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today marks another day of building my hopes up, just to be hit in the face with reality... when will my heart finally stop daydreaming. when will I finally be happy.

i’m waiting for that day

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here i am... drowning my tears and feelings because i know that dealing with all of this while sober is far too difficult

just come back

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im so afraid to let myself feel

it’s easier to hold it all in

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i noticed when i started getting butterflies when someone would mention your name. how my heart started racing that day when you put your arm around me. i forgot what it felt like to start falling in love... and it's such a fucking beautiful thing

i wish it stayed like this

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every time i think 'it'll be different'... what a fool i am

it’s never different

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you told me i could trust you. i did. you told me  i didn't have to be afraid. i wasn't. you told me you loved me. i believed you. if only i knew those were all lies.

why’d you lie

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you stopped caring. don’t even try to tell me that you didn’t. believe me, i noticed.

i knew this would happen but it still hurts

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you did what you had to. i would be selfish if i forced you to stay in this relationship that didnt make you happy anymore. but just like you were allowed to leave, im allowed to hurt.

im allowed to hurt

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my biggest fear is reaching the end of my life and realizing that i lived how others wanted me to rather than how i wanted

what do i really want 

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they told me that i should be myself, but my whole life ive been the person that everyone else wants me to be. i dont know who i really am

who am i

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i was doing so well, i had gone so long without thinking about you... so why did you have to come back?

now all i can do is think about you

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“believe me i noticed when i dropped on your list of priorities... how could i not?”

— what did i do

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i think back to all of the times that i cried my eyes out because i was heartbroken - broken trust, a failed relationship, a lost friendship - and yea, i feel sadness… but never regret. i do not regret putting my all into every single thing that i do, especially relationships. because one day, im going to meet someone that does the exact same thing and nothing will ever be the same

do not regret the past

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in the moment, it feels like the world is ending... like it will never get better.  but your life isn't defined by the bad days that you have. as cheesy as it may sound, things will get better. all you have to do is believe in yourself a little.

easier said than done

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nothing sucks more than the feeling of distance slowly growing between two best friends. it happens so slowly that you don't even feel it for a while. then, without you even realizing it, awkward silences creep into your conversations, responses become short, and you are no longer the person they go to when they have something important to say. losing a friendship sucks, to say the least, and i don't wish it on anyone.

what im going through now

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it was naive of me to think that someone like you would ever fall for someone like me

that didn’t stop me anyway

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i was told by everyone that long distance relationships didn't work... but like every other couple, i hoped that we would be the exception

that doesn't seem to be the case anymore

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