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tiny charms 🍀 yogurts.net

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mikus once again :P

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another deranged drawing from my demented mind

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Hellppp some transphobe found my posts about getting surgery and is yelling in my asks about how I mutilated my ‘perfect feminine body’ . I got my wisdom teeth removed.

#transphobia ???? #help LMAO

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#hat that jack harvestmoon would wear

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no tumblr i'm not gonna spam those so the left counter overflows and turns into "TUM" or something equally corny

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Please help the family of a non-verbal autistic child (who has been losing weight because he only eats certain kinds of food, largely unavailable during this time) leave Gaza!

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In 1988, ACT UP protested the FDA withholding HIV treatment due to requiring unethical double-blind studies of medication they already knew worked.

In 2024, trans activists protested promoters of an NHS-funded report requiring unethical double-blind studies of medication they already knew worked.

#politics #death // #queerphobia

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#animal crossing

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Annalaura_art

#existentialism

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It's awesome to see these sweet boys sharing a sensitive giggle

#hmm

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#you sure about that?

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“if you’re working a full time job you should be able to afford to live on your own and have access to food and transportation” gonna be real with you brother. everyone deserves this. Not just people working 40 hrs a week

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Suppose you were an increasingly popular rap artist who simply wanted to interact with his fans on twitter, but every single one of them was named after a homophobic slur... that you aren't allowed to say.

#LOL

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#thank you wizard painting #why did this go to my art blog initially.

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yes part of my last post had to do with my alma mater yes i have trust issues after that yes it's one of the reasons why my film is unlisted

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what happened to me/my art/etc

I don't have the willpower to revise this post. This is all off the cuff. If you ever felt like we were friends/on good terms at any point, I'd like you to read this.

For the past few years I've been struggling with multiple unhealthy friendships + working relationships and the trauma/feelings of paranoia associated with them. All of this had left me feeling pretty worthless as an artist, a game developer, and a person, moreso than before anything had happened. I'm still struggling with it now, but I think I'm dealing with it better than before.

Up until recently, I'd been experiencing nightmares and flashbacks related to things that'd happened between me and some people I used to be on better terms with. A lot of these thoughts and memories had to do with me (or someone else) speaking out about an issue and either being ignored, handwaved, or gaslit for it. Regardless of how firm the confrontations were, change either came at a glacial pace or never at all. Eventually I got so tired of speaking up that I just stopped. I silently left a lot of friend groups I used to be in because I either felt like I wasn't being heard or didn't feel like there was a chance I'd be heard in the first place.

I'm being purposefully vague in this post because I can't let go of the belief that anyone is capable of changing for the better, and I don't want to be making a whole ass callout post in the year 2024. I also don't feel safe being open publicly about a few of these things.

If you'd ever considered me to be a friend or at least a friendly acquaintance/mutual, and if you've been wondering about me, feel free to message me wherever (except on the website formerly known as the bird app). I want to talk with people again. I miss many of you dearly. I just genuinely do not know who I can trust, and don't know what else to do about it. Maybe a cowardly move to put the ball in (collectively) your court but it's really the furthest I can push myself about this stuff.

Some of these things that've happened feel really humiliating to think about, specifically how heavily it's affected me, but after several years of opening up to my closest friends about it all, I've started to understand how unusual these events were, and how difficult they are to deal with for anyone.

Anyway..... I'm doing okay enough right now. I'm trying my best. Sorry for being so quiet, the Mental Illness got me by the throat for a long while and I'm only now relearning to speak again. Miss you all, to all the people that hadn't severely hurt me or my friends. I'm still here. Finally got some of this off my chest.