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meanest person you've ever met: i'm so sick of being nice

#prev true #heather :/

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i was made to be the sweetest girl ever. it’s on you if i turn evil

#billy :/

[biillys]

ur voice is so hot can u tell me to shut the fuck up

#billy :/

[biillys]

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hello dishy! 🥰 excellent selection, i hope ur good with me making it mungrove and also i know the prompt list was for blurbs? but this is definitely just a short ficlet snippet thing lmfao enjoy

🚪 showing up at the other's door, begging for comfort + 🧸 exes with feelings

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Eddie needs help. He needs answers. He'd like to wake up safe in his bed and find out everything that's happened in the past twelve hours has been a fucked up dream about a girl he hasn't talked to since middle school, but he can still smell sweet, floral perfume and feel cotton sweater-wrapped shoulders against his clammy palms, and it's all too much, too detailed. He hasn't stopped hearing bones snap, crack, echoing in his ears, over and over. He's not sure it'll ever stop.

He wants to find out that none of it was real, but barring that, the only other thing he wants right now is...

Billy peers out at him from the doorway of his dimly lit trailer. "Eddie?" he says, rough with sleep, gentle, unguarded. Eddie's heart squeezes painfully. He sounds like early mornings and the sun streaming through dirty blinds, the sigh he'd muffle into a borrowed pillow before the inevitable I gotta go.

This was a bad idea.

Billy rubs his face, turning to half-hide in the shadow of his front door. "What are you doing here?" he mumbles.

"I—" Eddie's voice stumbles and breaks, falling to pieces before he can even start.

Blue eyes catch his, holding, focused. The wall Billy puts between himself and the world slips back into place before concern can bleed into his expression. "What happened?" He's sharper now, almost defensive, and that's familiar too. Everything that came out of Billy's mouth after the mall fire was some version of this, fearful and too stubborn to show it, too locked down to let Eddie in on what was tearing him up inside beyond the physical damage.

This was a terrible idea.

Eddie is trembling. He hasn't stopped yet. He spent the whole drive out to the lake shaking like a leaf and terrified, so preoccupied that he didn't stop to think about how dumb it was to come to Billy seeking shelter. He doesn't get to do this anymore, he doesn't have the right.

And yet he can't stop himself from asking.

"I don't know what the fuck is going on, something—something happened, and—" Eddie scrubs a hand over his face and isn't surprised to find his fingertips come away wet. "Can I come in, please, I need your help."

Billy's gaze drops, sweeping down and back up, his brow furrowed the whole time. He's silent, gripping the door with one white-knuckled hand. And finally he looks Eddie in the eye again, expression giving away nothing. "Yeah, okay."

All the air rushes from Eddie's lungs, and his vision blurs. Relief turns his knees to jelly, and all he can do is hold himself back from collapsing against Billy's chest.

It's a shock to his system when Billy reaches out and takes his hand. His look is decidedly grim, and his shoulders are tense, but his touch is warm and sweet and soothing. "C'mon," he says quietly, and guides Eddie inside.

💕 tag list @spreckle @growup-thatbeautiful @prettyboy-like-you @suddenlyinlove 💕

#ohhhhhhhhhhh hell YEAH #billy x eddie fic

[biillys]

#dickhead <3 #billy hargrove

[biillys]

Dacre Montgomery X Politix Menswear

#dacre montgomery

[biillys]

He's just like me FR.

#cbdgdvdvd

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#billy :/

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I’m cackling omg 😂

#remembered this. losinf my mind #MORE BILLY EDDIE TOMMY LLEASE

[biillys]

#becos her fic is incredible and her mind is amazing and every take she has on max is correct #and also i love her.

[biillys]

was always firmly on the what the fuck was billy’s mum thinking abandoning billy with neil train etc but then dacre went and opened his big mouth at that one con and said the they moved to hawkins to keep billy and his mum seperate and then [gestures vaguely to everything else he’s said about billy and his mum] so obviously my mind was like. okay well now i need to know everything. i need that backstory. and we’re never gonna get it until dacre drops the 237 hour long Life of Billy documentary. so for now we are just grasping at straws, and this straw i could not un-grasp. i hate myself. 

anyway.

billy’s mom leaving, not by choice, but by force.

her and neil started with a whirlwind romance, neil with his clean cut up bringing and military service. her from the wrong side of the tracks, running wild and free, happy to be neil’s spot of rough for a few weeks.

but then weeks turned to months, and months turned to years. neil stopping by to see her, and only her, when he was home on leave, and she felt so fucking special because of it. it didn’t even matter on the days he got quiet, withdrawn, mad. he always came home to her.

she could deal with anything, everything, as long as he chose her.

loved her.

she was barely 22 when she found out about the baby, and suddenly the walls were closing in, and neil was ringing around and organising a wedding, and the feeling of trapped set in permanently.

Keep reading

#sent a 26 minute audio to z basically talking about billy and his mum and remembered this fic plus the three other billy & his mum fics #that are in my google docs. like. do i post them? cos i'm emotional as shit

[biillys]

the two headed calf smoking twice as many marlboro red core packs as usual

#billy :/

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did you see that? yeah, i saw that! that was at least seven feet! i don't know what it was, but it almost gave me a heart attack.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILLY!

#m #she's late and she's not great but she's Something #ily i miss you i've wrote like. an insane amount of fic about you in the last week alone. #literally over 2 hrs of audio msgs just talking about u sent to z yesterday. Insane. #happy BIRTHDAY come back bitch #billy hargrove #billyhargroveedit #gifs

[biillys]

He lives! 👀

#ohhhhhhhh hi! #dacre montgomery

[biillys]

billy seeing his mom again and realising he’s now taller than her and, like- sure. he knew he would be but. something about the way he has to tilt his head down as he talks to her, the way she has to look up at him, just. sends him spiralling

#😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

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again for the 100th time they really fucking dropped the ball by having billy and max against each other in season two then seemingly in a better place in season three with literally nothing shown in between to show for it. also nothing pre-hawkins aside from one glimpse into their first meeting via el

#ur two most complex characters with an actual good and interesting storyline #that i wanna dissect and talk about forever yet we're pickin at crumbs #season four maxs flashback to the skatepark!!!! could have been so much more!!!!

[biillys]

Whoa... watch the complete chapter is... something. But this part affects me the most.

Personally I interpret those voices as Neil's, the banging on the door, "why didn't you take out the trash?", "why didn't you hit that home run?"... it's like he's constantly in Billy's head (which he is)

It's really good, but I don't recommend watching it at 3 am (it's 5 am as I'm writing this, I'm kinda obsessed)

#havnt watched it but maybe one day i'll feel strong enough #vr thing #billy hargrove