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hes still fighting. none of it looks good. Selfish to say im scared that soon ill be alone? I cant do this anymore for tonight. I want Nei to be the one writing the next post on this blog.

Signing off,

Jay

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I cant stop myself from reading all the stories he has in his drafts, finished and not quite yet. The chapters he wrote but never posted for his stories, I know he was eager too but thought none of them were perfect yet. He writes original stories too, I always prefer those over fanfics, his own characters always fascinated me.

struggling,

Jay

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I know you all miss him and his stories and thats reason for the messages. I miss him too. It's 4am here and I cant sleep. I want to delete this app, its making my head swim. The support is overwhelming though.

Thanks,

Jay

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Im not sure how that worked. I posted what someone else submitted? im still learning this platform.

Thank you for the kind words. I wont be replying to the private messages yet.

-Jay

Hello,

I make this message on Nei's wall, to tell him that I think of him, we know that he has been hospitalized for 20 days and since no news about his condition, even all personal messages remain unanswered, also on this day of end of year 2020 i wanted to tell him i am thinking of him and i am so worried, (if anyone has any news please just tell me how they are doing) i hope you will come back soon and you stay in my thoughts and my prayers, be strong and come back quickly.

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Hello,

I make this message on Nei's wall, to tell him that I think of him, we know that he has been hospitalized for 20 days and since no news about his condition, even all personal messages remain unanswered, also on this day of end of year 2020 i wanted to tell him i am thinking of him and i am so worried, (if anyone has any news please just tell me how they are doing) i hope you will come back soon and you stay in my thoughts and my prayers, be strong and come back quickly.

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I hope you two are well and Nei's health is looking up. I hope you both had a nice holiday and will have an even better new year. Take care

Thank you.

-Jay

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i’m so sorry to here all those awful things!! all nei needs to focus on is getting healthy, don’t worry abt fanfic!! i hope him a swift recovery

Thank you. Your continued support means a lot.

I will not be giving out much for news.

-Jay

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I hope you have a nice holiday season and you are in good health. Your presence is missed. Take care.

Jay here, the holidays were rough. Thanks for the well wishes. I am answering messages in this inbox now. I wont be releasing much for news.

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Id just like to say, we are exhausted. We are hurting. We don't give a damn about updating fanfiction right now. Stop sending asks to guilt Nei into writing when he isn't even well enough to acknowledge them. Ive almost deleted this blog just to keep this toxic shit away from him.

Jay here,

Ive been active on Nei's writing account recently and ended up receiving asks on here about it thinking Nei is writing again. He is not, until we say otherwise, any activity you see is from me or our friend who also uses the account to read and subscribe to stories, occasionally commenting. Nei is currently hospitalized and asked me to post a little thing. Im not sure tumblr is whats important right now, but he insisted and I cant say no... I dont want to share anything else and honestly, some of the asks on this blog are gross or pressuring Nei to post chapter updates. Understand that hes sick and takes these things to heart. Hes too nice to say it but im not, fuck off unless you're here to show kindness.

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Jay here,

Ive been active on Nei's writing account recently and ended up receiving asks on here about it thinking Nei is writing again. He is not, until we say otherwise, any activity you see is from me or our friend who also uses the account to read and subscribe to stories, occasionally commenting. Nei is currently hospitalized and asked me to post a little thing. Im not sure tumblr is whats important right now, but he insisted and I cant say no... I dont want to share anything else and honestly, some of the asks on this blog are gross or pressuring Nei to post chapter updates. Understand that hes sick and takes these things to heart. Hes too nice to say it but im not, fuck off unless you're here to show kindness.

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Emily: r u a top or a bottom

Spencer: I’m a menace. a THREAT.

Derek, through a mouthful of spaghetti: he’s a bottom

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Not to be cringe but *enjoys my interests in a fun, harmless little way that makes me happy*

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do not fix your dark circles let the world know youre tired of its shit and ready to kill a man

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I will unashamedly like smut/porn posts and follow spicy blogs on this website forgetting my boyfriend also uses this tumblr account

#sorry jay

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the team: oh my god the unsub has spencer in there oh no we need to save him, thank god he has his vest

spencer, using his vest as a pillow while he lays back and chills with the unsub: you’ll feel them when he tackles you, i’m telling you. the biggest biceps you’ve seen in your lIFE

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learnt from turned out

the pain amazing ✌🏼

#i fell on the floor laughing at this #rose you are killing me

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My dad would get infuriated with me for acting "girly" as a child and would say there's nothing less manly then boys in woman's clothes, but jokes on him because I just ordered a new pink skirt to fuck in.

It gets better ♡

#neis nsfw #i got my bfs permission to admit this online