knew who they were 😭 no joke i didn’t know a single thing about their personalities since i had only found them 3 hours prior so i wrote some random bs and prayed for the best 💀🙏

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be0mcore · 2 years

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hiiii ok so this is like hyper specific but could u maybe write something about…like. txt reacting to their partner having eczema bc its so irritating (both metaphorically and literally) and idk hearing ab how theyd b ur emotional support during stupid flareups would b so nice ok im rambling LMAO sorry but please if u can could u write smth like that? thank u so much love ur work btw <333

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notes: omgg of course i can! what's funny is i have eczema too so i know how absolutely irritating it is. also apologies if this fic makes no sense, i'm currently sick so i'm lowkey losing my sanity. hope u enjoyed anon ily!!

genre: fluff tw: none

❥˗ˏˋyeonjun ´ˎ˗

◦ first time he sees your flareups, he instantly gets worried. your skin is all red and cracked and he's panicked that you might've hurt yourself. immediately asks you what you did to yourself with a concerned look on his face. you explain you have eczema and baby boy knows exactly what to do. he instantly goes out and buys you every moisturiser and hand cream on the shelf. he returns and runs you a warm bath to get yourself clean, and then offers to moisturise your flareups for you. he tries to kiss your flareups better but you won't let him don't touch the flareups, jun so instead he settles on peppering your lips with soft butterfly kisses !

❥˗ˏˋsoobin´ˎ˗

◦ mother soobs has arrived. he has a cousin with eczema i made that up, so he's on it straight away. opens his drawer to show you his expensive array of moisturisers, creams and treatments. if you need anything, he'll be on it immediately. need to go to the doctor? want some more moisturiser? need cuddles? he'll be by your side in an instant, making sure you're feeling okay. if you're getting too stressed about it, he'll tuck your head in his chest and rub soothing circles on your back, hoping that will make you feel better !

❥˗ˏˋbeomgyu´ˎ˗

◦ mans was absolutely perplexed when he saw your flare up. he has no idea what's going on and starts panicking right away. are you diseased? should he call someone? once you tell him it's just your eczema flare up, he relaxes a bit, but still can't help and feel worried. he's lowkey sad you didn't tell him about your flare ups earlier in the relationship so that he could've taken care of you sooner, so he decides to make up for it now. absolutely smothers you in bed and will not let you leave. cuddles you gently, being very careful not to touch the flareups. will probably ask you what he should do for next time, because you're his and he just wants to take care of you !

❥˗ˏˋtaehyun´ˎ˗

◦ can't help but crack a joke the first time he sees the flare up. he doesn't do it out of malice though, it's said out of pure concern. he doesn't want to show how worried he really is, so he has to make a sarcastic comment to hide it. however, you quickly notice that he's always around you, lending you his treatments, running you baths more frequently, and so on. when you guys are cuddling he'll softly rake his fingers through your hair while telling you cool facts to distract you from the itch and pain !

❥˗ˏˋkai´ˎ˗

◦ mans was absolutely perplexed part 2. absolutely 0 clue on what to do. he can see that you're taking good care of yourself though, so he decides to comfort you in other ways. by this i mean: tummy rubs!!! and soft kisses!!! and warm cuddles!!! whispers in your ear how he thinks you're so cool and brave for getting through your flare ups and you're like kai it's just eczema lmao. he's still proud of you nonetheless, he knows it can be very very difficult !

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be0mcore · 2 years

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exam season is over!!!!!!!!! 💗💗💗 now i get to let my creative juices flowwww 🫣

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be0mcore · 2 years

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almost finished with my exams…. y’all know what that means 😏😏

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be0mcore · 2 years

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idk if you're allergic but, i got you some pretty(and hand-picked, might i add 😌) flowers 💐 <3

awww ty!! too sweet!! 🥺❤️‍🩹

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be0mcore · 2 years

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TXT being on a reality show, like Weekly Idol or Idol Room, with their idol!s/o's group. And midway though the show they notice that their s/o is showing signs of having an anxiety/panic attack and is looking for any exit or at them for comfort, as well as trying to stay composed at the same time.

Thanks in advanced and love the blog

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ txt comforting you through a panic attack on a variety show

notes: i'm gonna be honest i don't watch a lot of variety/reality shows so i apologise if it sounds inaccurate as i've basically pulled it all straight from my ass lmao. also!! thank you for being so patient! i promise i'm getting requests done!! ty!! <3

genre: angst, fluff, hurt/comfort

tw: panic attacks, mental health.

❥˗ˏˋyeonjun ´ˎ˗

◦ he senses your panic attack happening before he even sees it. he knows you like the back of his hand, so it doesn’t take long for him to find out something’s wrong. he looks over at you and as soon as he sees your wide eyes and short breaths, his heart breaks in two. all he knows is that he needs to be with you, right this second. but it’s so hard to do so when your relationship hasn’t been exposed to the public yet.

he makes eye contact with you, and immediately mouths an “are you okay?” when the cameras aren’t on him. he does this for the remainder of the shoot. “you’re doing so well baby” “breathe, my darling” “it’ll be over soon, beautiful” “i love you” if he can’t touch you, he’ll have to comfort you in other ways. however, as soon as the filming is over, yeonjun is by your side in an instant.

he immediately strides towards you, not caring who’s looking. you look up at him with tears in your eyes from having to hold the panic in for so long, and he wastes no time in wrapping you in his arms while cursing the world for making you feel like shit. you start to softly shake and sniffle, and yeonjun holds you tighter, one hand caressing your head while the other stays firmly on your waist. he gives you small butterfly kisses while whispering words of encouragement: “you did so well” “i’m so proud of you” “it’s all over now, yeah?”. he’s absolutely shattered, and can’t wait to go home to take care of you properly <3

❥˗ˏˋsoobin ´ˎ˗

◦oh gosh baby is completely clueless for the first ten minutes. he’s so engrossed in whatever the hosts are saying, that he doesn’t notice you sitting there all tense, desperately looking for an exit. one of your group members crack a joke, so while everyone’s laughing soobin using the opportunity to take a quick glance at you, and that’s when he sees. and boy does his face immediately drop in concern.

he doesn’t know what to do, especially because your relationship is completely secret. he also has an image to uphold, especially because he’s the leader. so he continues on with the variety show, stealing glances at you every so often. when he makes eye contact with you, he can see you silently pleading to comfort him, but he knows that he can’t. he spends the rest of the shoot sitting in guilt and worry, praying to whoever’s up there to finish the shoot right that second.

as soon as the shoot is finished, you’re all escorted to your dressing rooms. soobin however has other plans, and immediately grabs you and pulls you over somewhere private. just like yeonjun, he wastes no time in getting you in his arms, wrapping them tightly around you and burying his face in your hair. he does this partly out of comfort but also partly out of guilt, since he feels extremely bad for leaving you there on your own. he feels you shake and hyperventilate, and he can’t help but tear up. he hates seeing you like this, absolutely despises it. so he vows that when you get home, he’s going to take care of you in the way he wishes he could during the filming <3

❥˗ˏˋbeomgyu ´ˎ˗

◦he may be the king of variety shows, but that doesn’t stop him from being absolutely aware of your every move. he knows that you find these things anxiety inducing, so when he found out that you were both going to be on the same show, he knew exactly what to do. every five seconds he was glancing over at you. and he couldn’t help it, not only did he want to take care of you, but you were also so so so stunning. his eyes just seemed to automatically wander towards you, it was habit at this point. so when he glanced over and saw you looking back with a panicked expression on your face, the alarms in his head instantly went off.

he knew what experiencing panic was like, and he also knew that it would gradually get worse. however, he also knew how strict filming was, and so it was unlikely you’d be able to get a break. so he made sure to show off his entertainment skills so that the cameras wouldn’t be focused on you while you were trying to calm down. he started cracking jokes, running around, and generally interacting with the hosts much more. every time the camera wasn’t on him he’d instantly be looking at you, sending you small finger hearts and reassuring smiles. in all honesty, being the absolute centre of attention was quite stressful, but he was more than happy to do it for you. anything for you. he’d eat his own heart if you asked him to.

after the shoot, he was by your side in an instant. his hands went to cup your face, and he turned you upwards to look at him. “you alright baby?” he’d ask as he gently started to caress your face. “you’re okay now, so proud of you.” he’d say before planting soft kisses all over your face. he’d take your hands if they were still shaking and pull you into a warm hug. would plant even more kisses on the top of your head while squeezing your waist for reassurance. once it was time to leave, he’d send you texts throughout the day to check up on you, while also reminding you that you’re the strongest baddest bitch he knows <3

❥˗ˏˋtaehyun ´ˎ˗

◦let’s be honest here, he notices your anxiety before you even do. since he’s mega in love you, he just couldn’t stop staring at you the entire time, which led him to instantly notice how your hands began to slightly shake, and how your jaw was more tense than usual. he low key starts to panic as well, because he has no idea what to do. how can he comfort you without exposing your relationship? so he decides that the best thing he can do is try to change the topic whenever it lands on you. he thinks he’s doing a good job of it, however as soon as you look at him with absolute fear in your eyes, he knows exactly what he needs to do.

he wastes no time in announcing that he needs a toilet break. thankfully, the producers agree to let everyone off on a short break. while everyone is going off to rest, you try and look for him for comfort, but he’s nowhere to be found. your anxiety starts to peak again, until tae arrives next to you with a water bottle and snacks. he’s not so good with comforting through words or physical touch, so he’s hoping he can comfort you through acts of service instead. he sits you down and encourages you to tell him what’s wrong, which you do.

he has his hand on your inner thigh the entire time, rubbing soothing circles. he listens eagerly, moves hair out of your face, and tries to help you calm down. he helps you do breathing exercises, drink water, and forces you to eat something small. food fixes everything, after all. once you’re much more calm, he gives you a peck on the lips for some final comfort before you’re forced to go back on set. for the rest of the shoot he’s constantly looking at you, making eye contact and giving you small smiles of encouragement <3

❥˗ˏˋkai ´ˎ˗

◦poor guy is absolutely clueless. he’s having a great time cracking jokes, playing games, and just generally mucking around until he catches you on the literal verge of tears. he instantly gets super concerned, and has zero clue on what to do. he tries to make eye contact with you and ask if you’re alright, but it’s quite hard when there’s a thousand cameras pointing at you. he decides to take the first opportunity he can to get close to you, which is by swiftly moving inch by inch when the cameras aren’t looking.

as soon as he’s next to you, he sneakily puts his hand on your lower back, rubbing in soft circles. he really hopes it gives you comfort, which it does. if he gets the chance, he leans down when nobody is looking to whisper words of encouragement in your ear. “it’s alright baby, just breathe.” “you’ve got this sweetheart, only an hour to go.” “i’m right here beside you baby, i’m not leaving”. his reassurance calms you down a lot, and you can already feel your anxiety lessen just by having him near.

after the shoot, kai instantly checks up on you. he squeezes your cheeks, telling you how cute you were and how well you did in the filming. he pulls you close to his chest in a back hug, his arms sneaking around your waist, nuzzling his nose into your neck. he probably starts to softly hum, allowing you to take any time you need to recover. he’s honestly so inspired by you, and thinks you’re insanely cool and brave for being able to get through that situation. it just gives him another reason to fall in love with you <3

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be0mcore · 2 years

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y’all better be ready for when exam season is over because i’ll be pumping out fics like a mad man 🙏

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be0mcore · 2 years

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gonna be honest: it’s so weird that some of y’all actually like,,, enjoy my writing. like obviously fanfiction is only a small portion of what my writing actually is but like…. i just can’t believe that some of you really sit there, read my writing and go “yeah this isn’t too shabby”. i just can’t get my head around it. like y’all actually like the words i string together? the scenarios made up in my little brain? can’t believe it.

#sorry i am very tired #it’s just so validating to have people tell you that they like your art #like i just don’t really believe it #y’all really like consuming my art? consuming what makes me human?#i don’t think people understand how much their compliments mean #i’m a slut for words of affirmation so like #i guess you could call it imposter syndrome

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be0mcore · 2 years

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hi sweetheart hope ur doing well!! i'm an illustrator and also get creative blocks or sometimes just don't want to draw lmao so i totally get if u don't post for a while, take ur time, get those creative juices flowing 😎

ahhh tsym!! yeah, creative blocks suck like cmon i love writing why is my brain stopping me 😭 but yes hopefully i get out of my slump soon, and i hope you’re doing well also!! :)

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be0mcore · 2 years

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every time you post some of your writing my heart threatens to burst you are literally the BEST at writing fluff headcanons i always look forward to seeing what you'll post next<3

anon you are too sweet and are literally the light of my life. no but fr i don’t think you understand how much this means to me!! so thank you thank you thank you <33

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