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turns out the way you choose to live out each day dictates what your life will look like overall. no i know it's terrible

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Knife Mirror with Blood Carpet by Drought

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#gargouille #gargoyle

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yak food!!

#beasts

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Yosemite comes to life at sunrise

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Masters of the Universe (1987) The Cannon Group, Inc. Dir. Gary Goddard

Frank Langella as Skeletor Jon Cypher as Man-at-Arms

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Masters of the Universe (1987) The Cannon Group, Inc. Dir. Gary Goddard

Frank Langella as Skeletor Meg Foster as Evil-Lyn

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I’m starting to put post it notes on the back of my phone of all the things I think of to do before bed

so that when I wake up in the morning and forget any reasons to get up and have a life, I’ll have a handy list ready for me when I reach for the endless scroll

hoping this will help and I dont just stare at the list thinking how pointless it all is either way

giving up coffee has made this extra hard will say. coffee was a good motivator to get up and go outside for a low key, easy, convenient, achievable task (going to cafe across/down the street) that resulted in having a nice treat and no expectations, nothing more arduous. it was a good Step 1.

hard to find a replacement for that.

#even if I were to go for a decaf it feels pointless #getting coffee felt like achieving a small task to Start Your Day #if it’s decaf idk it feels like the task isn’t truly being completed #it feels like a pointless task if the coffee isn’t Doing anything #might have something to do with #reward vs effort #adhd #object permanence #depression #executive dysfunction #motivation #caffeine free #idk how to explain it #maybe breakfast is the replacement #apple or perhaps a banana

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currently reading 'brokeback mountain: story to screenplay' and annie proulx, i just want to TALK

#oh the last bit #brokeback mountain

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ME

#skull emoji

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everyone make sure to set out cheese & crackers for neil tonight <3

#neil banging out the tunes #april 13th

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If you want earnestness in art then sometimes it's going to be cringe and sometimes it's going to be pretentious

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I wonder if work just.. got harder in the 2000s, comparatively.

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hello mr j! i think you and kofu are very cute

#this mental image #leaf mr j olone

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