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boredstarvingartist · 9 hours ago
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Total calories today: 761
(1/24/22)
I'm intending on mid restricting for 1-2 more days to get my strength back from the last round of low restricting, and then start the abc d1ét.
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boredstarvingartist · 10 hours ago
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Dark academia aesthetic thing I did:
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It looks pretty bad tbh, this is the first one I've ever made so hopefully if I ever make another it looks better.
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boredstarvingartist · 12 hours ago
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Go follow her y'all.
ah here we go again :) pls follow!!
i was @scarringnstarving
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boredstarvingartist · 12 hours ago
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Y'all help a girl out pls.
How many calories do u thinks in a medium to large chicken Caesar salad (with dressing, croutons, and Parm) (fried chicken)?
My family made me go out to eat with them and I ordered the lowest calorie looking thing on the menu (calories aren't listed)
Pls halp me.
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boredstarvingartist · 20 hours ago
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boredstarvingartist · 20 hours ago
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Not me obviously being stressed to the point of crying because I can't find something and my mom walking into the room I'm in telling me "I saw it but I'm going to make u find it so you learn to stop losing things." >:'(
Now not only am I stressed, I'm also angry to the point where ik I'm about to do something I'll regret if someone does as much as look at me in an odd way.
I swear if someone provides me with a nice brick wall I'll slam my body against it repetitively until I break bones. ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
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boredstarvingartist · 22 hours ago
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Alright y'all, imma go force myself to study so I don't end up cramming work at the end of the week. Someone reply to this or reblog it and tell me to get back to work so that when I get distracted and hop on here I'll be reminded that I have stuff to do.
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boredstarvingartist · 23 hours ago
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Day 6
(1/24/22)
Well, the timing for this question is...wow...
(I literally binged last night... Just kill me now.)
So answer is yes, but not often. I'd say around once, sometimes twice per month, and my stomach is shrunk enough that they don't tend to do toooo much damage.
As for why, I'm pretty sure it's just from low restriction. So yeahhhh...
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boredstarvingartist · 23 hours ago
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they serve no purpose if ur recovering. get rid of em.
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boredstarvingartist · a day ago
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Day 14 of diet. (800cal day)
(1/23/22)
Total calories: idek
Today was the first time in nearly a month that I've had a binge. For me a binge isn't going slightly over my limit, but that feeling when u just completely loose control... Which happened tonight. I had already eaten my calories for the day, and was actually quite satisfied with how I'd spent them. I was doing some studying for school and had my headphones on blareing music so that I could block out the sound of my family and not get distracted. Because of this I didn't hear my family decide to order pizza for dinner tonight. So I didn't have time to prepare myself mentally so that I wouldn't binge. Well, next thing u know my dad walks in with a bunch of hot, greasy pizza. And I just... Lost it... I can't even describe it. If you've never experienced a binge like this before it's impossible to explain. But I switched into autopilot mode and devoured 3 slices before I snapped back into control. I didn't even really enjoy it. I just lost all control...
I was intending on mid restricting for a little while to give myself a break, but after this I'm definitely low restricting or fasting tomorrow.
Feeling gross and bloated.
I hate myself.
This is why I've been the fat friend my whole life.
This is why I'll never look cute in the clothes I like.
🙂🔫
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boredstarvingartist · a day ago
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boredstarvingartist · a day ago
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Time for me to consume 2x the max amount of caffeine that you can have in a day without the risk of heart problems (in the form of black coffee), eat that one abnormally large piece of candy I've been saving for two weeks and finally made room for in my intake, and go finish cramming my school that would usually take about 10hrs into 3. Wish me luck.
( I have major caffeine tolerance, so don't worry about me too much)
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boredstarvingartist · 2 days ago
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boredstarvingartist · 2 days ago
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Day 13 of diet. (700cal day)
(1/22/22)
Total calories: 694
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boredstarvingartist · 2 days ago
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Was messing around with some fine tip pens I had on hand.
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boredstarvingartist · 2 days ago
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Oc belongs to @aira-is-back
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boredstarvingartist · 2 days ago
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Day 5.
(1/22/22)
This is a hard question to answer. To some degree, yes, I guess u could say I'm doing it for myself, as the degree I hope on taking this to far surpasses that which anyone around me would expect or hope for. But also no. I was perfectly happy content in my body before I had people to make comments telling me I should lose weight, or that I "had a pretty face", That I could "grow up and be a model" if only I lost weight, and I don't think I would be here right now if it wasn't for that. It's progressed to a point now where I don't care what people say anymore, I'll just keep on going until I shrink into nothing, because why not? I'm pretty useless tbh. The butt of every joke and the one friend that no one really likes but is too nice to not invite. It would just be better if I took up less space. If I just disappeared.
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