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never let anyone tell you that trawling through mediocre victorian poetry isn't worth it. we just happened upon an absolute BANGER of a worm poem. go read it or else 🪱🪱🪱

#IT SLAPS SEVERELY

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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

#there's a person i met here and she's still active and we used to write huge letters to each other #but life got so insanely busy that i stopped writing back months ago #and i still feel guilty abt it bc technically it was my turn to write back #and i still think about her actually i think about her every week #i like her so much tbh i hope she's doing okay #and it's been so long and i thought of writing back but i don't know what to say i don't have enough apologies #i hate that i can be so forgetful and absent #she's really special and i miss her

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Guys ahdjdjhaaflk please i'm desperate trying to find 3 specific Egon x Reader fics that I most likely read on AO3 months ago and they were so good but I can't find them anymore

In the first one, reader goes ghostbusting by herself and literally almost dies, but Egon saves her and they desperately drive away. Egon was so scared and so angry that he got out of the car, pulled reader out of her seat, bent her over and quite literally spanked her for being reckless and I know it sounds aggressive but trust me the ending was actually really sweet, he was just worried.

The other one is kind of a blur but here's what i remember: there was this ghost that only haunted during a specific time of the year or smth so it was hard to catch and the boys couldn't mess up. They had the ghost trapped in a circle of salt i think and the ghost could communicate too?? Not with actual words i guess but still. Tbh the only thing i remember clearly is that Venkman got slimed and knocked down and he decided to stay down for the rest of the fic and it was so funny bc he didn't shut up for a second but he remained on the ground the whole time. My memory is trash this is all i have

The last one is (allegedly) smutty, bc reader had a very specific kink (she liked receiving orders and saying yes sir i guess?? smth like that) I remember one specific chapter that was the last one i read: Egon said he was going to the library for the day and he needed her to do an insane amount of stuff bc the lab looked like a war zone, so he gave her detailed instructions and said he wanted it all done by the time he came back (which he knew was impossible but that was the whole point, i think he was planning on punishing her for failing to complete the tasks so yeah, that's where the smut allegedly comes in)

I have the memory of a butter knife guys bear with me, if you've seen these fics around, please let me know 🥲

#egon spengler #ghostbusters #ao3 fanfic #ao3 #help a girl out #egon spengler x reader #find fic #find this fic

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that's the mood for tonight amirite fellas

#sobbing growling weeping foaming at the mouth scratching the walls wailing trembling vibrating crying

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"redemption arcs are toxic, you shouldn't try to fix someone!"

actually it is so important to me that being in community and experiencing human connection can save people. thanks

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auto suggest bewilders me

#this is gonna trigger my ashtma shwushsuhwjznakxm

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the fact that winston invested in an entire lab and hired a whole team of people to do what egon could've done with nothing but three hours of sleep and a twinkie is making me spiral a little

#spengler was something else huh #ghostbusters #ghostbusters: frozen empire #egon spengler #harold ramis

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#arjun of our generation #<<< that's exactly what i was gonna say gabxhbsjsnahw

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anyone else this flavor of neurodivergent or is it just me

#years ago i went to a party with my sister and sat on the same chair for as long as we were there #I stared at the colorful lights and daydreamed like crazy to the sound of whatever was playing #yeah it was nice

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rb and tell me what’s your most re watched movie.. and be honest

#Ghostbusters #TMNT: Out of The Shadows #Groundhog Day #Doctor Strange #Battleship #Stripes #Sing #oof i may be forgetting a few

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manipulate

mansplain

malewife <3

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hiii! i used to go by neembu, just wanted to ask you if you wanted to join a gc on discord related to porus. it is just me, @/artcinemas and one other person (@/scltbvrns)

please dont feel pressured at all! just wanted to check if you were interested

hiiii omg I totally forget to reply to this im sorry,,, but yes! So kind of you to invite me, even though I'm not very active on discord, I'd love to join ✨❤️

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There was an old man who lived by a forest.

As he grew older and older, he started losing his hair, until one day, on his deathbed, he was completely bald. That day, he called his children to a meeting.

He said, “Look at my hair. It used to be so magnificent, but it’s completely gone now. My hair can’t be saved. But look outside at the forest. It’s such a lovely forest with so many trees, but sooner or later they’ll all be cut down and this forest will look as bald as my hair.”

“What I want you to do,” the man continued, “is, every time a tree is cut down or dies, plant a new one in my memory. Tell your descendants to do the same. It shall be our family’s duty to keep this forest strong.”

So they did. Each time the forest lost a tree, the children replanted one, and so did their children, and their children after them. And for centuries, the forest remained as lush and pretty as it once was, all because of one man and his re-seeding heirline.

#OH MY GOOOOOOOOD

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this is a reminder for selfshippers that its okay to make your f/os obsessed with you. so true they WOULD think about you all the time. so true they WOULD bring you up in every conversation. the world could be ending and your f/o would only mourn not getting to give you enough affection

#it's a fact that he thinks of me constantly and smiles to himself every time #self shipping