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Hey guys! It’s Mak here! I haven’t forgotten about you all. Work has been consuming me these past few weeks. I hope to post some new stuff soon!
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A wedding and a breakup
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Bucky Barnes x fem!reader, Steve Rogers x reader, Steve Rogers x OC, OC x reader
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Summary: you and Bucky are apart of your best friends big day but how he acts makes you question your future together.
Warnings: angstyyy, marriage and weddings
Word Count: 2.0k
A/N: I’ve had this one in the drafts for a whileeeee but I’m glad it’s finally published :)
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You woke up to cool air, caressing your bare skin as you felt an empty bed. Turning over to see that your lover wasn’t in bed lying next to you. You grabbed your robe, wrapping it around you as you made your way to your living room.
You spotted him in the kitchen, his back exposed to you. Making breakfast for the both of you since you had a long day ahead. You tiptoed up to him and engulfed him in your arms.
“Good morning, doll.”
“Good morning, why didn’t you wake me?” He turned around and cupped your face, smiling from ear to ear.
“You looked too peaceful.” He says before placing a soft kiss on the bridge of your nose.
“Well, I don’t look peaceful when I’m rushing to get ready.” You complained, pushing him away to go sit down. He fixed a plate of food with a little bit of everything he made for you.
Today was the wedding of you and Bucky’s friends Steve and Marie. You have known Marie for as long as you could remember, you were so excited that she was getting married. Even more exciting, it was your boyfriend's best friend. Bucky and Steve have been friends for a long time as well, much longer than you and Marie. So it was nice to see your friends get married to each other. You’d hope that was you one day, finally marrying Bucky. Having the life you’ve always wanted.
“I guess you better eat quick then.” He smirked, placing the plate of food in front of you.
“I hate you.” You playfully snapped, rolling your eyes.
“And I love you too.”
You and Bucky had been together for about 5 years. A mutual friend suggested you go on a date and that’s when the relationship started to bloom. You went on dates multiple times a week, he’d bring you flowers, and bring lunch to your job. You were inseparable and madly in love. After a year of dating the both of you ultimately decided on moving in together. It’s been the two of you ever since.
“I don’t want to go to this wedding.”
“What- why not? Steve is your best friend, you’re the best man!” You exclaimed as Bucky sat down on the couch.
“It’s just not very exciting to me. I’m definitely happy for him though, spending the rest of his life with Marie.”
Bucky’s attitude towards weddings was all new to you. You had never seen this side of him and it worried you. What if he didn’t want to get married to you? You wanted to get married, you wanted to spend the rest of your life with him. But you didn’t bring it up, you’re just overthinking, of course he wants to marry you, maybe he’s just having a bad day, you thought.
Moving away from that conversation, you glanced at the wall to look at the clock. “Well we better get dressed, we have to be at the place soon.”
With that, you got up and got dressed. Bucky helped you with your dress zipper and you helped him with his tie.
You stood behind him, your head peeking out from the side of his shoulder. “Ready to be the best man at your best friend's wedding?” You beamed hoping to get him excited about the wedding.
“Yeah, I hope I’ll never have to do this again.”
Your heart dropped at the words he uttered. He hopes he will never have to do this again. Does this mean going to a wedding? Being in a wedding? What does it mean? You brushed it off, giving him a small smile before walking away. Hopefully, he just means being the Best Man.
He comes into the living room and his eyes scan you, up and down. “You look stunning in this dress, love.”
Playing off how you feel you responded, “Why thank you, you look pretty okay.” He gasps like he’s hurt and you peck his cheek, “you ready?”
“Ready as I’ll ever be.”
“You have the rings?” He nods, holding 2 small black cases.
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You got to the wedding venue and said your hellos to the groomsmen and bridesmaids. Steve showed up with a big smile on his face.
“Hey, Buck, (y/n),” Steve said as you walked in.
“Hey, congrats again!” You hugged him before walking off to find Marie.
Bucky and Steve catch up until it was time to get ready. You found Marie in her dressing room alone. You walked inside, closing the door behind you before pulling her into a big hug.
“How are you doing?” She was nervous you could tell, all this wedding planning and walking down the aisle was getting to her.
“Hey, everything is going to go according to plan, your maid of honor is here.” You reassured her as you smiled. “Your big day is going to be amazing.” She smiled before pulling you into a hug.
“So let’s get you in your dress.” You said gesturing to her dress on the mannequin. You walked over to it, careful not to mess it up. “I know I was there when you picked out your dress, but your dress is gorgeous, Marie.”
“Thank you (y/n), maybe soon you’ll be doing what I’m doing,” Marie says cheerfully.
“I’m not so sure about that.” You said still looking at her dress.
“What do you mean?” She asked, coming closer to you, and turning you around.
“Marie, we can do this later, you have a wedding to get to.”
“No (y/n), what happened?” She was staring into your eyes, something she always did when she needed to get something out of you and it always worked.
“I think Bucky doesn’t want to get married.” Her eyes open wide at your statement.
“But he’s in love with you.”
“Not enough to marry me.” You say with a monotone voice.
“(y/n) I think you need to have a conversation with him about this. Have you actually talked about this with him?”
“No, because I didn’t want to be down on your big day. So we’re done talking about this. Time to get you in your dress.”
“(y/n)-“
“No. In the dress. Now.” You helped Marie into her dress and tied her up nicely. You got her veil and put the finishing touches on her outfit.
“And I said the dress was gorgeous? You make the dress look gorgeous.” She pulls you into a hug, smiling so big.
“I’m so glad you’re here (y/n).”
“I wouldn’t have dreamed of missing it.”
With perfect timing, there was a knock on the door. You opened it just a crack to see Bucky on the other side. “It’s almost time.” You ran to give Marie one last hug before leaving with him. He glanced over and saw your expression drop and it worried him a bit.
“(y/n), you okay?”
“Yeah, yeah, I’m fine. I just want Marie to have the best day.” He nodded, not pushing any further.
Marie and Steve didn’t invite many people, so the attendance was very small. Marie had 3 bridesmaids and you, the maid of honor. Steve had 3 groomsmen and Bucky, the best man. Steve stood at the altar with the 3 bridesmaids and 3 groomsmen, along with the officiant. A big smile was painted on his face, he was about to marry the love of his life. He was so excited.
The venue was perfect and was exactly the way Marie would always tell you she wanted.
You wished this was in your future, but with Bucky, you weren’t sure. Someone gave you both the signal that it was your turn to walk down the aisle. You linked arms with Bucky and walked down the aisle, the door closing behind you. Reaching the altar you both went on your respective sides.
The big door then opened and there was Marie, her long floor length bedazzled white gown, shimmering as she walked down the aisle. Her bouquet is filled with her favorite flowers from childhood, sunflowers, and lilies. You glanced over at Steve and he was smiling so hard, his face could break. His eyes glistened with tears.
As she reached the altar, she handed her bouquet to you and the officiant began to talk about marriage. Then it was time for the vows, Steve and Marie wrote their own vows. They recited their vows and you were moved to tears. They were so in love, it was beautiful you thought to yourself.
Finally, they said their “I do’s” and kissed. The officiant pronounced them married and you handed her the bouquet before they walked back down the aisle, the bride and groom's party following.
After the ceremony, it was time for pictures and lots of them. Pictures with the bride, the bride's party, practically everyone. The wedding party went outside and began to take pictures. You were beginning to wonder when will it ever end.
“Is this the last picture?” You asked Marie after taking pictures for almost an hour.
“Yes (y/n), I promise.” She exclaimed, pulling you in for another picture.
After that picture, you went over to stand next to Bucky. “I’m so glad that was the last picture I’m starving.”
“I don’t see how someone could enjoy this.” He says, hands in his pockets, watching Marie and Steve take pictures.
“What? So making memories isn’t enjoyable?”
“I didn’t say that.”
“You were implying it.” Interrupting you both before this conversation could escalate, you saw everyone start to leave. It was time to go to the reception. On the way to the reception you and Bucky sat in silence, you were thinking about what he said. And him? He couldn’t wait to get done with this wedding stuff.
Once you got to where the reception was being held the wedding party got lined up for the bride and groom's big entrance. The groomsmen and bridesmaids went and did their dances before it was you and Bucky’s turn. You both put the things that were bothering you behind you for your best friend's big day and partied at the reception.
You and Bucky found your seats near the bride and groom's seats and cheered as they walked in. As they started to have their first dance you glanced over at Bucky and his face was so readable to you.
“So you’re just not having a good time?” You whispered angrily, close to his ear.
“The party is nice, I’m enjoying it.” He responded, still watching the bride and groom.
“I know you’re lying.”
“Why would I be lying?”
“Because you’ve been saying things about this wedding all day, Bucky. You don’t wanna be here.” You fumed, keeping a low voice so no one hears you.
“I just don’t like weddings (y/n).”
“What’s not to like? It's a beautiful ceremony.” Bucky shrugs and your heart drops more, “So you wouldn’t get married to me?” You said, now staring into his eyes.
“(y/n), where is this coming from?”
“So you were never going to ask me to marry you, that’s why you’ve never brought it up.” He stared at you with his mouth gaped open. That told you everything you needed to know.
He was about to speak but you beat him to it; “just forget it, Bucky, we’ll talk about it later.”
“No let's talk about it now since you’ve had such a problem with everything I’ve done today,” Bucky responded not letting the conversation go.
“Answer me this, do you or do you not, want to marry me.”
“Why are you this worked up over a sheet of paper?” Bucky asks defensively.
And at that very moment, that’s when you knew your relationship was over. His actions throughout the day showed you. He didn’t want to get married. That was never his plan. He didn’t see the significance of “some sheet of paper” like you did. You both want different futures, you wanted marriage, and that's something he couldn’t give you.
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Recruit @invisibleanonymousmonsters
Fury gives Bucky a simple mission that’s also guaranteed to be impossible. But Bucky refuses to give up. (Bucky Barnes x Enhanced!Reader)
Meetings At Midnight @teamcap4bucky
You have been a driving force behind Bucky’s recovery from Hydra. He finally realizes that everything he needs is right in front of him. (Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader)
Caught In The Fire @dreamwritesimagines
In a city ruled by gangsters, nothing is ever simple. (Mob!Bucky x Reader)
Guiding Light @wkemeup
It was supposed to be a simple mission. Get the intel and go home. Until everything goes wrong and you’re taken captive by Hydra. While you struggle to stay alive and hold your sanity, Bucky begins to lose himself to a darkness and gives into the soldier because he doesn’t know how to breathe without you. Not until he brings you home. If he even can. (Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader)
I Remember All Of Them @tuiccim
After Hawkeye’s retirement, you are assigned to the Avengers as the new sharpshooter. You form a special friendship with Bucky but when friends turn to lovers Bucky suddenly turns cold. Were you just another conquest of Bucky Barnes’ or was something deeper at play? (Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader)
The Coupon Book @tuiccim
Sex Coupons for Sergeant Bucky Barnes to be redeemed anytime, anywhere. (Boyfriend!Bucky x Reader)
Two Sides Of The Same Coin @anonymityisfunwriter
One pessimist, one optimist, both equally traumatized and haunted, both trying to atone for things out of their control. (Grumpy!Bucky x Sunshine!Enhanced!Reader)
Snow @delaber
Tired of your constant bickering, Sam sends you and Bucky on a mission alone. When the worst possible outcome happens and you’re forced to spend several days together in a small cabin, you finally get to see a different, more pleasurable side to the man whose flesh you’ve always had a thorn in. (Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader)
Yes, Sir @bucky-barnes-diaries
Bucky discovers a newfound kink. (Possessive!Boyfriend!Bucky x Sub!Reader)
Bucky And The Bed @that-damn-girl
You and Bucky are stranded in the middle of a snowy nowhere when there is an 'electronic blackout' during your mission. With no back ups or any way to contact your team, you take refuge from the worsening weather in the only cabin you find in miles. Not to mention, with no power, Bucky's become your personal heater and there's only one bed. (Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader)
I Want To Hold Your Hand @thismustbefakeme
Set after TFATWS. You are part of the newly appointed Captain America's growing team. You have had a crush on Bucky and vice versa. When you finally admit your feelings...shenanigans ensue.
Ease My Mind @buckyskorpion
Bucky Barnes is your best friend and, of course, you’re in love with him. But apparently Bucky is just fine with your platonic relationship - you’re going to have to do something about that. (Bucky Barnes x Enhanced!Avenger!Reader, friends to lovers)
Honey And The Bee @chrevastan
One sleepless night brings you to the large communal kitchen at the Avengers Compound. Fully furnished and equipped but barely used, you decide to give the room a little culinary love. Little did you know, your new hobby would bring you some special moments with your friends and opportunities to get to know the newest addition to your team—Bucky Barnes. (Bucky Barnes x Chef!Baker!Avenger!Reader, enemies to lovers)
10 Signs An Introvert Likes You @andyl394
Bucky wasn’t the type of guy to show his feelings and neither were you the one to notice subtle things, until you come across this video; A guidance that may help you discover rather The Winter Soldier likes you or not. (Bestfriend!Bucky x Reader, friends to lovers)
Shifter @floatingpetals
Bucky wasn’t sure what to make of the newest recruit. What he thought was the new team pet was really a shifter in disguise. He learns she’s not afraid of much, whether it’s himself, or walking around all natural. Having the unique ability to change into several different kinds of animals makes her a bit more in tune to her animal instincts as well. Things are hardly ever dull anymore with her around. (Bucky Barnes x Enhanced!Reader)
The Barnes’ AU @agentofkrypton
Bucky Barnes has settled down, living in a beautiful home in New Orleans with his wife, a former Avenger. These are the different stories of how they navigate being superheroes, spouses, and parents. (Bucky Barnes x Enhanced!Reader)
Bucky And His Little Fairy @kinanabinks
The adventures of Bucky and his little Fairy. (Mob!Bucky x Bestfriend!Reader)
Pride And Privacy @adrinktostopyourthirst
Bucky works on himself as he gets used to a roommate. Turns out, she has a much better room than him and he crossed the line. (Bucky Barnes x Roommate!Reader)
Fragments @subwaysurf45
You always had a soft spot for innocent people who were viewed as monsters, must have been something in your blood. Nothing changed when you were assigned as the new handler for the Winter Soldier, he had just killed his previous one and you happened to be there at the right time to fill in. But what happens when you meet him years later? (Bucky Barnes x Therapist!Reader)
Stuck Wit U @slyyywriting
You and Bucky don’t get along. Your fights have become too destructive so Tony and Steve decide that enough is enough. (Bucky Barnes x Enhanced!Pyrokinetic!Reader)
Through His Eyes @sebbytrash
Bucky arrives at the compound to start afresh but you and him have a somewhat colorful past, colorful being that you met him once before as The Winter Soldier and it did not go well. New beginnings, yeah? If you can learn to forgive. (Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader)
The Assassins @cherrypickertheory
On one of their missions to destroy HYDRA bases, Bucky Barnes finds someone who shares a similar past to him. Getting her to overcome her time as a HYDRA is one thing, falling for her is another. (Bucky Barnes x Mutant!Reader)
As Time Goes By @caffeineforbucky
The Two Of Us @bucky-bucket-barnes
You and Bucky go to investigate the phenomenon happening in Westview, New Jersey. While attempting to understand the issue, you yourselves are sucked into Wanda's world of pretend. Now, you believe yourselves to be the happily married Mr. and Mrs. Barnes; in real life, you are most definitely not a happy pair. It is up to you and Bucky to piece together what's happening while dealing with one another inside the hex. (Bucky Barnes x Enhanced!Avenger!Reader)
Pansies, Pain And Other Things About Bucky | Part 2 @bucky-bucket-barnes
You and Bucky are begrudgingly paired on a mission together. This is less than ideal considering neither of you are too keen on the other tagging along. All goes as normal until a surprise attack severely hurts both of you. Feeling incredibly guilty, Bucky helps you tend to your wounds. He has trouble admitting it, but he wants to make sure you’re safe. (Bucky Barnes x Enhanced!Reader)
If Only I Had A Heart | Part 2 @buckybarnesowl
Team Cap is back at the compound after being pardoned. Bucky is suffering from the shoddy work HYDRA did with his prosthetic. Tony brings you in to fix it—and maybe help him find his heart in the process. (Bucky Barnes x Engineer!Reader)
Season Of The Witch @msmarvelwrites
Your witchy abilities get you in quite a bit of trouble from time to time…but this time you don’t mind so much. (Bucky Barnes x Witch!Reader)
Hope Of It All @bethdutten
After saving Steve and breaking from Hydra, Bucky remembers you from the helicarrier. He doesn’t know where else to go. (Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader)
Accidentally In Love @creativebeang
After Bucky Barnes gets injured during a mission, you end up moving in with the avengers where your life changes forever. (Bucky Barnes x Agent!Reader)
The Road Goes Ever On And On @rocketrhap3000
Life as a single mother of a three year old certainly has its struggles. But when a sweet stranger makes his way into you and your little boy’s life, a one of a kind connection sparks. (Bucky Barnes x Mother!Reader)
Metal Arms And Short Skirts @buckyarchives
Waltzing in as the new head of the Avenger's medical division, impressing everyone, and...scaring Bucky with your incredibly short skirts. While Bucky's having a hard time looking at his arm as anything other than a deadly weapon, and you're more than happy to help him. (Bucky Barnes x Engineer!Doctor!Reader)
When I Want | PDA 1 | PDA 2 | PDA 3 | PDA 4 @notyetneedcoffee
In which you and Bucky reveal your relationship and drive everyone crazy.
Save Me @espinosaurusrexex
Bucky Barnes has never had it easy, which ultimately turned him into a caveman-like introvert with no desire to see the positive side of life. But what happens when the clumsily charming art student, Y/N, stumble to his rescue, determined to show Bucky how truly wonderful the world is? (College!Bucky x Reader)
Everything’s Better In Westview @espinosaurusrexex
You and Bucky sneak into Westview to have the perfect life. Away from late Steve and Tony, Vision and Natasha, they let themselves be consumed by suburban magic. To their surprise, however, some of these people aren’t so dead in the town. And there are some other weird things happening that make them question their sanity. But that’s okay, right? ‘Cause everything’s better in Westview. (Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader)
Fight For me @littleseasiren
After years in an abusive relationship, you finally get out. When the Avengers decide to raise awareness for your Battered Women's Home, you bump into Bucky Barnes, the hottest, most complicated man you've ever met. He thinks you're too good for him, but when your abusive ex reappears, Bucky knows he has to keep you safe - by any means necessary.
Swallow @all1e23
Swallows choose a mate for life, and will only nest with that bird and no other; they travel long distances apart only to find their way to back to each other, again and again. Bucky knew the second he met you.
Accidents Happen @avengerofyourheart
You are accident prone, come from a sheltered background, and have been with the Avengers almost a year when Steve finds Bucky and brings him to the Avengers Tower. Bucky takes an interest in your quirkiness.
I’ll Love You Forever @buckyswintersoldiermask
Your time with Bucky in Wakanda.
Another World @sinner-as-saint
In a futuristic world, you and your team rescue and care for stranded and hurt otherworldly beings; who are held captive and kept on Earth against their wills. Then one day, while on a rescue mission, you come across a human-like extraterrestrial being; in a cryogenic chamber, with a missing arm.
For The Love Of The Game @pellucid-constellations
Bucky Barnes was a menace. NYU’s top baseball player, he was used to girls falling at his feet and could smooth talk his way out of just about anything. You hated him. He couldn’t figure out why. So when the novelty of weekend parties and quick hookups finally wore off—and his feelings for you began to grow—he made it his mission to fix it. 
The Help @buckitybarnes
In which Stark thinks Bucky needs an assistant of some sort. However, Bucky thinks you’re unqualified. It looks like you’ve got your work cut out for you.
So This Is Love @ofstarsandvibranium
Your friend and roommate, Bucky, is a bit of an annoying fuckboy. He sleeps around as well as tries to be as annoying to you as possible. But here’s the thing: you don’t mind any of it.
Your Hands Have Made Some Good Mistakes @thenhewaswrongaboutme
Bucky has to spend six months locked up with a stranger.
ON GOING
A Week To Fall In Love @creativebeang
A mission, feuds, an underground network, life in the suburbs and Bucky. What could go wrong, right? Wrong. (Bucky Barnes x Agent!Reader)
Little Bird @scrumptious-delusion
The adventures of Bucky and you, the sunshine agent assigned to work with him. (Grumpy!Bucky x Sunshine!Agent!Reader)
Finding Memories @justkending
Waking up with little to no memory of your past, and being saved by a group of individuals who call themselves heroes, sends a long time captive for a whirlwind trying to find some form of grounding in this world you quickly learn runs on chaos. But you’re not the only one trying to figure out your forgotten backstory. (Bucky Barnes x Enhanced!Reader)
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Grilled Cheese And Other Love Languages @bucky-bucket-barnes
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Do I Even Have A Chance? @noceurous
I Need You To Have Me | As Long As You Have Me @noceurous
One Simple Touch @likeahorribledream
Hearsay @jadedvibes
Listen To Me, Not Just My Words @lilacletter
Water Bottle @cloudybarnes
You @lovelybarnes
Baby @lovelybarnes
Truth @lovelybarnes
Juxtaposition @lovelybarnes
Honey, Dumpling @sparklefics
Silent Girl + The Winter Soldier @kinanabinks
Ponytails @bbyboybucket
Aching @bbyboybucket
Admit It @ghostofskywalker
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Hush, Baby @buckycuddlebuddy
Tap @/houseravenclaws
Worth The Wait @littleredwolf
What Took You So Long? @bowersbubbles
Perfect For Me @buckyswintersoldiermask
It’s Always Been You @sunshinebuckybarnes
Always Been Yours @sunshinebuckybarnes
Sugar @sunshinebuckybarnes
Guys Night @/teamcap4bucky
Wrong Number @/teamcap4bucky
Aisle 4 @buckyhoney
How Bucky Falls In Love With You (headcanon) @chennqingg
Massage @namorsinta
Just Maybe @namorsinta
Make A Move @beefybuckrrito
Who Are You? @bxcketbarnes
Five Sweaters To Make Me Want You @sebbytrash
A Shore Thing @buckymorelikefuckme
Cry Baby @buckymorelikefuckme
My Everyday @pellucid-constellations
Starry Starry Night @jobean12-blog
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Here (In Your Arms) @sleepypanda27
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Some Other Guy @espinosaurusrexex
Nightmares @ro-is-struggling
Getting Close @rogerswifesblog
Open Your Heart @vibraniumarm06-bucket
To Be Seen @tarithenurse
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The Apprentice @chrisevansredbelt
Grilled Cheese And Other Love Languages @bucky-bucket-barnes
B.B Boy @bucky-bucket-barnes
A Half Naked Nurse And Wrong Ideas | Part 2 @urimaginespimp
Do I Even Have A Chance? @noceurous
I Need You To Have Me | As Long As You Have Me @noceurous
One Simple Touch @likeahorribledream
Hearsay @jadedvibes
Listen To Me, Not Just My Words @lilacletter
Water Bottle @cloudybarnes
You @lovelybarnes
Baby @lovelybarnes
Truth @lovelybarnes
Juxtaposition @lovelybarnes
Honey, Dumpling @sparklefics
Silent Girl + The Winter Soldier @kinanabinks
Ponytails @bbyboybucket
Aching @bbyboybucket
Admit It @ghostofskywalker
Dear January @writing-for-marvel
Hush, Baby @buckycuddlebuddy
Tap @/houseravenclaws
Worth The Wait @littleredwolf
What Took You So Long? @bowersbubbles
Perfect For Me @buckyswintersoldiermask
It’s Always Been You @sunshinebuckybarnes
Always Been Yours @sunshinebuckybarnes
Sugar @sunshinebuckybarnes
Guys Night @/teamcap4bucky
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Would you consider doing a part 2 to "Blip" where Reader is finally able to move on and is getting married to Wolverine(he helped her with adjusted to life) and Steve is regretful that he let her go. He's the only avenger not invited to the wedding( however he still sees her in her dress through photos and is happier than ever) and drama and sadness coming from his end. Regretful Steve is my vibe.😁
Hi Anon 👋That’s a really good idea, but I don’t know if I’m really the best choice to write for wolverine.
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Hi! I was reading Not So Secret Thoughts and just wanted to let you know that the link on the masterlist doesn’t lead to that fic so I had to find it on my own. I also was wondering if it had a part 2 and if it was already uploaded! Thanks in advance, your writing makes me feel so soft and warm inside.
Hi! Thank you for letting me know I had no idea, I’ve fixed that up. And I have not uploaded part 2 of Not So Secret Thoughts, it’s in the works. But thank you so much for the compliment. It means a lot to me. Thank you for reading 🩷🩷
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Bucky Barnes x fem!reader, Steve Rogers x reader, Steve Rogers x OC, OC x reader
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Summary: you and Bucky are apart of your best friends big day but how he acts makes you question your future together.
Warnings: angstyyy, marriage and weddings
Word Count: 2.0k
A/N: I’ve had this one in the drafts for a whileeeee but I’m glad it’s finally published :)
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You woke up to cool air, caressing your bare skin as you felt an empty bed. Turning over to see that your lover wasn’t in bed lying next to you. You grabbed your robe, wrapping it around you as you made your way to your living room.
You spotted him in the kitchen, his back exposed to you. Making breakfast for the both of you since you had a long day ahead. You tiptoed up to him and engulfed him in your arms.
“Good morning, doll.”
“Good morning, why didn’t you wake me?” He turned around and cupped your face, smiling from ear to ear.
“You looked too peaceful.” He says before placing a soft kiss on the bridge of your nose.
“Well, I don’t look peaceful when I’m rushing to get ready.” You complained, pushing him away to go sit down. He fixed a plate of food with a little bit of everything he made for you.
Today was the wedding of you and Bucky’s friends Steve and Marie. You have known Marie for as long as you could remember, you were so excited that she was getting married. Even more exciting, it was your boyfriend's best friend. Bucky and Steve have been friends for a long time as well, much longer than you and Marie. So it was nice to see your friends get married to each other. You’d hope that was you one day, finally marrying Bucky. Having the life you’ve always wanted.
“I guess you better eat quick then.” He smirked, placing the plate of food in front of you.
“I hate you.” You playfully snapped, rolling your eyes.
“And I love you too.”
You and Bucky had been together for about 5 years. A mutual friend suggested you go on a date and that’s when the relationship started to bloom. You went on dates multiple times a week, he’d bring you flowers, and bring lunch to your job. You were inseparable and madly in love. After a year of dating the both of you ultimately decided on moving in together. It’s been the two of you ever since.
“I don’t want to go to this wedding.”
“What- why not? Steve is your best friend, you’re the best man!” You exclaimed as Bucky sat down on the couch.
“It’s just not very exciting to me. I’m definitely happy for him though, spending the rest of his life with Marie.”
Bucky’s attitude towards weddings was all new to you. You had never seen this side of him and it worried you. What if he didn’t want to get married to you? You wanted to get married, you wanted to spend the rest of your life with him. But you didn’t bring it up, you’re just overthinking, of course he wants to marry you, maybe he’s just having a bad day, you thought.
Moving away from that conversation, you glanced at the wall to look at the clock. “Well we better get dressed, we have to be at the place soon.”
With that, you got up and got dressed. Bucky helped you with your dress zipper and you helped him with his tie.
You stood behind him, your head peeking out from the side of his shoulder. “Ready to be the best man at your best friend's wedding?” You beamed hoping to get him excited about the wedding.
“Yeah, I hope I’ll never have to do this again.”
Your heart dropped at the words he uttered. He hopes he will never have to do this again. Does this mean going to a wedding? Being in a wedding? What does it mean? You brushed it off, giving him a small smile before walking away. Hopefully, he just means being the Best Man.
He comes into the living room and his eyes scan you, up and down. “You look stunning in this dress, love.”
Playing off how you feel you responded, “Why thank you, you look pretty okay.” He gasps like he’s hurt and you peck his cheek, “you ready?”
“Ready as I’ll ever be.”
“You have the rings?” He nods, holding 2 small black cases.
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You got to the wedding venue and said your hellos to the groomsmen and bridesmaids. Steve showed up with a big smile on his face.
“Hey, Buck, (y/n),” Steve said as you walked in.
“Hey, congrats again!” You hugged him before walking off to find Marie.
Bucky and Steve catch up until it was time to get ready. You found Marie in her dressing room alone. You walked inside, closing the door behind you before pulling her into a big hug.
“How are you doing?” She was nervous you could tell, all this wedding planning and walking down the aisle was getting to her.
“Hey, everything is going to go according to plan, your maid of honor is here.” You reassured her as you smiled. “Your big day is going to be amazing.” She smiled before pulling you into a hug.
“So let’s get you in your dress.” You said gesturing to her dress on the mannequin. You walked over to it, careful not to mess it up. “I know I was there when you picked out your dress, but your dress is gorgeous, Marie.”
“Thank you (y/n), maybe soon you’ll be doing what I’m doing,” Marie says cheerfully.
“I’m not so sure about that.” You said still looking at her dress.
“What do you mean?” She asked, coming closer to you, and turning you around.
“Marie, we can do this later, you have a wedding to get to.”
“No (y/n), what happened?” She was staring into your eyes, something she always did when she needed to get something out of you and it always worked.
“I think Bucky doesn’t want to get married.” Her eyes open wide at your statement.
“But he’s in love with you.”
“Not enough to marry me.” You say with a monotone voice.
“(y/n) I think you need to have a conversation with him about this. Have you actually talked about this with him?”
“No, because I didn’t want to be down on your big day. So we’re done talking about this. Time to get you in your dress.”
“(y/n)-“
“No. In the dress. Now.” You helped Marie into her dress and tied her up nicely. You got her veil and put the finishing touches on her outfit.
“And I said the dress was gorgeous? You make the dress look gorgeous.” She pulls you into a hug, smiling so big.
“I’m so glad you’re here (y/n).”
“I wouldn’t have dreamed of missing it.”
With perfect timing, there was a knock on the door. You opened it just a crack to see Bucky on the other side. “It’s almost time.” You ran to give Marie one last hug before leaving with him. He glanced over and saw your expression drop and it worried him a bit.
“(y/n), you okay?”
“Yeah, yeah, I’m fine. I just want Marie to have the best day.” He nodded, not pushing any further.
Marie and Steve didn’t invite many people, so the attendance was very small. Marie had 3 bridesmaids and you, the maid of honor. Steve had 3 groomsmen and Bucky, the best man. Steve stood at the altar with the 3 bridesmaids and 3 groomsmen, along with the officiant. A big smile was painted on his face, he was about to marry the love of his life. He was so excited.
The venue was perfect and was exactly the way Marie would always tell you she wanted.
You wished this was in your future, but with Bucky, you weren’t sure. Someone gave you both the signal that it was your turn to walk down the aisle. You linked arms with Bucky and walked down the aisle, the door closing behind you. Reaching the altar you both went on your respective sides.
The big door then opened and there was Marie, her long floor length bedazzled white gown, shimmering as she walked down the aisle. Her bouquet is filled with her favorite flowers from childhood, sunflowers, and lilies. You glanced over at Steve and he was smiling so hard, his face could break. His eyes glistened with tears.
As she reached the altar, she handed her bouquet to you and the officiant began to talk about marriage. Then it was time for the vows, Steve and Marie wrote their own vows. They recited their vows and you were moved to tears. They were so in love, it was beautiful you thought to yourself.
Finally, they said their “I do’s” and kissed. The officiant pronounced them married and you handed her the bouquet before they walked back down the aisle, the bride and groom's party following.
After the ceremony, it was time for pictures and lots of them. Pictures with the bride, the bride's party, practically everyone. The wedding party went outside and began to take pictures. You were beginning to wonder when will it ever end.
“Is this the last picture?” You asked Marie after taking pictures for almost an hour.
“Yes (y/n), I promise.” She exclaimed, pulling you in for another picture.
After that picture, you went over to stand next to Bucky. “I’m so glad that was the last picture I’m starving.”
“I don’t see how someone could enjoy this.” He says, hands in his pockets, watching Marie and Steve take pictures.
“What? So making memories isn’t enjoyable?”
“I didn’t say that.”
“You were implying it.” Interrupting you both before this conversation could escalate, you saw everyone start to leave. It was time to go to the reception. On the way to the reception you and Bucky sat in silence, you were thinking about what he said. And him? He couldn’t wait to get done with this wedding stuff.
Once you got to where the reception was being held the wedding party got lined up for the bride and groom's big entrance. The groomsmen and bridesmaids went and did their dances before it was you and Bucky’s turn. You both put the things that were bothering you behind you for your best friend's big day and partied at the reception.
You and Bucky found your seats near the bride and groom's seats and cheered as they walked in. As they started to have their first dance you glanced over at Bucky and his face was so readable to you.
“So you’re just not having a good time?” You whispered angrily, close to his ear.
“The party is nice, I’m enjoying it.” He responded, still watching the bride and groom.
“I know you’re lying.”
“Why would I be lying?”
“Because you’ve been saying things about this wedding all day, Bucky. You don’t wanna be here.” You fumed, keeping a low voice so no one hears you.
“I just don’t like weddings (y/n).”
“What’s not to like? It's a beautiful ceremony.” Bucky shrugs and your heart drops more, “So you wouldn’t get married to me?” You said, now staring into his eyes.
“(y/n), where is this coming from?”
“So you were never going to ask me to marry you, that’s why you’ve never brought it up.” He stared at you with his mouth gaped open. That told you everything you needed to know.
He was about to speak but you beat him to it; “just forget it, Bucky, we’ll talk about it later.”
“No let's talk about it now since you’ve had such a problem with everything I’ve done today,” Bucky responded not letting the conversation go.
“Answer me this, do you or do you not, want to marry me.”
“Why are you this worked up over a sheet of paper?” Bucky asks defensively.
And at that very moment, that’s when you knew your relationship was over. His actions throughout the day showed you. He didn’t want to get married. That was never his plan. He didn’t see the significance of “some sheet of paper” like you did. You both want different futures, you wanted marriage, and that's something he couldn’t give you.
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Bucky Barnes x reader
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Summary: You find a letter that Bucky has kept from a girl from his past, you leave once you find the letter. Bucky finds you and explains himself.
Word Count: 1.4K
Warnings: angsty and fluff, mention of PTSD.
A/N: these dates might be off and if they are that’s my fault. (Felt the gif was a good fit) I thought of this months ago but never posted it. I’ll be honest this isn’t my best work :/
(y/m/n): your mothers name
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1943
“Mary, I have to go fight in the war.”
James Buchanan Barnes was going to war. Leaving his beloved friend, Mary. Knowing there was a possibility she’d never see him again she wrote him a letter.
Bucky was getting ready to go into the building which would deem him war ready. He stood there hand in hand with Mary.
“Here.” She places a letter in his hand. Bucky looks at the letter and goes to open it. “No not yet. It’s for when you miss home.” Mary hugs him one last time.
“You better not be stuck on Robert still by the time I get back!” Bucky calls out walking away.
“But he’s such a dreamboat, Bucky.”
“Bye Mary.”
“Bye Sarge.”
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1944/1945
Weeks went as Steve continued to play “Captain America” show after show and Colonel still didn’t give him a chance. After talking with Peggy, Steve finds out that Bucky and his regiment went up against Schmidt and only 50 came back alive. Steve and Peggy rush to Colonel Phillips and he gives him his condolences.
He decides that the colonel’s decision isn’t good enough for him. Steve infiltrates Hydra and rescues all the men captured, including Bucky. He finds him strapped to a table repeating his Sergeant number.
“It’s me”
“Steve?”
“I thought you were dead.”
“I thought you were smaller.”
Steve and the men make it back to camp, celebrating their win. He was out drinking with some of the men he saved from being captured, asking them to go back to fight. They all agreed to fight with him.
“How about you? You ready to follow Captain America into the jaws of death?”
“Heck, no. That little guy from Brooklyn who was too dumb not to run away from a fight, I’m following him.” Bucky replies, “But, you’re keeping the outfit right?”
“You know what? It’s kind of growing on me.”
Steve digs in his pocket and takes out a wrinkled piece of paper. Bucky could recognize that paper anywhere. “I picked this up off the table, thought you might like it back.” Steve hands Bucky the paper and Bucky opens it, seeing some of the words are faded.
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You have been with Bucky for about 2 years. If you can say that’s 2 years. You became friends with him in 2017, and stayed with him in Wakanda. You started dating in 2018, and then you were both blipped when Thanos won. Now you’re back together, happy.
You were cleaning around your bedroom when you came across a piece of paper on your dresser. It isn’t normally there so it caught your attention. You opened it to see it’s a letter:
Dear Bucky,
We’ve been friends for quite some time. I wish you didn’t have to go but I know you have to serve our country. I’ll always be your friend and I’ll be here waiting for you when you come back. But I need to tell you something, I love you Bucky and I always have. So come back to me.
Love, Mary
‘Who’s Mary?’ ‘How old is this letter?’ ‘Why does he still have it?’ Not knowing any of those answers you started to pack a bag. Bucky had left just an hour ago to go to the store. You decided the best place to go was to your mothers house.
Why would he keep an old letter from a girl? Did he not love you the way you thought he did? Your head swarmed with thoughts as you ran out the house. You bought a bus ticket and rode it all the way your mothers house.
Bucky came home from the store to an empty house. He searched every room and no sign of you. You were always at home on Thursday evenings, waiting for him with the groceries. Worried about where you are, he left you multiple texts and calls.
Doll, where are you?
Are you okay?
(y/n) please call me.
You ignored his texts as you stayed at your mother’s house wondering where you went wrong. As you ignored his texts Bucky got extremely worried. Did something happen to you? Bucky contemplates what to do, that’s when he stumbles upon the open letter of paper from Mary and some thrown clothes on your shared bed.
Oh crap, Bucky thought.
He yanks his phone out of his pocket and calls a couple of your friends and gets nothing. Then he calls your mother, her being his last resort.
“Hey, Miss (y/m/n), have you talked to (y/n) today?”
“Hi Bucky, she’s in my living room right now.” Bucky sighs in relief knowing you’re okay.
“She was gone when I came home and I just got so worried.”
“Did something happen between the two of you?”
“I think she saw an old letter and decided to leave.”
“It was an old letter from the past, right?”
“Yeah it was, I’m on my way.”
After that call, Bucky grabbed his keys and the letter and headed to your mother’s house. Your mom loved Bucky despite his history. She’s always asking you when he’s going to be her son-in-law. It’s almost like she loves him more than you. Once she heard both sides of the story she understood where both of you were coming from. You needed to talk it out.
“(y/n), I think you’re misunderstanding this.” Your mom says setting a cup of tea down in front of you.
“But how? Why would he keep a letter from this girl from his past?” You question, not knowing the answer yourself.
“Honey, Bucky has been through a lot, everything in his life from his past that he once had, is gone, maybe he’s just trying to hold on to that little piece he has left.”
She’s not wrong. Everything from Bucky’s past is gone, except his PTSD and dog tags. He doesn’t have Steve, he doesn’t have a war to fight. That’s all he done for years.
“You think I should’ve heard him out before leaving?” You ask, looking at your mother waiting for more words of wisdom.
She smiles grabbing your hand, holding it tightly in her lap, “You will, I’m sure he’s on his way now. (y/n), Bucky loves you without a doubt. You should listen to what he has to say.”
You sat around talking to your mother catching up with her, you learned that she had done some renovations to the house and that she has been waiting for you and Bucky to visit. But on better terms. You were taking your cups to the kitchen when you heard the doorbell.
“I’ll be in the backyard.” You say, walking to the back door. Once you were out of view, your mother opened the door and there stood Bucky.
“Hi ms. (y/m/n).” Bucky says, smiling at your mother despite the situation.
“Oh, Bucky, come in.” Your mother ushers Bucky inside and he gets a glimpse of your things. “She’s in the backyard.” Bucky thanks her and makes his way to the backyard. He puts his hand in his pocket, fiddling with the letter. As he walked outside, his eyes immediately found you.
He walks over to you, keeping his space so he doesn’t upset you. “(y/n).”
“Do you love me?” You blurt out staring into his eyes. He was shocked you’d ever ask him that. Of course he loved you, he didn’t just love you, he was in love with you, he adored you.
“Wha- Of course, I love you.”
“Then why do you keep that letter from your girlfriend in the forties, Bucky, huh?” Bucky sighs, taking out the letter, handing it to you.
“Mary was my friend, she gave me this letter right before I went to war, told me to read it when I missed home. Yes I know there’s no war now, but Mary, she’s a part of what I can remember before HYDRA.”
“She’s a reminder of who I was, who James Bucky Barnes was. I know I should throw it out, but this little letter is all I have left.” Bucky confesses, watching your hands has you hold the letter.
“I’m sorry.” You utter, gazing into Bucky’s eyes.
“No, doll-”
“I need to apologize to you, I should’ve just talked to you about it instead of just leaving.” Bucky comes closer to you, holding your hands in his.
“I should’ve opened up to you about this.”
“Its okay. And I know I’m not any of your buddies, but I know who James Bucky Barnes is.” Bucky smiles resting his hands on your hips, “Is that right?”
“James Bucky Barnes is my 106 year old super soldier that I love dearly. He’s the kindest, loving, caring, strongest, sassiest, grumpiest, and handsomest man I’ve ever met.” You lean in and give Bucky a long apology kiss.
“Are you two staying for dinner?” Your mother called out from the backdoor, making you and Bucky break away.
“Mom!” You groan, amusing Bucky.
“We’d love to stay ms. (y/m/n)!”
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Summary: Steve's commitment issues turn his world upside down.
Word Count: 1.8k
Warnings: mention of divorce
A/N: I love nomad Steve <3
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I’m sorry I wasn’t here to drive you to school. You’ll do great on your assignment! Have a great day. I love you. Love dad
Love you bug, have a good day. Daddy will be home to play dolls as soon as he can. 
Something came up and I had to leave really early. I love you, Darling, I'll pick up the girls and take them out for ice cream. 
Those were the notes Steve left you and the girls today: another early morning and late night. Steve was always working but he never forgot the important things. He always made each note specific. You quickly put together your daughter's lunches, since you forgot to pack them the night before. You made sure to put their notes from their father and a note from you inside. 
Once you finished that you went to finish getting ready so you would all be on time. After putting on your outfit and doing your hair, it was getting close to the time you needed to leave. “Sarah and Stephanie Rogers! Let’s go!” You called out, grabbing your things. Your daughters rush downstairs, with their backpacks in hand, ready to go. Both of them looked around searching for their father. 
“Mom? Where’s daddy?” Stephanie asked. 
“He had to go to work early today, he left a note in both of your lunchboxes.” You replied, ushering your daughters out the door. 
Stephanie was a daddy’s girl. She was Steve’s mini-me. She was always trying to be just like her daddy. So his absences hurt her the most. 
“So, Daddy said he’s going to pick you both up after school and take you to get ice cream.” You said ushering them out of the house and locking the door behind you. You got them in the car and drove them to school. The girls sat in silence as you drove, you knew exactly why. You hated dropping them off without them seeing their father, but you knew you had to. 
After saying your goodbyes you headed to work. You had a typical desk job, as a Marketing Manager. You worked a simple 9 to 5, unlike your husband. Being at the company for over 10 years, you made your way up. 
You trudged into work and went straight to your office. You weren’t exactly a boss but you had been working there for years when they promoted you. You placed your bag down and put your lunch in your mini fridge before looking at your unread emails. Click. Click. 
It was normal for Steve to go in early for work, he’d wake you up that morning before leaving and tell you he had to go. He’d make the girls lunches and write them little notes to make them smile at lunch. He was a pretty great father for someone with an unexpected work schedule, but to you, it wasn’t enough. 
“Rough morning?” You heard a voice, which you turned around to see. It was your work friend, Suzie. Suzie has been working there a lot less than you have, she transferred from another job in Ohio. Suzie was a few years younger than you, with no boyfriend, no kids, just Suzie. 
“Steve went into work early today and of course the girls missed him, it was hard dropping them off.” 
“Well, they know he’s fighting to protect his family.” Suzie insisted, but you couldn’t help but think how unfair it is to your daughters. 
“Yeah. It’s just not fair to the girls, they deserve to be fought for,” you continued,” what’s new with you?”
“I came into work early, boss needed me. Been here since 7.” Suzie responded, glancing at her watch.
“Look at you being the boss's favorite.” You teased, making Suzie roll her eyes. “It's obvious you’re the favorite employee.”
“Please, that’s not true.” 
“Suit yourself,” you shrugged, “well I hope you can get out of here at your normal time.”
Suzie got up and made her way to the door, “Me too, I’ll see you at lunch (y/n).”
“Yeah.” You were about to log into your computer when your phone rang, picking it up immediately and you noticed it was Steve. “Hey babe, is everything okay?” You asked, holding the phone to your ear. 
“Yes, we’ve got it under control. Sorry I had to leave so early today, I hate to do this (y/n).” 
“You could always quit.” You implied, making Steve silent on the other line. 
“I know, I will. Darling, I have to go, I love you, and tell the girls I love them.” 
“I love you too, I’ll tell them.” You responded before the line clicked. You sat back sighing, you really meant it when you brought up quitting. You brought it up once you got married, then had Sarah, and then had Stephanie. He repeatedly told you he would quit, but every time, some threat would come and make him put the suit back on. But what you didn’t understand, was why was he doing all of this when he gave the shield to Sam. Why does he have a stronger commitment to the shield he gave up, then to the family we’ve created? 
You do the work that’s been assigned to you for the day and the next thing you know Suzie is knocking on your door reminding you about lunch. “Are we still on for lunch?”
“Yeah, yeah, come in, I've just been working trying to drown out my thoughts.” Suzie walked in with her lunch and sat in the chair in front of your desk. 
“What’s going on?” Suzie asked concern laced in her voice as she placed her lunch down on an empty part of your desk.
“Steve’s not coming home tonight.” You replied nonchalantly. “He always says ‘he hates to do this’ which means he’s not coming home again.” 
“You don’t seem too upset about that.” 
Practically everyone in the office knew you were married to Steve. It wasn’t something you could hide. Suzie didn’t treat you any differently when she found out you were married to him. She didn’t see a reason to, she could care less about your Avenger husband. 
“Well, it’s nothing new, I just hate it. I wish he’d just quit already.” You confessed, grabbing your lunch from your fridge. 
“Maybe he just wants to make sure the world is in safe hands.”
“That’s no excuse, he’s been saying he’ll retire for years and then something comes up every single time.” You say aggressively opening your food and stabbing it with a fork. 
Suzie didn’t know what to say, she didn’t know how to give advice on the situation. She just knew she wanted to be there for you. 
“I can’t keep living like this, I can’t keep letting the girls go through this, their dad saying he’ll do this and that. When he doesn’t show up for days.” 
“I understand, you want stability for your kids and Steve isn’t giving you that.” 
“He’s not, and I’ve been overlooking it for the past 12 years but I can’t keep doing this anymore.”
“So, (y/n), this begs the question. What are you gonna do?” 
“The girls and I cannot continue to be treated as second,’ you pause, taking in what you have to do, ‘I’m gonna file for divorce.” 
You and Suzie spent the rest of your lunch looking up divorce lawyers in the area, hoping one would take on your case. You sat with the idea for the rest of your day, then remembered you had to pick up the girls since Steve wasn’t coming home. You quickly gathered your things and left work to pick up the girls. Their faces dropped when they saw it was you and not Steve, you didn’t take it personally, you just saw two girls who missed their daddy. 
They got in the car and you began to explain to them that Steve wasn’t coming home tonight and you aren’t sure when he'll be back. 
“Have you talked to Daddy today?” Stephanie asked, putting on her seatbelt.
“I did, he said he loves you both,” you reply looking through the rearview mirror. “Do you still want to get ice cream?” Stephanie shook her head and Sarah said nothing. 
You hated seeing your babies so disappointed, you were tired of it constantly happening. You felt you couldn’t rely on Steve like you would in a marriage. It was just you on your own. 
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It's been a couple of days since Steve left for work. You talked to the girls about relationships and marriages and their ups and downs. Just so they didn’t seem in the blue. You decided to come home from work because you weren’t feeling the greatest and to your surprise, Steve was home. 
“Steve?” 
“Hey, Babe, what are you doing home?” he smiles and wraps his arms around you, you too drained to hug him back. 
“I was wondering when I was going to see you again.” You reply, getting out of his grip and dropping your bag. 
“What do you mean?” 
“What do you mean? What do I mean? You were gone for days with minimal contact!” You yelled throwing your hands up exasperatedly. 
“ You know I have to do it for work-.” He defends, but you don’t want to hear it. 
“Yes I know, work work work, but what about your family? The vows you said to me when we were at the altar. What did you say to me when I had Sarah and when I had Stephanie? What about the family we made?” You exclaim, pointing your finger in Steve’s face. “You told me you weren’t going to be in this life forever, and Steve here I am 12 years later. We’re still here! I’m still playing the role of a happy wife and mother while you’re out not helping me raise these kids you helped create!” 
Steve inches closer to you with his arms out, hoping to calm you down, you back away not letting him touch you. 
 By now, you were so upset, tears were running down your face, you wiped your tears and looked into Steve’s eyes, “I do not deserve this. The girls do not deserve this. I deserve a husband who is fully present and the girls deserve a father who is fully present.” 
“I can be that man,” he says.
“No, you can’t. You’ve proven time and time again that you can’t.” 
“(y/n)-.”
“I’m filing for divorce.” 
His face dropped and he went pale after he heard those words. He scrambled to come up with sentences, with anything, just something to say so you wouldn’t leave him. 
“(y/n), please. I’m sorry.” 
“It’s too late for sorry. I gave you 12 years and you’ve constantly let me down. I won’t have it anymore. Get your things and find yourself somewhere to stay for the next few weeks.” 
“But (y/n), we can work this out, I love you.” 
“If you really loved me, you would’ve chosen me and our family over your job.” 
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Daddy’s Back: Father. Part 5
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Bucky Barnes x fem!reader, Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers, Steve Rogers x fem!reader, OC Children x fem!reader, Bucky Barnes x OC Children, Steve Rogers x OC Children, Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers
Bucky Masterlist ✸ Steve Masterlist ✸ Series Masterlist
Summary: The kids learn that Bucky is their father, and another big secret is revealed.
Warnings: none
Word Count: 2.4K
A/N: What do we think about Bucky after this part?
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It’s been a few weeks since your sick day. You were feeling a lot better. You knew that after that, you needed to find a better way to handle things.
“Canan, are you ready?” You called from downstairs. Canan came rushing down with his favorite car shirt and 2 small Hot-Wheels cars. “I’m ready!”
Bucky was taking Canan to his shop for the first time, and Canan was beyond excited. Of course, Bucky asked if Iris wanted to go, but she said she was not interested in dirty cars. Since school was out and it was the summer time, it was the perfect time for Bucky to spend the day with Canan.
Iris came downstairs after hearing Canan run down. Just wanting to see what was happening.
Canan was ready to go and now you just had to wait on Bucky. Soon you heard a knock on your door and it was Bucky, you said bye to the both of them as they left. You were happy Canan was close to Bucky, that’s his father, the very man he was named after. You wanted Canan and Iris to have a good relationship with him, but he definitely has to work harder with Iris.
Iris went and got dressed since she was spending the next few hours with Steve, he called after Bucky left. Since the job you have gives you the summer off, you were going to enjoy a child free morning and afternoon.
Meanwhile, Canan was having the time of his life at Bucky’s shop. He got to meet all of Bucky’s employees and ask them what they do.
“Your shop is so cool!” Canan says hugging on Bucky’s leg, “thank you for bringing me here.”
Bucky chuckles, and pats Canan’s back, “of course, son.”
Saying “son” felt foreign on Bucky's lips, son? He had a son, he felt like he was allowed to say that now. He was a father, but of course Canan didn’t know that yet.
“Hey, Canan, I need to make a phone call really quick, you can stay here with Oscar and he will show you how to do an oil change, sound good?” Bucky says crouching down to Canan’s level and looking back at his workmate. He nods understanding.
Bucky went to his office and closed the door behind him, still having a good view of Canan. He picked up his office phone and dialed your number. The phone rang and rang and rang until you finally answered.
“Hello? Who is this?”
“(y/n), It’s Bucky, I’m calling from the shop.”
“Oh, is everything okay? Is Canan alright?”
“Canan is fine, (y/n), he’s getting taught how to do an oil change right now.” Bucky laughs, making you smile.
“Yeah? Maybe he can change mine when he gets home.” You joked.
A brief silence comes between you two, you could hear Bucky breathing into the phone. Before you could say anything he blurts out, “Are you okay?”
You were puzzled by that question, “What do you mean by that?”
“I’m just asking if the mother of my kids is okay and I don’t want just some measly old answer.”
“I’m fine, but i appreciate you calling and checking.” You say making sure to sound as convincing as possible.
“Okay, well, I’ll get back to Canan, I’ll let you know when we're on the way back.”
“Thank you, bye James.”
“Bye.” Bucky hangs up the phone and went out to the garage to meet Canan and Oscar. “Hey Oscar, me and Canan are going to head out, thanks for showing him the ropes.”
Bucky and Canan head to the car, leaving to get ice cream.
Meanwhile, Steve had taken Iris for a couple hours and came back after.
Your relationship with Steve was slightly better. Steve didn’t say or do much because he didn’t want to push another boundary, but he was also pulling away from you. He saw what all the stress did to you and he did not like it. He didn’t want to create more stress for you.
“How about I go run some errands for you?”
“I’m not fragile, Steve, I'll go run my own errands.”
“I would never imply that you’re fragile, I was just wondering if you needed some help.” Steve says calmly.
“I guess, if you want to” You think about it for a minute then agree, giving him a list of things you need done. He happily smiled and accepted the list, “I’ll be back in a couple hours.”
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For a few weeks, you and Steve got to know Mara and Steve was warming up to her. As time went by Steve started to accept the fact that Mara is a part of this new dynamic.
A few weeks later the kids were about to be out of school for the Summer, so you thought this was the perfect time to tell them the truth.
Bucky, Steve, and you were in the living room with Iris and Canan, preparing yourselves, mainly you and Bucky. Steve was just there to support, even though he wanted you to tell the kids that Bucky is their father a long time ago.
“So I have something to tell you both,” you pause, taking a deep breath, “you remember how I told you that your father isn’t around or you know how I don’t really talk about him.”
Iris and Canan nodded but were confused, to say the least.
“James, Mommy’s friend, he’s.. your father.”
Iris and Canan look at each other, realizing what this means. “We have a dad,” Canan says, looking back at Bucky.
Canan smiles as he realizes what this means, Iris wasn’t as excited as Canan. She understood what it meant, but she was just so used to calling him James. You then explained that she could still call him James because that's what she’s comfortable with and weren’t about to force her into calling him any different.
“Why did you leave?” Canan asks, looking at Bucky and then back at you.
“I left because I was scared.”
“Why?” Iris questions him, surprising you.
Bucky sighs, getting down on their level, “I was scared I wouldn’t be a good father to the both of you and I wasn’t ready.” All the memories of what he did flood his brain. ‘But, your mom,” Bucky holds out his hand, hoping you’d come over, which you do, “your mom is amazing, when I left she raised the both of you by herself with help from your uncle Steve.”
Silence overtakes the room, Bucky stays at the feet of Iris and Canan with sorrowful eyes. You stand next to him, watching. You didn’t want them to be hurt by their father’s actions so young, you didn’t think you’d have to tell them that their father left them at such a young age.
“Daddy, James, Me, I, love you both so much,” Bucky says not knowing how he should refer to himself. “And I am so sorry I left.”
The kids didn’t really understand what happened, just that they have a dad now. I mean how do you even explain the situation to a 5 and 6-year-old.
“It’s okay,” Canan says as he hugs Bucky. Iris just sits there, thinking about the situation.
Bucky smiles at them, happy Canan is open to forgiving him, but worried Iris isn’t. Bucky looks back at you for permission to tell them the news, you nod, letting him know he can. “Iris, you’re going to be a big sister, and Canan, you’re going to be a big brother,” Bucky reveals, showing them an ultrasound picture. Iris perked up a little, looking at the picture, curious, but she didn’t say much.
“Mom is having a baby?” Canan asked, confused, causing you to butt into the conversation.
“Oh no, not me, James, dad, his wife,’ you point to Bucky, “ is having a baby.”
“Oh.”
Iris’ eyes seemed to light up at the mention of a baby, she loved seeing babies at the park, at the store, so her excitement grew. She had so many baby dolls, it was ridiculous.
“Is it a boy or girl, dad?” Canan asks, hoping he’d say a boy.
“It's a girl, you’re going to have another little sister.” Bucky smiles, earning a smile from Iris but earning folded arms and a pouty face from Canan.
Both of the kids had a lot of questions, which was to be expected. Kids are curious. Bucky answered all of their questions as best as he could. They asked why Bucky didn’t live with the 3 of you. Why are you and Bucky not together? Like the kids' parents at school. So many questions, and so many answers. You had to answer a few of the questions because Bucky drew a few blanks, and Iris wasn’t really talking to him.
You revealed to Canan that he was named after Bucky, which took some explaining, but he was really happy to know that he was named after his father. Bucky tried to explain his absence in a way that they could understand, but deep down you knew that the truth would need to come out about why he left and what that would do to Iris and Canan.
“Mom, is uncle Steve leaving?” Iris asks, scared that Bucky staying means that Steve is leaving.
“Oh no, of course not honey.” You respond, looking into her eyes, “Uncle Steve and James are both staying.”
Steve overheard his name being used and came into the living room, “I heard my name.”
You got up and whispered to Steve what was going on and he immediately got down on his knees next to Iris. “I heard that you’re scared I’m going to leave, well I’m not going anywhere, okay, I love you, Canan, and your mom so much.” Steve sat with Iris, just to comfort her after all that just happened.
Bucky left the room and went outside for a moment getting some fresh air, Steve was with Iris and Canan was content so you slid outside behind him. “She’s going to come around, she thinks that you coming back means that Steve is leaving, she’s just scared, she’s not fond of change.”
Bucky was facing the street, with his hands in his pocket, shifting his weight onto one leg. “If I didn’t leave, I would know that.”
“You’re not wrong there, you’ve got a lot of making up to do for them.”
”I do, but what if it’s not enough.”
“That's for them to decide, but you have a while before that decision is made, come back inside.”
Bucky doesn’t budge, so you keep talking.
“Our kids have grown, and changed, they’re not 1 and 3 months old anymore. I don’t know how easy you thought this would be, but they’re not babies anymore.” You explained. “You can’t just waltz back into their lives and expect them to both welcome you with open arms, they don’t even remember you.”
“I’m sorry.”
“You don’t have to keep doing that.” You empathized, “you don’t have to apologize all the time.”
He turns towards you and apologizes once more, more sincerely than the first one.
“Bucky-.” He interrupts you before you could finish your sentence, “(y/n), please, just listen to me.”
“We don’t need to talk about this right now.”
You tried to walk back inside your house but Bucky grabbed your hand before you could, “(y/n), you say I don’t need to apologize, but I will, I won’t stop apologizing for what I did, knowing that you might not forgive me for it.” he continues, “but I’m going to apologize and show I am sorry because I am.”
“I know.”
“You were always right, I could only commit to my shop, and not commit to you or the kids, I am truly sorry (y/n). When I met Mara, I saw that as my chance to start over and be better.”
Taking in all that he said, you nodded, before heading back to the front door, “come back inside, I’m sure Canan is waiting for you.”
You and Bucky went back inside, your eyes meeting Steve’s as he stepped away from Iris. Reassuring you with his eyes that Iris is okay.
Bucky stayed over for a little while after breaking the news to the kids. It was a lot harder on him than you thought it would be. The guilt was plastered on his face, an emotion you hadn’t seen on him before. You stayed with Iris as she adjusted to the news, she kept asking you questions once it was just the two of you.
You knew that this situation would be dreadful, the questions, the mixed responses, and you just wondering if you did the right thing. Wondering if you should’ve let Bucky back in, wondering if this is what’s best for Canan and Iris. You kissed Iris’ cheek and smiled, “I love you, Iris, and I know you’re not too happy with these changes, but it’s all going to be alright.”
Bucky and Steve stepped away to talk while you sat with Iris and you further reassured her. They shuffled into the other room to talk to each other with hushed voices.
Bucky starts, “Look, Steve, I know-.”
“I think I’m in love with (y/n).” Steve blurts out as Bucky’s eyes widen, but not with shock.
Bucky stops and sits down on the couch, ready to listen, a small smile on his face, “oh I hadn’t noticed.”
“Don’t act smart.”
“Since I came back I thought you had a thing for her, the protectiveness gave it away. If I looked harder years ago, I probably would’ve noticed it then.” Bucky admits, not surprised this information is coming from his former best friend.
“So you knew this whole time.” Steve scoffs.
“Yeah, Steve, we were best friends, I’m gonna know when you like someone, but I can understand you not wanting to confide in me, because I’m the guy who left his family and decided to come back, I get it.” Bucky confessed to Steve, “but you’ve been here since the beginning Steve, I know you don’t want to hear anything I have to say but I think you should tell her.”
“I don’t want to ruin our relationship, I mean you’ve done enough, bringing your wife and unborn baby into the mix.” Bucky nods as Steve continues, “what if she doesn’t see me the same way?”
“That’s the risk you have to take if you’re willing. All I know is that you’d treat her better than how I did, you’ve treated the kids better than I did. All I've done is mess up a bunch of lives.”
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Bucky Barnes x fem!reader &OC children, Steve Rogers x fem!reader &OC Children, OC Children [Iris and Canan] x fem!reader, OC [Mara Collins] x fem!reader& OC Children
Updated: May 5, 2023
Bucky Masterlist ✸ Steve Masterlist ✸ Joint Masterlist
Summary: Bucky comes back 4 years after leaving you and your kids, what will happen now that he’s back?
Warnings: you’re a single mom, Bucky sucks, 2 kids under 5, Steve is doing a lot but he means well, mention of pregnancy. (If you don’t like kids or pregnancy, I wouldn’t recommend this for you) each part has its own warnings.
A/N: first collage for a mini series what do we think :0 I also wasn’t going to do a second part but I decided why not let’s try.
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Part 1: Daddy’s back
Bucky comes back years after leaving you and your kids.
Part 2: Daddy’s Staying?
You decide to give Bucky another chance, but Steve is definitely not on board. Steve does some digging and finds out something about Bucky that makes you question his motives.
Part 3: Mommy Knows
Steve confesses something and after giving it some thought, you decide to meet the woman Bucky didn’t tell you about.
Part 4: Step Mom?
Steve tries to apologize for keeping a secret from you, Mara invites you over for lunch, and you and Bucky have a talk.
Part 4.5 1/2: Mommy’s Inner Turmoil
Part 5: Father?
The kids learn that Bucky is their father, and another big secret is revealed.
Part 6: ?
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