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mfs will be like “I love the night :)” and then experience unliveable mental anguish the entire time

#mecore

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horrible things inside my head all day

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#guro

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Sh, masturbate, or sleep? That’s what’s really about…..

#REAL

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over 220 days clean from sh. on more meds, on meds for adhd, I have a job, I'm eating better, and I don't want to d1e all the time.

this isn't a flex, just want people to know that when people say "it gets better" it really does. I didn't think it was possible to even make it past a month clean but here we are.

if you see this I love you and I'm proud of you for trying to get better in any way.

#if anyone ever needs to talk or needs tips n stuff to stay clean feel free to contact me- anons preferably #rambles #madeofstyrofoam #tw self destructive behavior #tw #styroblr

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it's not letting me change it still for some reason but I will try again later- NO ONE FREAK OUT ITS NOT MY ART /lh /j

You should edit your bio since you changed your PFP (pretty sure it's not your art) /nm

oh yes, you’re right, my bad! thank you for pointing it out !

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You should edit your bio since you changed your PFP (pretty sure it's not your art) /nm

oh yes, you’re right, my bad! thank you for pointing it out !

#anon #asks #rambles

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what’s the difference between squishmallows and irl friends? squishmallows don’t hate me over petty things then leave me when i reach out and apologize profusely

#brainmattersart #madeofstyrofoam #vent #e 🦋 #styr0twt #styroblr

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I wish the best for you ♡♡

Hello everyone so some shit has gone down recently that has made me change in many ways. Most drastically, it has made me want to get better mentally. I’ve been off this tumblr account due to that. I am going to get off this account and hopefully get better. I am so thankful to my mutuals. Y’all have all helped me in so many ways and I will always remember you. See you if my plans don’t work out <3

#moots

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HELLO MY MOOTS AND ANY FOLLOWERS I MIGHT HAVE!!

this is a little life update and stuff as to where I've been n stuff if anyone wants to read!!

(also moots pls interact, I wanna make sure all of yall are doing ok!!)

I have been going through a lot, as well as heavy recovery from a lot of things, and took a much needed break from tumblr for my mental health.

as for what has been happening, I have good news and bad news:

good news!: I'm on new medication for adhd, I am doing somewhat much better mentally, and I'm around 2 months and 14 days clean from s/h!!

bad news: my "friends" finally left me, I almost relapsed, my e/d and eating problems have gotten worse, I got fired from my job, I might be schizophrenic or something idk I'm talking to doctors about it, andddd yea!

overall I'd say the break from tumblr helped a lot cuz whenever I was on here I could not get myself to stop looking at shblr (I recommend it tbh if you wanna stay clean).

I've been doing pretty good at coping in terms of sh, and I think im ok enough to come back to tumblr n stuff :D

moots n followers pls interact and tell me how you've been!!♡

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what do you mean I need to stay on this antipyschotic for my psychotic disorder

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if u can't tell what's happening make the beat drop

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HELLO MY MOOTS AND ANY FOLLOWERS I MIGHT HAVE!!

this is a little life update and stuff as to where I've been n stuff if anyone wants to read!!

(also moots pls interact, I wanna make sure all of yall are doing ok!!)

I have been going through a lot, as well as heavy recovery from a lot of things, and took a much needed break from tumblr for my mental health.

as for what has been happening, I have good news and bad news:

good news!: I'm on new medication for adhd, I am doing somewhat much better mentally, and I'm around 2 months and 14 days clean from s/h!!

bad news: my "friends" finally left me, I almost relapsed, my e/d and eating problems have gotten worse, I got fired from my job, I might be schizophrenic or something idk I'm talking to doctors about it, andddd yea!

overall I'd say the break from tumblr helped a lot cuz whenever I was on here I could not get myself to stop looking at shblr (I recommend it tbh if you wanna stay clean).

I've been doing pretty good at coping in terms of sh, and I think im ok enough to come back to tumblr n stuff :D

moots n followers pls interact and tell me how you've been!!♡

#rambles #hiatus #madeofstyrofoam #tw self destructive behavior #styroblr #intrusive thoughts #moots #♡♡♡♡♡ #e 🦋

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#me fr

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