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My epiphany

MY EPIPHANY

 I thought i had a tifany

She  was my epiphany

 real angels save pretty faces

demons just trade places

could have been my own

but the wound is sewn

 I Brought dead flowers not roses

old arguments without closes

long overdrawn hesitations

cocktail combinations

 I thought i had a tifany

She  was my epiphany

My epiphany

#sad #love #lyrical #original content #demons #faces #angels #writers of tumblr #spilled ink #spilled words #tifany

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with open eyes

and with open eyes i said awesome, but what was the true blessing? was i a witness of heaven? or the have nots? in my dreams i'm in ear shot, but in my somber sleep i repeat over and again, how can i see my purpose, but please remind us all that we're worth it, worth the while, a charming smile and a wave hello, open your eyes on go

#poetry #writers on tumblr #faith #god #charm #smile #poets #dreams #keep the faith #blessed #deep #spiled words #spilled words #eyes

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keep the faith

being the best 'you'

is something that takes love and faith

but being half your greatest self

is bad habits and bad faith

and so if arriving to the moment

is more important than how you're dressed

or how you even behave

just remember that you can love

and keep the faith

#spilled ink #spilled words #keep the faith #faith #writers on tumblr #poet #poetry #inspiration #its okay to not be okay #love #love yourself

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we’re beautifully made

lest we forget lest we omit what we have to say

we're beautifully made

the same playdoh we used to have as kids

allows for mistakes and to forgive

sometimes we lose shape and get kind of sad

but put us back together

like humpty dumpty

and all the kings men

couldn't quite do it alone

but if we turn over a new stone

we'll see the better side

so put your arms aside

and let the love collide

we don't need to fight or feud and war

and if your tongue tied

i'll pioneer

because life is better with you here

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i love you can take a while

i love you can take a while...

i love you that's a fact...

so read the history...

so do the math with us...

a billion people can still love...

doesn't matter if you're shy or discontented...

love is recommended...

and hey doctor...

who's to say...

a kiss doesn't keep you away...

and if i were to belong...

to another person's melody and song...

i wouldn't have to carry on alone...

but i love you like you're my own...

and we all have liberty to say...

i love you may take a while...

i love you that's a fact...

love is here to stay...

it's not going to fade away...

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progress

we’re making progress but no one ever said you’re not perfection <3 

#blessed #love #poets on tumblr #progress #spilled ink #spilled words #deep #food for thought #writers on tumblr

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funeral arrangements

weddings, funeral arrangements dinner, breakfast in bed thirst, timeouts marriages, pinky swears wholesome, wickedness discontinued transformations casted bones playground dynasties before you die before you wed befoer you sleep entreat eager curiosities

#my poem #writers on tumblr #poet #poets #spilled ink #spilled words #original content #dinner #marriage #curiosity

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addict slur

half measures availed us of nothing

the addict slur

half empty glasses

but what a waste of time

when all i desire is the drink

surely my mother worries

but my concern is my own

the plunge of heat

unlike any hug or kiss

the only answer to the madness

my brain comes to life

and i feel again

not muddied under medicated death

the diagram of my life

not quite filled in

but still displayed without my permission

how funny that the medical community decides

who lives and who dies

but nobody embibes quite the same

a flushing out of toxins

for drinking isn't dumb

#drinking #addiction #poetry #deep #my writing #original content #writers on tumblr #poet #spilled ink #spilled words

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dogs of the devil dance

 the dogs of the devil dance

 playing close call

 with anyone who's dying for the fall

 the dogs don't come home

 we are shepherds of alone

 and in my cell phone call log

 is an omission from God

 i didn't come to praise

 i came to separate ways

#original content #writers on tumblr #spilled ink #spilled worids #God #alone #loneliness #poetry #poets

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I don’t intend to cry

i don't intend to cry how can you have intention behind tears but the smug expression of desire is not easily cleansed simply rubbing my eyes and letting out some mucus teases the problem but doesn't ease the situation chin up and dry eyed i look into myself and see that it was I I omitted the goodness behind intention and just went with selfishness and with lavishness comes languish the richness of kindness cannot be damaged but any attempt to win over someone with gifts is a poison a poison which will entice but the beggar is twice as nice perhaps it is foul play but they cry twice dare I say once for what they don't have and once more for what they just received my intent wasn't for me nor was it from me it just existed as a blight that never had a chance to be right

#my writing #writers on tumblr #sad story #depressing shit #spilled ink #spilled words #love #lost love #cry #goodness #poison #toxic relationship #selfishness #reflections

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Christmas hurts

knowing that I cannot find you a Christmas gift hurts

knowing that we cannot communicate hurts

knowing we won’t walk the neighborhood and get lost hurts

but having had the chance 

having the memories

the feelings and the experiences

helps fulfill my emptiness that is somehow remedied yearly on Christmas

everyone accepts your faults and loves you

it should be Easter really

But maybe I can bring new light to life

maybe not her life

but somehow make an impact in a good way

#christian #original content #writers on tumblr #lament #sad #romantic #deep #so many feels #memories #experiences #spilled ink #spilled words

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are you safe?

have you ever cared about someone so much

that you were just worried about them so much

all you wanted in any particular moment was to know

are you safe?

and in that moment

you too found security

#safety #feelings #safe #writers on tumblr #original content #feels #security #spilled ink #spilled words #sad #depression

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dear world

dear world i'm almost done

i don't like school

and i'm not in love with anyone

#sad #emo #school #reflections #my writing #original content #poem #micropoetry #spilled ink #spilled words #deep #depressing shit #writers on tumblr

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Sobriety

I don’t want to be sober but I don’t want to be dead.  There are a lot of things that I don’t want, such as disease, and this is one of them.  Addiction isn’t fun, however, it is a useful skill for debilitating the body.  Yet sobriety, albeit, not fun either, is a way to heal the body.  I think I just have to want to heal and not want to punish myself.  That is the primary root of my thinking problem and once I want to heal, maybe others will want the best for me.  They claim they have always and always will but the anger and resentments affect me too much. 

#sobriety #recovery #feel #deep #sad #anger #resetnment #my writing #original content #writers on tumblr #addiction

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her timid heart, hiding among the seaweed

(via michaelbogild)

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weird

 to be strange is not the same as to be weird

 out of the norms I appeared

 a little off kilter and a little outcast

 but the personality disorder

 did seem to have a charm

 each and every arm and leg of the entire race of mankind

 can walk can feel can hold

 onto someone young someone with age too

 because despite how strange it may be

 we are all weird

#weird #poem #poetry #spoken word #spilled ink #spilled words #writers on tumblr #charm #it's okay

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distilled sadness

distilled sadness

 like augmented experiments controlled by scientists

 observation proved optimism

 but thus a blind eye turned to joy

 what matters least when death is the employ

 and if trepidation brings on anxieties

 so be the tonic of time

 drink of the elixir

 and thwart the aging of assimilation to the demons inside

 we've always looked better when we collide

 apt to say an accidental confrontation

 but love is my saving

 and if we were to due to part

 then make examination of the procedure

 show the world our wondrous lust

 cantilevers would never balance our fervor for fecundity

 spreading and multiplying like bacteria

 any and every catalyst at work

 but the only truth

 the only one dare i repeat

 is the love we glean

 is the anecdote to the sadness

#sadness #depression #love poem #my writing #wrters on tumblr #poetry #poems #spilled ink #spilled words #hope #death