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beats-7979 · 3 months

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This taste so sweet omg thank you!! The pain is just- *cheff kiss* 💕💕💕

Secrets you never told

pairing: Al haitham x gn!reade

warning: Angst, cheating, betrayal

A/n: I know I've been gone for a ridiculously long time. And honestly, I hadn't been playing genshin through the break. But now I'm back on my ring and decided to start with al haitham. I have a few characters I want to write on but this is my thank-you gift to all those I left waiting. Also note that pc tumble is misbehaving.

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The ride to Snezhnaya was long and tormenting. Sumeru's warmth was long gone as you were now assaulted by the heat of Natlan. Dottore clones talked continuously but your mind was occupied. You didn't hear the plan he had in mind, all your thoughts were on the man you left in Sumeru. Though leaving was a strong overstatement. Leaving is used when the person being referred to cares. The 'he' in question most likely didn't remember your existence.

You loved him but He was cold, too cold for you. Yet you wouldn't give up! You didn't know when to quit. Your puny Sakura references and flower quizzes couldn't keep him. Even if you told yourself you deserved better! Even if you told yourself repeatedly that he wasn't treating you the best! You still stayed! even though he didn't beg you, even though he made no attempts to see you or hang out with you, you still stayed. Holding on to the false hope, the false pretence that he wouldn't have accepted your confession if he didn't love you. You were foolish! And you underestimated him! How far he would go to achieve his plan. You were nothing but a stepping stone to his victory and that hurt even more.

Your father had major ties to the academia and you were an easy way to get dirt on the organization. You were a fool, you knew it and he certainly did as well. You fell for the academia's scribe and became his doormat. It didn't matter to you because he loved you, right? Right? Even if you both had your differences, love would bloom through, it had bloomed through! Love led you down this path and now you weren't so sure whether you could go back to being normal.

It was his love for you that brought this strange woman to your doorstep, that made her confess that she'd been sleeping with Alhaitham for the entirety of your relationship with him and even before it. It was his love for you that made him cheat on you with this woman who seemingly had no shame and spoke as if you were the one who was out of place. It was his love for you that made her tell you not to contact him anymore. That made her call you stupid for believing that the whole thing was real. All the long walks and whispers were nothing, absolutely nothing in the eyes of Alhaitham.

You had slammed the door in her face, you wouldn't believe it, you couldn't believe it. She was just some groupie with the intent of spoiling your relationship. She didn't lie. Not a single word she uttered had falseness in them. She was true to the bone, which attracted Alhaitham to her. He didn't like your sugarcoating or over-filtering, he wanted something raw, someone like Linda was just that. Everything he wanted. Everything he wanted was not you. No matter how many times you complain or lie to yourself it wouldn't be.

He didn't reach out to you either, he had told Linda to go instead. That was your breakup. A 3rd party jab at your existence and intelligence.

You couldn't cry, not when the betrayal was this deep. Your father had been imprisoned by the archon and the next day, your ex was parading around Sumeru with his real lover and was the acting head of the academia. You hated him, you hated how your life had crashed down to nothing in two days. You hated how he had done it all under your nose and made you out to be a fool. You hated how he sent his heartless girlfriend to break up with you in his stead.

This is why you joined forces with the fatui, and had a newly acquired pyro vision resting at your hip. You had gotten it not long after you had chosen the path of revenge. The gods also seemed enraged by your fate and gave you a sign of their blessing. You didn't mind bringing down the academia and the entirety of the Sumeru nation with it. They didn't care about you, they deserted you as soon as your father was imprisoned, and your 'friends went on with it all. You were nothing to them, to anyone! But you would be soon, you didn't care how many deals you had to make for all of them to have a slow and painful death.

"Try to relax, I can sense your desire for revenge burning over here", Dottore's clone yawned. I had been still for hours. But the disgusted look on my face had never left. I was weak, too weak and now they will pay dearly. Once I officially join the fatui, My revenge journey would begin and he would regret ruining me, he would regret all the secrets he never told me and he would most certainly regret being alive.

And since Linda and Alhaitham love each other so much, I'll make them both burn in hell together, in a warm but deadly embrace.

Part 2?

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beats-7979 · 6 months

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A Box For You

Jade Leech X F!Reader (part 1)

“Now, show me the way back home!”

A shout from a distance

Hidden from the loud ringing in your ears

Your breath short and laboured

Your chest heavy and yet felt so light

A mixture of relief and longing filled your body while silent pain and cold crawled all over you

A step

Two steps

Hesitance took your steps and yet you preserved to keep walking

Slowly

Painfully

Hesitantly

Longingly

Hoping

And

Despairing

Why?

What had made you like so?

Who made you like this?

You could only wonder as your body slowly wobbled to the mirror that shined your path

Your path to your world

And

Your path that will forever lock you away from this world

A world that was so beautiful

So bright

A place that you’ve stayed for so long and yet so short

A place where memories so fleeting and precious was made

And yet

A place that you know cant stay forever in

Not when you were slowly disapearing

Sobbing as you take another step

You despaired

“Don’t go!”

A shout from afar reached your ringing ears

Eyes filled with tears you turned to look

There he stood

He struggled

Entangled

Enraged

And

He looked like he was in so much pain

You smiled at the sight of the always neat, calm and collected Jade Leech had turned so dissaray

So pitiful

And yet for you

The tears that fell from his cheeks looked beautiful

“DON’T GO”

“Don’t leave”

“Come back”

His shouts so powerful

Yet so weak

Vulnerable

It was painful

And yet so beautiful for you

You whose body had slowly turned transparant

“Jade”

You called out to him who was held down on the floor

Memories of him flooded your mind as you smiled at him

A precious friend that you love so much

A precious person that you doubt will ever forgot until your last breath

“I love you”

You confessed as you took a step back to the dark mirror

“And I’m sorry”

You said as you feel your body slowly taken into the mirror

“No!!!”

He shouted as he was finally released by those who held him down

His cries drowned away as the sight of him running towards you disappeared in a blink of an eye

“I’m sorry, but we cannot be together”

Not when you both belonged in different worlds

And for that you left a small box for him before you left Twisted Wonderland

A gift so sweet yet so cruel

Words that you cannot tell him

Wishes that can never be fulfilled

Presents that left ungifted

Longing that can never be quenched

And

Memories that scarred

Your heart the bled that day and have been bleeding even after years of part

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beats-7979 · 6 months

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Need more of this fic-

Part 2 or make ine for Jade too pls ❤️❤️❤️

such lengths

Pairing: Floyd Leech x f!reader

Synopsis: if your fiancé is the one to kill you in an arranged marriage you can't refuse, then why not seduce said fiancé so he won't kill you?

Tags: fluff, cliché isekai plots, reincarnation, female reader, historical setting, arranged marriages

Word count: 1.7k+

Notes: how did i write more for floyd than malleus💀

anywaysss early birthday prize for everyone's second favourite eel!!

The tale of this noblewoman is nothing short of a pitiful one.

Though born into a lineage of high prestige, her family's former glory had withered away, drained dry by the toils of generations past. Yet, the count and countess, bound by love and tenderness, still showered their daughter with affection, sparing no effort to ensure her well-being.

The noblewoman yearned for this fleeting happiness to linger, but destiny rarely extends its benevolent hand for long. On her eleventh birthday, her mother, weary from the ceaseless burdens of the household, succumbed to a devastating illness and became bedridden. In a desperate gambit to procure funds for the cure to his wife's illness, the count embarked on treacherous voyages to distant shores, seeking business opportunities in the coastal realms.

But alas, the wheel of misfortune turned relentlessly. On her fourteenth birthday, while returning home with promises of a prosperous business deal, the count met his untimely end in a harrowing carriage accident.

As the sole heir to the county, she was burdened with the weight of the title, a mantle too heavy for an adolescent to bear. She undertook the grim task of orchestrating her father's funeral. During the somber ceremony, a peculiar party of visitors arrived, their countenance unsettling, teeth like razors and stature unnaturally tall. She soon learned these were the Leech family, the very traders her father had forged deals with.

They dangled an irresistible proposition before her, one she could not refuse; in exchange for becoming the betrothed of the eldest Leech son, her mother's well-being would be safeguarded, and the finest remedies would be at her disposal.

Thus, the noblewoman, too foolish and naive, chose to secure her mother's future. Their union was sealed when she reached the age of eighteen. Yet, not even a year passed before a sinister illness overcame her, her constitution ravaged by a poison slowly administered by her own husband.

The Leech family, though incredibly wealthy and influential, had always hungered for the societal standing that had long eluded them. The noblewoman, unknowingly, was their golden ladder to ascend into aristocracy, for deceiving the aristocratic circles into believing she was sickly, much like her mother, proved a simple task.

And so, the noblewoman passed away pitifully, her title passed into the hands of her husband, and her mother soon followed her beloved daughter.

of all the characters you could've have reincarnated as, you had the worst luck of all when you woke up as Floyd's late wife

heck, Floyd wasn't even the main character of the novel, it was some businessman that grew up to be greedy and cruel, but had to learn how to love again after meeting the heroine

his late wife was just briefly mentioned for a paragraph about how the leech family, basically the mafia from "fathoms below", started gaining more influence and helped the businessman with his schemes

though Floyd and his twin brother jade did gain a large fanbase, they were a pretty striking duo and when did red flags ever stop fans from simping

you yourself were a huge fan of the twins, but even you didn't instantly recognize you became Floyd's late wife

it was only when you were grieving with your mother about the passing of your caring father and the leech family showed up at the funeral

the striking teal hair, mismatched eyes, and carefree grin stood out almost immediately

Mr. Leech, an formidable figure, cast a shadow of authority as he shattered the oppressive silence that had draped itself over the elegant garden. His voice, deep and resonant, possessed a commanding quality as he addressed you. "My condolences for your loss, my dear. Your father and I were business partners... He spoke very highly of you."

With a sense of poised grace, you offered a nod at his words. "Thank you, Mr. Leech. It is an honor to have made the acquaintance of your family, even under these less-than-fortunate circumstances."

Jade, his sharp and composed eyes keenly focused on you, joined the conversation. "I'm very sorry for your loss. I'm Jade," he offered his hand in greeting.

You shook his hand, your voice filled with gratitude. "Thank you, Jade."

In stark contrast, Floyd, exuding an aura of indifference. Mr. Leech took it upon himself to introduce him, placing a firm hand on his shoulder. "And this is Floyd, my eldest son."

You extended a polite greeting to Floyd, your tone warm and inviting as you curtseyed. "Hello, Floyd. It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance."

Floyd, maintaining his stoic demeanor, made a "hmph" sound before turning away, his demeanor aloof.

Sensing the tension and his apparent disinterest, you scrambled for a way to interest him. "Oh uhm, you must be tired from your journey. Would you care for some refreshments? We have some pastries prepared, if you'd like."

He turns back to you, a glint of interest flickering in his curious eyes. "Hmmm... Alright, why don'tcha show me what you've got prepared, Shrimpy?" He responds, the edges of his lips curling upward.

thankfully, the funeral came to a close peacefully, and Floyd seemingly got along with you

from then you awaited the offer letter from Mr Leech to arrive

you remembered that Floyd, though easily bored, could be really dedicated to something if he wanted to

so what better way to survive, than to make Floyd like you?? only then will your mom get the medicine she needs, and you'll survive without struggling in poverty

worse case scenario, he gets bored of you when you're older and you'll just divorce

and if he's the one asking for the divorce, he can't really make you pay compensation for the past medical fees

so, you decided to accept the proposal nonetheless

but not without precautions!! you started studying intensely on all sorts of poisons and antidotes, just in case Floyd randomly gets bored and tries to unalive you

though if he wanted to end your life with brute force, you knew you wouldn't stand a chance against him

as fiancés, there's not much improvement in your relationship

sometimes he's bored and finds hanging out with you a chore, other times he's following you around like a curious puppy, and there are also moments where he pranks you to see your reactions

you've tried becoming closer to him by getting him cool shoes and playing instruments, but he's far too aloof for you to know if he likes you or not

but thankfully, your mother's complection has improved a lot, and it does look like she's recovering

and once you're both officially adults and married, you start attending public events with floyd to establish your connections

or more accurately, for the leech family to establish connections with aristocracy

this time, it was a tea party held by some business competitors of the leech family

The elegant garden was a tranquil haven for the tea party, the soft murmur of leaves rustling in the gentle breeze providing a soothing background to the clink of fine china and hushed conversations. You, Floyd, and the other aristocratic adolescents settled around a beautifully adorned table, the porcelain teacups and dainty pastries tempting you all.

Floyd lifted the delicate teacup to his lips as he rolled his eyes, having grown weary of the incessant chatter and polite pleasantries that surrounded him. Just as he was about to take a sip, you noticed a faint, unusual scent wafting from his cup, a scent that sent a chilling realization down your spine.

With lightning-quick reflexes, you reached out and pressed your hand against Floyd's, preventing him from taking that fateful sip. "Wait, Floyd, don't," you whispered urgently.

Startled, Floyd's gaze darted to your eyes, confusion etched across his face. "What's wrong, Shrimpy?" he asked, taken aback by your trembling hands.

You carefully take out the silver hairpin gifted to you by Mr Leech from your hair, murmuring, "Please explain this to father-in-law later..." Carefully, you submerged the hairpin into Floyd's cup, and both of you watched in horror as the pearly hairpin rapidly transformed into a sinister shade of black.

His eyes widened as he looked down at the poisoned tea, realizing the danger he had been unknowingly on the brink of. Anger simmered beneath the surface, his emotions stirred by the audacity of someone attempting harm. Swiftly, he plucked the hairpin from the cup, using his handkerchief to conceal the incriminating evidence before the guests could catch on.

"I'm bored," His voice carried throughout the venue, capturing the attention of the other guests. "Let's get out of here." He said as he pulled you up from your seat with a firm yet gentle gesture, placing an arm around your shoulder as he guided you away from the tea party.

Once you were far from prying eyes, he pulled you close, wrapping you in a protective embrace. His large hand moved soothingly over your back, attempting to calm your trembling form.

"Thanks, Shrimpy. I owe ya one" he whispered into your hair. After a brief moment, he pulled back slightly, his intense gaze fixed on your eyes. "But how'd ya know my tea was messed with?"

Anxiety seized your body at the question, the weight of your response holding immense consequences. If you answered wrongly, Floyd might suspect your intentions. In a panic, you blurted out the first thing that came to mind.

"I wanted to protect you!"

Floyd blinked. "Protect... me?"

"Yes!" You affirmed. "I thought maybe there would be attempts on your life since your family's incredibly influential, and I wanted to be able to protect you..." You murmured the last bit, praying that you were making sense.

With an expression of genuine astonishment, Floyd stared at you, unblinking. It was clear that your explanation had taken him by surprise, the notion of your dedication leaving him momentarily speechless.

"You... you went through such lengths... to protect me?" Floyd finally managed to utter, a hint of incredulity in his voice. A glimmer of warmth crept into his eyes as he studied your face, taking in the sincerity in your actions.

Before you could conjure up an answer, his grip on your shoulder tightened, drawing you closer to him. "You're really something else, Shrimpy," he murmured, a faint smile playing at the corners of his lips. "Hahaha! I wouldn't mind having you around!"

needless to say, floyd started following you around even more now

it seems this event really helped you gain his trust and affection

soon after the party, he gifted you a new hairpin, with "pearls he found himself" he says

he starts getting jealous when you spend more time studying poisons with jade but if you say you're doing it because you want to protect him he melts again

looks like you're not losing your life anytime soon, but i also don't think that eel is letting go of you ever