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Sad I have to write this out, but abuse and trauma have zero benefits to anyone’s life. You can learn anything the kind way. You can become anyone the kind way. There is no reason whatsoever to traumatize you. Everything can be done without abuse.

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1hr ago me was wrong btw

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i just need my mom, but even though she is here, she is not. my inner child is always in a state of panic,

#bpd #bpd problems #mental illness #actually bpd #bpd feels #ok to rb

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i thought i was gonna be dead before i turn 18 and now im 24 and have no idea what im doing with my life

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another thought about "gen z and gen alpha don't know how to use computers, just phone apps" is that this is intentionally the direction tech companies have pushed things in, they don't want users to understand anything about the underlying system, they want you to just buy a subscription to a thing and if it doesn't do what you need it to, you just upgrade to the more expensive one. users who look at configuration files are their worst nightmare

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from now on you MUST follow these three rules (if you want)

• love your self

• love your flaws

• pet your dog

if you don't have a dog you can pet this one just rub your screen

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WE ARE ONLINE!!!

HEY DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE ONLINE???

AND SOMEHOW MY WORDS APPEARED ON YOUR SCREEN

THE CHANCES OF THAT ARE ASTRONOMICALLY LOW YET SOMEHOW YOU'RE READING MY SENTENCES

HELLO PERSON I DON'T KNOW, YOU'RE WONDERFUL, HAVE AN AMAZING DAY!!

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wdym an average platonic bond cant be deep and meaningful do none of you remember the power of friendship

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how r u gonna call them love handles and then try to convince ppl thats a bad thing. insane to me

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i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person

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It's both a gift and a curse to feel so deeply, to navigate existence on the edge of intensity.

Dancing on eggshells around the one who makes you believe he painted constellations across your soul and ignited orange sunsets within your clouds.

Both smiles and teary eyed, your metamorphosis- a butterfly in flight. Willows weeping, bending but unbroken.

Such depth, both blessing and burden, for you to taste the universe in every heartbeat.

-- borderline // Burning Embers

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"everybody experiences that" says mother who has the same symptom of the same mental illness