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Where’d you go? 😫😞

Work is KILLING ME but I promise I'm somewhere lurking, proofreading, writing and one day updating hihi please wait for me !!!!! 🫶

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are u ever gonna write another numb chapter??

Maybe !!? 👀

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Hi everyone

I know I kind of disappeared but I AM working on time heals chapter istg lmao I'm just being really slow and not too motivated to write in general. My writing highly feels unsatisfactory for some reasons. I kind of keep on deleting what I wrote to rewrite it...

I've been reading a lot in my free times in hope of finding a little bit of motivation to write more. I'd hate to write half-assed chapters just for the sake of writing them. I will not abandon this story, that's a pinky-promise! It just takes a little more than I wish it would. However ! Since I've been writing quite a lot for the story, I might let you wait a little bit longer (like 2/3 months) to totally finish the story and then upload weekly chapters... I'm still wondering about how to go about it! Anyway take care!

(books recommendation are welcomed btw!)

(I'm cooking up the new time heals chapter)

(that was just a heads-up) hehe

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Hi, love. I saw that you have linked your work under creative common license, could you please show me how do I put my work under the license too?

Hi ! It was the previous admin who did that, so I have honestly no idea how to do it T-T I'm so sorry T-T

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hi are u gonna write more chapters for numb?

hi !! yes ! at the very least one that is almost done, I'm just finishing my master thesis before I start writing again but I was planning to have maybe 2/3 more chapters, it depends on my mood honestly and how the next chapter goes but it's definitely coming in June !

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Jsjsjsjsjs thank you love 😭 I'll make sure to put the link of my EP here once it's out, no worries hehe 🫶 Can't wait to be back and to write again, I'm missing it to be honest hehe

Thank you again for always supporting me 😭 💜💜

When will be the next update for Time heals?

Hi everyone ! I hope everyone is doing good, I'm sorry for being reaaaally inactive recently. I'm writing my final thesis for my master program until June, so I don't think there will be any update until then, I plan on focussing on Time Heals back in summer and to go back to two updates a month! I originally wanted to keep writing fan fictions while I'd be writing for my thesis, but with work, dance practice, and my solo EP coming up, I don't have much time to write. However, prepare for June, it will be definitely be packed update wise!

Tbh life is just really hard rn but I'll be managing anyway! Don't wanna worry anybody hehe

Hoping everyone is doing good, lots of love!

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When will be the next update for Time heals?

Hi everyone ! I hope everyone is doing good, I'm sorry for being reaaaally inactive recently. I'm writing my final thesis for my master program until June, so I don't think there will be any update until then, I plan on focussing on Time Heals back in summer and to go back to two updates a month! I originally wanted to keep writing fan fictions while I'd be writing for my thesis, but with work, dance practice, and my solo EP coming up, I don't have much time to write. However, prepare for June, it will be definitely be packed update wise!

Tbh life is just really hard rn but I'll be managing anyway! Don't wanna worry anybody hehe

Hoping everyone is doing good, lots of love!

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NUMB - 10

Summary: It was hard to live on as if nothing happened. As if she didn’t lose her hands and one of her best friends in that accident. It didn’t help that her hands were everything she had and everything she was. Without them, she wasn’t sure she had any reason to breathe anymore.

Pairing: Y/N (fem) x Yoongi

Genre: Heavy angst and fluff

Warnings: deal with depression, mention of hospital and therapy

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Yoongi gently shook (Y/N)’s shoulder, whispering her name in an attempt to wake her up. He had not dared to do so when they took a short break at a station. She had been sleeping so deeply against his shoulder that Yoongi had believed it would be easier to just let her be. Hence, he stayed with her in the car, not wanting to move her around, knowing how much of a light sleeper she was. He would have felt bad for waking her up just to stretch his legs. However, now that they had arrived, he didn’t have a lot of choices left if he actually wanted them to unpack. The rest of the boys had already gone ahead. Yoongi had asked for help with their tent once he’d start with it, and Seokjin had brushed him off, laughing as he told Yoongi to completely leave it to them. Despite trying to refuse his offer, Seokjin merely rolled his eyes and Jimin went ahead to help him with Yoongi’s and (Y/N)’s tent. Yoongi watched them struggle from afar, somewhat grateful not to have to do it in the end (trust Yoongi not to forget to film them, for memory purposes only, obviously, no blackmail involved). Still, they somehow succeeded, cheering loudly once they were done before yelling to Yoongi that they were finished (he already knew, but well, his friends were sometimes too enthusiastic about literally everything).

Regardless, Yoongi still had to wake up (Y/N). Her eyes fluttered open but she just hid her face in the crook of his neck, earning a soft chuckle from Yoongi.

“What are you doing? We need to move from the car.” He smiled as he brushed a few strands of hair from her face.

“Can’t we just stay there?” Yoongi chuckled again, amused at her childlike behavior.

“I don’t think Seokjin-hyung and Jimin would appreciate it if we slept in the car after the time it took them to set up our tent.” She groaned at his words, knowing the truth behind them (little did she know that Yoongi had recorded the whole thing for his own entertainment). Yoongi would probably be the last person to be bothered if they were to stay in the car, but Seokjin would definitely throw a fit and Jimin would use this against her in due time.

“I get it. Let’s get going,” stretching her neck a little, she yawned against Yoongi’s shoulder before he opened the door to get the both of them outside. The air had definitely gotten a little colder, (Y/N) shivered instantly at the feeling, goosebumps creeping on her arms. Yoongi draped his arm around her waist, bringing her body closer to his, and they both made their way to the tents with their backpacks hanging over their shoulders. Jungkook watched them coming to them slowly, swaying gently while laughing and Taehyung huffed next to him.

“It’s been a while since I saw them like that.” Namjoon chuckled, looking away while Taehyung’s eyes followed the couple closely.

“Right? It feels surreal. I didn’t think we’d ever see them so close again.” Taehyung’s answer surprised Jungkook who frowned lightly. To him, they had kind of looked even closer in the café the last time he saw them. Yoongi had basically been hovering around her, making sure everything was set up according to her needs.

“They were close in the café, though. Weren’t they?”

“It’s different. It felt like it was their duty to be close. Now, they just look…” Namjoon pensively looked at the giggling couple with a smile creeping on his face. Their joy was strangely infectious, “they just look happy.” He huffed softly, before sighing heavily, “it doesn’t mean that they’re fine. Far from it, most likely. But it means something to them. It’s good to see (Y/N) smiling without forcing it. Same for Yoongi. We all know they’re struggling, but they’ll make it. That’s what matters in the end.” Jungkook looked back at Yoongi and (Y/N), glued to each other and he wondered what the other thought. If both Namjoon and Taehyung were so affected just to see them smiling, Jungkook couldn’t help but wonder what they heard, and what they saw for the past few months. It wasn’t something he often considered since he met (Y/N) only once, but for the whole group to be so affected… Jungkook had a hard time understanding everything that was surrounding the couple.

To him, it was hard to imagine their relationship to be any different from what he saw in the café. Even seeing them just swaying like that, all smiles and giggles, it seemed almost out of character to Jungkook, even after only one meeting. But surprisingly, Namjoon sounded nostalgic, as if speaking of a time they all were so fond of but didn’t seem to be able to go back to. Things changed, and none of them looked like they knew what to do to go back to the way things used to be. Maybe they just couldn’t and it was what they had to accept to grow from all of that, except for (Y/N) maybe who had more than just emotional changes to accept.

The thought made Jungkook check for her hands, hidden in her pockets. Weirdly, his stare seemed to have caught her attention, eyes falling on his form, meeting his curious orbs. Uncomfortable. It was obvious that she grew instantly uneasy seeing that he was looking at her hidden hands and the realization made Jungkook feel awful. Nobody seemed to have realized what had happened but still, Jungkook felt the need to hide somewhere. He had barely interacted with (Y/N), of course, so his staring would make her feel uncomfortable. The moment seemed to disappear as soon as Yoongi got between them, somehow noticing the strange vibe from the two of them without needing any words to be uttered. He didn’t do anything extravagant. Only hugging her slightly before wordlessly leading her to their tent. Her smile was back in an instant, soft as if nothing happened, earlier embarrassment was almost forgotten (probably not completely, but at least for the time being). Jungkook heard Yoongi complain about the tent setting and Seokjin’s loud reply, while a quiet giggle escaped (Y/N). It was almost surprising, but no one said anything or stopped to comment on it. It just felt so natural, and Jungkook wondered how it could feel natural to him who didn’t know them before the accident. Maybe he was getting a glimpse at how they used to be before the tragedy that stole a part of their lives. Yoongi was tying her hair in a ponytail while she was trying to move their backpack to the side of the tent to install their sleeping bags. The scene was mundane, nothing remarkable was happening, and yet…

Jungkook watched in awe (maybe he shouldn’t after making (Y/N) feel so embarrassed), maybe if he had to name two people to embody “true love” he would choose them. He couldn’t really explain the sensation that overwhelmed him as he watched them, but those delicate touches, simple eye contact, and hidden smiles made him feel so serene. It wasn’t anything extravagant, they did not display any outrageous romantic attention to each other, and yet, it was obvious that they were each other’s safe place. Everything around them seemed to feel at peace, to slow down for some reason, as if synchronized to their every breath.

They were in their own bubble but still enveloping the whole group with their warmth. Jungkook smiled softly despite himself. Maybe he could understand a little bit more the nostalgia in Namjoon’s eyes while watching them. He had originally dreaded spending 4 days with the group, not knowing if it was his place to be part of their trip. However, he felt like maybe it would be nice to spend it in their company.

While the wind sang quietly in the forest, the lake was still and Jungkook hoped that their trip would be as tranquil as the atmosphere.

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Time heals (sometimes) - 11

Summary: 6 years ago, (Y/N) thought that she was finally taking her life into her hands, leaving behind a toxic and abusive relationship with a man who taught her she’d never be worthy of love. However, it became hard to ignore his words when she met her seven soulmates who rejected her without even giving her a chance to prove herself. It took (Y/N) 3 years to realize that it wouldn’t be her end. She would live on to prove them all wrong; she would become what they all thought she wasn’t: someone worthy of love. And as she stands proudly on the stage, under the burning spotlights and the applause and the cries of the delirious crowd, she feels alive. Alive, just like the bond she believed to be broken.

Pairings: Y/N x OT7

Genre: Soulmate AU!, Idol Y/NAU!, semi social-media AU!, ANGST (mainly), fluff, romance, maybe smut in the series, NSFW.  

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NOTE: HI PEOPLE! I’m LATE AGAIN LOL At this point no one is surprised, this is frustrating because I had prepared everything in advance to post quickly but then, my laptop did not cooperate a lot and I moved in Paris for my studies (and I watched Jungkook’s live yesterday lol)! ANYWAY, Love you everyone, thank you for waiting as always, I hope the 28min of live will make it up to you!

Lots of love,  

Dolly.

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Time heals (sometimes) - 10

Summary: 6 years ago, (Y/N) thought that she was finally taking her life into her hands, leaving behind a toxic and abusive relationship with a man who taught her she’d never be worthy of love. However, it became hard to ignore his words when she met her seven soulmates who rejected her without even giving her a chance to prove herself. It took (Y/N) 3 years to realize that it wouldn’t be her end. She would live on to prove them all wrong; she would become what they all thought she wasn’t: someone worthy of love. And as she stands proudly on the stage, under the burning spotlights and the applause and the cries of the delirious crowd, she feels alive. Alive, just like the bond she believed to be broken.

Pairings: Y/N x OT7

Genre: Soulmate AU!, Idol Y/NAU!, semi social-media AU!, ANGST (mainly), fluff, romance, maybe smut in the series, NSFW.  

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Warnings: death mention, abuse mention, depression mention, near-death experience mention (yoongi), strong language, betrayal, angst mainly again lol sorry

NOTE: HI PEOPLE! It’s been a month sorry hehe. It took me longer than expected to write this part and I added more about the boys background than I thought I would. You have a glimpse of what happened through Jimin. I hope this chapter kind of explains Jimin’s behavior. It’s not forgiven, but bub was definitely set on protecting his new girl until… well, read to find out HEHE! The whole chapter is basically before in the timeline, it’s more or less Jimin’s memory! Take well care everyone, I love you!! Please as always feedback is warmly welcomed and I answer to everyone! (as soon as I’m home though, sorry for the people I haven’t replied to this week, I’m moving this weekend so it’s all over the place lol!!)

Lots of love, 

Dolly.

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NUMB - 09

Summary: It was hard to live on as if nothing happened. As if she didn’t lose her hands and one of her best friends in that accident. It didn’t help that her hands were everything she had and everything she was. Without them, she wasn’t sure she had any reason to breathe anymore.

Pairing: Y/N (fem) x Yoongi

Genre: Heavy angst and fluff

Warnings: deal with depression, mention of hospital and therapy

~1100 words

It had been a few months since any of the six friends had seen Yoongi or even heard of (Y/N). Jungkook hadn’t been able to shake away the weird aftertaste of their meeting in the café and it seemed like all the boys were avoiding the topic. He once overheard Jimin talking with Taehyung about Yoongi’s disappearance but got nothing out of it, except for the confirmation that something was indeed wrong. Everybody was worried but they didn’t want to worry Jungkook more than he already was.

It wasn’t like Yoongi to be so silent. Usually, he would at least answer messages to tell them he couldn’t come. He didn’t leave anyone on read, so his behavior obviously worried his friends. Hoseok had managed to get him to answer one of his call, one night. They ended up talking for hours and Hoseok sent a short message on their group chat, saying he needed to process everything before giving news about Yoongi and (Y/N). Jungkook had waited, wondering what could have been happening for Hoseok to tell them to wait so that he could process everything. He had jumped on his phone as it had lightened up, reading Hoseok’s name on the screen. His eyes widened a bit when he read the message.

“Turns out it’s been a rough few weeks/months for them. They spend their time in and out of the hospital. Apparently, (Y/N) burnt her hands badly. She’s getting better and going to therapy again. It’s a step forward, even Yoongi tries not to get too excited about it. He’s worried it’s only going to hurt (Y/N) more, like the first time she tried it. They’re holding up… I don’t know for how long, but they’re trying. I wish there was more I could do to help.”

Things were rough; Hoseok had a hard time explaining everything they talked about, and even just summing up everything seemed to be taking a toll on him. The main point had been that (Y/N)’s state had definitely worsened, and Yoongi didn’t feel like leaving her alone would be a safe choice.

Hence, Jungkook had certainly not expected the couple to accept the invitation to a camping trip during the summer, nor for them to actually show up. It was something they all used to do when they were still students, Seokjin told him. Each summer, they used to go somewhere, to the beach or to the mountains, it didn’t really matter as long as they left for a few days. They decided to leave for 4 days so that everyone could come (two days off were easy to ask for, more could have complicated the whole trip). Jungkook did not think he would be invited to the trip, since it seemed to be a ritual between them. However, Jimin and Taehyung laughed at him, telling him that of course he was invited. Hence, here he was, waving at his friends as he came off the bus, happily bouncing with his bag on his back while he saw Yoongi’s car parking next to Seokjin's. Jungkook smiled as he saw Yoongi’s cheeky grin as he rolled down the window.

“Hi everyone, ‘been a while.” Laughter erupted as if it was the funniest thing Yoongi ever said, and Jungkook was left confused. He brushed it off, following everyone to greet the two missing travelers who were climbing out of the car. Jungkook instantly noticed that (Y/N)’s hair had gotten longer, she looked a bit more worn out than the last time he saw her. She was almost hiding behind Yoongi and no one dared cross the imaginary frontier she had put between all of them. Jimin just yelled her name from afar, Taehyung jumped excitedly, Seokjin and Namjoon smiled warmly at her while Hoseok took Jungkook’s backpack to put it in the car.

“I hope you’re both ready because we’re leaving right away since you were late,” Hoseok smirked a bit. Jungkook snorted, he was late as well, but no one commented on it so he kept quiet.

“I’d love to blame (Y/N) for that, but we all know I’m the one who’s never on time,” Yoongi replied, almost bored.

“Yeah, don’t you dare bring (Y/N) in this when we all know you wouldn’t have been ready had she not been there!” Yoongi smiled at Jimin’s words, despite knowing that it wasn’t true. Had he waited for her to be done, they would still be in their apartment. She had been unsure about coming, thinking that she’d just hold them back until Yoongi persuaded her (her therapist also insisted on the fact that it could be good for her to change her environment). Worry had overwhelmed her in the morning and she had been close to asking Yoongi if they could still cancel. Though, she knew Hoseok had already paid for their campsite. She wouldn’t dare waste money.

"Let's get going, who's sitting with whom?" Seokjin asked gently, hoping for it to be quick.

"Can we have a quiet car and the energetic ones go together? I want to sleep." Yoongi yawned, tiredly rubbing his eyes, while Seokjin chuckled.

"All right, not a bad idea. So who's coming with Yoongi, (Y/N), and I?" Namjoon happily joined the group, leaving the youngest ones in Hoseok's care. Yoongi would happily give his car to him as long as it meant that he could have a quiet trip. Not that they were going far away, but still. He knew (Y/N) desperately needed to sleep and he would be enjoying himself a lot more if music was not blasting in his ears.

Seokjin was happy to be part of the quiet team, finally in peace to drive, while Namjoon tiredly gave him the directions and made sure to talk to him for the both of them to stay awake. As he glanced at his rear-view mirror, he caught the two lovers silently sleeping on the back seat and he warmly smiled.

“It’s going to be nice to spend 4 days together.” He whispered, eyes still on the road. Namjoon rose an eyebrow at the sudden melancholy he could hear in Seokjin’s voice. Looking behind him just like the other did before, Namjoon sighed softly, as if relieved that everything was going smoothly so far.

“Yeah. I hope it goes well for everyone. We all need this vacation.” Namjoon whispered back, thinking about Hoseok’s message after his call with Yoongi. These two desperately needed some time away from their dreadful reality, and Namjoon could only hope that it wouldn’t end up being a disaster for the exhausted couple.

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Hi !! I was hoping to update today but it will most likely have to wait for this weekend, sorry for the delay ! The series is soon done tho hehe

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I'M SO SORRY BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING AND LEAVING NOTES, MADE ME LAUGH SO MUCH RN LMAOO

Time heals (sometimes) - 9

Summary: 6 years ago, (Y/N) thought that she was finally taking her life into her hands, leaving behind a toxic and abusive relationship with a man who taught her she’d never be worthy of love. However, it became hard to ignore his words when she met her seven soulmates who rejected her without even giving her a chance to prove herself. It took (Y/N) 3 years to realize that it wouldn’t be her end. She would live on to prove them all wrong; she would become what they all thought she wasn’t: someone worthy of love. And as she stands proudly on the stage, under the burning spotlights and the applause and the cries of the delirious crowd, she feels alive. Alive, just like the bond she believed to be broken.

Pairings: Y/N x OT7

GENRE: Soulmate AU!, Idol Y/NAU!, semi social-media AU!, ANGST (mainly), fluff, romance, maybe smut in the series, NSFW.  

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NOTE: SO! Hi everyone, this is me again with Time Heals chapter 9, welcome welcome! This was a ride to write it, I’m sorry for the cliffhanger, next chapter will basically be the rest of the story *wink* I had to cut it, otherwise I was engaging in a 10k chapter and as much as I want to feed you, I won’t have time to write next week, so it would come super late TT. I have my last oral this friday, this will determine if I get my diploma or not, so I’m freaking out lol! I hope you’ll enjoy this new chapter, I’m finally introducing Yoongi!! We get a few insight of more of them too, the point of views are starting to get everywhere, I love making it confusing when we’re at the ‘confusion climax’. I just hope that it doesn’t come out messy. Anyway! Please, feedback is warmly welcomed, it helps me find motivation to write. I always reply (or almost always? ksjdls) Take care, love you lots!

My favorite sentence of this chapter is “No, you don’t, shut the fuck up”

Dolly.

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Thank you so much !! I really wanted to try to create my universe inside this trope that is quite common, and I don't know when to stop once I start lmaoo

Time heals (sometimes) - 6

Summary: 6 years ago, (Y/N) thought that she was finally taking her life into her hands, leaving behind a toxic and abusive relationship with a man who taught her she’d never be worthy of love. However, it became hard to ignore his words when she met her seven soulmates who rejected her without even giving her a chance to prove herself. It took (Y/N) 3 years to realize that it wouldn’t be her end. She would live on to prove them all wrong; she would become what they all thought she wasn’t: someone worthy of love. And as she stands proudly on the stage, under the burning spotlights and the applause and the cries of the delirious crowd, she feels alive. Alive, just like the bond she believed to be broken.

Pairings: Y/N x OT7

GENRE: Soulmate AU!, Idol Y/NAU!, semi social-media AU!, ANGST (mainly), fluff, romance, maybe smut in the series, NSFW.  

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NOTE: Hello everyone! Welcome to the sixth chapter already! I don’t know when next part will be up because as I once said in the comments, until July, I’ll have to write my bachelor thesis and then my oral, next I have master’s registration and their exams: to sum up it’s hell currently with uni HAHA. Anyway! I hope you’ll like this part, it’s their meeting… Let’s just say that we stan badass Raya and we want to hug baby (Y/N). Enjoy!! Please feedback is super well welcomed, it really helps me going on with this story. Take care everyone ILYSM!

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Jkkijk it be kind of dramatic, but you're only at the start of the story, drama is only starting hehe

Time heals (sometimes) - 3

Summary: 6 years ago, (Y/N) thought that she was finally taking  her life into her hands, leaving behind a toxic and abusive relationship with a man who taught her she’d never be worthy of love. However, it became hard to ignore his words when she met her seven soulmates who rejected her without even giving her a chance to prove herself. It took (Y/N) 3 years to realize that it wouldn’t be her end. She would live on to prove them all wrong; she would become what they all thought she wasn’t: someone worthy of love. And as she stands proudly on the stage, under the burning spotlights and the applause and the cries of the delirious crowd, she feels alive. Alive, just like the bond she believed to be broken.

Pairings: Y/N x OT7

GENRE: Soulmate AU!, Idol Y/NAU!, semi social-media AU!, ANGST (mainly), fluff, romance, maybe smut in the series, NSFW. 

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Warnings: Nothing too much for this chapter, I think. Mention of panic attacks, mental pain, implied past hurtful memories, heavy angst, soulmate bond breaking.

NOTE: Hello everyone! Welcome to the third part of Time Heals. Thank you again for the warm feedback, it really pushes me to write more! I really hope you’ll enjoy this part, I had it in mind for like, what feels like months. I really wanted for this scene to unfold THAT way haha. Anyway! Moonchild new chapter should come out on Thursday like expected! I might share one other song of her album on the next part, or the one after that! Anyway, please again feedback motivates me so much! Take well care and enjoy, love you!

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No cuz, although I get both sides.. i feel bad for Raya. What a shit situation. Raya, whatever her motivating emotion, loving MC and hoping FINALLY her devotion, her time, her attention, had paid off.. her knowing MC had that same connection with her, knowing they both suffered at the hands of fate and realising she might even consider anything with her soulmates? Knowing it isn't just a cordial relationship that would form, it would be them together or nothing. Knowing not only a month ago the MC would say it's Raya and her. Knowing if asked now she's pause for longer than she'd like. Knowing she isn't hers. Literally.......... watch me go cry to mitski rn........

Not because LITERALLY 😭 Raya is going through something right now, she's processing it in the worst way because it's not (Y/N)'s fault, so why the fuck would she start putting the blame on her ? At the same time, I'm like "man Raya baby, I know you were in love but you're going to have to let go" (or will she? Hehe no spoilers here) Raya wasn't expecting anything back by helping (Y/N) move on from her soulmate but she couldn't help but hope that maybe, their meeting had a bigger sens than for the both of them to let go of their past (especially since Raya clearly didn't) 😭 regardless, thank you soo much for your message here, love !! I hope you're doing good ! 💜💜💜