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I feel like my anorexia is my fault because I kind of chose to have it.
I decided to look at pro ana blogs and I was so enticed by the thinspo, the sweetspo made me feel so safe and meanspo made me want to start try being thin because I’ve never been more than the chubby kid no one wants to play with because how easily tired from running around they were.
I feel like I’m not valid because everyone always says that anorexia “is not a choice” but it was for me, I feel like maybe I’m just trying to be an attention seeker and I hate it so much.
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So i just made this new account because im fuckin sick of my body. When i tell you im a fuckin whale, bitch u better believe me. Im DISGUSTED with my own reflection. So I’ll be posting random shii about this journey. Ur more than welcome to follow or block.
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At this point I am absolutely disgusted with myself.
I got clean and sober which has been incredible and it made me stop looking at myself and my body.
God I look hideous. When I made it to California I weighed about 103 pounds. Not my favorite weight but the alcohol I was drinking had way too many calories.
It’s been seven months and I fucking blew up like a balloon. I look DISGUSTING every part of me is just FAT FAT FAT I looked and the mirror and what I saw made me sick.
All the people that told me I looked good or that I was only gaining healthy weight are liars. I can’t believe I ruined my body. I gained approximately 70 pounds and I want to cry.
I’m so glad I have Ana to help me be beautiful again. I need to lose weight as fast as I can.
I know I can do it, I have to do it.
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Hey guys...
My home state has been shut down by the governor with the virus going around and all, so safe to say I have lots more free time!
If you have any requests for tarot or rune readings I’ll be more than happy to do specific readings for free, and other more personally specified readings will cost variably (if you can afford the prices- if not I’d be happy to negotiate.)
Free readings are 100% FREE, but feedback (& even tips!) are always greatly appreciated! To submit a tip, ask for my PayPal or Cashapp!
Paid Readings:
To request a paid reading, send me a non-anonymous ask letting me know you’re interested in scheduling a paid reading. I will reach out to you, and we will further discuss the details of your reading and payment
* One Card Reading (Card of the day, Free reading)
* One card Reading (Ask yes/no ? Or other basic question $1)
* 3 Card Reading (Past Present Future $2)
* 4 Card Reading (Specific question 1 vs. 3 spread $3-$5 depending)
* 1 Rune draw (free)
* 2 Rune Quick Drawing (Daily rune drawing $1)
* 3 Rune Drawing (Yes/No specific question $2)
* 5 Rune Drawing (Possible future Outcome of ones current situation, specific drawing, $3-$5 depending)
Let me know if anyone is interested!
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Tennessee Whiskey Baby
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Losing weight is so fucking simple, so then why the hell do you act like it’s the end of the world? Just don’t eat, you control what goes into your mouth. It’s that easy.
(To myself)
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i’m kinda happy but i also wanna get hit by a car at the same time
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im rlly whatever the opposite of a manic pixie dream girl is.,. depressed goblin nightmare man . thatsa me
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<p>Feet together || Thighs apart</p>
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Feet together || Thighs apart
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No fuxx given
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my depression: sleep all day and never get up. no one cares if you were to lay in bed and do nothing
my eating disorder: what the fuck are you doing fatass, get up and exercise!! no one likes you because you're fat and lazy
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ana buddies
reblog if I can message you, I need new ana buddies🖤
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Carrie Fisher explains to a little boy what ‘bipolar’ means, at Indiana Comic Con 2015.
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First body check Jan. 25 2017 CW: 117 GW: 103 H: 5'5
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