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I Love this ... And Agree with it in Theory. But when you have an #eatingdisorder it isn’t that Simple ... I wish it was . For me I have a certain size which I won’t go above. I have a wardrobe which goes from Kids Clothes too Size 8 . Which I have always been between a 6 and 8 Australian.. or 2 too 4 American . I am short and petite . But for instance when a women is pregnant obviously her body grows with the baby . It’s not easy for expectant Mamas with #eatingdisorders at all. Of course they want too have healthy baby’s , and most of the time eat enough even though they hate it ... because it isn’t about you anymore. But even if you are not pregnant there are many reasons that you might gain more weight than you normally would . Medication changes , hormonal changes, thyroid conditions and the list goes on . But #bmi isn’t an exact science but it’s what ALL Doctors & Dieticians go off . You can have #AnorexiaNervosa and be Normal or according to #BMI be Overweight, because we all know it’s much more than weight , bloods and , ECG or EKG results.. it’s how we think , our mindset!!. But it doesn’t make it any easier when it comes to weight and size when it comes too Clothing , weight and #EatingDisorders . But the premise of what this is saying is correct.. and we know it . And Anyway we are all much more than a number on a piece of Clothing or a Scale . #EatingDisorders #EatingDisorderRecovery #AnorexiaNervosa #NonBingeBulimia #NourishToFlourish #FoodIsFuel #CPTSD #BipolarDisorder #Addiction #MentalHealth #MentalHealthMatters💚 #ReachOut #GetHelpIfYouNeedIt #NoShameInBeingSick #BreakTheStigma #LoveDontJudge❤️ . 📸 @with_this_body (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQz5cohsZz_itulpj1u-IMSwyHTbktv8ZR0Wvg0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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I Saw this on an Ad on TV 📺 Last Week and have been looking for them ever since . Went into Woolworths at Merrylands, and there was one box left . @kelloggsaus now has #glutenfree Coco Pops & Sultana Bran . Can’t wait until the day they have EVERYTHING #GlutenFree !!! Having #CoeliacsDisease since 1996 has been a Challenge. But now they have So much variety. I had a Small Bowl for Dinner and they taste just as good as the Original One ... 💯🤤. Thank you @kelloggsaus for Making these cereals #GlutenFree . Can’t wait until you have #GlutenFree Fruit Loops and Frosties . But they are NOT Cheap !!! It’s only a Small Box and it was nearly $8 !!! But I recommend them to Anyone with #CoeliacsDisease . #breakfastcereals #cereal #glutenfree #kelloggs #cocopops #EatingDisorders #AnorexiaNervosa #foodisfuel #nourishnotpunish #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #struggling #keepgoingforward #onefootinfrontoftheother #trytrytry 💯🤤🤜🏼🤛🏼👊🏼🙏🏼🇦🇺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQx2nj2M6kpqA1SmiM_BqHOmqMisHjbwLh2ZPI0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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I found this in the tobacconist in Wentworthville. @chupachupsaustralia Strawberry 🍓 n Cream Soda imported from The United States 🇺🇸. Only 100 Cals and Absolutely 🤤. I usually drink all Diet Soda but I was having a #hypoglycemic Attack so I need the Sugar!! I wanted the Cola Flavour but they were sold out !! But Anyone with an #eatingdisorder knows what it’s like .. it’s Horrible. You Shake , you feel faint and so nauseous. Have a Great Day Everyone. I’m trying to Considering that I’m going back into Treatment next week and I’m dreading it .. but it’s for the greater good . That doesn’t make the Anxiety Any Less !! #chupachup #sugarfix #hypoglycemicattack #eatingdisorders #anorexianervosa #covid19lockdown #Sydney #Australia . 💯🍭🍓🤤🥰🤜🏼🤛🏼👊🏼🇦🇺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ (at Wentworthville, New South Wales, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQxVKIkstVD_1N0hsKudbP0QUdFLDQOC7yqtVc0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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Happy 15th Birthday 🥳 #AugustHargitayHermann. I Honestly can’t believe that you are 15 !!! That means u can get your learners permit in The United States 🇺🇸. You were the most Beautiful little Boy .. and you have grown up into a Handsome Young Man . I have seen you in interviews with ur parents and you are articulate, warm and seem like a lovely young Man . You are a carbon copy of your Mama @therealmariskahargitay . Your life is Just beginning. I don’t know if you are in High School or start High School... 9th Grade in September. Can’t believe That either!!! Have the Best Day filled with Food , Soda 😜, Girls and Gifts 🎁.... But Most of all FAMILY!!!! #Happy15thBirthdayAugust #AugustHermann #HargiHorray #BeautifulBaby #HandsomeYoungMan #BirthdayBoy🎉🎊. Lots of Love August from Me ... From a Very Cold 🥶 but Sunny ☀️ #Sydney #Australia . 🥳🎉🎊🎁🥤🎂🥰🇺🇸🇦🇺❤️❤️❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQqfzdvsaJc78e2JA5awOjS7bm9QWQzHSD1QoY0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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Found this on @pinterest . I actually got teary because this is / was me . I’m still not quite there .. but I’m a lot stronger than I was , and I definitely feel loved even though my Mama tells me all the time that I am , and Darren loves my infinitely ♾ and so does my Mama . A lot of Therapy has definitely helped . But when u have a disorder that tells you that you are Nothing and that self hatred manifests it’s really damaging. Too Everyone reading this ... you are Beautiful, Precious, Special, Loved , Unique , And Special. There will only ever be one YOU !!! And I love you . #personalgrowth #youmatter #yourspecial #yourbeautiful #yoursmart #youareloved #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters💚 #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorders #eatingdisorderrecovery #addiction #addictionrecovery #PTSD #bipolardisorder #reachoutforhelp #supporteachother #suicideprevention #selfharmprevention . Don’t Let ANYONE steal your Sunshine ☀️. Peace ☮️... Bree 💯🙏🏼🤜🏼🤛🏼☀️❤️❤️❤️ (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQmjraeMDtdRCcJAPfxTGSzJIglT4ncACr5KH80/?utm_medium=tumblr
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Finally had my hair done ✔️ just in time as of 600 pm tonight.. now the Whole of #sydneyaustralia is in our 2nd Lockdown due to the deadly Delta Variant of #coronavirus . Thank you too the team at @hhwhparra1 for doing a spectacular job on my hair . Lockdown for 2 weeks doesn’t worry me . 2 weeks watching all the streaming services.. sounds great too me !!! But when can’t go out that’s when u want or need too. Australia 🇦🇺 has done a fantastic job with #covid19 , lowest death and transmission rate in the world with #newzealand . But the vaccine rollout has been extremely slow !!! We can do better . We are the Lucky Country , we stick together & always help each other in times of need .. what we call “ Mateship “. I feel great , low overdue. Everyone please #staysafe and #stayhome . Abide by the Lockdown laws & when u are going out for essential things .. #wearadamnmask . Be smart , do the right thing , and reach out for help if u are struggling. I’ve had 3 friends reach out too me asking me if I’m alright.. can’t tell u how grateful I was !! #hairdone #blondehair #whiteblonde #selfcare #lockdownagain #covid19australia #sydney #australia #staysafe #stayhome #bingewatching #ubereats #relax #enjoy #reachout #supportoneanother #togetherwecanendsuicide #suicideprevention #lifeishard #lifeissoprecious #lifeisajourney (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQlAcI5spm9hOVfuBRUgU8ds4_BjRHxkau97-Q0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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#mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters💚 #transformation #hardworkpaysoff #selfdestruction #resurection #newbeginnings #onlyyoucanfixyou #understanding #eatingdisorders #addiction #ptsd #bipolardisorder #traumasurvivor #askforhelp #reachout #hanginthere #onedayatatime 💯🇦🇺❤️ (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQiJVNSs7Da1d9qlCAetkfcpEq-dnXp_MbS0tQ0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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That’s exactly how I feel about my love , my heart , my EVERYTHING @therealdarrenchalmers_1966 . I believe once our loved ones go to heaven ... obviously there body’s die .. but there spirits live FOREVER!!! And I believe Ashley, my Nanna and my Uncle Aub and both my grandfathers got together and sent me a living Angel !!! I’ve been waiting all my life for a man like him . I’ve been through my fair share of duds .. but I finally have my Forever ♾ After !!! #soulmate #myfiance #mylove❤️ #myheart #myeverything #gratitute #sohappy (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQbgVxIM_sFNcOt06df7lLntIFNdyxK43V7c180/?utm_medium=tumblr
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We Did Some Redecorating thanks too my Mama @wendo110 . I love the way it makes my Love Pad Look and Feel . Some of the Furnishings were my Mamas , and some are brand new. My Place finally feels like a real home .. nearly complete . I have the Love of my Life, A Wedding too look forward to once Covid is under Control and our boarders are open,Beautiful Furnishings.... it’s nearly Complete. Only 1 more thing needed ..... #home #homedecor #refurnishing #homeiswheretheheartis #wedding #weddingbells #family #ababytolove #ABabytoCompleteOurFamily #orbabies #maybebaby #maybe 😉🥰🇦🇺♥️ (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQaoxFgsTYZqRGf6ehT0YfkHiMOYaN9iBePU-I0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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Darren and Myself thought we would take a drive too the beach ... even though it’s winter and pretty cold but Bondi Beach is Beautiful. Had a really hard week my Mama sold her house .. and at the moment is tripping around . But will be settling somewhere else eventually.. but too say I was in tears was an understatement. My Mama means so much too me . Her , Pete , Darren and Tedi are my life .. and 2 other people . I love them all so much . But Mama is flying back for my Birthday 🎉 next month . But it’s been a really tough week and also saying goodbye to the house I lived in for 14 years!!. But I have my fiancé , my love too look after me . And I’m in good hands !! #family #familyislove #familyiseverything #lafamila (at Bondi Beach) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQaSDZtsz8FJ6kHYkgXL6dtaSUnSbziAHsrT8o0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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#anorexianervosa #eatingdisorders #battling #strugglingbigtime #eatingdisorderawareness #keepfighting #battlingon #mentallydraining #physicallydestructive #eatingdisordersupport #eatingdisordersurvivor #survivorssupportingsurvivors🌻 (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPr4QGZMa6hpev1LQqtc6g05L_AE8F9jtHyApw0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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Darren and I at Lunchtime. Someone was Happy 😆..he he My Baby was so hungry. I had #glutenfree #vegan Pumpkin Soup from @soulorigin and Darren had his Favourite Take out Food .... Chinese . He asked me too help him choose as I’m trying to help him eat healthier. Because he has had 2 Previous Heart Attacks years & years ago before he met me he was not taking care of himself. I know this is coming from someone who has a severe #eatingdisorder . But I’ve had 28 years worth of Nutrition Education .. so I know what he should & shouldn’t be Eating. We rarely eat out because of #covid19 obviously since the Pandemic Began and because like most people with #eatingdisorders we find it extremely difficult. But I try my very best even though it’s so hard. But I just want our relationship too be as normal as possible. But also with #trauma it also affects it ... but I love Darren like I’ve never loved Anyone !!. Even though he hates Pepper .. he had Chilli Stir fry chicken , Vegetables & Fried Rice !! He choose it out of 3 Non Fried Dishes I suggested we’re healthier for him . I had a Small Coffee Cup of Soup and a #sugarfree Frozen Coke and Darren had a Medium Chocolate #mcdonalds Thick-shake. Darren has been going for an hour run every day . I haven’t been going with him because my intake isn’t enough too have enough energy too do so , even though I’d love too or should I say my #eatingdisorder would love it . But I’m hanging in there . A lot of my friends are struggling big time at the moment .. and it breaks my heart too see so . I’m not going too give some cheesy cliche .. all I will say is I hope everyone gets as well as they can soon , and I’m thinking of ALL of you !!!. Darren and I are going through a really challenging time atm . As a Couple we couldn’t be better !!! So that’s all good .. and that’s all I’m going too say . But our life is hard .. but the Love & Commitment we have for Each-other is as Strong if not stronger as when our relationship began. And when this Pandemic is over .. I can’t Wait too be Mrs Bree Danielle Chalmers . #lunchdate #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosa #fiance #extremelyhardtimes #wealwayshaveeachother #truelove❤️ #loveofmylife💙 🇦🇺 (at Westfield Parramatta) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPiV0gEMzOESs80YG7HFUAk3qmNj-iZ9jvgTIM0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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#repost @therealmariskahargitay . Poor Mariska has a Broken Knee , a torn Ligament and a fractured Ankle . Thank Goodness she doesn’t need surgery but still it’s not a fun injury and very painful. I needed surgery but thank goodness she doesn’t. She didn’t specify how she got it .. but I’m assuming from doing a stunt on @nbclawandorder . But I’m just guessing as she does a lot of her own stunts . I remember years ago she was injured and ended up in the hospital.. but it’s just speculation as she has not said how she attained the injury as it’s none of our business!!! Mariska .. I know what it’s like too have broken bones and knee injuries, they are painful and requires physical therapy regardless of if you need surgery or not . I wish you nothing but the best in your recovery. All your fans ... including me wish you nothing but the best . I’ve said this before.. but you are my hero for many reasons , because I’m a #survivor and you do so much for us . And I’m so sorry that you have been hurt !!! I’m speaking for Everyone.. but we all wish you nothing but the best in your recovery , we are thinking of you, and hope that your recovery is speedy and is as painless as possible. I’m sending my love & prayers from #Sydney #Australia. 💯💐🎁🙏🏼🥰🇦🇺🇺🇸❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#mariskahargitay #kneeinjury #fractures #painfulinjury #physiotherapy #physicaltherapy #wishingyouwell #weloveyou #wesupportyou #getbettersoon #wearethinkingofyou #keepsmiling #staystrong #myhero #ourhero #survivorshero . (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPE8ZEGMTu90tpiv8sTIodK115tzSB57J-TKaI0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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#cptsd #ptsdawareness #ptsdrecovery #ptsdsurvivor #ptsdwarrior #ptsdquotes #trauma #traumarecovery #traumahealing #traumatruths #traumaeducation #advocate #advocacy #advocacyissoimportant #wearenotlazyorunmotivated #acceptusasweare 💯🙏🏼🥰🇦🇺♥️♥️♥️♥️ (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CO_kJgyszkJQ947FXj8ztmkOs6jj_5oMJuNsgw0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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#trauma #traumarecovery #traumahealing #traumatruth #traumaawareness #traumaresponse #traumasurvivor #survivor #survivorsstrong #dontbeashamedofyourstory #theshameisnotours #believesurvivors #supportsurvivors #thecourageittakes #ivelostsomuch #ivegainedsomuch #ptsd #ptsdawareness #traumaandeatingdisorders #reachoutifyouneedhelp #dontsufferinsilence #thereisalwayssomeonethereforyou #imalwayshere #imalwayshereformyfamilyandfriends ♥️ (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CO7soF-MYyW03HN6llFP4-xyf4u2p8JFLUXbh00/?igshid=15gdgqe9664he
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#blacklivesmatter #brownlivesmatter #bepartofthesolution #dontbepartoftheproblem #nojusticenopeace #stopthehate #standupforthosewhocant #beagoodhuman (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CO1MQxhs_s0ZXRBUHO-ODbJGEVSarksx9FRq8I0/?igshid=bcnxlgqv0wdu
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What a great End too my Day . @deanwintersofficial . Thank you . I meant every word I wrote . You guys , my medical team , my family and friends.. without all of you I wouldn’t be here today !!! I missed the episode where @chris_meloni comes back .. or “ The Meloni Pony “ I nicknamed him ... he he 😉 because in Australia we only have 5 free to Air channels .. then there off shoots and they didn’t advertise it properly. Thank Goodness my Amazing Mama recorded it for me in her DVR .. and I’m going to watch if this weekend. I’m glad she has plenty of Kleenex!! Yes this show and the cast past and present is much more then a show !!! Stay safe Dean . I can’t wait until the whole world is under control with #coronavirus so Darren and I can have our wedding and Honeymoon.. and we have a medical procedure on hold because it’s considered “ Elective “ Off too bed as it’s nearly 11pm . Night too you all . #lawandordersvu #sexcrimesunit #helpedsaveme #ionlyhaveonewish #Sydney #Australia #LuckyCountry #AGirlCanDream #WantTooMeetMyHeroes 💯🙏🏼👌🏼🎁🇦🇺♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CO0GDKTs1tGXFTV-l-786j9cfkjMEJIZntCWeY0/?igshid=j95fcc81szbg
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