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When u remember it's not real

its all a delusion

YOU

let consume you

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My pants fit better now

My torso fills out my shirt

I'm no longer cold in warm rooms

I don't feel light headed when I go for long walks

I don't get as sick to my stomach looking at a plate full of food

So why do I still feel the need to not eat

I did what everyone told me to do

I ate

I didn't let my frail body take my abuse any longer

So why do I still feel the need to starve

Why?

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Thinspo ~

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I'm either horny or sad

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all I got in life was pain, pain, pain and just more pain.

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Me: I can handle my trauma very well.

Me: Anger issues, ed, self harm, super sensitive, anxiety, depressed 24/7, drug use.

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i want to see blood.

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My mind was a mess,

Then i found a razor.

Now my body is a mess too.

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