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blackandwhitemusician · 3 years

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Hello! What do you think if dazai had s/o who is a psychologist or therapist? Do you think it will help him or he will even get in a relationship with a person like that? Do you think dazai getting a therapy in general would help him in the first place? Sorry if it's a lot lol.

Hey there! Thanks for your message, I think this is a good question that would require a great deal of thought, lol. Realistically speaking though, I would NOT personally recommend dating your therapist/psychologist LOL XD Especially in this case, simply because the professional need to constantly psycho-analyze Dazai would not be tolerated by him. For Dazai to even accept getting therapy in the first place would be a huuuuge improvement in my opinion. You would have to be open to the idea that you can be helped for the therapy to work in the first place, and with the way Dazai is right now, I would say that’s still a 50/50 chance. For the therapy to work, it would also require Dazai to take a hard, honest look into the most undesirable parts of his mind and his life, AND show it to someone else. Fat chance he will find a way to wiggle out of it XD

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd dazai

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blackandwhitemusician · 3 years

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Happy x-mas Eve UwU much good food and good vibe to u~

He-hello! I’m so sorry I only saw this message now. Thank you so much for the well wishes! I hope you had a wonderful Christmas eve and New Year’s eve with your loved ones! As for me, I had more cake and chocolate than I could handle, but it was all worth it! ╰(▔∀▔)╯ Wish you & your loved ones all the best as we roll into the new year! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

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blackandwhitemusician · 3 years

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Hey, it's the same depressed guy as last Question and I wanted to say I got here while looking for Dazai quotes and that today I was very depressed more than usual going to my interview. I felt I could have died today on the front of the metro instead of taking it there and the end of your post really cheered me up!! Thank you! Have a wonderful day and always~

Hey! I’m so sorry I didn’t see this earlier. I’ve been spending much of my time alone recently and away from social media - I find that sometimes not all comfort is found in the company of others - so I only see the old messages now. This may sound stupid now, but I hope you’re doing well. I do recall you reaching out before - it must have been about a year ago (?!) I hope that your interview went well and even if it wasn’t so good, that you found something better. I do believe there is always something good to look forward to, and if Dazai’s words could cheer you up even just a little bit, we could always talk more about it. If you happen to see this and if you would like, you can drop me a note or message any time ~ and I apologize again for acting on this so late! I hope the new year gives us both a fresh start and that you’re somewhere joyfully enjoying a warm cup of coffee or tea!

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blackandwhitemusician · 4 years

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Griffith fanart (Berserk, Kentaro Miura).

#my art stuff #berserk #berserk fanart #berserk manga #i need to catch up oof #kentaro miura #fanart #griffith #griffith fanart #berserk griffith

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blackandwhitemusician · 4 years

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Hello! I know that don't suits much the BSD story, but... What do you think if bsd!Fyodor had little rats like (n.6) Nezumi?

Fyodor with little rat companions? That would be absolutely adorable! The liitle guys can survey the city while Fyodor chills in his favorite cafe loll. And Fyo having little rats on his shoulder?? Totally cute!!

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blackandwhitemusician · 4 years

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The colored panel for this month of BSD manga. Read the translation of chapter 80 HERE

Thank you to @akai-koutei for let me be part of his proyect ♥

#agdhfj #you guys are acing it again #doing god's work right there #awesome people are awesome #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd translation

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blackandwhitemusician · 4 years

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Hey! Hope you guys are doing well. I know I haven't been posting a lot and left messages in my inbox sit for ages. I'm really sorry if I have offended anyone. I've been busy with work recently, but I will get back to you. Thanks for being so kind and patient with me!

On another note, I've been trying to improve my drawing skills and in particular character concept/ design skills. So I've been thinking I would like to connect with people who are interested in or have been developing/writing characters for their own projects. If you write your own characters for your game or graphic novel projects, would you like to explore their design together? I'm not looking into any profitable projects at this point, and will only be drawing after my day job on top of my online art course, so unfortunately I can't guarantee more than 5-6 hrs/ week commitment. I hope you understand.

I've been putting together some of my personal illustration/design work here: https://www.artstation.com/van_nguyen. It isn't much, but it is a start for me. If you see something that might be in line with your interests and don't mind bouncing off ideas with an amateur, would you like to have a chat? I'm trying to practice designing a character from ideation to finish, so would be great if you are open to a more exploratory process and don't mind back-and-forth communication.

Let me know? :)

Thanks you guys! Be awesome as always!

#personal #art stuff

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blackandwhitemusician · 4 years

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ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ Could you please give some cheese for that poor rat?

🧀🧀🧀🧀 ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ

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blackandwhitemusician · 4 years

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ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ Annnd, what if Fyodor pass The Door (to the other dimension with no Ability's Users), but he found (a cliche) Another He who's a normal studant (literature club), and normal studant Dazai (also in literature club)... (of course everyone in BSD in literature club). BUTTT--!! Some people accidentally saw someone who looks like Studant!Fyodor & a strange man in cape, and now everybody is talking about it in school... What do you think?~

(I heard “literature club” and I can’t stop thinking of Doki doki literature club, LOL.)

Cape!Fyodor will test Student!Fyodor on his intelligence, just for fun. He quickly finds that it is extremely frustrating to deal with himself, because he knew himself all too well. He eventually gets fed up and goes home :)

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blackandwhitemusician · 4 years

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Following what a previous anon asked about Fyodor (the door one), what draws you to the conclusion that he’d be content? I’d guess it goes down to the root of why he wants this in the first place; I’d always assumed it was an effort to prove himself, in which case he’d always find another goal that he “needs” to do—a neverending cycle. I’m not saying that I think you’re wrong or that I’m right, of course! Just, I’m wondering what brings you to the conclusion that Fyodor’d be content?

Hi there! Thank you for your question and indeed that was something I pondered about as well (whether Fyodor would be “content” as long as his original objective is achieved). Honestly, I know I wrote that he would be content with doing ratty things and forget about destroying the world, but that was mainly because I was lazy and that was the easiest way to think about it XD

Personally, I don’t think Fyodor has any selfish desires to prove himself, though. I feel like he wholeheartedly believes that he is doing God’s work, that he is above humanity. So you have a good point in the sense that even after completing his “mission”, he might just find something else wrong with the world which needs God’s work to set right. I just thought that if there is indeed a shortcut to lead Fyodor to find a world in which there are no special abilities and he is but a normal human not unlike anyone else, perhaps he would find that he isn’t that far removed from the rest of humanity. What he would do from that point on, I can only imagine. If he isn’t content with the outcome, he would still have to let go of his original cause (to rid the world of ability users) which he had devoted his life to. That would come as a huge and shocking change to anyone. In that situation, I imagine he would either re-evaluate his choices or quickly look for a replacement. Since he isn’t exactly the type to chase after power or money, he might just decide to lay low like Dazai used to, until he finds something else worth devoting his life to.

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd fyodor #bsd fyodor dostoyevsky #ask #bsd ask

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blackandwhitemusician · 4 years

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ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ Fyodor ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ Fyodor ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ

₍⸍⸌̣ʷ̣̫⸍̣⸌₎ ₍⸍⸌̣ʷ̣̫⸍̣⸌₎ ₍⸍⸌̣ʷ̣̫⸍̣⸌₎ Dazai ₍⸍⸌̣ʷ̣̫⸍̣⸌₎ ₍⸍⸌̣ʷ̣̫⸍̣⸌₎ Dazai ₍⸍⸌̣ʷ̣̫⸍̣⸌₎ ₍⸍⸌̣ʷ̣̫⸍̣⸌₎ ₍⸍⸌̣ʷ̣̫⸍̣⸌₎ ₍⸍⸌̣ʷ̣̫⸍̣⸌₎

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blackandwhitemusician · 4 years

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Hello~ What do you think about, if this happen: That's a Door that have Ability to transfer to another world (yours~), and, Fyodor go inside. When he pass, he find a world that don't have Ability's Users (only he and maybe rat clan? They go together? And, he knows that cause The Door gives that information about the other world). What do you think Fyodor would react?

His work is done. He doesn’t even need to lift a finger. Here is a world without any ability users. All he needs to do now is destroy the Door. At last, he and his rat clan get to be just normal, casual rats, enjoying their ratty lives...

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blackandwhitemusician · 4 years

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