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acrobatics! 🎪 ☁️

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Not that this is a universal but I find it kinda sad when an artist posts a "before vs after" photo and the "after" photo has had everything unique about it removed because you KNOW they're internalizing what everyone else says about theirs and other people's artwork.

To all my fellow artists, if you get commenters saying they like your older art compared to your newer art, I am begging you not to instantly get defensive and actually take a look at your art and maybe even ask that person what they like about your old art.

Your old art isn't cringe or ugly or bad. Your younger self would be really sad to hear you say that.

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Guess I may as well tell you guys. Idk if I said anything before but my teacher invited me to put some of my art in a student/alum/faculty gallery.

I was so excited. I got there, I was looking through all of the artworks and... they didnt put it up. Because apparently there wasnt enough room.

That... fucking hurt me so badly. Being literally disabled, I only managed to finish one piece in time for the gallery... and that one piece didnt even make it into the showing.

Luckily, the teacher that gave me the invitation wasn't the one who ditched my painting but like... I feel like such... shit. I feel so dissapointed and discouraged. Like what the fuck was I so excited about? What was the point of trying so hard if I didnt even get ONE painting in?

I feel like nobody gives a shit about my art as it is and this is just... too much. Im really not going to recover. My opinion of the teacher who did nix my painting is never going to be better. She didnt even apologize for it not getting put up.

Fuck. Even the tiny little "aww" my other teacher made when he saw me holding the painting while I waited to just... go home, felt more apologetic.

Im so tired of trying for nobody to give a fuck and for nothing I do to matter.

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Hi hi 👋

This blog is pretty much dead, unfortunately...

Please follow my main @fatlittlepossum because im starting to do a thing where I reblog everyone's art and I need more people to reblog art. Because I am tired of people not reblogging art. Its literally killing me.

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I have such a headache. Idk I told yall but I ended up with an alt-right ex-priest, ex-politician as my government teacher and I literally ended up with a headache that turned into a fever from how infuriatingly bad he is at trying to convert you to his weird alt right cult.

The dude is so bad at making shit up you cannot believe. He literally tells you he'll slash your grade for using external sources. AND ALSO he gives you literally nothing to even bullshit with. I feel like the most information I get about the questions he wants answered is like... two quotes and maybe a paragraph of prattle.

And don't fucking get me started on the videos he uses. He literally used PragerU for the class.

I am going to shit and cry.

Like ok, im a reasonable person. If you make a REAL actual argument and give me real sources and not just "trust me and this old white guy bro" I can attempt to see your side. Ykno im scientific. I'll willingly put my preconceptions aside to try to understand where you're coming from.

Nope. He's just a fucking liar with a superiority complex.

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He lads and ladies and theydies and thems!

I havent posted an update in a while. So. I had a lot of testing done and so far nothing is wrong with me! Despite having debilitating pain and fatigue. So at this point im pretty sure I have fibromyalgia which sucks my nuts because all that can help me advice like "eat better" and "exercise" which are out of the question because I feel like shit and its hard...

So thats where im at in life atm. :,)

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#PUNKITT CLOWNSONA???

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¿Pero que lleva en esa maleta?

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Our spring clearance sale has begun! Now through the end of March certain designs will be clearanced in the hopes of making space (and money!) for our next con! This June we will be attending Bold Matsuri in Jacksonville Florida. We hope to see you there! And please enjoy our spring sale 💖

#self reblog #self promo #my art #my store #Im so excited to booth again aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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Important paint study

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#food #food tw #sprinkles

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I had an itch to draw my clown girls again~

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Did I stay awake late last night just for the whole purpose of drawing a clown apropos of nothing? Yes yes I did. I regret nothing.

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My friend is gonna fucking kill me via aneurysm. She really is trying to argue with me that we should allow customers at a con to try to make change with us using 100$ bills...

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Also I unfortunately cannot tell what color Scooby girl's skin actually is because I have three monitors and each one is a different temperature so uh 乁(σᴥσ,)ㄏ I tried

ALSO ALSO I will redraw her in the near future bc this one was mostly just a sketch. AND she will be available as a print in our shop :3

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I wish I could at everyone who has reblogged this bc I need you all to know that she is latina, in fact does have a tummy (as well as chest and tummy hair) , and is six foot three.

what if Scooby-Doo was a puppy girl? like, you know how people draw Garfield as a cute fat cat girl? that but with Scooby, it'd be cute I think