Anyone ever think about Cerrit just sitting in his living room with Patia's orb replaying her memories? Some nights learning about how corrupt and selfish his friends truly were and thinking they deserved their fates, other nights learning about Patia's parents and piecing together the moments in her past that shaped her and wondering what could've been, others still experiencing memories of the ring of brass through her perspective and understanding at a base level just how much she considered them all her family (it's these nights that he replays his own voice calling her selfish that final night a half dozen times). Ever think about him spending his nights wallowing but only until the moment he hears his children begin to wake because he refuses to waste any more of his time with them focused on the past?