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“She was darkness and he was darkness and there had never been anything before this time, only darkness and his lips upon her. She tried to speak and his mouth was over hers again. Suddenly she had a wild thrill such as she had never known joy, fear, madness, excitement, surrender to arms that were too strong, lips too bruising, fate that moved too fast.” ― Margaret Mitchell, Gone with the Wind
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bitterbethany · 2 years
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"fuck, luke"
Word count: 2.8k
Warning: explicit sex (smut, 18+), swearing
Requested: no but requests are open!!
A/N: I'm not so sure about this but since it's written why not publish it. Definitely not my best work but idk. Tell me what you think about it, feedback is always appreciated.
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Your best friend Michael had convinced you to go to his show, as he often did when they played close to home. You were hanging out backstage with him, the band, and the crew before the show started. You were sitting on a sofa with most of the people in the room while the boys finished getting ready.
"Hey! How's my favorite girl doing?" Michael asked as he sat next to you. You turned your phone off and looked up at him.
"Well, I'm sure I'd be better watching Netflix at home but there are free drinks so I'm not complaining" you joked.
"You always say the same but end up having the best time at our shows, I can see you dancing and singing your heart out from the stage"
"Shhh, that's a secret" you said as you placed your right index finger on your lips.
"So, how do you like my outfit?" Michael asked standing up so you could see it better. You thought about making a joke but you knew Michael's confidence wasn't the best so you decided on telling the truth right away hoping it'd make him feel better later on stage.
"You look stunning as always, you know I'm loving your stage fits lately"
"Thank you, y/n. You look pretty good yourself too" he said sitting back and hugging you. You couldn't help but notice Luke while you were hugging Michael. He was standing in front of a mirror, fixing his hair.
After a few minutes, Michael started talking to some other people from the crowd and you directed your attention back to the lead singer. To be fair, as long as he was in the room, your attention was always on him. He had finished fixing his hair and he was now looking for something in his makeup bag. He pulled out some glittery eyeshadow. You were still staring at him, having completely forgotten that you were in a room full of people. As Luke leaned in to apply some of the eyeshadow one of the buttons on his shirt popped open and you could clearly see his chest and abdomen through his reflection in the mirror. So many thoughts clouded your mind at that instant.
"Fuck, Luke" you almost moaned. He turned around to face you and a smirk appeared on his face. Wait, what? You couldn't have said that out loud, could you? You quickly scanned the room and realized everyone was staring at you. You could see Michael could barely control his laugh, knowing you had kept this secret for years now, it must have been hilarious to see you drop it that easily. You panicked more than you ever had before, stood up, and run away from the room as you muttered a quick "sorry". You headed to the rooftop, thinking there probably wasn't anyone there and a bit of fresh air could be good for you.
You sat on the ground looking at the view of the city from up there. After a couple of breathing exercises, you had calmed down almost completely. How could you have been so stupid? It would have been so easy to keep that thought to yourself. Now you were sure everyone was going to make fun of you if you ever dared to walk back into that room, and you didn't even want to begin to think what Luke would say. You heard the door to the rooftop open.
"Mike, I'm not in the mood" you said adding a big sigh right after, hoping Michael would go back without saying anything.
"I'm not Michael, but if you're not in the mood I can go" you looked at the door as soon as you recognized Luke's voice. Your cheeks turned a bright shade of pink as you made eye contact.
"Uhm, no, Luke, it's fine" you cleared up your throat trying to make your voice sound a bit stronger. "I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to say that" you tried to explain as he sat next to you, closer than he would normally, you noticed.
"You didn't mean to say that or you didn't mean for me to hear it?" Luke asked with a smirk constantly drawn on his lips. You hid your face behind your hands and looked down, embarrassment flooding your whole body. You hated that he was enjoying this situation so much. "It's okay, I think you're very attractive too" he said giggling right after. Your heart almost stopped at his confession.
"I never said that Hemmings" you replied looking back at him to discover he was even closer than before. You stared at his beautiful eyes getting lost in them. You had never had the chance to enjoy them that close and you had to admit their blue ocean color was stunning. You could have sworn you heard Luke saying something but you were far too distracted to understand him. "Excuse me, what?" you said shaking your head to escape your thoughts.
"There's no way you can deny it after that" he laughed and you couldn't help but giggle too. You were impressed by his confidence but you were loving getting to know this new side of him.
"You've got me, okay? I'm sorry, you're just way too distracting this close"
"What about now?" he said moving his head even closer.
"Even more"
"And now?" he moved as close as he could without your noses touching each other.
"Luke, don't play this game" you warned him, trying to stay as calm as you could with your heart beating faster than it ever had before.
"Why not?"
"Because I will end up hurt" you answered sincerely backing up from him just a little bit. Luke's smirk faded at your words and he frowned.
"I would never hurt you, y/n"
"I know you wouldn't do it intentionally but I like you too much to do this"
"We can do more, then"
"What do you mean?"
"I'd love to do more with you. I've wanted to do more with you for a long time now" he said making you smile shily.
"So, it wouldn't be just one kiss?" Luke shook his head no. "It wouldn't be just one fun night?" Luke shook his head no. "It wouldn't be just one date?" Luke shook his head no. "Okay, then. You can come closer now" You shifted your position so you were facing him better. Luke moved his head as he placed his right hand on your face, making you melt at his touch that felt comforting and burning at the same time. He stopped as close to you as he could letting you be the one to decide if you really wanted this and you did shortly after, closing the space between you with a soft kiss. When you pulled away you felt breathless even though the kiss had been short.
"Fuck, Luke"
"Is that your favorite phrase now?" you both laughed and he was soon leaning in to kiss you again. You opened your legs and he moved so he was in between them and in front of you. The kiss deepened quickly, the sexual tension between you two being too strong to ignore. Luke bit your lower lip with just the right amount of pressure before pulling apart from you. You pouted making him smile.
"We don't have a lot of time now" he said sitting up on his knees and rolling one of his hands through his blonde curls.
"I know" you replied trying to compose yourself.
"But if you want" Luke's smirk appeared on his face once again making you nervous "I can do something before the show, you just have to try to be quick" you couldn't deny his request, being already so worked up, so you nodded frantically. "I love that you're almost begging for me with your eyes, baby" Luke whispered to your ear biting your earlobe right after. A soft moan escaped your lips at his words. "Let's see if your body is as ready as you are". Luke's hands caressed your breast over your shirt shortly, pinching your nipples taking advantage of the fact that you weren't wearing a bra. Your breath accelerated at his actions.
"I'm so glad I chose to wear a skirt today" you said with a raspy voice and Luke hummed in agreement. Luke's hands traveled through your waist down to your legs and up and down your inner thighs a couple of times. You shivered when his right fingers traced your outer lips over your panties.
"You are so wet for me, y/n. You don't know how good it feels to know I did that to you" you moaned louder at his dirty talk. You two had never been intimate before and you already felt like he knew how to get your head spinning. Without any more talking he pushed your panties to the side and your breath hitched in your throat as you felt the cool air hitting your core. Luke left open-mouth kisses all over your neck as he started to run his fingers through your folds. His thumb drew circles on your clit, increasing his pressure and speed every couple of seconds. You threw your head back from the pleasure and Luke took this as a chance to suck harshly on the spot of your neck he was kissing before. Both of you knew it would leave a visible mark but you couldn't care less. You kept moaning softly at his actions, starting to feel light-headed from the pleasure. Just the thought of Luke being the one making you feel this way had you getting closer to your release. He pushed your legs apart a bit more before introducing one of his long fingers inside of you, not too quick but not too slow either. He watched you, observing your reaction. Your back curled and your lips parted. "Feels good, princess?" he asked already knowing the answer.
"Oh my god, yes. Keep going, I'm already close" you said moving your hips involuntarily. He did as he was told and picked up a pace with his finger, adding a second one as soon as he felt you were lubricated enough. After barely more than a minute the knot on your abdomen was growing rapidly and about to explode. Your moans got louder and you started to clench around Luke's fingers.
"You're doing so good for me" Luke praised, having realized his words had a clear effect on you. Suddenly someone knocked on the door to the rooftop.
"Luke, we need to be on stage now!" you heard Michael yelling from the other side of the door. Luke quickly placed his left hand on your mouth while the other one kept working on you, slowing his pace.
"Just give me a minute, I'll be right there!" he said looking at you as if to ask if a minute was enough, you nodded, feeling your release approaching by the second.
"y/n, are you okay?" you cursed Michael on your head for worrying about you right now.
"Yes, she is!" Luke answered for you.
"Can she speak for herself?" he insisted. Luke took his hand off your mouth carefully and stopped the movement of his fingers knowing it would have been impossible for you to talk otherwise.
"I'm fine Michael, just give us a second!" you tried to sound as normal as you could.
"Okay! But only a minute Luke or they'll kill us!". As soon as you heard Michael's voice fade away as he turned back from the door Luke started thrusting his fingers into you at a newfound pace, way quicker than before.
"Oh fuck, Luke, just like that" you said as your right hand traveled to your clit to massage it just the way you knew would get you off. Luke placed his left hand on your back just to keep you stable.
"You did so good talking to Michael, babygirl. I know you're close, I can feel it, just let go" Luke kept praising you and maintaining his pace and after just a few seconds you felt the knot on your abdomen exploding and a rush of adrenaline clouding your brain. After helping you through your high, Luke pulled out his fingers and sucked on them making you groan.
"That was so good" you breathed coming down from your orgasm.
"I know. Tastes very good too" Luke said kissing you once he had finished cleaning his fingers so you would taste yourself in his mouth.
"Can't wait to do more with you, Luke. Now go before they come back looking for you, I'll be there as soon as I can walk" you giggled.
"Do you think the crowd will like it if I wear my shirt like this?" Luke asked and you realized he had never buttoned it up.
"Oh you wouldn't dare Hemmings"
"Watch me" he said standing up and walking towards the door "I need something to get your attention on me and get you ready for me again". You rolled your eyes as he went back inside the arena. A couple minutes later you were on the side of the stage, watching their show, locking eyes with Luke every couple of minutes. You ran to the backstage area right before the show finished and started talking to the stage manager about how good it had been. Suddenly you felt someone's hands on your hips.
"Michael! That was amazing!" you said turning around.
"You're gonna have to stop thinking I'm Michael, but thanks" Luke replied pushing you softly until your back hit a countertop while he kissed you, the conversation you were having long forgotten.
"Everyone's watching, Lu" you said as soon as the kiss finished with a shy tone and blushing.
"I love how easy that nickname rolled off your lips" he stated making your blush more evident. "If you're okay with it, I don't care if they're watching, let them see us now that I can finally have you". You weren't expecting Luke to be so affectionate towards you in front of others this quick, knowing he had always been reserved when it came to relationships. But the fact that he wanted to be seen with you made you feel safe and confident. You nodded as you wrapped your arms around his neck. He grabbed you by your thighs and sat you on the countertop. You pressed your forehead to his, just enjoying this newfound proximity that made you both feel butterflies in your stomach.
"Ew, lovebirds! Finally, I guess" Michael said making you both jump. You smiled at him and he smiled back at you, both of you being aware of how long you had wanted this. "Now if you do anything and I mean anything that upsets her, you won't have anywhere to hide, do you understand?" Michael said as he pointed at Luke with his index finger. Luke nodded and you laughed.
"Do you wanna come over tonight, y/n? We can finish what we started earlier" Luke said knowing you'd blush at him saying it in front of your best friend. You felt so bad for your answer but you had to say it anyway.
"Uhm, I am so so sorry but I had already promised Michael a game night" you explained.
"I see, so a girl has her priorities set, friends over dicks" he joked making your blush increase.
"You should know she'll always choose me first, Luke, that's just how it is" Luke laughed and held up his hands as a defeat sign. You loved that they were best friends too.
"But if you can and Michael is okay with it maybe you could join us?" you said hopeful, wanting to enjoy the company of both of them.
"I don't know about that" Michael said quickly. You looked at him pouting knowing he couldn't resist you, just as you couldn't have resisted him if the tables were turned. "Okay, okay, I can never say no to your puppy eyes". You cheered with content making Luke look at you with adoration. "But, I have one very important condition" you nodded "no PDA, please. I don't think I'd survive".
"Fair enough" Luke said hugging you and pulling you down from the countertop. You gave him a quick peck on the lips before turning to Michael. He was looking at you with a disgusted face making you laugh.
"Sorry, sorry, that was the last one" you promised.
"I sure hope so". The three of you headed to Michael's place after saying your goodbyes and spent the rest of the night playing videogames and eating pizza. You felt like you couldn't have asked for anything more and you were excited to see how things with Luke would be from now on.
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bitterbethany · 2 years
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I'm so proud, literally in tears
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bitterbethany · 2 years
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a year of almost (c.t.h)
a/n: okay, hi! it’s been a whileeee. i’m so sorry for my lack of posting but i wanted to start the new year off right because i so badly want to get back into posting regularly. i missed writing so much i’ve just been busy up to my ears and haven’t had the motivation to sit down and write. so this is a lil new years calum piece with one of my favorite tropes to read - five times he wanted to kiss u and the one time he did. so many other writers have done this so well and i wanted to try my hand at it. i’ve gotten so many supportive messages and so many ideas since i’ve stopped writing and i wanted to say thank you to everyone who messaged me, i love u all to the moon & back! so here is “a year of almost”  (unedited) be gentle with me please, i haven’t written in a while :) i appreciate all comments and criticisms, i hope you enjoy - emmy <333
pairing: calum hood x fem!reader
summary: calum can pinpoint five times over the past year when he wanted more than anything to kiss you and of course there was the time he did.
warning(s): cursing, minor injury (mention of blood), slight sexual referencing, alcohol, smoking, weed, very slight angst, pining, slight arguing
word count: 9k
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“You don’t realize how long a year is until you spend a year without something.” - anon
December 31st
“We are counting down here in Times Square and there are just three hours till the New Year!”
Ryan Seacrest’s voice sounded across the busy bar and Calum was on his fourth beer of the night. Luke and Michael sat across from him in the worn leather booth and laughed about some interaction they had seen on their walk to the bar earlier in the night. Calum took a breath as he brought his pint up to his mouth and the thick scent of sweat and champagne filled his nose.
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bitterbethany · 2 years
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i fucking hate fruit flies literally get out of my face im not a fruit
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bitterbethany · 2 years
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someone get andrew’s peter parker and scott lang into a room asap. not a braincell between those mfs
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bitterbethany · 3 years
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STOP AND SMELL THE FUCKING ROSES
THE BAND CAMINO: the debut album released by the Band CAMINO (09.10.21)
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bitterbethany · 3 years
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Panera has just released a line of swimsuits that say only SOUP in huge letters on them and I thought of you
PANERA? BREAD??
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bitterbethany · 3 years
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5 times things seemed to get better + 1 time they didn’t
who would’ve thought? I’m back! And I’m here with a looong ass fic about my favourite boy.
Enjoy this non-canon!Rafe x Pogue!reader fic and please please please let me know what you think :)
Summary: you were lucky enough to find a second job for the summer, and for once it was about something you truly enjoyed - surfing lessons. things seemed to go pretty well till a kegger goes very wrong and you’re forced to share your workplace with Rafe Cameron. that’s when things take a weird turn. here’s five times you actually thought your relationship with Rafe could get better and one time they didn’t
Warning: swearing, angst, some fluff, light smut and again swearing!
7.5k+ words. 
please let me know what you think of it!
gif credits: @jedidiahtiens​
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School summer break could only mean one thing if you were born and raised in The Cut — more time to work if you wanted to make ends meet. 
It wasn’t easy at first — splitting your time between your job and your friends, especially now that you’d also applied as surf instructor for tourons and kids. For the first time since you started working you weren’t gonna comply — it was probably the first job ever you actually enjoyed doing.
But your standard job was a whole different thing. When your mom was hired at Tanneyhill you weren’t exactly bouncing off the walls, but when she told you she’d sometimes need your help to clean the Mansion… oh man, things got from bad to worse. 
The problem wasn’t the Mansion itself nor the job — the problem was Rafe Cameron.
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bitterbethany · 3 years
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okay, misters.
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bitterbethany · 3 years
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when waterparks said "imma be okay so they dont worry everyday" and "the lobotomy has taken all of me; it took all but you" and "I'll be your optimistic black hole full of love I cant control" and "theres nothing wrong with being happy" and "I'm doing alright but is alright enough" and "I'm dying to be your everything" and "you can devastate my personal space, I never liked it anyway" and "kiss me like nobody would when I was 15" and
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bitterbethany · 3 years
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at least it’s all about you
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lucky people // snow globe
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Waterparks // Mall Of America.
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ONE OR TWO ANGRY BREAKUP SONGS ON 5SOS5 FOR SURE!!!!!!!!
IM SO READY!!!!!!
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