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Beat my reading challenge this year ! 6999999

#bookworm #currently reading #books #book review #girls who read #poetrysociety #my book reviews #used books #my book recs #my bookshelf #book recommendations #bookish #booksbooksbooks

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Anyone want to be my goodreads friend and/or pen pal? 🥹 I’m in Canada 🇨🇦

#goodreads #friend finder #be my friend #bookworms #my bff #bffgoals #book fandom #pen pal #hand written letters #please

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I am sadness

No, not “I am sad”

For even to say that would be like saying the sky is blue

Some things just are that way they seem and always will be

Some things are utterly and completely just one thing

And that thing I am is

Sadness

They ask me to explain, elaborate, scream

But I just sit and stare because

The hole in me cannot be filled except with cold hard dirt

Pain and work and sweat and blood to fill it

Until I cannot choke the air out any longer

If only just to say

I’m sorry.

#spilled thoughts #books #sadgirl #poetry #poetrysociety #poems on tumblr #poem #my prose #original prose #spilled poem #spilled writing #spilled prose

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I’m a lucky girl ✨

#my girlfriend #beautiful butt #hot butt #cute butt #my butt #girl butts #my girfriend #red light #my photos #photoart #nude photo #lezzy #lipstick lez #masc lesbian #femme4femme #femme4masc

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Anne Brontë, from The Tenant of Wildfell Hall (first published in 1848 under the pseudonym Acton Bell)

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Newest Lego creation 🧡

#legoart #lego harry potter #harry potter #arthur weasley #bellatrix black #ron weasley #legofan #i made dis #lego creations #lego store

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John Keats, from “Ode to a Nightingale” (1819)

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— Apprehensions, Sylvia Plath

[text ID: Is there no way out of the mind?]

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Don’t. . .

Don’t ever stop even though your heart is breaking

Don’t look over your shoulder at the love you left behind

They say life’s too short but they’re wrong

It’s so long

Sometimes the only way to go

Is to just go on

~JSE

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Today sucks. My gfs dog killed my bunny. It’s sort of my fault. I can’t believe she is gone. 💔💔💔😭😭

She’s gone

She’s gone just like that

My sweet fluffy girl

All hops and stomps

I didn’t watch close enough

And the dog got his way

I felt her die in my arms

But not quite completely

I had to end the suffering myself

On the porch with a shovel

I don’t know how to make these words pretty

My usual flowers and sunsets are

Death and decay

I hope this poem makes you feel as awkward and out of place as I did holding my daughters as they cried

I hope the jagged edges of my words somehow resemble the teeth cutting my skin as I tried to save her

2 corpses in my back shed and one now between my sheets I am so numb

I think the universe is telling me

I’m a shit mom

What am I gonna do about it?

Fucking change - instead of wallowing like my own mother did

I keep repeating the cycle but maybe this is my chance to make it stop with me

I swear I try my best and come up short

End my Monday holding my limp dead bunny

Every time I see juniper she will

Haunt my dreams

I’m sorry I’m sorry I screamed on my knees

To her and the universe

I cried the tears of so many generations

I crushed her spine with the shovel

Like my dad did to mine before

And also to me

I can’t stop repeating history

It’s like a twirly ride that won’t stop

I puke up the past and eat it again

I’m sorry juniper

I love you in every dimension

I am learning how to live in failure

I’m sorry

So so sorry

It still isn’t enough.

#death sucks #pet death #my bunny #rip baby #rip #spilled thoughts #poems on tumblr #sadgirl #poetrysociety #poetry #poem #i feel so guilty #sadness #sad prose #bad day #cutest pets #miss you

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bookstore finds on both sides of the vltava.

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This shit is bananas 🍌

#selfie #girls who date girls #work selfie #office #girls who read #bananas #ootdfashion #ootd #ootdideas #ootdinspo

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OSHEAGA 2022 with the girl I love 🤍

The shrooms were litty and the music was amazing! 🍄🤟🏻

#osheaga #montreal #festival #music festival #festival outfit #summer 2022 #miss my girl #bumshot #bd/sm daddy #sugar mommy #girls who date girls #girls who read

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Inside my head is a dark place no one goes or knows 🤍

#bookworm #spilled thoughts #sadgirl #girls who read #poetrysociety #sad prose #my photos #photoart #bluray #blurry #workplace #selfie #fuck bosses #fuck my liiiiife

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Best bedtime view 🤍

#beautiful butt #hot butt #cute butt #butt #girl butts #my butt #she’s perfect #she’s so precious #she’s so cute #she’s my queen #she’s my everything

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“You don’t seem to care about this job anymore, you need to try harder”

Meanwhile my work laptop 👀 how can they think anything other than the truth?!? (I eat breathe sleep this job and it’s killing me)

I HATE CAPITALISM

#spilled thoughts #sad gurl #fuck my job #fuck my liiiiife #spilled emotions #crying #fuck bosses #not fair #i hate this #please help #fuck it #spilled feelings #i’m trying