sorry i pushed you away i felt abandoned and suicidal
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My New Year’s resolution is to start recovering (I’m currently starting to relapse😍)
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996 calories today. A lot higher than I wanted, but it also isn’t 2,000😭
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My boyfriend always forgets to eat. How does someone do that?? Like I can’t even go an hour without feeling hungry. It pisses me off to hear him tell me he forgot to eat all day, because he knows how much I struggle with eating on a daily basis 🥲
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No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
No more excuses. I will be skinny.
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At this point is tradition to say “I’m never eating again” after every time I eat
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To all of my ED besties out there, what is the longest you’ve ever fasted?
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I seek the approval of others so much that I forget what I really like.
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i have no idea what a normal amount of food is
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I need to stop forgetting that not everyone who sees a knife, a box cutter, or scissors thinks of cutting
Not everyone who looks at a toilet or smells toilet water thinks of throwing up their latest meal
Not everyone who says “I cut myself” actually means they cut on purpose
Not every straight lined scar is self harm
Not every skinny person starves themselves
Not everybody is like me
Not everybody is fucked up.
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throwing a tantrum in the shower about my silly little fatty sack of organs😋😋 luv my life
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I want someone to throw a sandwich with a disgusting amount of calories at me and call me an anorexic bitch.
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I’ve lost 3.8 pounds in one day! I know it’s likely water weight, but hey I’ll take it :’)
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can y’all reblog this if you aren’t diagnosed but suffer w an ED? I feel like the only one sometimes
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