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i don’t know about you guys but every time i starve myself my life improves.

i glow up in every way i start working on my skin and my work.

usually i fall into a depression pit and then i start restricting and suddenly i’m showering everyday and styling my hair and brushing my teeth, waking up early

it’s crazy how something so unhealthy can make my life so much better

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I said, “Honey, I don’t feel so good, don’t feel justified. Come on, put a little love here in my void.” He said, “It’s all in your head.” And I said, “So’s everything.” But he didn’t get it. I thought he was a man but he was just a little boy.

FIONA APPLE // Paperbag

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Feels so good to be back to my routine after the holiday chaos.

#ed stuff #i want to be skiny #orthorexx #anorekic #eating disoder mention

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don't forget you're here forever

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I start with volume eating.

Then I lower the calories I'm allowed

Then I start to fail

At first by a little

Then I binge

Then I start with volume eating

And around we go......

#ed stuff #i want to be skiny #tw ana things #weightloss #thin inspo #anorekic #eating disoder mention #orthorexx

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i want to be thin so i can wear cute clothes during fall </3

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I don't want to be "that girl" I want to be THAT bitch. The one who always has her shit together, the one who has it all figured out and doesn't care what anyone else does, the one that everyone wishes they could be but knows they can't.

#ed stuff #tw eating mention #i want to be skiny #orthorexx #thin inspo #weightloss

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There are so many goals I have for my life but when I visualize any of them I'm always thin. Career, academics, personal life, doesn't matter I can only be truly happy if I'm also happy with how I look...

#thin inspo #weightloss #anorekic #eating disoder thoughts #model thin

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Zimnio, Zimno, Zimno..

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me, to myself 24/7:

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I want this the hair the wine the collar bones all of it.

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