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BTS Hockey AU- Part One of an interconnected series about the members as hockey boys. (begins with Jk X reader and continues with made up characters)

Synopsis: Jungkook is a star right winger for your university which means only one thing- he’s popular. With popularity comes girls falling to his feet for a chance, but as fate would have it he falls (literally) at the feet of a certain someone who he can’t have. You: his captains younger sister and the one girl on campus who doesn’t want him. You don’t mess with hockey guys though or so you thought.

Jungkook x F.reader, brothers best friend, enemies to lovers (if you squint), forbidden-ish romance, pining, eventual light smut

wc: 18k

A/N: so sorry this is past the release date, life’s been crazy but normal uploads are returning <3

y/n pov

“get the fuck away from my sister before i rip your teeth out one by one” You roll your eyes, Namjoon was at it again. He was everyone’s beloved captain, best leader the team could ever ask for. But, he could get scary and by the look of the random guys face beside you at the campus bar- he had indeed have that scary look going on. The guy wasn’t even trying to pick you up, not even flirting in the slightest, he was trying to get a run down of a lecture he missed that week. Now, he had ran off and there was yet another guy that would never try to speak to you ever again. That particular list probably had every single guy on campus at this point

“he’s from my class you dick” Your brother doesn’t seemed fazed about this information, simply shrugging and raising a hand to flag down a bartender

“don’t care where he’s from, he was too close” Fist clenching and then releasing you stand from where you previously sat and moved to leave. You didn’t get too far, Namjoon reached out to hold onto your arm “where you going?”

“for fuck sake, get off my back! you’re my brother, not bodyguard” You shake his grip off and head straight for the exit. Any kind of fun for the night was ruined for you the moment him and his stupid team showed up to celebrate their first game and win of the season. It was obvious when they arrived, their loud voices echoed throughout the bar and everyone clapped and cheered.

The anger was radiating off you as you pushed open the doors and stomped right pass through the smoking area and off onto campus, in the direction of your dorm. It was growing dark by now, the wind picking up with each step so you cross your arms and hold them close to yourself. Some loud footsteps echo from a direction close by and your head whips around as you look around, but find no one. The nosies didn’t affect you, the campus was always busy with rushing people so it wasn’t unusual to hear random noises. The rustling bush coming up in front of you though? That, was weird. You halt in your tracks, watching as the leaves move around. Was there an animal in there? More like multiple having a fight by the looks of it by the way the bush was moving so fast. A poor cat maybe get picked on?

With that thought it mind you move in it’s direction, prepared to find some rabid animals attacking another. Suddenly, with not much space between yourself and the bush, a figure emerges- well more like falls out of it. A scream automatically releases from your throat as a body tumbles and lands with a hard thud, right at your feet. A voice grumbles out in pain and you look down at the figure as they move to lay on their back. . He looks up and a pair of big brown eyes meet your gaze from his position on the floor and you squint down at him. Oh, you recognise him

“Jungkook? from the hockey team?” He offers you a sheepish smile, not moving to get up from his position at your feet

“that would be me”

“why were you in a bush?” He nibbles on his bottom lip, still on the ground and not getting up. In fact, he connects his fingers and rests them on his chest as he looks up at you

“oh, no reason in particular” It was silent as you look at each other, awkwardness growing by the second. But as you thought, you came to a conclusion. You nod your head at your silent thoughts, lips pursing

“my brother made you follow me” You say it as a statement, not a question because you already knew that this was the case. Jungkook looked uncomfortable now and was still on the fucking floor “oh will you get up!” You huff, offering your hand out for him. He nods, hand gripping onto your forearm and he pushes himself to his feet. Jesus, he was tall, your neck craned upwards in order to keep eye contact “he may be be your captain but you don’t have to listen to every fucking thing he tells you to do” You step closer, Jungkook steps back “tell him he’s a dick and iam telling mum on him and don’t you ever follow me again” Your pointer finger was going crazy at this point, waving around in the poor boys face as he just looks down at you- silent. Stepping around him, you stalk off grumbling to yourself before you stop and turn. He was still stood there, not knowing what to do with himself “Jungkook!” His head whips to you, there was quite a bit of distance now so you had to shout a little “Are you okay?! That looked like it hurt when you fell?!” Your tone was still angry, despite the concerning questions and you notice a small smile on his lips

“yeah i’ve taken worse then that!” He shouts back and you nod once before turning and continuing the journey back to your dorm. Namjoon literally had zero boundaries, this wasn’t even the first time he’s had one of his friends follow you home. He’d excuse it, say it was for your safety. The entire year you’ve been here on campus you’ve had him breathing down your neck, fuck he’s been like this since you were kids. You never even speak about the time he caught a boy in your room, it was innocent just a study date but he hit the roof and that kid never spoke to you again. Mumbling curses at him, you pull your phone out and dial your mum

“sweetheart!” She picks up only after a few rings “how have you been?”

“you need to come and sort your son out” Your mum sighs down the line as you enter your dorm building and begin climbing the stairs

“what’s he done now?” You scoff, pulling your keys from your hoodie pocket as you get close to your floor

“he had me followed home again mum” She sighs again as you slide you key into your door

“leave with it me”

Jungkook’s pov

“fuck it’s my mum, she really did tell on me” His captain grumbles as he looks at the incoming call on his phone. He slides out from the table and walks off to answer to it

“so, you just fell out of a bush?” Hosoek, the teams left winger asks with a raised eyebrow as he takes a sip of his beer

“that’s what i said wasn’t it?” Jungkook grumbles, fiddling with the label on his bottle of water and ripping it off bit by bit

“why were you in one in the first place?” He looks up from the bottle to give Jimin, teams goalie an exasperated look

“i didn’t want her to think i was stalking her home or something, so i tried to stay hidden” He shrugs, ripping off a big chunk of label

“but that’s exactly what you were doing” Yoongi, left defensemen, deadpans. Jungkook couldn’t really refute that, because that was basically what he was doing. What was more concerning then him practically following you was that you hadn’t left his mind since he first looked up at you from the concrete floor. You were pretty, really fucking pretty. Sure, he knew who you were but never exactly met you properly given that you were Namjoons sister and he’d rather kill over then bring you up around his friends and teammates. It brings a little smirk to his face when he remembers you calling back to him, asking if he was okay.

“he made me do it once, swear she wanted to rip my balls off and feed them to some wild animals” Taehyung, right defensemen, chimes in with a light chuckle “oh fuck, hide me” His chuckling stopped immediately as he flew underneath the table, head bumping it momentarily and shaking the drinks perched on top of it

“saw Nina didn’t you?” Jin, co-captain, mumbles as his head whips around, looking for the girl in question and spots her coming through the door

“seriously dude, major man points deducted for hiding from your ex” Jungkook leans his head toward him under the table and Taehyung waves him off desperately as he stays planted on his knees. Jungkook spots Namjoon coming back to the table, disgruntled, angry look on his face. He sits down, legs sprawling before a yelp comes from beneath the table

“bro why the fuck are you down there?” Namjoon calls out to the man he just accidentally kicked and Taehyung only groans as a response

“Nina” The boys say in unison and Namjoon rolls his eyes

“should’ve guessed” The captain takes a big swig of his drink before placing it back down, a little roughly

“what’s the verdict from your mum?” Hoseok questions, taking a handful of peanuts from the bowl in the middle of the table before shoving them all into his mouth. Hockey players = endless appetite

“not allowed to get anyone to take y/n home anymore or iam not getting any christmas presents this year” The boys laugh as their captain pouts while he fiddles with his glass

“i wouldn’t say you getting people to follow her is ‘taking her home’” Taehyung calls out, still under the table

“you have no say, coward under the table” Namjoon calls out, the boys break out in laughter once again

y/n’s pov

“so he just fell out of a bush?” Lola, cheer captain and one of your best friend asks as you twirl a piece of her hair around a curler. It was game day so as normal you were helping her get ready as she sits in her cheer uniform

“i don’t think him falling was the main take away from the story” You release her hair and it bounces into a curl, you grab another and repeat the process

“yeah but, why was he in the bush in the first place?” Nina, co-captain of the cheer squad and your other best friend asks as she listens into the story while doing her eye-makeup next to you and Lola

“i don’t know, the point is Namjoon is still getting people to follow me around” Nina chuckles, tapping some excess eyeshadow off her brush

“and he just led there on the ground until you told him to get up?” Lola’s question makes you sigh, seriously they’re caught up on the wrong part of the story

“yes he was in a bush, yes he fell out of it and yes he led on the ground until i told him to get up but the point is, my brother is having me followed!” The girls laugh, you put your curler down before grabbing some hair spray

“i would not be able to survive someone being that protective” Nina mumbles, face close to a mirror as she blends some shadow onto her lid

“you’re telling me, this has been my entire life. him scaring people off, having me followed. he’s completely unhinged” You spray a couple coats over Lola’s hair, running your fingers through it as you do so

“i guess it’s coming from a place of love, even if it’s annoying” Lola smiles up at you, you offer a weak one back. You knew Namjoon loved you, knew he was just trying to protect you in his stupid way but he’s been pushing your boundaries for the past year

“well iam done letting him do whatever he wants, he needs to leave me alone and stop treating me like a child” Nina scoffs, you turn your head to her

“good luck with that, he’s relentless” She was right, no matter how many times you had your mum tell him off he still found his way to keep tabs over you. You frown as you place the hair spray back down as Lola fiddles with it until she’s satisfied

“you coming to the game tonight?” Nina asks, now coating her lashes with mascara

“i’ll come watch your routine but then iam going” It wasn’t that you didn’t like hockey, you did but seeing your brother would only annoy you right now and you’d rather not watch girls hitting on him afterwards, you’d not be staying for the game. Plus, all his friends pissed you off too. Not only was one of them your best friends ex, but they were popular and watching their egos inflate with all the female attention was infuriating. Hockey boys, no thank you.

As soon as the main cheer routine was done, you were on your feet and walking towards the exit. No need to stick around and watch the boys on campus spend more time bodying one another then actually playing hockey. It was all a show of ego with guys this age really, especially you’re brother and his friends. Pulling out your phone, you check through some apps before the sound of shoes slapping on the floor echoes throughout the hallway. Looking up you see a figure, a big one, sprinting in your direction. A figure you recognise, and it seems he does too because he slows and stops in front of you, breathing heavily

“y/n?” He pants, trying to catch his breath “you’re not staying for the game?” He almost has this, adorable pout on his lips as he asks. Adorable? No, you think to yourself- absolutely not adorable

“oh no, but good luck Jungkook” You side step, about to walk on but he steps to the side too so he’s back in front of you

“ah well, i just want to say sorry about the whole following you home situation” A small smile appears on your lips, he actually seems almost embarrassed with the little pink hue on his cheeks

“i know it was my brothers doing, don’t worry” Jungkook returns the smile, tips of his front teeth showing slightly

“well, i could’ve said no so- sorry again” You almost chuckle at him, he actually seemed nice. Not at all what you imagined someone your brother hung out with to be like

“again, no worries” Taking a peep at the phone in your hand, you notice the time “shouldn’t you be going on the ice in like, twenty minutes?” Jungkook’s eyes seemed to widen ever so slightly

“oh shit right, sorry again hope you stay for the game” He rushes out in a ramble, before taking off back into a sprint- shoes slapping onto the floor once again. You find yourself turning your head to watch him, his hair flying around as he runs off down the hallway. There’s a smile on your face. You catch yourself, frown, shake your head and turn before walking off.

Weird

Jungkook’s pov

His eyes dart to the right of the stadium- no y/n. He quickly diverts his line of sight to the left side- still no y/n. He thinks, then, a body is slamming into him. Jungkook flies backwards and lands with a hard thud onto the ice. The crowd watching gets loud as his body slammer skates around his body, before stopping harshly making ice shards fly over his face. Namjoon, in captain mode, is on him in a flash pushing the guys shoulder and away from him as Jungkook gets back up onto his feet

“stay focused man what the hell you doing?!” Taehyung yells out as he skates past him and to the guy Namjoon is currently being separated from by the ref. What was Jungkook doing? Right, looking for the captains beloved sister in the crowd. He really needed to get it together.

The teams cheers echo throughout the locker room as Jungkook enters last with his helmet in his hands. Despite the fall, he’s fine with no pain and they won the game - thank god.

“Jeon, a word” Everyone sets of into oohing as Namjoon motions for him to step back outside the locker room. Can’t he just let it slide? No, of course he couldn’t. “what happened out there? you let yourself get bodied man, you’re normally so focused out there” Jungkook shakes his head with a sigh, he can’t exactly tell him he was looking to see if his hot as fuck sister was sat in the crowd. He didn’t have a death wish

“it was just a momentary lapse in attention, won’t happen again” Namjoon didn’t seem satisfied with that answer, but it was the only one he’d be getting

“you were late too, don’t let it happen again” Is all he mutters before patting him on the back “well done though, great performance afterwards keep that up” Of course he’d compliment him afterwards, always the best in leading the the team with a firm yet fair hand

“thanks and it won’t happen again” He thanked whoever was looking over him for Namjoon not asking for a further explanation

“celebration party tonight!” Jungkook looks over his shoulder at Jimin shouting as he runs down the hallway, already changed with his gym bag in hand.

Around three hours later that party was in full swing, bodies pushed into one dorm with music blasting throughout the place. Jungkook wasn’t the biggest fan of these things, people seemed to forget boundaries when they’ve had a drink.

“you were so good out there tonight, you could seriously go pro” He had no idea what this girls name was but she had be talking for the past fifteen minutes about what, he had no idea. But, he wasn’t horrible and he tried to seem like he was interested at the very least. She was being nice after all but every so often she shifted closer to him and now she was basically pushed up against his side. Jungkook moved backwards, creating some space but she simply followed.

“that’s nice thanks, iam gonna get some air” He left no room for a response, he bolted and headed straight for the door and out into the night breeze. Breathing a sigh of relief, he takes a sip of his drink before heading to the bottom step on the building and sitting down. It was much quieter out here, no one to be seen and it felt like he could finally relax. He allowed his thoughts to take over, thinking about what that girl had said.

you could go pro

God he had heard that one too many times. His friends, his parents, literally anyone he had ever met. It was the immense pressure, to have so many people talk about his future. Sure, he was grateful they expected so much of him and yeah he loved hockey. But that wasn’t everything to him, hockey wasn’t everything. Huffing he ran his fingers through his hair, tugging lightly on a few strands in frustration

“rough night?” The sudden voice had him jumping in surprise, his drink flying in the air as his hands flew up in surprise. The contents of the drink spill behind him, the sound of the ice is loud as it hits the slabs of the steps

“jesus!” He stares at you, stunned and embarrassed as he grips the plastic cup so hard it crumples up into itself

“iam so sorry” You get out between a fit of heavy laughter while he tries to catch his breath. He watches as you climb up the first step before sitting beside him, your skirt sliding up ever so slightly to reveal a little more of your thighs- he looked away. “why you out here?” Good question, one he didn’t particularly have an answer for

“just, getting some air” You nod, and he can’t help but keep his eyes trained onto you. There was just something about you that gave him this comfortable feeling yet at the same time he was on edge, his heart was beating so damn hard

“how come you didn’t stay for the game?” Jungkook had been pondering about that ever since he stepped out onto the ice and kept looking around. It wasn’t a pro game, the crowd and arena was small so he could’ve easily spotted you if you were there

“not really my thing” You shrug the topic off which only makes him more curious “heard you won though, congratulations” A small smile appears on his face as he places his, now empty and crushed cup, down beside him

“don’t compliment your way out of my question” He notices the corner of your mouth tip upwards, a small smirk gracing your lips

“okay, honestly i don’t really get involved in my brothers life” Jungkook frowns, he assumed you two had a good relationship with how much Namjoon goes out of his way to protect you. Maybe he had it all wrong?

“he can be over the top huh?” You scoff lightheartedly at that understatement before replying

“oh he definitely can. it’s too much, iam my own person with boundaries which he doesn’t seem to understand” He felt that, his situation sure wasn’t the same as yours but he knew exactly what the feeling of people not understanding him felt like. And in that moment, with someone he barely knew, he wanted to tell you everything that laid heavy on his heart

“can i admit a secret to you?” You look over, slight shock etched over your face at the sudden change of conversation but once you nod your head, he goes right into it “i don’t want to go pro with hockey” He’s waiting for the surprise, the questions but- it never comes

“what do you want to do instead?” Now he’s the one shocked. You weren’t asking why he doesn’t want to go pro, just simply asking what he actually wanted to do instead. It was, refreshing

“i- don’t know” He sighs “all my life all anyone has ever said was that i was born for hockey, i appreciate it all i really do but- theres more to me then just hockey. everyone just expects that i’ll go pro, never anything else” Jungkook looks over, your listening so intently and he’s so relieved to get it off his chest. He’s held onto this for so long

“it’s okay that you don’t know what exactly you want to do forever. you’re only young and hockey’s allowed to stay a hobby, you don’t have to do it for any longer then you want to” Jungkook felt his chest lighten, you said it so simply as if it wasn’t a big deal if hockey wasn’t destined to be a forever job for him and it was just so nice to hear.

“yeah, you’re right” Is all he can muster up, he wants to say so much more but you don’t even know him so the emotional dumping might not be the best move

“iam always right” You chuckle, hand coming down onto his thigh. It was meant to be a friendly gesture, but there’s this instant connection, an instant feeling brewing up inside of Jungkook that all he can do his stare at your hand. The door at the top of the steps suddenly swings open and your hand disappears as you look behind you. It was a random student, stumbling out and down the stairs. He couldn’t seem to see one inch in front of him as he grips onto the wall. Suddenly, he’s thumping down the stairs in your direction so Jungkook wraps an arm behind you before he scoops you up into his side. Your eyes are still on the drunk guys and as he steps closer, you lift you ass from the step and plant yourself right onto Jungkooks lap. The random plows down the rest of the way before stumbling, looking up and squinting his eyes in the direction of you and him

“oh- J-jungkook? hey, you’re a b-beast at hockey. D-definitely going pro man” Then, he’s off and stumbling his way into the night. You watch as he disappears before turning your head to look at Jungkook, whose been staring at you ever since the guy was off the steps

“definitely going pro my ass” You mumble and he exhales through his nose before laughing, head flying downwards. His grip on you tightens without him releasing it, you arm still around his neck from when you climbed on him to escape getting trampled. You laugh along with him, head tipping backwards. When the laughter dies down he feels you slowly lifting yourself, he takes his hands of you as you finally move yourself off him “i better go find my friends”

“right” He can’t help but feel a little disappointed, he liked talking to you. There was no pressure, no expectations. “or we could go get some food?” Jungkook cringed at himself. You didn’t even know him very well, only as your overprotective brothers friend and teammate. Why on earth would you-

“okay” His thoughts came to a halt, he looked up at you from his sat position “where would be open at this time?”

“oh yeah, probably all closed by now” Jungkook mumbles, he didn’t even think about the time and how late it probably was

“wanna come to mine?” Silence ensued at your question, he simply stared up at you. He should say no, sure it was an innocent invite to eat but you were his captains sister after all. Would probably get his ass handed to him if he found out but as he thought about it, looking up at you looking just so fucking pretty, he stood to his feet. You were you own damn person, who was Namjoon to dictate who you hung with?

“yeah, sure” He finally gets out, chewing on his bottom lip momentarily as you smile up at him before backing off and walking away silently. Jungkook releases his lip, smiles and then follows

Y/n’s pov

You can’t help but wonder what the hell you were thinking when you decided to invite him back. Jungkook was practically a stranger and after one conversation you thought, hey why not bring him back home and eat? You needed a brain check. But you couldn’t stop thinking about his confession, the expectations on him, the pressure. If you could relate to and understand anything it was that. Namjoon had these wild expectations that you were precious enough to be protected, sheltered to anything that could be mildly upsetting. These things were apart of life, it’s how you would grow and learn but no- your brother believed you could be saved from it all.

“how you feel about some noodles?” You ask as you move into the kitchen, turning the lights on as Jungkook finished taking his shoes of.

“fine by me” He calls out as he follows you and you begin to gather everything you needed to start cooking while Jungkook sits himself at the kitchen island on a stool. “you a big reader huh?” Confused you turn to look at him, finding one of your books in his hands

“oh yeah, i love to read” You watch has he plays with the coloured tabs sticking out of the book and smile at his intrigued face before turning back to cooking

“the colours of the tabs mean anything?” He asks as you empty a packet into the water that filled a saucepan

“yeah they’re for different types of moments” You call out, not looking back as you add another packet before pushing around the noodles with a spoon

“what’s red for?” Jungkook mumbles out and you hear the movement of him open the book. With wide eyes you turn to catch his curious eyes and quickly move to him and rip the book from his hands

“oh, nothing important” You rush out, taking the book with you to the stove, placing it down onto the side when you hear him chuckle

“i saw it y/n, red means sex scenes huh?” God you wanted the ground to open up and swallow you whole. Out of all the colours, red was the one he chose to be curious about? “don’t be embarrassed” He laughs “most people watch porn, you read it. completely normal” You turn to face him and are met with a cheeky smile upon his face

“hey it’s not porn, it’s literature” Waving the spoon at him in the air, you defend yourself as he chuckles

“literature porn” You try and hide the smile creeping onto your lips but fail miserably, he just had this naturally talent of making you do that

“stop teasing, that’s not all the books about. it’s about the struggles of life, growing up and love” Turning your focus back to the noodles, you empty the flavour packets in before mixing it all together.

“hm, it’s about a guy that plays hockey too” You freeze, eyes fluttering over to where the book in question lays on the side. The covers got an illustration of a guy, in his hockey gear. Of course, the only hockey romance book you have is the one you left for out for the hockey player to find.

“he does” Is all you can reply, turning down the heat of the stove as the noodles are almost ready

“can i borrow it?” A little surprise runs through you, he wants to read it? Did he read often? You find yourself wanting the answer to that question and so many more. Why did you want to learn all about him? What he likes, what he doesn’t?

“you read?” You hear him stand, hear the footsteps coming towards you and then he’s right behind you. He was close, you could almost feel him against you

“don’t sound so surprised” Jungkook murmurs and you swear you could feel his breath on your neck. His hand comes up and brushes over the cover of the book, he almost had you caged against the kitchen side

“didn’t mean to be judgemental, take it, enjoy yourself” You we’re surprised how well you managed to get that sentence out, with him being so fucking close. Jungkook takes the book and slides it off the counter but doesn’t move away right then. He stands behind you, other hand touching your shoulder before he leans down to you ear

“thanks” His voice almost made you knees buckle but you stand firmly as he steps backwards and back to his seat. Exhaling lightly, you grab some bowls and dump out the food before taking both dishes to the table. He’s already opened the book and reading over the first page when you slide his portion to him then sitting opposite. Jungkook closes the book, places it down and slides the bowl closer to him before picking up the cutlery and taking a bite

“this great, thank you” You almost laugh but settle for a smile instead

“it’s just noodles” He looks over at you, a smile of his own on his lips

“and it tastes amazing” You do laugh at this before eating yourself. The pair of you eat quietly and you can’t help your thoughts, wondering why he was so nice and wanting to know everything about him. It was weird, you’d never gotten the chance to talk to many other people except Nina and Lola. Which you were fine with, but now you were suddenly getting to know him- Jungkook seemed unlike anyone you’ve ever met. You were instantly comfortable, not something that would come by easily with many people. It took no effort whatsoever for him to make you smile or laugh, it was just so easy to talk to him. Yet, you didn’t really know him at all.

“how did you start playing hockey?” Jungkook seemed shocked by the sudden question but you saw him think about it as he chewed

“my dad put me in classes, i was kinda bigger then most kids my age so i guess he assumed i’d be good at hockey” You nod, thinking about that answer

“and you enjoyed it?” He paused, food mid air as he thought and you waited for his response

“hm, yeah” You raise an eyebrow as he continues eating, looking over at him with curiosity

“that sounded not at all convincing” Jungkook smirked as he chewed, which only reassured you that your assumption was correct. He was wasn’t being completely truthful

“honestly, i don’t know. i was good at it, so thought it was natural to keep on playing. and i truly love being out there on the ice i do” You nod, that was understandable. Yet, why do something you didn’t really like only because you were good at it?

“is there anything you actually enjoy and do it for that reason? not just because you’re good at it?” You both had finished your food at this point, bowls pushed to the side as you continued the conversation

“i like art, being creative. fucking shit at it though” A laugh escaped you. He liked art, not entirely what you expected but something you could see him doing

“well, life is about the things you enjoy and if you like doing it that’s all that matters. doesn’t matter if you’re not the next monet” Jungkook crosses his arms and leans them in front of himself on the table, big smile on his face

“that’s very philosophical” A snort escapes you, he pretty much just read you like a book because that was the degree you were currently doing

“good thing iam taking philosophy then right?” His head tilts to the side and you can’t help but relate the action to something a cute puppy would do

“getting a philosophy degree? that must be interesting” He was right, it really was. Every class was fascinating to you, the conversations and debates that could sprout from them were always good

“yeah, i would love to teach it one day. feel like it’s such an under appreciated subject” You explain, standing to grab the dishes but Jungkook pulls his bowl away when you lean over to grab it

“you cooked, i’ll clean” With that, he took your bowl and headed over to the sink and turned the tap on letting the water get warm “so tell me more about philosophy” You turn your body in the stool to look at him while he cleans

“don’t ask to be nice, am sure it’s boring” He gives you a look over his shoulder before turning back around

“no, i asked because iam interested. now, please tell me” You let out a little chuckle before replying

“it’s just, i’ve never been academically inclined- iam not bad at it but i love the questions that can never actually be answered. i like to think about endless possibilities, i don’t know if that makes sense” You shrug even though he can’t see you

“makes perfect sense, the worlds problems aren’t always a simple yes or no. you just enjoy the journey of the conversation then the destination or a simple answer” He turns now, drying his hands as you look at him with a little disbelief “am i wrong?”

“nope, exactly right”

You had no idea what the time was, too busy laughing away the night with each story that Jungkook came up with. Sat next to him on your couch, both legs up in front you but tugged close to your chest to give Jungkook room and back against the arm rest, he finishes up his story. You could feel yourself getting a little tired, but tried hard not to show it. Jungkook was good a sharing stories and you were enjoying yourself too much to fall asleep

“please don’t tell her i told you, taehyung would kill me” Your laughing dies down, not surprised at the man in question actions

“oh i don’t have to, she saw him under that table by the way” Jungkook’s eyes widen before his head flys backwards in laughter. You pretty much had the same reaction as his when you received the text off her, saying she spotted her ex crouched under a table

“that’s fucking hilarious, definitely telling him that” He states, pulling his phone out of his hoodie pocket but not moving to do anything with it. “shit it’s four in the morning” Your mouth drops open in surprise, looking up at the clock hung behind your tv.

“thank god i have no classes tomorrow” You sigh in relief, dropping your head to the couch arm, put keeping your feet by your ass making sure they didn’t invade Jungkooks space

“you look uncomfortable, just put your legs out” You move your knees to hit the back of the sofa so you could see him clearly, a look of uncertainty on your face “come on it’s fine” His hands reach out, grabbing your legs and pulling them over his lap. The relief you felt was instant, sighing as you tilt your head fully back and close your eyes. Jungkook’s hands remain on your legs and you have to surprise a shiver when one slides over your knee to rest on your lower thigh “tired? i don’t mind heading back to mine, let you sleep”

“no it’s fine, i like hearing your stories tell another” You could hear the sleepiness in your voice but refused to succumb to it. Jungkook chuckles before he begins speaking, but at the sound of his voice- you find yourself drifting off without realising

Jungkook’s pov

A low groan escaped his throat, eyes still closed although he was waking up. Jungkook felt warmer then usual and tried to pull himself closer to that warmth. Then, that warmth moved and his eyebrows scrunched. Jungkook’s eyes finally open and he blinks several times before he realised that the unusual warmth, was you. His eyes widen, now fully awake as he looks around. He was still in your apartment, on your sofa, with you tucked against his chest. The movement was you turning over to face him and as he looked down, his hand was holding you tightly by your ass. Jungkook snatches his hand away, but with lack of space had no where else to put it except your lower back. His head drifted up over your head and to the clock on your wall, seeing it was eight on the morning he exhaled before placing his head back down softly to not wake you. Jungkook raked his brain, not remembering even falling asleep let alone laying down next to you. His body stilled when he felt you shift, body coming into his more tightly and head going into his neck. Your breath fanned his skin right below his ear making him inhale. A sudden and rapid knocking makes him jump

“y/n! hello, you awake!” His eyes widen upon hearing Namjoon call through the door. “y/n come on open up!” Your brother knocks again and when Jungkook looks down he sees your eyes opening, you look up at him and the pair of you stare at each other momentarily “i swear to god open the door you lazy bitch” Your eyes widen and you jump up and out of Jungkooks arms

“fuck does he know you stayed over?” Jungkook stands on his feet as you whisper under your breath at him

“i have no idea” His heart rate picked up, there’s no way Namjoon knew he was here- well he hoped not

“y/n! if you don’t answer the door iam telling mum you’re dead!” Jungkook would’ve laughed if his captain wasn’t the one shouting through the door to girl he just woke up cuddling- that girl being his fucking sister.

“ok, go upstairs my bedrooms the first door on the right” He practicality runs up the stairs as you head towards the front door. He rushes into your room and closes the door behind him just as he hears you open the door. The dorm wasn’t big, so he could clearly hear you two talking

“finally, swear you could sleep through a natural disaster”

“what do you want?” Jungkook laughs under his breath, the two of you were textbook siblings to say the least

“chill with the attitude, i came to apologise” He hears Namjoon walking further into the dorm and the door closing as he does so

“mum must’ve threatened you with something serious then” Jungkook could actually hear Namjoons huff from up the stairs

“no, iam being a decent brother”

“hell must’ve closed over or all those knocks from hockey have finally given you brain damage” Jungkooks hand flew to his mouth to hide the laugh that escape his throat

“still be smarter then you with the brain damage so zip it”

“i still haven’t heard the word sorry, worst apology of the century” Jungkook’s head falls and he smiles at the interaction

“fine! iam sorry, that my actions may not be seen as nice as they really are”

“no, try again” Namjoon huffs once more

“ok, i’ve had it pointed out to me that iam being too much. iam sorry, with us being far away from home i guess i’ve just felt it was my duty to protect you. I know now that it’s been annoying. there, happy now?” Jungkooks lips turned into a little smile, he knew how much Namjoon loved you and it was heart warming. Not many siblings were this close.

“hm, did mum give you a script? tell her iam impressed”

“you’re so impossible, i’ve apologised so iam leaving” There was the typical sibling behaviour

“bye!” You yell out as Jungkook here’s a door close and he deems it safe to leave. You turn to face him as he walks down the stairs and he offers a genuine smile before his attention turns to something else and he frowns

“my fucking shoes are still by the door” Your head whips to them, big combat boots that are clearly men’s

“don’t think he noticed thank fuck” There was a moment of silence before the pair of you just burst into laughter at the whole situation. Jungkook liked hearing you laugh and as he realised he did he also realised something else- he was truly fucked because he wanted to keep giving you reasons to laugh like that. Just so he could hear it “oh do you want my number?” You say bringing him out of his thoughts. He gives you a smile and nod and then you’re off to find your phone

Y/n’s pov

“fuck off, you woke up cuddling him?!” You glare at Nina, her volume threatening to gain everyone students in the cafes attention

“please do tell everyone within hearing distance” Lola laughs, seemingly enjoying the whole situation

“oh stop being dramatic, you spent the night with Jungkook then spooned with him. Tells us more details” God you hated this entire situation, Jungkook was Namjoon’s friend and team mate- if news about this got out you’d never hear the end of it

“there’s nothing to tell, we ate and accidentally fell asleep. then i had my fucking brother knocking down my door. get this, someone apparently got him to take account of his actions according to him. iam betting it’s my mum” Lola shifts in her seat and you look over to her, she gives a small smile before speaking

“well, at least he’s realising now and apologised. maybe you can live more peacefully” You wished for that to be the case

“we can only hope” You mutter before you reach down to pick up your bag “iam heading off to the library, got an essay to write before next week” The girls say their goodbyes to you and you head off into the library to start working. You spot a small empty table and decide to set up there but as soon as you pull your laptop out, a figure sits opposite you

“iam so glad you’re here, are you doing the essay for next week” It’s a guy from your class, Jinyoung. He normally sat at the back each time, normally behind you so he could lean forward and ask questions. Jinyoung was smart, but his attention span was awful so you always offered help when he needed it

“yeah thought i’d make a start, you need help?” He laughs as he pulls out his laptop

“help is an understatement” You chuckle yourself before getting your notebook out and sliding it over to him

“there’s notes in there, i know you struggle to listen during the lectures so take your time with them” He sighs before grabbing your hand in both of his

“you’re truly a life saver” He goes to take a look of the book when you feel a chair being pushed beside you, looking up your eyes widen when you see Jungkook before he sits down

“thought i saw you come in, i forgot that book at your place last night? the one i want to borrow” Your eyes widen, that could be taken in a completely wrong way but Jungkook doesn’t give you time to reply, looking across the table he asks “who’s this?” You give him a look before looking over at Jinyoung

“oh uh- Jungkook this Jinyoung. Jinyoung this is Jungkook” Your class mate smiles and nods as a greeting as the table falls silent for a moment

“nice to meet you man, thanks for the notes come over before you leave and i’ll give them back” Jinyoung stands then as you give him a confused look while he walks to another table with his things

“you two looked cozy” Your head whips to Jungkook, who’s much closer then you thought with his chair pushed right next to yours

“cozy?” Is all you could offer up, because honestly you don’t know how you two looked cozy while on opposite sides of the table

“yeah, he definitely likes you” Jungkook extends his arm behind you and rests it on the back of your chair while you continue to just stare at him

“hm, i don’t think so” You clear your throat at the feel of his arm against your shoulder blades

“well i do, can tell by the way he was looking at you” There was bite in his tone and it made you furrow your eyebrows at him

“yeah? how was he looking at me?” You turn your whole body is his direction, curious about this so called look from Jinyoung. Jungkook sighs, eyes drifting momentarily to your lips before back to your eyes. Then, he leans forward himself dropping his arm from the chair. His hand dances over your back before it drifts down your spine before coming to a stop just above your ass

“like he wanted to fuck you” He whispers out and you swear you could feel it in your core. Jungkook keeps his face inches from yours, his hand remains on your lower back and his touch ignites your whole body.

“he just wanted help with an essay” Your surprised with how well that sentence came out with how your body is reacting to him being this close. His lips slowly turn upwards before he slowly leans back but keeps his hand on you

“i highly doubt that sweetheart” God the nickname, it sounded too good coming out of his mouth. You curse yourself for liking it as much as you did

“is that why you came over? saving me from a good eye fucking?” You had no idea what you were saying that this point, were your flirting? Because it sure sounded like it. Jungkook eyes you slowly, his gaze going down before coming back up

“nothing about him eye fucking you is good” Only a power above could explain why this conversation was turning you on, because you definitely couldn’t

“and why’s that?” Your voice came out as a whisper, a gritty undertone to it. You had no idea why you anticipated his answer so much, desperate to know what he had to say next

“hey sorry to interrupt” Jinyoungs voice makes you jump slightly. You turn away from Jungkook to look up at your classmate “i took a picture of them so here’s your notebook. thanks again” He holds out your notes and you smile before taking it from him, very aware that Jungkook still hasn’t taken his hand off you

“oh no worries” Jinyoung smiles one last time before turning away and walking off. Awkwardly, you shove the notebook in your bag before doing the same with your laptop. You didn’t complete one bit of work, but with the thoughts of Jungkook now running through your mind there was no point in even trying to work

“i better get going” You mumble before standing, making Jungkooks hand fall from your back. Not looking his way you quickly walk towards the exit, asking yourself why on earth you liked having Jungkook that close. Liked having him touching you.

“Please come with us!” Lola tugs at your arm, practically begging you to get up

“no, i went to one last night that’s all my partying done for the year” You also ended up with a certain hockey player sleeping next you because you agreed to go to that party

“y/n you’re coming with us, not only will Lola need a wing woman i need emotional support for having to see my stupid ex” Ah, the never ending story of Taehyung and Nina. Not even breaking up can stop them from being apart of each other’s life’s

“i do not need a wing woman, but i do need you there. please?” You can never say no to these girls, it was becoming a problem

“ugh fine” They celebrate as you get up to get ready and in no longer then an hour, you were at some randoms dorm with music blasting in your ears. You had already lost Lola in the crowd, but she did text assuring you that she found a friend and was safe. The current form of entertainment was Nina, who had already ran into her ex

“what would it take to get you to transfer? iam fed up of seeing your bitch ass on campus” You had to laugh at her, she still clearly had some sort of feelings for him not that she’d admit it. Everyone on campus knew about them, and they all were waiting for them to either get back together… or kill each other. There was actually a betting pool going on for each of those outcomes, you had bet for them getting back together.

“if any of us should leave, it’s you darling” Your friend rolls her eyes so hard they might actually get stuck in her head. Before she can reply you tap her and shake your empty cup to say you’re going for a refill. She nods and immediately turns back to Taehyung

“your comebacks are almost as bad as the amount time you last in bed” You hear from her as you walk away to the kitchen, they’d probably be arguing for the remainder of the night. In their terms, that’s probably foreplay. Pushing past some people who linger in the kitchen, you finally get to the bottles on the island and look at the options in front of you. Spotting the vodka you pick it up and unscrew it before before placing a small amount in your cup- a hangover is not what you want tomorrow morning so a single shot it is

“i was hoping to see you” You whip your head over your shoulders, eyes meeting Jungkooks who looks down at you from behind

“and why’s that?” Turning away from him you screw the lid back onto the vodka before placing it back onto the counter and then reaching for the cola bottle

“because you still haven’t given me that book sweetheart” That nickname again, why did it make your core shake?

“why do you want it so badly?” A laugh escapes you as he moves to stand next to you while you fill the rest of your cup with the soft drink

“it looked so good and just maybe, i could get some tips from the pages you marked in red” Okay, this was definitely flirting. You weren’t too sure at the library but the way he was speaking to you, standing so close, he had to have been flirting. Screwing the cola back up, you place the bottle down before turning to face him. You brain ticked, suddenly wanting to play him at his own game. He was being so cocky and as that realisation hit you, all you wanted was to make him squirm

“how about we go back to my place then and get it for you? can get all the tips you want” You smile up at him and you see his face falter, his grin falling as you push yourself ever so slightly against his body.

“go back to yours?” Jungkook’s voice seemed a little shaky and you had to resist laughing as you look at him

“hm hm, we can go now” You watch as his pupils shake and his bottom lip catches between his teeth. This was so strange for you, never before had you acted like this with any guy. But for some reason, Jungkook just pulled this side of you out and you were enjoying every second of it

“are you serious?” His voice was suddenly raspy, eyes staring straight into yours with wonder

“yeah, you want the book right?” You step back then, tension dropping as you pick up your cup and take a sip while maintaining eye contact. Realisation hits him, an exhale of breath leaving him and a smirk rises on his lips

“i got played” A laugh breaks out from your throat, head going back before looking back at him “oh you find it funny? okay” You drink is taken from you and disregard on the side, you’re about to question before he wraps his around your waist making a noise of surprise leave you as he lifts you off your feet and over his shoulder

“what are you doing?” It comes out between laughter as people watch him carry you out of the kitchen, more heads turn to stare as he takes you out into the empty hallways of the dorm. “Jungkook!”

“teaching you a lesson is what iam doing” Another laugh tumbles out of you as he leaves the dorms and jogs down the building steps outside

“okay! iam sorry put me down” You feel his shoulder shakes as he laughs and stops in the middle of an alleyway before slowly lowering you off his shoulder. All laughter stops as you body slides down his front, his hands gripping at your waist holding you close. There’s no hint of humour on his face as he leans in as your feet finally hit the ground, your hands planted onto his the corners of his neck. Your breathing turns heavy when his lips ghost over yours, barely touching almost as if he was testing the waters. It was like a gravitational pull, without realising it you brushed your own lips back against his- your mouth stealing a quick breath from his mouth.

Then it happens, he firmly plants his lips against yours and a groan escapes his throat and gets captured in your mouth. The kiss was hard and fast, like neither of you would live if it wasn’t. Jungkook’s hands fly to the sides of your face, holding you against him as his tongue traces your bottom lip. With a moan you open you mouth allowing him access and his tongue immediately meets yours, it was messy and intense.

“fuck, you tatse so good” He mumbles against your lips before going right back in for another kiss and you can’t do anything but sigh into it. Then, a ringing phone breaks your attention and Jungkook whines against your lips “ignore it” He whispers out and god it was so tempting, but remembering your friends who were still at the party you just got carried out of- you pulled away and pulled the phone out of you pocket. You try and catch your breath before quickly answering the call

“Nina what’s up?” Your eyes widen when Jungkook dips his head into your neck and begins nipping and licking at it like his life depended on it

“y/n!” You could barely hear her over the music blasting into the phone, even if there wasn’t you’d still struggle with Jungkook going to town on your neck “are you still here?!” She was practically shouting down the phone and it took everything in you to keep a moan escaping when Jungkooks lips meet the spot just below your ear

“i uh, am outside” Your knees almost buckle when Jungkooks fingers begin fiddling with the button of your jeans, undoing it with ease

“you okay?!” A small sigh leaves your lips as he pulls your zipper down, his fingers dipping underneath your jeans “y/n! you good?!” Your eyes flutter closed as his fingers brush lightly over your covered clit, adding a little more pressure with each stroke

“y-yes am fine” You could barely hold a coherent thought as Jungkook stops momentarily before his thumb then presses down where his fingers were just brushing

“thank god i couldn’t find you, want me to come out?” His thumb begins circling your clit and your free hand comes up to grip his shoulder, your eyes fly open

“no!, no it’s okay stay at the party” Jungkook sucks at your neck and you almost let out a strangled noise at how good it feels

“ok, come back up soon Taes driving me crazy”

“yep will do, bye” You didn’t let her say anything as you quickly hang up and let a moan finally leave your throat “are you crazy?” It was half hearted, mainly because you already knew how fucking crazy he was from doing this on the middle of a god damn alleyway

“i told you not to answer” He mumbles against your neck before his thumb stops and you whine out which makes him chuckle. Jungkook’s head comes into view as he zips you back up along with doing up the button. The pair of you just stare at each other quietly, your heart pounding against your chest as you do so. What was it about him? He just had this way of making you lose complete control, yet you barely even knew him “there’s something about you, that just drives me fucking crazy” Well, at least he was in the same boat as you. You open your mouth to reply when voices flood from just outside the alleyway.

“please don’t leave, just talk to me” Your brothers voice makes you turn your head with wide eyes, Jungkook acts fast by taking you in his arms and turning you so you’re planted against his chest and all anyone can see if they look is his back

“i can’t Joon, you know i can’t” Is that, Lola? You tilt your head to look up at Jungkook and he gives you a confused look

“why? iam begging you please, there’s something between us you can’t deny that” Something between them? When in the fuck did your best friend have something with your brother?

“no i can’t, but what would y/n think? i can’t keep this from her anymore it’s killing me” Your heart burned, she sounded so upset. Did she really think she had to keep this from you? Sure, you were pissed at the audacity of Namjoon to scare of any guy when he himself was clearly interested in one of your best friends. But you’d never stop Lola from seeing him if she really liked him. You don’t hear anything more as their voices drift off, walking away together. Jungkook let’s you go and you take a step back

“well, didn’t see that coming” He says making you chuckle lightly. You definitely didn’t see it coming either.

Jungkooks pov

His mind was replaying the moment in the alleyway over and over on repeat as he stared at the wall of your dorm while you moved around the kitchen making hot chocolate. After you messaged your friends saying you were going home, he naturally just followed you back to your dorm making sure you got there safe. But you invited him in, and he wasn’t about to decline. Jungkook had no idea what he was doing by flirting with you for the past two days, all he knew was that he couldn’t help himself and now that he’s kissed you? He would never be able to forget you

“here, careful it’s hot” You pull him out of his head. Looking up at you his smiles, unable not to when his eyes meet yours. You were just so damn pretty how could he not?

“thank you” He takes the cup out of your hand and you place your own on the coffee table before sitting next to him on the sofa. Taking a sip, he places the cup next to yours before his phone rings out indicating he has a text. Pulling it out, he reads the notification

dad: hi son, you have any offers yet for pro training?”

A sigh makes its way out of him. It was probably early morning for his dad back home and of course the first thing he does is message him about hockey

“what’s wrong?” Jungkook wanted to pretend, say nothing was wrong and move on but for some reason he couldn’t. You know about his struggle with hockey, how he didn’t know whether it was something he actually wanted to do with the rest of his life. It comforted him to know there was someone who knew he had practically fallen out of love with the sport

“my dad, asking about hockey” You offer him a small knowing smile. What he liked so much was your lack of pity, your smile wasn’t overly sympathetic and you weren’t coddling him saying it would all be alright. You just listened and accepted his opinions

“do you think that you not wanting to do hockey professionally is less about not liking it and more about fear of failing?” The question shocks him, he hadn’t really thought that deeply into it. Jungkook loves it every time he steps onto the ice, thrives off it even. But as soon as the game is over, that feeling disappears and the thought of doing it forever scares him. He always assumed it meant he didn’t want to do it forever, but maybe there was another reason

“i never really thought about it like that” You nod, obviously thinking about something

“it’s just, when we talked about it last time you said you do love being out on the ice. but somehow you also don’t enjoy the thought of doing it professionally. maybe what’s taking away your enjoyment, is the thought of failing and disappointing people?” Jungkook remained silent, a gnawing feeling of realisation snaking up his chest. Were you right? It for sure made sense, why else would he love being on the ice but hate when people talked about him going pro?

“i think you might be right” You place a hand on his shoulder before moving it on his back, the action oddly comforting

“well i might not be, but it’s an explanation to explore. try not to over analyse yourself, just do what you love and everything will work out” Jungkook’s heart beats a little faster. You were just so understanding, so open to letting him ramble about himself.

“thank you y/n, for listening. seems it’s our thing to leave parties and have deep talks in your dorm” A laugh erupts from you and it makes him smile. It was weird, he’d only ever had a handful of conversations with you and yet, he’s opened up to you more then any of his friends. Jungkook knew his friends wouldn’t t judge him of course, but he’s never felt comfortable enough to open himself up. That was until you entered his life.

“anytime, well for the next week. once my roommates are back i don’t think they’d appreciate us coming back here every weekend after parties” He’d never even considered where your roommates were, well he never really thought of much else except you when you two are together

“seriously i really appreciate this. ever since i fell out of that fucking bush i knew there was something about you.” His chest ached at how vulnerable he was being, he’d never had this much of a crush on anyone. Never even had this much feelings for someone, it was scary but he’d be a fool to not admit it

“what the hell were you even doing in that bush?” Another round of laughs escape you and a pink tint ghosts over his cheeks at the embarrassing memory

“i didn’t wanna fucking creep you out! i can’t even believe Namjoon asked me to do that but hey, if it meant his sister getting home safe sure i didn’t mind. i tried to keep out of sight, which was why i was in the stupid fucking bush” His heart almost leaps from his chest when you look at him with the brightest smile on your face, for some reason he felt he’d do anything to have you always smile at him like that

“you’re a good guy you know? you just, i’ve never gotten close to someone as easy as i did with you” God were you tying to kill him? You were just so sweet, so welcoming and it made him go crazy

“fuck it” He grits out make you look confused before he reaches over and attaches his lips onto yours. You gasp in surprise and he uses it to his advantage, sliding his tongue into your mouth while pushing you to lay on your back. This kiss was softer then the previous one, slower too. He wanted to savour the feeling of your lips on his, memorise the feeling

“bedroom” You mutter against his lips and he almost shudders at the thought

“you sure?” He didnt want you to have any regrets, sure he wanted to fuck you until the sun came up and maybe then some. But he wasn’t about to not make sure it’s what you really wanted

“do i look like am not sure?” You roll your hips up into his and groan leaves him at the feeling. He leans down and plants a firm kiss on your lips before leans up and lifts you up. Wrapping your legs around him you lean back down to continue your kiss as he carries you into your room

Y/n’s pov

The constant buzzing filling the room made you groan as you wake up. Your eyes blink rapidly to adjust to the room before raising your hand blindly towards your desk trying to stop the noisy buzz of your phone.

“who the fuck is calling at the ass crack of dawn?” Your head whips to the boy led next to you, no shirt and messy hair. Jungkook turns to face you, eyes still closed as your hand finally comes into contact with the phone which has thankfully gone silent. Peeking at the screen, you sigh

“it’s nine, not exactly dawn” He groans in response making you laugh through an exhale. Jungkook’s arm lazily reaches over your waist and tugs you against him while his eyes remain shut.

“can we just agree to like, never leave this bed again?” Another chuckle leaves you as you tuck yourself closer into his side.

“hm if only i could, i need to see Lola” You needed answers. What exactly did she have with your brother and why, or how long, had she been hiding it?

“she’s definitely fucked Namjoon” Jungkook mumbles making you abruptly sit up

“hey! i would rather not discuss shit like that” He chuckles but slowly sits up next to you. A laugh escapes you at the sight of his hair stuck in all different directions

“what’s so funny?” Jungkook’s eyes are finally open, blink rapidly as he tries to wake up properly as he itches the back of his head

“nothing, you’re just cute” He gives you a confused smile as you get out of bed, just in your underwear still. You move to your closet, trying to find something to wear for the day “i might have some of Namjoons stuff from when he used to stay over if you need something to wear i’ll have a lo-” You stop mid sentence as you turn and notice Jungkook’s eyes trained downwards, in the direction of your ass “excuse me?” His eye flick upwards, lower lip between his teeth “typical man” You grumble but with a smile as your turn back to your closet

“pardon you but iam no typical man” His voice comes closer to you, his arms circling your bare waist from behind. The coldness of his touch makes you momentarily shiver “i know we’ve done this the wrong way around, but i really wanna take you out sometime” It was a little hard to focus on his words when his hands began to run along the top of your thighs before coming back up to your stomach

“iam sure that can be arranged”

Locating Lola seemed to suddenly be the most difficult task on earth. She wasn’t answering texts, or picking up your calls and even Nina was no help

“i haven’t seen her since last night” She mumbles, shoving a handful of crisps into her mouth at once. “and since we’re talking about last night, where did you end up running off to?” You shift uncomfortably on her bed at the question

“actually i, i spent the night with jungkook” Nina chokes on the crisps shoved in her mouth, coughing before reaching out for her water bottle and taking a sip as you silently watch her reaction

“jeon jungkook? right winger jungkook? taehyung’s friend jungkook? your BROTHERS friend jungkook?” Her voice goes up in pitch with each word and you struggle to come up with any sort of response “FUCKING HELL!”

“ok calm down with the dramatics” You huff before crossing your arms over your chest

“calm down? you fucked jungkook and you’re telling me to calm down? oh namjoon is gonna hit the ROOF” The mention of your brother reminds you of why you were at Nina’s place

“well on the subject of him… i think him and Lola are fucking” Nina’s jaw drops silently, eyes widening. “right, my thoughts exactly”

“you’ve fucked jungkook and Lola’s fucked your brother. what the fuck is happening?” You can only shrug, because you didn’t have any idea either

“i overheard them talking last night, about having something between them and hiding it from me. the irony is, i couldn’t give less of a fuck” You honestly didn’t. Lola would only be good for him and that’s why you were trying to find her- to tell her she can absolutely see Namjoon she didn’t have to hide it from you.

“oh my god” You turn to face Nina “what if she’s at his dorm?” Your blink as you think about it, she was definitely at his dorm how could you not have thought of that

“iam going” You stand but halt as Nina stands too. She gives you a look before speaking

“oh don’t think iam not coming with you, i wanna see everything”

Jungkook’s pov

“dibs on the first speech at your funeral” Jungkook glares at Taehyung from across the table. He should’ve known better then to think his friend would give him actual advice

“real funny” He deadpans and Tae shrugs, shoving a spoonful of pasta into his mouth

“i ain’t laughing, nor joking. namjoon is going to kill you” Tae gets out between chewing making Jungkook roll his eyes

“yeah well, he hasn’t got a leg to stand on” Taehyung pauses just before taking another bite of his food, then lowering the spoon back into his bowl

“and why is that?” Jungkook leans closer to his friend over the table, making sure no one in the campus cafe could hear him

“he might be sleeping with one of y/n’s friends” Taehyung’s jaw locks as he tightens his grip on his spoon

“which one?” He grits out through clenched teeth and Jungkook gives a small knowing smirk

“not Nina, you jealous dick” His friend visibly relaxes and wipes the anger off his face in the blink of an eye

“so not jealous, idiot” Jungkook just laughs, he so was but it would take a miracle to get him to admit it “i don’t know why you’re laughing, Namjoon is still gonna beat your ass”

“look, i like her. i like her so much Tae, she listens, she understands and we could have something so special- iam not letting an overprotective brother stop us from having that” His friends head tilts slightly, looking intensely at Jungkook for a few seconds before replying

“hold onto that Jungkook, hold real tight okay?” Jungkook’s brows furrow in confusion but nods his head. He will hold onto it, of course he would

“Jungkook” He smacks his knee against the table in the haste he stood up once he heard your voice. Jungkook hissed through his teeth as you smile up at him, Taehyung chuckles as making Jungkook shot him a glare before looking back at you “sorry to interrupt i just wanted to speak with you if you’re not busy?”

“of course you can, iam not busy” He hears his friend snort but he chose to ignore him

“thank you, i’ll wait outside” You give Tae a wave on your way out and he gives you a smile, Jungkook goes to follow before his friend speaks

“might aswell start practicing your bark now, seems as she’s walking you like a dog” Jungkook stops at his friends side before bending down to whisper

“i’ll get lessons from you, seems as Nina’s had you on all fours since you met her” Taehyung’s smile falls but he doesn’t deny it, just stays silent. Jungkook grins before standing straight and heading out of the cafe to see you leant against a wall nearby “you okay? what did you want to tell me?” You give him a half hearted smile before pushing off the wall

“i can’t find Lola or Namjoon and iam getting worried, does he have any hockey meetings or something he needs to be at today?” Jungkook thinks for a second. There’s no game until next week and training is tomorrow- in theory he should be completely free

“no, there’s nothing hockey related today. maybe he has some work for classes?” He could see the frustration on your face and wanted nothing more then to just solve everything for you but had no idea how to do that “hey it’s ok, iam sure he’s just off doing something i’ll call him”

“i already tried, none of them are picking up. i haven’t heard from either of them since last night what if something happened after they left that party?” He could sense it in your tone, you were one step away from bawling your eyes out.

“let’s not think like that okay? we’ll find them” Jungkook reaches out and pulls you into him, your arms immediately go around his waist has he holds tightly onto you. It stays like that for a little while before the ringing of you phone breaks up the silence. Sighing you pull away from his embrace and pull out your phone

“it’s my mum! maybe she’s heard from him” You answer the phone and Jungkook goes to go back inside to give you some privacy but he’s shocked as you reach out and grip his wrist, encouraging him to stay wordlessly. “he is? thank god tell him he’s fucking dead for going MIA on me mum, i swear to god iam gonna beat his ass” Jungkook chuckles and moves his hand to hold onto yours as you finish up your call. He loves the relationship you have with your family, he’s felt that way ever since he got close to Namjoon and seen how close you all are- quite the opposite of himself. He had been avoiding his Dad ever since the constant questions about hockey began

“is he okay?” Jungkook asks as you hang up the phone and turn to him

“yeah he’s back home, travelled all night apparently” That’s strange, with training on for tomorrow he’d never expect Namjoon to run off with no notice of possibly missing it “according to my mum he’s love sick, whatever that means”

“sounds like this thing with Lola is more serious then we thought” You give his hand a squeeze but say nothing.

“woah since when were you shacking up with Namjoons sister?” Jungkook’s head whips around to see Jimin

“i have a name” He laughs at Jimin’s flustered face at your response, he thinks this is probably the first words the pair of you have ever exchanged

“right, sorry” Jimin mutters as he takes a quick glance at the links hands of the the two of you before looking back up at Jungkook

“don’t worry about it, only kidding” You reply to Jimin before looking up to Jungkook “iam gonna go on the hunt for Lola but i’ll catch up with you later?”

“yeah sure and let me know when you find her okay?” You give him a smile and a nod before stepping away and walking off. When you out of sight, Jungkook turns to his fiend who his smirking at him

“you are so dead” Jungkook was getting tired of hearing that today

y/n’s pov

You were still on the hunt for Lola well into the evening and past it with it now being near midnight, it was truly like she had disappeared. All you wanted to do was find her and tell you knew and that you were absolutely fine with whatever was going on between her and Namjoon. You huff at the same voicemail you’ve heard all day and end the call

“still not picking up?” Nina questions and you shake your head before flopping onto your bed making her laugh at you “can you believe she has something going on with your brother? how did they even get close enough to fuck each other?” You friend wonders as she swipes another layer of nail varnish on her toe from her position next to you

“beats me, i didn’t even think they’ve ever had one conversation” Your phone starts to ring then and you flip the screen and immediately sit up “it’s her, it’s her”

“pick up! loud speaker please” You side eye Nina and she waves her hands at you, ushering you to hurry up so you do and click onto loud speaker

“Lola?” You hear an immediate sigh down the line before she starts speaking

“y/n, iam so sorry” It was obvious she had been crying and it broke your heart a little “i didnt want it to get this far, i promise i never wanted to go behind your back”

“Lola it’s okay! i promise iam not mad” It’s silent from her end for a couple seconds

“you’re not?” You almost laugh, this was incredibly dramatic

“no you idiot! iam more concerned that you’d actually want to spend time with my brother” She let’s out a chuckle down the line

“y/n, i love him”

“LOVE?!” You whip your head to Nina who has the utmost look of shock etched all over her face

“Nina?” Lola calls out and your friend leans closer to the phone

“hi baby!” A laugh makes its way out, you’d love these girls forever “look you get your ass back here, i want the full story. start to finish, no dirty detail left unsaid” Lola laughs loudly down the line then and you hear a sniffle to follow it

“iam sorry for running guys, i just got so scared you’d hate me. i’ll be back tomorrow, iam at my parents” You sigh in relief, thank god this whole situation has been sorted out

“we love you okay? see you tomorrow” You say with a smile

“i love you guys too” Everyone says their goodbyes and you look over to Nina before letting out a breath and once again flopping onto your back

“she loves him. i can’t believe this” Nina says as she continues to paint her nails “speaking of love, how’s your boyfriend?”

“he’s… not my boyfriend” Even you were shocked at how sad that sentence came out. With your whole brother drama, you never even stopped to process what was happening between you and Jungkook

“do you want him to be?” Did you? that was a good question. Somehow you’ve found yourself falling for a hockey player who is your brothers friend. And you had no idea what he even wanted.

“i like him, our conversations are easy and fun and there’s this weird connection but i don’t know what he wants i really don’t” Nina gives you a pointed look and you just stare right back her

“okay listen, i need you to give me the whole story. start to finish” You sigh and tell her everything, the secret conversations, the hangouts in your dorm, the sneaking off at parties, the sex- everything. At the end, your friend is silent for a moment as she processes. Nina screws up her (your) nail varnish and places it on the bedside table before she finally speaks. “am i sat where you fucked? please tell you changed the sheets”

“Nina! please i need advice” You whine out making her laugh before she slides closer to you

“y/n, it sounds like he’s head over heels for you. why else would he agree to sneak off with his captains sister? and that story about asking you stay for the game, i remember him being super distracted that game- he was looking around the crowd the whole time. how much you wanna bet he was looking for you?” Shaking your head you can’t help but disagree

“no we didn’t even know each other then, never even had a proper conversation” Nina rolls her eyes and scoffs

“please, why else would he say he hopes you stay for the game? iam telling you he’s had a crush this whole time” Did he? You shake your head at the thought, no he couldn’t have that’s impossible

“this is life, not a rom com Nina” She actually laughs at this, head thrown back before coming back to look at you

“it’s fine you’re in denial, i’ll be proven right in the end. he’s in love and i think you are too” You throw a look her way, silently telling her she was being ridiculous. Jungkook and you had only barely started whatever it was you two had, it was exciting and new- he definitely wasn’t in love or crushing on you the entire time. You open your mouth to word this but a loud knock on the front door echoes throughout the house “it’s half past midnight who the fuck is that?” You shrug at Nina and stand before a voice calls out

“y/n! are you home?!” Your friend immediately gets on her feet, widened eyes pointed in your direction

“oh my god is it that him?” She asks but you just blink at her, because that was definitely Jungkook calling through the door

Jungkook’s pov

He resisted the urge to knock a second time. Breathing a breath of relief when he notices the living room lights turn on and hears the door being unlocked. He’s even more relieved when he sees the sight of you upon opening the door

“Jungkook it’s so late, you okay?” His lips twitch upwards at the concern from you, heart beating slightly faster

“i came here to ask you that, you never called or anything i’ve been trying to get a hold of you” He tried so damn hard not to come here, worried he would come across as slightly deranged for coming here this late- but you weren’t replying to his texts or answering his calls, he couldn’t help coming over to check on you

“oh iam so sorry, i’ve been constantly calling Lola i didnt see anything from you” That would be why his calls wouldn’t go through, he thinks.

“don’t worry about it, i just wanted to check in. i’ll-uh head home” He goes to turn but you step through the doorway and hold onto his hoodie. The action makes his chest ache in the best way

“don’t be silly, come in” You basically pull him inside with the grip you have on his hoodie and the action ridiculously almost makes him hard. He takes an inhale to calm himself down. Once inside you close the door and head into the living room and maybe Tae was right because he follows right behind you wordlessly- no better then a dog. He laughs to himself at the thought. “have a seat” Jungkook does so immediately - yeah, definitely her little bitch. He chuckles to himself once again “something funny going in that head?” You ask, hands resting on the back of the sofa where he sits and he almost gets a little tongue tied looking up at you from this position.

“nope, nothing” He smiles up at you and you give him a look of suspicion but smile back at him. A sudden noise from upstairs make the both of you look in its direction and the thought of you having someone up there that late makes his jaw clench. He leans up to you, his knees digging into the couch as his face meets yours “you got company?” His hands rest on the outside of yours on the back of the couch, fingers digging into the fabric as he awaits your response

“i do” You whisper face leaning down, nose softly bumping into his as you do so. Jungkook’s surprised he doesn’t break the back of the sofa with how hard he was gripping it but you catch him off guard as you brush your lips against his in an almost kiss. A shaky exhale leaves him as he extends his head up in an attempt to get a proper kiss, forgetting about his jealously of whoever was making noise upstairs. However, before he can plant his lips onto yours you pull back ever so slightly making a deep groan leave his throat. “it’s Nina” You whisper before pushing off the sofa with a smile. God, your really did have him wrapped around your little finger and he was loving every second of it

“sorry, didn’t mean to intrude when you have company” He goes to sit back down properly but before he can your hands meet his checks and you lean down- pressing your lips against his. Jungkook immediately kisses back, hands reaching out to hold onto your waist. He subconsciously pulls you closer but the back of the sofa gets in the way making him groan at the fact he couldn’t feel your body on his. Jungkook feels you smile against his lips before you pull away and sigh escapes him “please come to my next game” Even he was surprised that came out of his mouth. He has no idea why it did, but he knew he was going to ask at some point

“hm sure, but just know i’ve never stayed for an entire game so if my brother sees me he’ll be suspicious” Jungkook almost rolled his eyes at this but held himself back. You move into the kitchen and he’s on his feet following you in a second

“y/n” You hum at him in response, back to him as you mess around with the kettle “y/n” He tries again and you turn to him this time as he eyes your from over the counter “be my girlfriend” Jungkook notices your eyes widen ever so slightly but he keeps his face straight.

“are you asking or telling?” You let out a little laugh, leaning against the kitchen side and god the way you looked right now made his heart beat so fast. Short bed shorts, baggy black cropped top and white shocks- he could genuinely stare at you forever in this moment

“both? whichever one will make you agree” This got a proper laugh at you and fuck was it becoming his favourite thing to ever hear

“jungkook, are you sure about this?” His eyebrows furrow, a look of confusion taking over his face making you sigh “we’ve slept together once, and we barely know each other” He scoffs at this before rounding the counter to stand in front of you and hold your forearms in his hands

“no one has ever made me feel as heard as you do. since that very first night where i fucking fell out of that bush i’ve thought of nothing and nobody but you” You take a sharp inhale but he continues “you’re the only one who brings this instant feeling of relief whenever i see you, even when iam completely relaxed i’ll see you and this just feeling of relief hits my fucking chest y/n. i would be the biggest fucking idiot if i didn’t even try to have you be my girlfriend. it doesn’t even matter if you say no right now, i will seek you out every damn time, no matter where iam or who iam with because i haven’t felt this way in fucking forever.” It’s pin-drop silent once he finishes, you blink rapidly a couple times as you stare up at him. His heart is beating faster then he ever thought it could, he swears you could probably hear it from where he stands

“you sound like you just stepped out of one of my fucking books” A chuckle mixed with an exhale leaves him at your response that breaks the silence “sorry, that was not the right thing to say after, that” This only makes him laugh more and you grip onto his forms arms to match his grip and shake him “okay stop laughing i have an appropriate response” Your tone was almost tantrum like and he bites onto his lower lip to try and fulfil your request “i think iam falling for you” His laughing stops immediately as he hears you, staring into your eyes

“really?” Jungkook’s chest aches at the slight thought this could be you playing a joke but tells himself you would never do that, he knows that

“yeah, you’ve been so sweet and open with me. you always just listen” You take a moment to sigh and he doesn’t like the sound of it “before we decide anything though, let’s go on a date? we haven’t even been on a proper one, can we do that? before we get too serious without thinking” It’s his turn to sigh then, he runs his hands down your arms before gripping onto your hands

“okay, i would love to. just be clear, iam ready, i know iam but if this is for you to be- then fine i’ll happily do it your way”

game day

Jungkook was in the locker room alone. He purposely came early to prepare, he was more nervous then normal. He knew you were going to be sat in the crowd today, you promised you would be. God, it was just a game of hockey he didn’t know why your presence had his hands borderline shaking. But you just had that effect on him, he couldn’t explain it. A groan wanted to escape him when he heard a bunch of voices coming from the hallway, it was the other boys you could hear them from a mile away

“ah you’re already here, why you ignoring our calls man?” He turns away from his locker to seen Jin leading the other guys in- Namjoon was missing though and he hated and he was a little relieved. He hadn’t seen him in a while, which he preferred knowing the little secret he had been keeping

“sorry, it’s on silent” He mumbles before turning back to his stuff and pretending to rummage through his things as if he was looking for something

“thought you were off having a secret meet up with your girlfriend” Taehyung teases and Jungkook rolls his eyes but doesn’t hate the way that sounds. You, his girlfriend. He could get used to that

“his girlfriend?! you have a girlfriend?” Hoseok almost screams and Jungkook tenses up, he loved his friends but they did not understand boundaries sometimes

“oh he has a girlfriend alright, how is Namjoons sisters Jungkook?” A dead silence appears in the locker room and Jungkook just knew they were all staring at his back

“someone wanna tell me why you’re asking Jungkook how my sister is?” Shit- he already knew who it was from the first word. Whipping around,he meets Namjoons gaze staring at him from the locker room door.

oh fuck

y/n’s pov

You were surprisingly nervous as you sat among other students, waiting for the game to start. The cheer team had finished they’re routine a little while ago so the game was set to start soon and your legs were bouncing rapidly as the rest of the crowd were chatting. Honestly, you had no idea why a simple game of hockey was filling you with anxiety. Maybe because you didn’t want to see Jungkook get thrown around, or maybe it was because you knew you’re brother would see you and have a million questions. A tap on the shoulder almost made you jump, you look behind you- where the stairs were for the audience.

“you’re needed, please” It was Taehyung, kitted out in his full gear making people stare at him and murmur among themselves as to why minutes before the game a player was among the crowd. You immediately stood up and followed him up the stairs and into the hallway

“what’s going on?” Tae throws a side glance your way before replying

“oh you’ll see, in fact you’ll probably hear them in a couple seconds” You scrunch your eyebrows in confusion but soon enough it became clear. Loud voices echoed through the hallways and two of them you could hear over the rest

“oh fuck” You grumble out and Taehyung had the nerve to chuckle at this situation as you approach the open locker room door

“my fucking sister?! really?” Namjoon was loud but weirdly didn’t sound too angry. Not nearly as mad as you thought he would be

“yeah your sister, who is her own person by the way! and this isn’t just some fucking hook up okay before you jump down my throat. iam fucking falling for that girl Joon and i will not let an overbearing brother keep me from that kind of happiness!” Your heart instantly warmed and ached. Jungkook was in a room full of his teammates, friends even and didn’t hesitate once to say such sweet words, you knew your exes would’ve never. Too concerned about what their ‘bros’ would say or think. Every damn day he gave you a reason to keep falling for him

“and does she feel the same?” Suddenly it was quiet and you felt so damn angry at yourself that Jungkook couldn’t answer that straight away. You wanted him to know how you felt, know that it was the exact same way he was feeling

“yeah, she does” At the sound of your own voice all heads turn to where you stand at the door, Taehyung stood behind you not knowing what to do with himself. You met Jungkook’s eyes straight away, heart hurting about how sweetly he smiled and beamed at you. Then, you turn to your brother “Namjoon, i have not interfered once when i found out you were going around behind my back to be with one of my best friends. i never have my entire life, for once you need to back off and give me the same courtesy” You turn back to Jungkook once your done and give him a smile before walking over to him, he surprised you when he instantly wraps his arms around you.

“look, they’re so fucking cute i can’t!” You laugh into Jungkook’s shoulder at Jins exclamation, as did everyone else. You pull away but his hand remains on your back

“guys you’re so dramatic i swear to god, iam happy for you!” The looks of everyone’s faces must have been something after Namjoons admission. It would’ve been funny if it wasn’t for the pure shock of the moment

“you are?” Even Jungkook sounded unsure “but you bombarded me with all the questions, it was about to be an argument?” Your brothers laughs making everyone give each other looks of confusion

“no it wasn’t, i was just excited i get loud when iam excited. i’ve been hoping you two would get together, why else do you think i’ve been chasing people away from her since she came here?” Your mouth falls open, well, everyone’s did

“bro, you’ve gotta explain yourself. what?” Yoongi had been sat down the whole time, watching everything unfold from the corner of the room

“ever since i met Jungkook i thought he’d be perfect for y/n. but my plan really went into motion when i asked him to walk her home, i knew if they even just had one conversation they’d hit it off. Knowing how stubborn she is, she’d probably not even go on a date with him if i set it up- so i did it that way. I had to keep guys away from her, otherwise they might never happen” It was silent for several moments, no one knew what to say. Suddenly, you burst out laughing, it was all your body was capable of doing with this information. This whole thing was ridiculous, you couldn’t even comprehend it

“you’re crazy, iam going back to my seat i can’t even have this conversation right now” Without thinking you turn to Jungkook, plant a kiss on his lips making him smile down at you, and leave the locker room- still laughing. You must’ve looked insane.

“y/n oh my god we heard Joon found out!” You look up from your chuckling to see Nina and Lola running towards you still in their cheer gear

“Lola i missed you, great routine by the way!” Pulling her into a hug she seems a little taken aback but returns the hug before pulling back

“sorry i haven’t caught up with you, been with- your brother actually” Lola seemed sheepish at her admission but you just smile at her, happy her and Namjoon had sorted everything out

“speaking of, what the fuck did he say?! did he go crazy?” Nina seemed frantic, waiting to hear your answer

“he um, is completely okay with it”

“huh?” Is the synchronised response from both girls and it made you start chuckling all over again

“yeah, he apparently supports it. wanted us together” Your friends say nothing while staring blankly at you, even they didn’t know how to react “yeah i dont know what to say either, iam gonna go sit down for the game, catch up afterwards?” They both agree and say their goodbyes before going back to the rest of the cheer squad to prepare for halftime

“jungkook get back here, warm ups start in one minute!” The voice of the school coach echoed down the halls and makes you turn around and see Jungkook in full gear running towards you. His hair bouncing making you smile.

“i haven’t got long but i wanted to see you before i go out there” He breathes out and you open your mouth to reply but get stopped

“Jungkook! warm ups!” He waves his had behind him, shaking off the coach making you laugh

“can you wait for me after the game?” His soft tone had your stomach bubbling with butterflies. How could he be so sweet?

“of course, i-”

“JUNGKOOK!” The coach was almost screeching at this point and you look past Jungkook to see the guy almost pacing with stress

“let’s talk after the game” You chuckle and Jungkook nods before bending down and planting a quick kiss on your lips. The action shocks you a little

“hey, you did it first” He points out before jogging backwards with a grin on his face before turning fully and running to his coach. Your lips twitch upwards before you full on smile.

Jungkook’s pov

Stepping off the ice his heart was thumping as adrenaline coursed through him. This was the first game in a while where he actually felt good after a game, like he could do this for the rest of his life. It had been a while since he felt like that and he knew the reason why. He was proud- because he saw your face light up at every good play he made, saw you smile, clap and shout when he scored. Jungkook couldn’t explain it, there was just something about you cheering for him that made him fall in love with the game all over again. He was moving rapidly in the locker room, trying to shower and change as quickly as he could

“woah calm down, got somewhere to be?” Hoseok questions just as Jungkook and finished zipping up his bag

“y/n’s waiting for me” He says quickly as he throws his bag over his shoulder

“woof woof, sit boy” Taehyung mocks with a smile and Jungkook whips his head over to him

“Nina teach you to bark like that Tae?” The boys smile flips into a frown and Jungkook gives him a big smile before leaving the room. He spots you a little further down the hallway, chatting away and his top lip twitches when he sees that guy from the library. He can’t even recall his name, he didn’t even want to remember it. Jungkook walks over and manages to catch what you’re saying without being seen

“he was so good right? I knew Jungkook was good at hockey but i’ve never seen it before! I mean come on, i understand why everyone says he can go pro if he wants to” His heart skips a beat, an overwhelming feeling of pride fills him as you finally spot him close by. Your full attention turns to him as you mutter a goodbye to, whatever his name was, and you smile widely at him before closing the distance “congratulations! you played amazingly i-” Your sentence is cut short when he pulls you in for a tight hug

“thank you” Is all Jungkook mutters as you return his hug. “for a long time i didn’t enjoy hockey anymore, nothing i did ever made me love it like i used to. but seeing you in the crowd, cheering - it makes me excited to get back out there just to see you smiling from the seats” He couldn’t help but to admit this to you, he just wanted to tell you every thought that ran through his head because lately everything single thought was about you

“Jungkook, that’s so sweet” You mutter as you pull away from the hug, keeping your hands resting on his arms while you take a moment to look at him before going to speak “look i know i said i wanted to do a date but-”

“but?” He can’t help but interrupt as his heart feels like it’s about to fall out. Had you changed your mind? Did he come on too strong? “iam sorry if i can on too strong that night, i just-”

“jungkook” You interrupt him this time and he notices a small smile on your lips which confuses yet calms him at the same time “i would still love the date, but i’ve been thinking about it and- i think i made a mistake when i didn’t answer you when you asked to be together. i was trying to be careful, thought it was fast but i’ve never felt this way before. i’d be stupid if i didn’t go for it, so if your question still stands- then yes, i would love to be with you jungkook” He’s stunned as he blinks at you in silence, heart beating rapidly against his chest.

“y/n i-”

“hey little sis!” Namjoon’s voice makes Jungkook jump momentarily as his captain comes up to the both of you “iam so glad you finally stayed for the game, although it wasn’t for me” He glances at Jungkook “obviously, but still happy” You throw an annoyed glance his way, clearly annoyed your brother and inserted himself in the middle of the conversation

“kind of in the middle of a conversation here joon” The older looks between the both of you before a big grin appears on his lips

“oh i see, apologies children i’ll let you get back to it” He makes no move to leave though, just stands there smiling while looking between Jungkook and you

“oh my god will you leave already?!” Jungkook finally breaks at this point and laughs at you shouting at Namjoon to leave, the previous shock leaving him. Your brother finally takes the hit and walks away, not before giving a little wave to annoy you further. Once he’s gone you finally turn back to Jungkook

“iam sorry” Jungkook’s laughter stops at this point as he looks at you again, smile bright on his face

“y/n, of course the question still stands and i’ll happily take you on a date” You smile up at him and he can’t help it, he leans down and gently places his lips on yours. His hands cup your face as the kiss deepens, your own come up to rest on your shoulders

“ohh a free show how kinky” The two of you separate quickly at the sound of Jimins voice, Jungkook glares at him as the boy walks past with a smile before leaving the two of you alone once again

“think they’re all heading to campus bar, we better go before they all get crazy with the celebrating” You say making Jungkook wrap an arm around your shoulder before the pair of you begin walking towards the exit. He feels you wrap your own arm around his waist making him smile “hey, now iam your boyfriend and all can i finally read that book?” Your laughter is loud and it makes his smile bigger

“you seriously won’t let go of that book huh?” You look up at him and Jungkook returns it

“nope, iam gonna study each and every page marked in red. could use the insight into what you enjoy sweetheart” The scoff you let out makes him chuckle as he pushes open the exit door with his spare hand and the pair of you begin to walk out

“this is never happening again, do you understand?!” Shouting prevents your reply. You and Jungkook half your walking as you both turn back towards the direction of the source of the yelling- just inside the exit you just came out of.

“isn’t that Nina?” Jungkook asks and you nod as a reply

“did i say i wanted it to darling?” A second voice is heard and you and Jungkook whip your heads to look at each other

“taehyung?” You both say at the same time. A moment of silence passes before the two of you laugh at the same time

“iam so winning the campus bet, they’re gonna get back together” Jungkook chuckles as the two of you turn away and continue walking

“shame, i bet on them killing each other” He mutters making you giggle

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so happy about this thanks for reading ❤️

Angrily in Love

two mafia families, two heirs. they should’ve stay away from one another, they usually do. but a new threat forces them to work together. and you know what they say; the line between hate and love can be blurry

enemies to lovers, mafia member!jungkook, mafia tech! reader, bickering, pining, angst, little fluff, strong female lead, SARCASM. light smut. tw: MENTIONS OF death/murder. brief mention of prostitution (no character does this it’s only mentioned)

wc: 20.2k she’s a long one

12 months ago

London, England

You stand deathly still, spine straight and eyes forward. The cold metal of the gun strapped to your thigh makes your skin itch but you don’t move, not one inch. No one can see you, you were certain of that but then again you didn’t dare do anything that could even possibly garner any attention. No, you kept close to the tree who’s shadow was helping keeping you hidden. Not too far in front of you, but far enough to not be seen, a coffin is slowly moved six feet below. There was no sounds of anyone crying, not even a sniffle was made from any of the small group of people attending the funeral. They simply just watched, straight unwavering faves as two men began to shovel dirt on top of the coffin and as soon as the first load of dirt fell upon the casket- everyone in attendance turned and left without looking back. You waited, longer then you needed to, before walking over once the two men had finished their job of burying the coffin. Now you stood at the end of the freshly done grave, staring down at the headstone, blinking a couple times you bent down on your knees. A small smile graced your lips slowly.

“bye father, rot in hell”

Present

New York, United States

Y/N

It was silent, except for the occasional scrapes of metal cutlery against the plates, as you and your Grandfather ate dinner. Although no words were being exchanged, it was comfortable. This man had raised you his entire life and he doted on your every move since the day you were born, he was the reason you carried on in this trauma filled existence. Being involved in the underground dealings of the world should’ve been terrifying, you should’ve screamed and begged to not be inflicted in mafia business. But you didn’t, in fact, you thrived on this lifestyle. You were smart, more so then most men in this type of business and most of them knew that. The things you could find out with a simple laptop could crumble someone’s entire life with one click.

“y/n, dear, i have a job for you” This immediately peaked your interest, dropping your cutlery you looked to your Grandfather at the end of a rather large dining table. Well, it had to be big to fill the space- it was a mansion you were in after all. High ceilings, glamorous decor and extravagant windows.

“what do you need me to do?” There wasn’t a lot you wouldn’t do for him, all he had to do was give you the word and you were on it. He reached into his suit pocket, pulling out a white envelope before standing and walking the distance between the two of you. He placed the envelope in front of you before giving you a pat on the shoulder

“you’re not going to like this love, but it needs to be done” You furrow your eyebrows at this but remain silent and open the envelope

- Codes to a locked spreadsheet your father kept hidden: break into it.

- New group started, your father knew it would happen he has information.

- You’re partner for this: Jeon Jungkook

Your jaw tightens, the last person on this earth you’d want to work with was Jeon Jungkook. The rivals families heir? The cocky, insufferable bastard?

“get it done” Is all your Grandfather says before walking out of the dining room and off onto his wing of the mansion. Letting out a sigh you flip the sheet in front of you. On the back of the paper were several computer codes and you gave a little nod to yourself before sliding the paper back into the envelope and standing before retreating to your wing of the mansion. If this is what needed to be done, then you’d just have to suck it up and do the job.

London, England

Jungkook

He sat with a straight face, looking at the cards between his fingers before casually drifting his gaze to the men sat around the table. Smoke from cigarettes filled the air and the smell mixed with the scent of scotch.

“stop looking so serious Jungkook, this is a friendly game” Taehyung, one of his closest men, smirked as Jungkook’s remained unmoving. He always took poker so seriously, always the competitive type.

“i wouldn’t call ten grand at risk a friendly game” Yoongi quipped before the men around the table chuckled, they knew that amount of money meant nothing to them. It was pocket change if anything. “i fold” He sighed before placing his cards face down and taking a swig of his scotch before rising from the table and walking off.

“what will it be Jungkook?” Namjoon asked from across the table, just the two of them left in the game and it was up to Jungkook whether he folded or risked it and raised. Of course, he raised before showing his deck and leaning back in his chair with a raised eyebrow “you’re such a cocky bastard you know that?” Namjoon let out before showing his cards and standing from the table, leaving Jungkook to collect his winnings. Smirking he left the money on the table, he’d come back for it.

“Jeon, duty calls!” One of his fathers men shouting down into his den got his attention and he sighs before standing

“funs over, don’t take my winnings” He says before going up the stairs to the exit of his sanctuary before heading straight to his fathers office. Not that it was a quick journey, the mansion was not lack in size. The Jeon estate was one to be marvelled at, Jungkook’s wing alone was enough to be classed as a mansion in its own right. But once he did make it, he walked straight in not bothering to knock as he did so. His father didn’t flinch, used to his son barging in as he pleased.

“son, take a seat” He did so, eyeing the two men that stood behind his father, it almost made him chuckle. His own father felt the need to protect himself from him, although he’d be a fool not to. Jungkook had skills that any would dream to have mastered, he was undeniably strong with a quick brain. If he wanted to, he’d have both guards dead aswell as his father within minutes. “we have a problem” Jungkook quirked a brow, not saying anything, so the older man continued “theirs a new alliance brewing, we got wind of it last week but didn’t feel it was that worrying. But it’s important this gets squished now”

“stop talking around the topic and get to the specifics” Jungkook had no time for riddles, if there was a job to be done all information needed to be given to him now so he could do what he needed to

“before you were born there was a family that were said to be the most dangerous in the world. we thought every single one of them were dead, turns out we were wrong. and when i say we son, i don’t mean just our family” Staying quiet, Jungkook eyed his father urging him to continue his little story. “the y/l/n’s” He concluded and Jungkook’s muscles tighten. Their rivals, the bane of his existence and the worst of the lot? You. He met you a handful of times, all memory of them made him uncontrollably angry. You were a sarcastic little woman and every word that came out of your month made him want to cut your tongue off. The worst thing about it was how attractive you were, he always left the small altercations you two had extremely mad and half hard. But no matter what, they’d always be bad blood between the two of you- especially after last year.

“where do i come into this?” His father took a deep breath before leaning back into his chair, fingers interlocking with one another.

“i need you to take out that last family member. we just don’t know where they’re hiding, but someone can find out and they’re grandfather already agreed to a temporary alliance” Anger arose within him, fearing he already knew who exactly his father was talking about “you’re heading to new york”

New York, United States

Y/N

You took a deep breath as you stood at the back exit of the airport, waiting on a secret runway. In a few short minutes your worst nightmare would be landing and coming out of his private jet. Why you had to come and meet him was beyond you, but your Grandfather asked and hell would freeze over before you said no to him. Although, it just might actually freeze over now it’s leader was about to land in front of your very eyes. The devil himself; Jeon Jungkook. You heard the jet above your head, you were quite a distance from the runway of course but it was still deafening. Tilting your head up, you scoffed as you looked at his jet

Jeon Air

It was all back with white writing, making it extremely obvious who owned the jet. Once it finally came to a halt, you didn’t make a move to walk over. choosing to stay by the door that led to the secret tunnels leading out. The door opened and you spot him coming out the entrance, deep black suit covered his muscles and shades hid his eyes. He spots you and you know he did because he tenses, it makes you chuckle. Walking down the steps he stops at the bottom of them as someone comes over with his suitcase, handing it over to him. Taking it, he extends the handle and begins to walk in your direction. Once he’s close, you turn and open the door and begin the walk out not even bothering to greet him. You simply didn’t want to.

“what a lovely warm welcome” He mumbled behind you and you roll your eyes and continued walking ahead, not wanting to get involved in his little game. The noise of his suitcase wheels grinding against the floor was echoing in the long tunnels. You felt him shuffle with something and you just knew exactly what he was doing, how predictable he was. Smoothly, you reach to your thigh pulling the gun from your strap and turning to point it straight between his eyes. You met the sight of the barrel of his own gun, pointing down at you as he stopped walking. Then it was a stare off, you felt ridiculous but he pulled his on you first and he did it while your back was turned- how pathetic.

“you’re not subtle at all, i heard the shuffling. you should work on that” His lip twitched, making your smirk. He was so easy to annoy and it bought you joy to do so.

“you think you’re so smart”

“i don’t think, i know” In one quick motion your leg raise, your ankle hitting his wrist making the gun slip from his grasp and you could see the shock on his face. Keeping your gun pointed at his direction you stepped towards him, hand coming up to grip his tie. “are you sure you’re a mafia bosses son? because disarming you was way too quick” Then you were pushing him, he was strong but you were quick. Now against the wall, he stared down at you breathing hard as your grip tightened upon his tie. “don’t underestimate me Jeon” The pair of you held your eye contact in silence, he could’ve pushed you away, in one quick motion he could’ve had your arms behind your back and face against the wall. But he remained still and you knew you had won this time. Finally, you released his tie and stepped backwards until your feet met his fallen weapon. You kick it and it makes a loud noise as it slides over to him on the concrete floor. Without a word you take off and continue walking, you hear him collect his gun and the noise of wheels on his suitcase fills the silence once again. Once you reach the end you push open the door and the sun beats down onto your skin and makes you squint slightly as you slip your gun back into the strap on your thigh. You were enjoying the warming of your skin from the summer heat before you felt him standing behind you, instantly spoiling the moment.

“if you’ve finished whatever you’re doing, i’d like to leave” Closing your eyes momentarily, you mentally count to five to calm yourself before walking to your car and he followed. It stood out like a sore thumb, a cyan tinted Bugatti Divo, your little baby. You unlock it before popping the boot to let Jungkook put his luggage in.

“put your shit in the boot, then get in and don’t touch a fucking thing inside” You gave your simple instructions before getting into the drivers seat, waiting for him. Looking in the mirror you see him rounding the back and heading for the door so you close the boot with a simple button as he opens the door and slides in. Wincing as he shuts the door a little too hard for your liking you side eye him. “don’t slam my doors you fucking imbecile” He gives you a look before reaching for the door, holding your stare he opens it and proceeds to slam it shut. Your jaw clenches, he smirks. “you’re lucky my grandfather wants you alive Jeon” With that, you turn the engine on and without warning speed out of your parking spot making Jungkook fly back in his seat, the idiot didn’t put his belt on.

The y/l/n Estate

Jungkook

His eyes explored the place as the grand gates opened to your estate, it felt strange. He was basically crossing enemy lines with no protection other then the gun tucked into waist. Flashes of you kicking it from his grip comes to his mind and then to you having him up against the wall. God why didn’t he push you back, teach you a lesson for putting your hands on him? Shaking himself from his thoughts he took note of his surroundings, your land seems to be slightly bigger than his own, a lavish little fountain was placed at the end of the long drive up to the mansion. Of course, the y/l/n family knew how to show off. You parked the car beside the estate, not uttering a word as you open the boot and get out of the car. Rolling his eyes, he opens the door and steps out

“slam that door and i’ll pin you against it” Your voice calls as you walk away, not even turning to his direction but you wait for him to get his stuff as you face the entrance to the home. Taking a breath he closes the door, softly, before grabbing his suitcase from the boot. As soon as it hits the ground you press your button to close the boot before locking the car and walking inside, leaving Jungkook to follow along. He argued about this, staying at your family’s mansion. All he wanted was to stay at a hotel and see you only when necessary but his father declined, stressing that your Grandfather had extended his hospitality and it would be much easier to work together under one roof. Huffing, he enters and takes a look around the place. If he were honest with himself he’d say he preferred this place to his own home, it was more welcoming. Photos of you and your grandfather hung all over the place, just the two of you. Well that was expected, he knew your father was dead and buried back in England.

“Mr Jeon!” A loud, booming voice almost echoed against the walls and his gaze turns away from the pictures to see your grandfather walking towards him from the top of the stairs. He was on edge to say the least, he was the head of his rivals and here he stood watching him come down the stairs, smile on his face until he stood in front of him. His age was evident, the full head of grey hair and greying beard. But you’d think he was your father then grandfather, he still looked young. “welcome to our home Jungkook” He waved a hand in the air and a guy, clearly a worker came over and took his suitcase from his grip and began retreating into the mansion “He’s taking it to y/n’s wing, you’ll stay there” He had to hold in the eye roll he wanted to let out, of course he was being put there. “We have a wing for guests but i think you’ll be more comfortable in her wing and it will be easier to work together” Jungkook gave a nod, not bothering to speak, he didn’t truly trust this man. There was no way he ever would, he knew what he was capable of. “Come, i’ll get you settled in, seems as y/n has disappeared” He begins walking in the same direction as the worker had and Jungkook followed, eyeing his surroundings as he did so. They reached an elevator and it was a huge one, your grandfather pressed the button and the pair entered together. It was silent as the doors closed and the lift began moving.

“i know you’re probably on edge, crossing enemy lines” Your grandfather broke the silence and Jungkook raised an eyebrow, keeping his eyes in front of him “but i promise you, while you’re under my roof no harm will come to you. i admire you actually” This took Jungkook by surprise, not even his own father said any sort of praise to him but here was the head of his rivals doing just that “you’re a strong kid, your head is screwed on right. iam happy to have this alliance, even if it’s temporary” With that the doors opened and your grandfather walked away and left Jungkook a little stunned. He took a moment before exiting the lift, his eyes widen slightly. It was like entering a completely different mansion. The walls were black, halloween-like decor filled the space, strangely close to what his wing looked like back home. “this is your room, y/n’s is down the corridor to the right. kitchen is to the left and there’s a staircase at the back leading to the land out back. there’s also a gym down the corridor opposite y/n’s room, iam sure you’ll want to take advantage of that” The man finishes by giving Jungkook a pat on his bicep, before leaving back in the direction he came from, he could hear the faint ding of the lift. Opening the door he takes it in, large king bed in the middle with black silk sheets. The walls matched while the units were bright white. Damn, he actually liked it better then his own place and he decorated that place himself. His suitcase was left at the end of the bed and he stepped in to unpack before loud music filled the wing. Turning in the direction it came from, his curiosity got the better of it and he followed it. The closer he got to the gym, the louder it got. He stopped outside, the the door made of glass meaning he can see right inside and he noticed you. In your exercise gear, leggings and sports bra, your back faced him as you punched into a bag hung from the ceiling. With music covering his sounds, he opens the door and stalks over to you- it was time to teach you a lesson. It was payback for the airport, he wasn’t just going to let anyone get away with disrespecting him. He wasn’t going to doing anything bad, trip your foot and pin you to the floor just enough to embarrass you. Inching closer, his hand raised you grip the back of your neck but it all happened so fast. Your right hand reaches behind your head, gripping his wrist as you swipe your leg into his while simultaneously pulling his arm forward. He flips over your back, onto the mat in front of you. In an instant your on top of him, blade pinned to his neck making him gasp lightly.

“you’re testing my patience Jeon” He looks up at you, eyes narrowed as you hold the blade flush against his neck. “keep it up Jungkook, see how long you last” With that you stand off him and walk over to smack a button, turning the music off before you stomp out of the gym. His eyes followed you until his head hit the mat, breathing hard as he stares at the ceiling.

The y/l/n’s Estate

Y/n

You sat in the main living room floor, beside your grandfather’s legs as he sits on the sofa behind you. The pair of you working on a puzzle that was scattered on the table. This was an activity the pair of you did often, ever since you were a teenager you’d do puzzles with him. It was nice to do this, it had been a couple days since Jungkook arrived and all you had done was ignore each other.

“i hope you’re making our new house guest feel welcome” Your jaw clenches at the mention of him under your roof, not wanting to be reminded he was now settling into your wing instead of the guest wing.

“sure am” You get out through clenched teeth, not wanting to upset him. He chuckles as he fishes through the pieces trying to find the last corner piece.

“look, you may not like this y/n but this new group are bad news. they’re a great threat to us, it needs to be dealt with and the best way to do so is with this alliance.” Sighing you nod, understanding that he was right. You and Jungkook were the sole heirs to two massive empires, you both have the training and knowledge to deal with this problem. Although you knew this, you certainly wasn’t going to be happy about it.

“sir, Mr Jeon says he has some information he needs to share” A voice makes you look up and it’s Anna, your grandfather’s wing housekeeper. She basically raised you alongside him, been with you for as long as you can remember.

“tell him to meet me in my office please Anna, i’ll wait there” You ask, standing before giving a smile to your grandfather before heading off to your work quarters. It was a floor above your wing, the top floor of the mansion, anything business related got dealt with on that floor. Sitting down at your desk, it was large and deep black, you open your laptop and jump slightly when the door opens harshly.

“it’s polite to knock” You grumble as he swings the door closed and sits nonchalantly in the chair opposite

“it’s also polite to not be a raging bitch maybe you should stop doing that” Glaring at him from across the desk, he simply stares back.

“what’s this important information you’ve found?” Leaning back in your chair he clears his throat lightly before speaking

“my father said he found out a location they could be working from, we need to chase it up” Nodding you begin going through your laptops security camera programme

“address” You state simply and you hear him huff, probably in annoyance at your tone but you couldn’t care less, you had no time to be nice to him neither did you want to.

“here” He mumbles, throwing a piece of paper on the desk, you lean your hand out with even looking up and slide it over to you. Quickly typing the address into your laptop you pull up the information and find six cameras in the area. It only takes you a couple of minutes before you hack into them and pull up the feeds. It was a place holding shipment containers with a few warehouses near by.

“ok got it” Leaning back once again you begin flipping through the different cameras trying to find anything interesting

“got what exactly?” You don’t say anything, just lift you hand telling him to come over before moving you hand back to the laptop. Jungkook huffs again but stands and rounds the desk, leaning down he raises an eyebrow “the security cams for the address?”

“yep” For a moment you think you can see a look cross his face that seems he’s impressed but it disappeared before you could really tell.

“car pulling in, camera four” This has you pulling yourself into further into the desk and double click on said camera. A blacked out van stops just inside the entrance gates, you and Jungkook lean closer to the laptop as you watch in silence. A few moments pass before four guys hope out, all holding familiar looking guns making your eyes widen

“m2 smg’s, only military should be in possession of them” Jungkook’s turns to you at the information, this was a much bigger problem then he originally thought

“how could you tell what guns they were so quickly? the image is so grainy” He sounded genuinely curious, he was quite well educated when it came to guns but even he couldn’t tell that fast. You simply shrug

“found my fathers armoury at twelve, became obsessed with finding out what it all was” At the mention of your father he tenses, so do you. You regret it even coming out of your mouth so you quickly move on “if these guys are getting military grade equipment they must have killer connections”

“yeah, or they’re stealing. both are as bad as each other” He states, leaning away from the table shoving his hands in his suit pockets. You think for a moment, right now there wasn’t much that could be done. Rounding up people and storming down there would just end up in a blood bath, reporting them to police was out of the window- when it came to police that option was always out the window with your families. With a new thought suddenly coming to mind, you move your hands to your laptop and minimise the cameras before moving onto to something else. “what you doing?” Jungkook leans down to get a good look, again he sounds genuinely interested which makes a change for his normal asshole way of speaking

“serial numbers, all of those guns should have serial numbers. if i can track all the shipments the military have been sent of those smg’s, i could see whether they were stolen they have to report that. that should answer our question if they have connections or not”With that, you tapping at your keys while Jungkook watches over your shoulder- did he not know the term personal space? Nonetheless you said nothing, just worked on finding the information you needed. You had to block your IP Address, and make sure you were leaving no trace of you ever entering these programmes. This was going to take some time, so once everything was set and loading you stand making your shoulder brush Jungkook’s arm making him stand with you.

“what can’t do it? not as gifted as you thought?” His head tilts to the side to aide his snarky tone as his hands slide right back into his pockets

“it’s loading, i have to wait. what have no idea how these things work? too stupid?” You match his previous tone, tilting your head to the side aswell. He narrows his eyes at you but you bare it no mind and shoulder check him as you walk past him and out your office. Sure you could’ve walked the other way, but you were too petty for that. You stand in the hallway before turning back to face him “get out” He raises an eyebrow at your demand “like iam gonna trust you in there, you’re a Jeon after all” He lets out a breathy single chuckle before he finally moves his feet and then shoulder checks you at the door, before walking in the direction of the lift

“bitch” You hear him faintly mumble, you run your tongue over your top teeth before you slam the door behind you and let out a smirk when you notice his body jump slightly at the sudden noise.

The y/l/n Estate

Jungkook

He stares at the ceiling, not sure what the time was but he new it was late. or really early. Huffing he tossed and turned, he couldn’t fucking sleep ever since he was jolted awake from the stupid nightmare. The loud bang of the gun, the screaming, the blood- Yeah he definitely wasn’t going back to sleep anytime soon. It was pathetic really, he took many lives and he didn’t have an ounce of shame or regret about any of them. But that first kill- it kept coming back to haunt him. Sighing he flings the covers back, getting on his feet he leaves the room and heads straight to the kitchen. It was eerily quiet and dark, not a single sound was even coming from outside. The perks of living in a mansion in the middle of nowhere, he knew about that too well. He keeps his eyes downwards as he reaches the kitchen, hoping to find some sort of alcohol in there. Strolling in he jumps at the sound of a glass hitting a marble surface. His head jumps up, you’re standing at the marble island- scotch in your grip as you stare at him in the entrance way. It was a kind of scary sight, you standing there in the dark drinking with a gun resting next to the glass. Without any words you turn, grab an empty glass from the cupboard before placing it down and sliding it onto the surface towards him. An invitation to drink he supposed. Walking into the kitchen now he grips the glass as you now slide the bottle of scotch in his direction. He begins to pour himself a healthy amount as you drown the rest of your drink before walking around the island, just sporting a long t-shirt and socks.

“don’t drink all my shit, i will have to kill you in your sleep” With that, you’re gone and he lets out a chuckle with no humour in it. He didn’t doubt you actually would, you’ve been dying to put a bullet in his head for the last year, probably longer then that. Jungkook sipped on his drink as he stared out the window opposite him, the moonlight seeping in making it not total pitch black. He didn’t even know why you didn’t fight against having him here, you couldn’t stand him, you wanted him dead. Yet here you were, letting him sleep under your roof and drink your scotch. It annoyed him, infuriated him that you were showing an ounce of sympathy towards him, he didn’t need you to feel sorry for him. He was already feeling sorry for himself enough for everyone. Sighing, he refilled his glass a little but downed it all straight away. He needed to solve this new crew nonsense as fast as possible, he needed to go home, needed to get away from you.

When the sun rose the next morning the faint sound of music filled his ears. His eyes fluttered open and it took him a second to remember where he was and when he did, he groaned. Stretching, he sat up and focused on the music he could hear slightly. It sounded like jazz, he could hear the occasional trumpet mixed with other instruments. He stands and slips on a plain white shirt before leaving the room, the music gets clearer as he does so. It’s coming from your gym, he furrows his brows as he stands in the hallway. why would you listen to jazz to work out? Moving his feet, he doesn’t know why but he walks to the gym- his curiosity got the better of him. The music gets louder and Jungkook turns the corner and he sees the glass door to your gym, he gets closer and peeks through. His eyes meet you and your Grandfather happily dancing to the music playing through the gym. He thinks it’s the first time he’s seen a genuine smile on your lips as your Grandfathers spins you by your arm making you let out a laugh. A pain struck his heart, so this is what a happy home could look like? He wouldn’t know, his mother left when he was a kid and his dad only wanted him to do work. God he hated this feeling, that empty gnawing pit at his stomach that let him know he was jealous, jealous at the fact you and your Grandfather were so close when the only true meaning of family he knew were his friends. Deciding he had seen enough he spun on his heel and went back to his room, feeling even more sorry for himself. As he was getting his outfit ready the music stopped and it was quiet before he heard steps coming in his direction. He stopped moving and waited before two knocks on the door echoed throughout the room.

“got a new lead Jeon, come to my office” With that, your footsteps retreated back from the door and he heard the faint ding of the lift. Sighing, he got dressed and smoothed down his blazer before doing up the buttons and leaving the room to make his way to your office. It’s silent as he rides the lift to your office and all he can bring himself to feel is annoyed. He hated that he had to be here and he hated having to work with you.

The y/l/n Estate

y/n

You’re tapping on you’re laptop, finally being able to search the military reports you had left loading the previous day. Not only did you have those reports now, you also had the information from beyond the grave. Aka: your father. Of course he withheld important information and kept it all locked up for himself. Sometimes, you felt guilty for being relieved he was dead- then you’d remember who he was and what he did. You don’t feel so bad then. Someone clearing their throat alerts you to their presence and you look up from your screen and see Jungkook standing in the doorway. You left the door open, not wanting him to burst in and have to teach him about basic manners. Lifting your hand you indicate to the chair in front of, telling him to sit and if you weren’t already drained from having him in your space- you would’ve told him to not only sit but to shut the fuck up for good measure. However, you were fed up and tired, so you chose to say nothing.

“what’s the lead?” He breaks the silence, and you look back to your screen momentarily to finish what you were doing before looking back up.

“military reported a shipment of m2 smg’s missing four months ago, i found out that a boat carrying those guns was raided by an unknown group.” Jungkook appears to think about the information, although you don’t care if he has anything to say so you continue “we have a confirmed location that the group likes to frequent” He seems shocked by this, but that expression is wiped away in a second.

“the location we saw them at yesterday?” You shake you head to say no before speaking, you didn’t want to mention that this was your fathers leads so you chose to leave that little bit out

“my grandfather gave me some codes to break into this whole load of information. before you came i started up up the programme and it’s finally done. on the list was a club the head of this group has been confirmed to frequent. we now have a name, face and location.” With that, you open your top desk drawer and pull out a packet you put together of the information you found. You didn’t really want to sit and explain everything to him, so this was the best option “read through that, memorise the leaders face, height, weight, name all of the above. later, we’ll go to the club” He stops flipping through the pages to look up at you as you stand

“we’re going to go? on our own? isn’t that something you should’ve consulted with me on?” Rolling your eyes you close your laptop, the sound echoing in your office

“iam consulting with you now” You pick up your laptop and walk around the desk to leave, he scoffs and stands up to block you from the door

“no, you’ve already decided the plan. we’re meant to work together stop being so fucking bossy and involve me in the decision making!” His voice started to raise, you sigh and sit on the edge of your desk gripping your laptop in front of you

“okay, what time do you want to go to the club ten or eleven?” He glares at you and you shrug “you wanted to be involved, we can go at whichever time you like sweetheart” You stand then, watching as his tongue pokes against his cheek clearly annoyed. God, you hated him but he was hot when he was angry. He steps forward, making your head tilt up slightly to look at him. You could feel his breathe on your face but you weren’t about to back down, he didn’t scare you.

“you’re intolerable” He gets out through gritted teeth and you smile up at him, it wasn’t sincere and you both knew that. Jungkook keeps his eyes on yours and you hold the stare, smile still planted on your lips.

“good, you’re the last person i want to make feel comfortable. i hope you hate every day you’re working with me” His jaw tightens, he leans his head down nose bumping against yours momentarily almost making you falter but you stay put “we leave at ten, be ready” You get out before stepping to the side and leaving your office, you’re about to rush off to your room but turn to stare at him still stood in your office. You’d never leave him in there, not one ounce of trust in your body for him.

“iam leaving, don’t wont to snoop around your office anyway. i have better things to do” He finishes his sentence with his back to you before he turns and begins to walk in your direction. Giving you one final look, he bumps your shoulder and walks away.

Albany, New York

11:24pm

Your heels click on the pavement and a tight red dress clings to your thighs and you walk beside Jungkook in the busy streets on New York. The dress didn’t allow for you to wear your gun on your thigh, it would clearly be seen, you opted for a blade tucked into your bra. You knew Jungkook had a gun tucked in the back on his belt, he always did and in some way that made you feel a little more relaxed. Turning a corner you spot the neon sign you’ve been keeping an eye out for, and stop your movement while placing your hand on Jungkook’s arm to get him to stop walking too.

“we’re here. remember the all information?” He gives you an exasperated look as you keep your eyes on the club and everyone going in and out

“not a rookie” Is all he says making you roll your eyes, he couldn’t just give you a simple yes or no?

“whatever, let’s go through the back entrance. front is too dangerous they could check for weapons” You don’t wait for a reply, just walk towards the alley behind the club and you hear his footsteps following you. The closer you get you notice a worker push open the door, you push yourself against the wall before the alleyway. Jungkook stands directly behind you, you can feel him as he pushes up against you to hide himself. Letting out a breathe you quickly jump into action when the worker goes back through the door. You run up and hold the door open, slipping through it and Jungkook comes right in after you. Silently, you both make your way down an empty hallway towards the music that continues to grow louder. At the end of the hallway was the back of the club, opposite through a small crowd of people was the bar

“ok, let’s head straight for the bar. get a drink and find a good view point” Jungkook simply nods, you knew he hated when you boss him around- so you made sure to always do it. The pair of you give each other a look before turning and entering into the crowd and walking over to the bar. You look around as Jungkook gets the bartenders attention, you were surprised that there wasn’t many people.

“what do you want?” You turn your attention to Jungkook as he waits for your order

“white wine” He nods and turns back to the bar tender, in a couple minutes he hands you your glass and pays for the drinks. Suddenly, the music turns down it doesn’t stop but it was too quiet for a club

“what’s happening?” Jungkook whispers to you and you shrug, maybe it was technical difficulties? You’re about to suggest that when people all around you start kissing, not softly either. Your eyes widen as some people get on floor to make out while some make use of the booths. Both you and Jungkook whip your heads around in shock but then it hits you.

“fucking hell, it’s a sex club!” You get out as you look to Jungkook, his hands in fists as he tries not to look around him. “we look so out of place, come on” You use your free hand to tug him to an empty booth, planting your wine on the table you turn and take his drink from him and putting it next to yours.

“what’s your genius plan now? we’re gonna get fucking caught!” Ignoring him, you’re pushing him down to sit in the booth. His eyes widen as you stand in front of him.

“just shut the fuck up and listen” You pull the hem of your dress up and little before sitting yourself down on his lap. He looks up at you, pupils shaking as you settle yourself onto his lap “keep a look out over my shoulder, try to find our guy. this is the only way we don’t get caught” Taking an inhale you move you lips to his neck, his hand slam onto the seat either side of him. “am only kissing your neck okay? we won’t stick out and you can still see everyone around” You get out your reason, it really was life or death if you were caught out, who knows what could happen? So, you suck up your pride and gently place a kiss beneath his ear. You hear him suck on a breath, most likely surprised but you continue. Placing another kiss in the spot you then move more towards his throat, sucking at a certain spot this time. His hands fly to your waist making you jump but you carry on. You move back up to below his ear, getting a little carried away lick a little strip up his skin ending at his ear. Another sigh escapes his lips and you grip his shoulders as you focus back onto the base of his throat. You can feel him swallow over your lips and you change between gentle kisses and sucking.

“fuck y/n stop” You detach your lips from him but don’t move to lean up

“what did you spot him?” His grip tightens on your waist as he shakes his head no “don’t tell me stop then we’re gonna look suspicious” Most of the club goers were mostly undressed now, if you were just sat here talking you really were about to get caught. You move your head back down but Jungkook moves his head away from your reach making you huff “i know this isn’t ideal but it’s for the mission! do you want us dead? why the fuck-”

“iam fucking hard y/n” He grits out as his head whips back in your direction, his breathing hard as he pushes you tighter against his lap and then you feel it. He is hard. “iam hard okay, that’s why i told you to fucking stop” He whispers under his breath before he leans his head back against the booth. You’re stunned, hands gripping his shoulders tightly. You should’ve probably got off his lap, ended the mission and gone home. But you stayed put, why? It turned you on, it ashamed you to admit it to yourself but god were you so turned on. All you did was suck on his neck and he was hard, were you that touch starved that you’d happily sit here and tease Jungkook- your enemy, rival even? Yes, you were. Slowly, one of your hands moved from his shoulder to his chest. His head flings up from the booth to look up at you on his lap “what are you doing?”

“staying in character” You whisper before sliding your hand from his chest to his stomach. He inhales hard as he watches you, his own hands sliding from your waist to smooth along your exposed thighs. It was like you were in a trance, everything about the man beneath you annoyed every bone in your body. But as he looks up at you, bottom lip caught between his teeth as he grips your thighs? You have no hate, just lust. With your fingers resting above his belt, you lean forward making Jungkook release his bottom lip from his teeth. You edge closer, your bottom lip grazing his top lip

“party’s over!” A loud voice makes the pair of you jump, you stand from his lap breathing heavy as you notice everyone putting their clothing back on in a haste and running out of the club. You hear a distance siren of a cop car making you and Jungkook share a look before he stands and grips your wrist pulling you off towards the back entrance.

The y/l/n Estate

Jungkook

You stand quietly beside him as the pair of you ride the lift to your wing of the mansion. Your red lip stick smudged, most of it over his neck, as you keep your eyes looking in front of you. Jungkook’s head is filled with the feeling of you sucking on his neck, specifically the spot under his ear. He can still feel it making his jaw tighten, the doors of the lift open and you rush out and walk ahead not looking back. He follows shortly after, making his way to his room but he stops at the door and turns his head in your direction. His eyes travel down and stares at your legs as the sound of your heels clicking on the hardwood floor fill his ears. Once you round the corner he finally tears his gaze from your direction and he roughly opens the door and slams it behind him. He leans against, closing his eyes as he sighs. Images of you on his lap, hand moving down his chest flash into his mind and his eyes snap open. Pushing himself of the door, he grips his tie loosening the knot before pulling it off over his head. Undoing the top button of his shirt, he walks into the en-suite and turns the light on. He turns to the mirror, he sees your lipstick smudged on his neck and as he leans forward he spots a more deeper mark below his ear. a hickey. A low chuckle escapes him

“you sure had fun” He mumbles to himself, aimed at you, before turning on the tap and grabbing a wash cloth. Running it under the tap he lifts it to his neck before stopping. His hand hovers over the lipstick marks with the cloth but he just stares at them through the mirror. He dick grows hard underneath his trousers and he scoffs at himself before throwing the cloth into the sink and turning off the tap. Jungkook grips the sides of the marble sink as his head flops and he looks down. Great, the mere sight of your lipstick on him gets him hard and he couldn’t even bring himself to wipe the shit off. Shaking his head he walks off and turns the light off before going back into the bedroom to get changed. Undoing the buttons of his shirt he rips it off his shoulders before throwing it on the floor before undoing his belt and taking off his trousers and chucking the clothing next to his shirt. He slides under the sheets, resting his head against the pillows as he stares at the ceiling. Jungkook couldn’t comprehend the mixed feelings roaming around his body, you’re the heir to his rival family and one of the people he should hate the most but the simple feeling of you sucking on his neck got him the hardest he’s ever been in probably the quickest time too. It was sick really, to feel that way knowing what he’s done- what he did. He shouldn’t feel regret or guilt, he did what he had to for his job. But he did, fuck he really did. As he lay there, under your roof, staring mindlessly at the ceiling he came to terms with it. He didn’t exactly hate you, no he just acted as he should towards the rival families heir. He acted that way because he hated what he did, hated that you could know. You could know exactly what he did but you never tried to get back at him, never tried to get revenge like any other mafia member would after knowing what he did. He’s lived on the edge, waiting for that revenge but you never did anything… So he assumed you didn’t know, but surely you did? It was confusing, no one hid what he did yet you never confronted him. He loathed not knowing. His thoughts halt when he hears feet padding against the floor, right past his door and in the direction of the kitchen. It was you, of course it was this was your wing it was only you and him here. Huffing he rips the covers off himself and before he knows what he’s doing, he’s grabbing a pair of joggers and slipping them on before opening the door and heading in your direction. His expression is fierce as he stalks to the kitchen, the door is open and the lights off but he knows you’re in there, he can hear a drink being poured into a glass. You hear him before you see him, he knows it because your body tenses as he looks at your back. Wordlessly, you slide a glass of scotch from in front of you to your side on the counter before you walk around the counter and grab another glass, pouring another before sipping at it. You still haven’t looked at him, but he keeps his eyes on you as he walks forward and sips from the glass you offered out to him. It takes a couple of minutes before you look up at him, his eyes meet yours and he notices your gaze slip to his neck. Clearing your throat, you turn away and bend to a low cabinet. Jungkook’s jaw locks when the baggy shirt you’re wearing rides up and he notices a lack of shorts underneath the top. You stand, fresh cloth in your hand you run it under the tap quickly before turning back in his direction. Raising your hand over the counter you offer him the cloth but he refused to move, choosing to stand still. Sighing, you move around the counter standing directly in front of him raising the cloth up to his neck you gasp when he catches your wrist in his hand.

“don’t” He mumbles out as he stares down at you, his gaze drifts down to your lips before pulling back up to your eyes. You stay frozen as he silently looks at you, his adams apple bobbling as he swallows nothing. In one swift movement he pulls you into him with the wrist he’s gripping, you stumble forward dropping the cloth. It hits the floor as his other hand lifts your hold the side of your face.

“what the fuck are you doing?” You finally speak, through gritted teeth but he doesn’t move nor does he release his grip on you

“would you have carried on?” He tilts his head, questioning you, he notices your breath catch in your throat “how far would you have gone? if the police didn’t show?” Jungkook adds onto the end, not really expecting you to answer “what did you call it?” He whispers, lowering his head to your ear as his hand on your cheek moves to grip the side of your neck “staying in character?” His breath fans over your ear and he takes not how you shiver slightly “let’s see how good of an actress you really are” With that he pulls back and let’s go of you only to grip the back of your thighs as he lifts you up. Your hands fly to his shoulders to keep balance as he moves you on top of the kitchen top. His lips attaches to your neck, sucking beneath your ear making a gasp leave your lips. Jungkook smiles when he feels your head move to the side, giving him better access to your skin.

“i really fucking hate you” You grumble out making him chuckle against you

“feelings mutual sweetheart” A deep moan escapes him when your fingers attach to the waist of his joggers, pulling him tighter between your legs. His lips go back to attack you neck, sucking little marks wherever he could making you sigh

“you better not be leaving any marks Jeon” He leans away, looking at the trail he’s left from the top of your collarbone to near your ear

“don’t look in any mirrors” You grumble but he doesn’t care, he moves his hands up your thighs and underneath your shirt, playing with the fabric of your underwear

“you really piss me off” He smirks before pulling at the fabric before letting it go to fling back onto your skin making you jolt

“good” Is all he says before sliding his hands into your underwear, his middle finger brushing over your clit making your head lean back as you let out a moan. “got anything else to say?” He offers, running a finger over your entrance before running it back over you clit. “no?” Jungkook asks again but you just whine as he circles his finger over you “didn’t think so” He grumbles before using his middle finger to push into you making you moan and grip onto his shoulders.

He breathes heavily as he pulls out of you, head resting in the crook of your neck as he comes down from his high. Jungkook goes to plant a final kiss on your neck but is stopped when you push yourself of the counter and plant your feet on the floor. He starts redressing himself but as he does so, you take off and rush out of the kitchen. He turns to call for you but he stops himself. Mumbling a fuck under his breath he ties the string on his joggers before leaving the kitchen and stomping back to his room. With the door closed he flops onto the bed, thoughts filled with you. He lost control and that alone feels him with dread. It takes a a good hour of tossing and turning to finally get him to sleep.

He was wide awake as soon as sunlight hit the room in the morning. Groaning, he sat up before his phone ringing made him jump, leaning over he checks the caller id before answering it

“what do you want?” He huffs down the line

“well that isn’t a very nice greeting” Namjoon mumbles down the line, a small smile appearing on Jungkook’s lips. “how’s new york?”

“it’s” He searches for a word “fine” Not exactly an accurate description but he goes with it

“so life across the enemy lines is going good?” Jungkook didn’t necessarily want to be reminded at he was indeed rooming with his enemies, especially after what he did with a certain one of them last night

“it’s bliss namjoon, what do you want me to say?” He hears his friend laughs down the line

“alright snappy. just wanted to know how it was going? found that new group?” Jungkook gets out of the bed, moving over to the window. He peaks from behind the curtain and halts when he spots you “hello? you there?” Namjoon’s voice speaks down the line but Jungkook keeps his eyes trained on you. You’re seemingly doing yoga, in tight shorts and a sports bra

“uh yeah” He clears his throat “we have a confirmed name and some information on him” Jungkook leans closely to the window as you lean forward, your ass in his direction

“great work, shouldn’t be long until you squash this” Jungkook hums in response, not entirely listening as you lay on your stomach. “y/n annoying the shit out of you?” The mention of your name draws his attention back to the conversation as he watches you push against the floor bending your back from your led position

“more than you know” Jungkook grumbles before closing the curtain and moving away from the window. He hears Namjoon chuckle down the phone

“yeah thought so. Look, i’ll pick you up from the airport when you get back. Just let me know when you’re on your way yeah?”

“sure, see you then man” Namjoon mumbles out a goodbye and hang ups. Jungkook throws his phone onto the bed as he gets a suit together to put on.

The y/l/n Estate

Y/n

You were up earlier then normal this morning, thoughts jumbled about having sex with your sole enemy. It kept you up for ages, you should’ve regretted it and never thought of it again. But, stupidly, it was the greatest sex you’d ever had and it was him: Jeon Jungkook. The most annoying, irritating man you ever had the unfortunate opportunity of knowing. For god sake he was the heir to your rival fucking family and all you could think about was the feeling of his hands roaming over you in the darkness of your kitchen. So, with those thoughts still swirling around your mind at the ass cracked of dawn you got out of bed to try and exercise the vivid memory away. It didn’t work. So, you stride back into the mansion- an angry expression painting your face.

“you’re looking more angry then usual this morning” You look over to your Grandfather, walking out of his wing with a smile on his face.

“hm, not angry” He looked to you, not believing a word that came from your lips. Well, he always saw through you he basically raised you how could he not? “just, didn’t sleep well last night” It wasn’t exactly a lie, just wasn’t the whole truth either

“sleep is important darling.” You nod to agree as he indicates for you to follow him as he walks through the mansion “how’s the job going?”

“good. we have a name and some information. but our last mission failed, we didn’t get a confirmed sighting” He nods as the pair of you walk in the main living area, he takes a seat on the cream sofa and you join him

“well, you and Jungkook are the best. you’ll get it done” You smile at his encouragement, for a feared mafia boss he sure was soft. Sighing, you lean down and plant your head on his leg.

“just want to make you proud” Your Grandfather chuckles above you before smoothing his hand over your head.

“you’ve already made me so proud y/n” Your eyes flutter closed, suddenly emotional at the sudden heart to heart. “Mr Jeon” The sudden greeting makes your eyes snap open, you see him stood in the entrance of the living room. His hands tucked into his pockets as he looks over. Sitting up you watch as he walks a little bit closer to the both of you

“sorry to intrude, i just needed a word with y/n” Your Grandfather smiles over at you, you offer a small one back before standing and leaving the main living area. You hear Jungkook’s footsteps behind you and you stop in the foyer of the mansion, turning to his direction.

“what do you need?” He raised an eyebrow at you as he shifts his weight between on his legs

“last night”

“iam on the implant if that’s what you’re worried about” You cut him off, one of the thoughts that kept coming back to your mind was the fact no protection was used. It wasn’t hard to assume that a guy like him would be worrying about the risks

“good to know, that wasn’t what i was about to say. you’d know that if you didn’t interrupt me” You glare at him, staying quiet. Honestly, you didn’t want to talk about last night ever again. “wanna talk about it?”

“no” With that you turn on your heels and begin to walk away, you don’t get very far before you feel his hand grip your upper arm. You huff as he stops your movement and comes to stand in front of you once again.

“you’re testing my patience”

“you’re also testing your luck, get out of my way” You go to move but his grip tightens on your arm

“that smart little mouth of yours is gonna get you in trouble” Letting out a dry chuckle you look up at him

“i know something little of yours too, don’t think it’s gonna get you into much trouble though” You glance downwards to his crotch before looking back up, smirk etched onto your face

“didn’t hear you complaining about size last night” It was quiet then, silence engulfing the pair of you as you stare at each other his grip on your arm tightening a little

“let go of me Jeon” You mumble through your teeth

“stop being a bitch and i will” Huffing you push on his chest, catching him by surprise, you tear your arm from him and stumble back.

“i want to forget it ever happened. let’s get rid of this fucking new group and get back to our lives” Jungkook’s breathing grows heavy as he stares at you, his teeth clenched together.

“fine” He grumbles before pushing past you and heads out of the main doors of the mansion leaving you alone in the foyer. You hand no idea where he was going, you didn’t even know if he knew his way around New York but you refused to have an ounce of care about him. Turning, you’re about to go to the lift to retreat to your room but your feet don’t make it far before they stop. Closing your eyes you take a deep breath before turning on your heels and storming over to the doors. You pull them open and stomp out you see nothing in front of you but spot him leant against the wall of the mansion out the corner of your eye, cigarette hanging from his lips. “awh, caring enough to see where iam sweetheart?” Rolling your eyes your turn to face

“just making sure you don’t get yourself killed, don’t wanna start a war over your stupid ass” He chuckles before taking a long drag and blowing out the smoke. There’s a moment of silence as you move to stand next to him, you’re not sure why you do it but for some reason there’s just a strong pull between you and him. It was unexplainable, at this point you didn’t even try and justify your actions. Jungkook lifts the cigarette in your direction, you glance at him before taking and placing it between your lips to have a drag “my Grandfather might kill me if he sees me smoking” You admit, blowing out the smoke before taking another drag

“hm, doubtful. he adores you” Raising an eyebrow at him, you hand the cigarette back to him. “dont pretend he doesn’t” You look down at your feet, smile on your lips

“yeah, guess he does”

“count yourself lucky” He mutters, taking a final drag before flicking the end away onto the ground. Your curiosity peaks at his words

“you saying your father doesn’t adore you?” An empty laugh makes its way out of his throat, you can’t help it, you feel sorry for him

“don’t feel sorry for me” Your eyes snap to him, his own already looking at you. “i can see it, your sympathy is very evident”

“would never feel sorry for you. i relate to your father” It wasn’t true, which is why he smirked at your comment. Clearly you felt sorry for him, the look of pity so evident on your face. This atmosphere was foreign for you too, it was almost peaceful as the two of you stood in silence gazing out into the long driveway of your estate. It was confusing for you, comfortably stood next the person you supposedly hate the most yet the same person you had sex with last night. Sighing, you push off the wall making Jungkook look at you. He startles you as he lift his hand up to you, brushing your hair over your shoulder before tilting his head. Just the way he did last night before he hoisted you onto your kitchen counter.

“lucky you have long hair sweetheart, wouldn’t want your Grandfather to see what the son of his rival did to you” You furrow your eyebrows in confusion before they widen in realisation. A hand flies up to your own neck, remembering what he left there last night.

“asshole” You mumble before storming back into the mansion, hearing him chuckle behind you. moving your hair over your neck as you rush to the lift and press the button to your wing.

For the entire rest of the day you lock yourself up in your office, furiously tapping on your laptop. The last mission was a failure and you were more determined then ever to put an end to this ‘new group’ that seemed to have your Grandfather and Jungkook’s dad so edge they decided to team up. The more you searched into the name you had, the more confused you grew. There were no confirmed sightings of him for over four months, it was like he completely disappeared. His real name nor aliases weren’t on any rent agreements in the United States or Europe. No bank cards in his name has been used anywhere, neither had any new accounts been set up. Everything you looked into had turned up empty, it was infuriating. A set of knocks on the door draws your attention away and before you can say come in, Jungkook bursts through the door. Crossing your arms you watch as he casually closes the door and strolls in before sitting on the seat opposite you

“why knock if you’re just gonna walk in?” He shrugs, nonchalantly before leaning back in the chair.

“found anything interesting?” You sigh, leaning back in your own chair

“this man is fully incognito, no bank cards being used, no houses under his name.” Jungkook takes a moment to think, it was incredibly unusual.

“what’s the most recent activity from him?”

“a card under his name was used at that sex club four months ago. that’s it” He leans forward, a certain look on his face

“check death records” You narrows your eyes, this man couldn’t possibly be dead. The pair of you have been sent on a mission to find him, your Grandfather and is Father would definitely know if he died. “just check” He seemed to have sensed your confusion, sighing you open your laptop and begin to search. First, you look at New York’s records- setting up a program to automatically scan through each areas records, looking for his name. You wait in silence, not expecting a lot but in a few moments your laptop makes a noise and your eyes widen. “what?” Jungkook rushes out before getting on his feet and hovering behind you to look at your screen

“he’s dead, apparently ” You get out, looking up at him at the same time he looks down at you. This was impossible, did he fake his death? was he really dead and did your Grandfather know already that? “i need a drink” You grumble before standing and immediately walking to the kitchen, not even stopping to tell Jungkook to get out of your office. Not that it mattered, he followed you anyway. You rip the top off your now half empty scotch, getting two glasses out of the cupboard before pouring the drink into both glasses. Jungkook is suddenly beside you and you lift the glass to him, he takes it. Tipping the glass to your mouth, you gulp a generous amount before leaning against the side.

“i think we drink too much” Jungkook suggests making you chuckle a little as he sips on his own drink. “what do you think, fake death or we were sent on a dead mission?” You inhale a deep breath before shrugging

“don’t even want to think about it” He nods and you finish of your glass, in the quiet Jungkook surprises you when he lifts his hand up and moves your hair over your shoulder just as he did earlier. Glancing at him, you watch as he eyes the marks on your neck. “you’re getting a good kick out of these hickeys ain’t you” He smiles, tucking some stray hairs behind your ear. It’s strangely intimate. Without any words his hand fingers smooth over the marks, running down your neck. Placing his glass on the side he moves to stand in front you, hands gripping either side of the counter behind you.

“does this kitchen turn you into a raging sex maniac?” He lightly laughs, leaning into you a bit more.

“it’s not the kitchen, it’s the annoying bitch stood in it” You should’ve been offended, but you were far from it as you meet his dark gaze. This was wrong in so many ways, but right now you didn’t have time to think about it. As you stare up at him, you realise his lips never actually met yours during your escapade the previous night. He seems to be have the same train of thought as his eyes dip to your lips

“no ones ever annoyed me more then you” You let out through a sigh as his lowers his head, his lips just grazing over your own

“good, then iam doing my job” He mumbles, then his lips press into yours groaning as he does so. It’s softer then you thought it was going to be, you expected fast and furious but it was gentle and slow. His hands move from the counter to your waist and pulls you flush against him making you whimper. His tongue moves between your lips, meeting with your own as he deepens the kiss. Your hands fly up to his neck, you feel him sigh against you. This was bad, before now your night could be left at a crazy one time thing but now his lips danced with you’re own, something deeper grew. You’ve never felt like this, heart beat going crazy as he towered over you. Feelings of hatred dissolve into something you couldn’t really pin point. He breaks the kiss and moves down to your neck, planting kisses on the marks he made on you. You moan as he sucks over them, probably deepening them as he does so.

“who knew you were into such childish things like hickeys?” You feel his lips smile against before planting a kiss over his work

“want everyone to know what you’re letting your rival do to you behind closed doors” Rolling your eyes you turn back to look up at him, heavy breaths being exchanged between you both.

“we’re playing a dangerous game” You couldn’t help but mumble out your concerns, if any of your families knew what you were up to it was done for. Jungkook seemed to halt at your words, realising something you couldn’t tell but it was enough to make him pull away.

“you’re right” Your left in shock as he walks backwards before retreating out of the kitchen, you don’t think as you follow him. You finally came to terms with the fact you felt something other then hatred for him, he kissed you and now he was running away.

“what just happened?!” You huff out as you trail behind him down your hallway, he turns to face you and you don’t stop until you’re right in front of him

“i agree, it’s too dangerous” He shrugs and you look at him, confused. You had just opened your eyes to the fact you wanted him, needed to feel him against you again and he runs away over a little comment?

“it was a passing comment!” Jungkook says nothing and you grow frustrated, the look on his face was unreadable. “i don’t just kiss anyone Jeon. you can’t just do what you did and run away from me!”

“well iam!” He’s suddenly shouting and it makes you jump “just forget it y/n, iam not doing this!”

“doing what?!” You raise you’re own voice now, too many emotions build up in you and it’s hard to hold them down

“we hate each other” His voice is now low and calm, almost giving you whiplash “that’s how it stays” He turns then and marches straight into his room, slamming the door behind him. You stare at the door, you were enraged but all you could think about was how- you don’t hate him, not anymore. You really wanted to, wanted to turn back to just a couple of days ago when you didn’t feel this way. But you couldn’t, so you simply walk past the door and straight to your room.

The y/l/n Estate

Jungkook

He hadn’t slept for more then a few hours each day for the past week, his last conversation with you swirled around his mind tormenting him. What made it worse was that he kept thinking about the kiss, that fucking kiss. Your lips moulded against his perfectly, almost like you were made for him. The irony. In reality, you weren’t made for him you were made to be his rival and with everything he’s done he couldn’t bring himself to carry on. Your comment last night clearly wasn’t about anything serious but it made his brain jump into gear. How could he possibly carry on with whatever the two of you were doing? He seemed to have forgotten all the bad blood he created not too long ago. The worst part was he wanted to carry on, it was like you had a magnet inside you personally for him. But he couldn’t suppress his suspicion of you’re motives. Sure, you seemed to want him as much as he did you but why? Did you have ulterior means? Bottom line was that he couldn’t trust you, it was still possible you knew everything he’s done and this was all some ruse to catch him off guard. Then his brain would remind him he actually came onto you first and his whole mental debate would start again. Although now he’s already been with you, it would be hard to let you go now he knew how it felt. He slipped out of the bed, heading to the bathroom to brush his teeth. Silently he cleaned his teeth, brain still filled with the thought of having to work with you, having to see you, talk to you. Finishing up he moves back to his bedroom, jumping in fright when he spots you stood in the room. It was the first time he’s seen you since he ran away, middle of making out

“y/n what the fu-”

“just shut up Jeon” Your tone was ice cold, opposite from the playful one you sported since having that smoke with him last week. “that guy is really dead. gone, buried, six feet under” Clearly you were angry, arms crossed over your chest. He allows himself to glance over your body, you’re wearing your usual large shirt and he found himself wondering if you were wearing shorts this time. He breaks away from that thought

“how are you so sure?” You scoff at this and stomp to his bed, sitting on the edge of it, right leg bounce rapidly

“i saw his fucking autopsy! little picture of the body was attached and all, killed four months ago. wanna know the best part?” He had to admit right now, he was a little scared of you. Your eyes were dark with fury and he worried for anyone who’d step in you way today “he died out at sea, with a shipment of stolen guns. the way he supposedly died? strangulation” The realisation hits him, that was his fathers famous method of killing. He connects the dots quickly, there was a new group rising- four months where his father took care of the problem. Not a threat anymore.

“my father sent me on a dead mission.” He mumbles, rage slowly filling him as thinks about his smug father back at home probably laughing at his son trying to solve an already finished job.

“no, not just your father my grandfather did too. it was his coroner that signed off the autopsy” That shocked him more then his father, your grandfather actually loved you. He couldn’t say the same about his father.

“but you hacked the cams, we saw that group with the smgs?” You shrug at this before flipping back onto his bed, he spotted black fabric. Shorts. Although he was seething, he was revealed you had something on underneath the shirt this time

“it was recorded footage Jeon. Planted in the codes my Grandfather gave me. we’ve been hustled” Sighing he sits next to you on the bed, mainly because he couldn’t stand staring at your bare thighs. At least from beside you his gaze wasn’t naturally towards you.

“but why? what’s the fucking reason for sending us on a pointless job?” You don’t answer, sitting up suddenly. Jungkook stares at you as you abruptly stand, he turns his head upwards trying to ignore your ass that was now eye level with him.

“well, at least you can go home now.” You move to leave but Jungkook’s quicker, he leaps in front of you making you stop

“am not leaving” Giving him a blank stare you try to step around him, but he steps in front of you again.

“get out of my way and go home” You grit out before stepping to the other side but once Jungkook plants himself in front of you. “move” He doesn’t, just looks down at you as you seethe up at him. Jungkook doesn’t know why he’s being stubborn, this was what he wanted right? To leave whatever you two did behind and fly back home as soon as he could? But with that now being an actual option, he didn’t want to. “what the fuck is your problem huh? you don’t have to work with me anymore, don’t have to live with me anymore. can go home knowing you screwed the enemy in her own kitchen, bet that one will get you a couple of pats on the back from your mates!” Hearing enough here bends and quickly lifts you over his shoulders, you gasp and try to wiggle your way out but his grip his tight as he throws you onto the bed. You go to sit up but he pushes you back down, holding your wrists above your head as he hovers over you

“i can assure my mates will never know any details of what we did in that kitchen. that’s only for me to know, i’ll fucking kill anyone who even thinks about you in that way!” He breathes heavily as he stares down at you, the shirt you have on had ridden up your legs making your shorts poke out.

“spoken real possessively for someone who hates me!”

“i don’t hate you!” His grip tightens on your wrist and you stare up at him with wide eyes

“then why did you run?! why did you say you did?!”

“because i killed your fucking father!” Silence. Just the sound of both your breathing filled it. You seemed confused, to say the least.

“i know” You whisper, his stare is intense as he lets go of your wrists hands moving to sit upright on the bed once again. He was surprised, finally he had confirmation that you knew exactly what he did last year. Yet, you did nothing to avenge your father.

“i killed your father and you do nothing? what i did should’ve started another war between our families” He grew quiet, he felt vulnerable but he’s held this in long enough. “why? what are you planning y/n?” Jungkook hated how his voice faltered, the only reason he dreaded the thought of this job was because he assumed as soon as he was here he’d be dead. He killed your father, in cold blood and your family hadn’t even tried to get back at him

“revenge?” You finally get out “i would’ve thanked you if you gave me the chance” Jungkooks pupils shake as he looks down at you, sighing you move to sit up. “my father was an awful, awful man. sure what mafia leader isn’t but, he went above and beyond. he lead prostitution rings, beat anyone who he deemed worthy of it. men, women, children. i hated him, never even spoke to him since the day i turned eighteen, the day he tried to sell me to the ring” He tenses, he would throw his own daughter into a prostitution ring? “my grandfather stopped him, took me and i’ve been with him ever since. we stayed in London because my father would just track us down anyway, the day i found out he was dead? happiest day of my life” Jungkook noticed the small smile on your lips as you speak, you genuinely were glad he was dead. His body felt light, the entire year he waited to see you appear and take him out. Only for you to be happy he killed your father?

“he was my first kill” You seemed shocked at his confession, you’d assume he had killed others being an heir to his fathers business “it’s why my father doesn’t engage with me, probably thinks iam soft. had nightmares for a while afterwards” You place a hand on his back, attempting to comfort him but you remove it too quickly for his liking

“don’t lose anymore sleep over him, not worth it. it’s good he’s gone” Jungkook leans back on his hands as he eyes you

“what the fuck happened to us?” You laugh, a proper genuine laugh and he thinks it’s the first time he’s ever heard it.

“i don’t know but you still piss me off more then anyone” He smirks at this, still eyeing you. “stop looking at me Jeon, giving me the fucking creeps” Barking out a laugh he suddenly grips your leg and hoists you onto his lap. You fumble and grip his shoulders as he looks up at you.

“why don’t you just shut up and use that pretty mouth for something other then shouting profanities at me?”

“profanities? that’s a long word for you Jeon” He grumbles before leaning up to press his lips to yours but you lean away. “don’t” Is all you say before standing off him and he hates the way his body yearns to pull you back “you have sex with me, try to again but run out because you killed my father and thought i might be planning some sort of revenge? you can’t trust me and honestly, i can’t trust you either” His tongue pokes against his cheek, getting annoyed. Sure everything you said was correct, but he couldn’t help himself. It wasn’t going to lie to himself, not anymore, there was a clear attraction. He felt a pull to you like no one else, that much was obvious with how easily you got him hard

“you don’t trust me but you opened your legs for me?” He regretted it as soon as he said it, your face contorted and he felt so fucking stupid for uttering those words “no i-”

“fuck you” You cut him off and storm out the room but he’s quick on his feet to follow you, slipping on the hard floor when he tumbles out the door and rushes to stand in front of you.

“wait”

“no!” He flinches “you need to go back to London and never even think about showing your face in New York again” You side step him but he grips your arms and you start to try and wriggle out of his grip.

“iam not going anywhere y/n!” He gets out while struggling to keep you in his hands “i’ll stay here for forever if i have to!” You stop moving then, looking at him as if he was mad and right now he felt like he was.

“are you crazy?!” Jungkook shrugged, more or less confirming to both you and himself that he probably has gone crazy.

“maybe, but i need you to understand me when i say- i can’t go back like nothings happened” You stumbled back a little bit he kept his hold of your arms. “yeah, maybe i’ve gone mad. but no one makes me feel the way you do. i normally have perfect control of myself but suddenly i don’t have control of shit because of you!” He felt so stupid, you probably more then just hated him right now and he was teetering along the edge of a love confession.

“what the fuck are you on about?!” You get out through gritted teeth and his upper lip twitched in annoyance.

“iam not going anywhere until you get your head out of your ass and realise we have something between us!” Your eyes widen, and mock chuckle escaping your lips

“you’re full of shit Jeon” A low rumble comes out of his throat before his grip on your arm to push your back against the wall beside you.

“i’ve had enough of this y/n” His voice is calm and low “we will find out why we’ve been sent on a dead job and then we will talk like grown ups about what’s going on between us” With that, he drops his grip on your arms and steps back. Giving a final look he turns and begins to retreat to his room, his heart heavy as he does so.

Albany, New York

Y/n

The bartender slid another wine in your direction, you nod your head as a thank you, not really wanting to speak right now. You had left the mansion as soon as you got dressed after the heated conversation with Jungkook. It had been hours since you left, not wanting to be under the same roof as him. Most of the day was spent at the movies, you watched about three movies before the staff began to look at you weird so you retreated off and ate dinner before stalking off to any bar that was open. You were on your third wine, deciding to nurse this one you only take a small sip before placing it back on top the bar. Not only did the whole ordeal with him stick on your mind, you were also thinking about your grandfather and that stupid dead fucking mission he made you attend to. You wanted answers, wanted to storm up to your grandfather demanding answers. But right now, you couldn’t. Jungkook had filled your thoughts, his stupid idea that there was something between you two. No, you were the stupid one because deep down you foolishly agreed. Of course there was, you weren’t blind to your emotions, you happily slept with him as soon as his lips touched your neck. Even before then, during the night of the pointless mission you went to go further after he admitted he was hard. There was something deeply wrong with you, you concluded. You were sat here, sulking over your attraction to your enemy, the very person you hated not that long ago. Sighing, you gulp down the whole glass of wine before shoving some money on the bar and leaving. The cold air of the night bit your skin making you shiver slightly before you walked off. You knew you couldn’t go home, not with Jungkook and your Grandfather there. Both the conversations you needed to have with them could wait, you walked to a nearby hotel glad to have entered and be out of the chilly night. The receptionist smiled when she noticed you coming and you mustered up the best one you could for her

“do you have any rooms? just for tonight” You ask, folding your arms across your chest

“i’ll just double check for you, it might be a bit pricey seems as it’s not pre booked” She warns and you nod, indicating it was okay. You’d pay any price to just be out of the mansion. Your phone vibrates in your pocket, not the first time today, you ignore it knowing who it was. “ok, i have a room available it’s-” You simply hand your card to her, making her stop her sentence. She gives another smile before putting it through the system and handing you it back with a room key “enjoy your stay”

“thank you” Checking the room number you head straight to it, looking around finally you took note that this was quite a fancy place which probably did cost a fortune. But, that was just a plus of being the granddaughter of a mafia boss. Jamming the key in the door it gives a little beep telling you it’s open and you walk in. A nice double bed and pretty view greet you, but you didn’t care about the look of the room. You just wanted to sleep a forget everything so you take of your clothes leaving your underwear and slip under the covers.

It couldn’t have been more then three hours later when a commotion outside your door jolted you awake. Loud voices and a banging against your door made your heart rate pick up, you were still a little drowsy from sleep but you jumped up and yanked the gun from your handbag.

“sir! you can’t go in!” You assumed that voice was a security guard, and you quickly slipped on the complimentary robe keeping your gun tight in your grip. This could be anyone, enemy of your fathers or grandfather and without the protection of your mansion- this could have been their perfect opportunity to pounce. Another bang against your door made you aim your gun directly at the door as your etched closer. “hey! i said you can’t-”

“i don’t give a fuck!” Your head tilted, was that Jungkook? “open this fucking door you imbecile i know her!” Yeah, it was definitely him alright. Sighing you drop the gun onto the bed and stomp over to the door.

“i told you i can’t do that, i’ll call the police!” You gave mental props to the security, Jungkook was a scary guy but he wasn’t letting up

“call them then! but iam not leaving until-” Swinging the door open you’re met with a furious Jungkook who stops arguing when you open the door.

“iam sure the other people staying don’t appreciate the yelling” That only seemed to piss Jungkook off even more as he storms pass you and into the room. The security makes a move to go after him but you raise your hand. “it’s fine thank you for keeping him out but, unfortunately, i know him” You hear him scoff behind you as he paces the room “sorry for the disturbance” The guard looks at Jungkook over your shoulder one more time before looking back and offering a smile before he walks off, you sigh and shut the door. “have you lost your mind?” Your turn and walk over and he stops pacing to look at you

“have you?! you disappear all fucking day without a word and don’t come back! anything could’ve happened, do you remember who you are? who your grandfather is? anyone could be out for your neck and you’re here without protection!” Oh he was seething, you don’t think you’ve ever seen him so angry. He’s visibly shaking, veiny hands waving around with each word he shouts

“well, you couldn’t get in so would say iam relatively safe” That was probably the wrong thing to say, no it definitely was- his jaw locks and he stares at you with an indescribable emotion.

“i’ve been looking for you, all fucking day. at one point me and your grandfather had to discuss the fact that you might be dead!” You say nothing, you couldn’t. “when you are who you are, you don’t disappear without contact y/n!” He flings his hand in the air and you flinch, you weren’t scared of him but the sudden action made you do it. You notice his face soften and be sighs before sitting on the bed, momentarily looking down as your gun slides to his thigh. He chuckles “at least you have some brains on you to bring this”

“i bring it everywhere” You mumble, taking it from him and sliding it back into your purse before turning back to him. There was a moment of silence, you realise your mistake and that he was actually right- which pained you to admit. “iam sorry” You start and he looks up at you “my grandfather properly sent you through hell looking for me”

“you think he sent me? i was searching before he realised you were gone” This took you by surprise, why on earth would he break his neck looking for you if it wasn’t for your grandfather? You must look confused because he sighs and stands up. “i was looking because i was worried you dumbass” His sudden insult made you roll your eyes “i told you this morning that i thought there might be something between us and your first thought was to disappear, iam a bit offended to be honest” You try to suppress a smile that wants to appear, not wanting to find the man in front of you funny when he’s just tracked you down and tried to break into your room.

“stop trying to be funny” You grumble before sitting yourself in the chair in the corner of the room, he sits himself back on the bed “i just needed sometime to myself” You don’t know why you were explaining yourself, normally you wouldn’t but Jungkook did actually seem concerned

“you could’ve told me where you were, or your grandfather. with the lives we have, that’s important” You agree with him, you really do. But you’re human after all and just needed some time away.

“a lot was happening, all i did was go to the movies and then the bar” His head snapped in your direction make your jump a little

“you went to a bar?” You nod, confused “bring a man back here?” There was a beat of silence before you laugh while he glares at you

“you’re ridiculous”

“so you didn’t?”

“no!” He looked relieved and you couldn’t even fathom how you got into this situation with him. “would it matter if i did?” Jungkook’s stare was icy cold as he looked over at you.

“he would’ve been dead by sunrise” He seemed sincere and you didn’t know whether to swoon or be angry

“what’s gotten into you?” Your voice was calm, filled with pure confusion

“you. you have y/n. i realised something while i bent over backwards looking for you, i was scared.” This shocked you, him being so open with his emotions. You’d never seen him like this “look i don’t know what’s happening here, i dont understand myself but there’s something here. i feel something so deep for you and it’s so consuming” His voice is hoarse and your heart thumps against your chest. You understand him, you really do because ever since you slept with him you knew. Knew that even though you thought you still hated him, you don’t. It was different, it was weird and scary. But, nonetheless, it was there- whether it a sick attraction or some sort of love you didn’t know. But it would be stupid to deny it, when you so obviously felt it. You took a deep breath before standing, his eyes followed you. Without another word you untied your robe making Jungkook’s eyes widen slightly. You didn’t take it off, just let it swing open to reveal just your underwear underneath

“fine, there’s something” His teeth enclosed on his lower lip as you step closer, standing between his spread legs “iam done talking, we can finish the conversation in the morning” His hands come up, sliding underneath the fabric of the robe to grip onto your waist

“that’s fine by me” Jungkook mumbles before his hands smooth over the curve of your ass before pulling you into him. You straddle him, knees digging into the bed either side of him, hands gripping his shoulders. He tilts his head up as you look down “don’t ever fucking disappear again” Is all he says before finally planting his lips against yours.

The sun was bleeding through the curtains as your eyes fluttered open, you didn’t immediately recognise your surroundings but remembered it was the hotel. What you also remembered was what you got up to last night with a certain mafia heir, the tattooed arm draped tightly over your stomach was reminder enough. Jungkook held you firmly against him as his head rested in the crook of your neck. A shiver slipped down your spine as you felt his breath hit your skin. It was still weird territory, the person who usually pisses you off the most, lay cuddled into your back. Surprisingly, you slept extremely well you’d never really shared a bed opting to not bring anyone to the estate. It was dangerous to do that so anyone you saw it stayed outside the mansion and you never stayed overnight. So, you welcomed the feeling of having something keeping you warm. You shift a little, trying to get comfortable enough to fall back asleep. You hear a groan from behind you, worried you woke Jungkook up you stop moving but he doesn’t saying anything so you shift ever so slightly trying to get cozy.

“hm please stop” You freeze when he grumbles out, morning voice deep and croaky.

“sorry i didn’t mean to wake you up” He hums, pulling you tightly against him before he smirks his hand over the top of your thigh

“well you wiggling your ass against me is not gonna keep me asleep” Your lips purse before their slipping upwards into a smile and you stare shifting again but with more of a purpose this time. He grips a handful of you upper thigh making you stop, smile now fully on your lips “you really enjoy pissing me off don’t you?”

“it’s my favourite hobby” He grumbles under his breath before sliding his hands back up to your waist

“and you’re so good at it” You chuckle at this before making a move to sit up but you don’t get very far, Jungkook holds you back down making you huff as your back hits the bed. “this is the nicest you’ve been to be ever, not really ready to put a stop to it yet”

“well, iam not a particularly nice person so get your ass up” Sighing he lets you sit up and he rolls onto his back

“and the dream ends” Rolling your eyes you push the covers off and stand up before you look around for the robe as you stand in your underwear. You whip your head around and spot Jungkook’s eyes staring right at you, raking his eyes up and down your body.

“pig” You mumble as you spot the robe thrown over the chair and you go over to grab it

“didn’t hear you complaining last night” Scoffing, you tie the robe around you before gathering your clothes and throwing them onto the bed. You pick up your top, pause and turn before launching it directly at the man in the beds head. His hands raise instinctively before ripping it off his face and throwing you a glare. “was that necessary?”

“yes, checkouts in half an hour get up”

“bitch” He mumbles and you stare at him, he gives a sarcastic smile before getting out of the bed and stretching.

“carry on calling me names Jeon, remember how easy it is for me to flip you over my shoulder” You know he remembers that day in your gym by the way he gives you a pointed look.

“caught me by surprise” He says under his breath as he begins gathering his own clothes and you chuckle to yourself

“sure, whatever helps you sleep at night” You bend to pick up your jeans from the bed as he circles his arm around your legs. He picks them up making you fall face first onto the bed making you gasp. Then, he flips you onto your back and you meet his smirk as he looks down at you.

“see, easy when you get caught off guard” You tilt your head, moving your hands to hold onto his neck. He seems to falter when you lift your legs to circle around his waist, pulling him tightly against you. Jungkook lowers his head to yours, you fan your lips over his and smile as his eyes flutter closed. Quickly, you twist his body and use your legs to drag in onto the bed next to you. You end up on top of him as his eyes fly open to look up at you.

“yeah you’re right” He huffs as you get up and untie your robe, starting to get dressed.

“show off” You laugh out loud as you slip on your jeans, zipping them up and popping the button closed. The pair of you dress quietly and he waits by the door while you check everything’s in your bag. When you’re happy, he opens the door and lets you walk first and you have to stifle a laugh when you get the the lobby and Jungkook has a stare off with the guard from last night.

“have a good stay?” A new receptionist asks as you hand the key back

“yes thank you” You smile and as you walk past the guard, you slip a couple notes from your bag and offer them to him. Jungkook side eyes you as the guard confusingly takes the money from your hand “a tip, well more of an apology for having to deal with him” The guy lets out a chuckle and Jungkook wraps an arm around your waist as he escorts you out of the hotel

“really?” He mumbles as he holds you close while the pair of you walk away and you simply laugh as a response.

The y/l/n Estate

Jungkook

He lets out a little smile when your grandfather runs up to you as the pair of you enter the foyer. When you had run off yesterday Jungkook was worried after only an hour, he ran around the Estate looking and when that search turned up empty he told your grandfather. Initially, he wasn’t as worried as Jungkook but after a couple hours he was shaken up. So, when Jungkook did find out where you were he told your grandfather and went storming to the hotel

“y/n darling!” He wraps his arms around you and Jungkook steps away momentarily to let him have his moment “where were you?! we were worried sick, you had Jungkook destroying the place!” His eyes widen when you look over at him, embarrassment creeping over his face as you grandfather rambled on. “we’re gonna have to redecorate that spare room because-”

“okay!” Jungkook gets out “iam just gonna freshen up” He lets out before rushing over to the lift and climbing in before he could hear your grandfather expose him further. He’ll admit, he did lose it around the fourth hour you were gone. By then, every scenario had run through his mind- kidnap, death and so on. As the lift made it to your wing, he made his way to his room and opened the door. It was truly wrecked and he grimaced as he looked around. A giant mirror was smashed to pieces, the drawers broken all over the floor. Not to mention the mattress was mostly off the bed from his foot booting it, sighing he tip toed around the mess to get further into the room to grab some fresh clothes.

“what the fuck happened in here?” He jumps, losing his foot and some glass crunches under his boot.

“jesus y/n!” You chuckle as you look around the torn up room and he turns his head away from you and pick up his chosen clothes

“my grandfather said you went on a rampage. miss me that much?” His upper lip twitched as he moved into the bathroom with his clothes, ignoring you. He hears some glass crunch behind him making his whip around as he catches you walking over to the en suite.

“be careful” Jungkook moves to the doorway and offers his hand, you take it as he keeps his eyes on your feet making sure nothing pierces through your trainers. He didn’t know when he started caring so much, but it was hard to stop at this point. Dropping your hand he turns and flips on the shower as you lean against the sink.

“i didn’t know you’d be worried, iam sorry” He was taken back by this, you were always strong willed and he wouldn’t lie and say he didn’t love it- because honestly he absolutely did.

“wasn’t even stressed dont worry about it” Of course he was being sarcastic and it made you laugh, he hated that he instantly smiled at the sound- this was not the usual dynamic but he knew that was long gone. Your head turns back into the destroyed room before turning back to him.

“yeah clearly not” You kicked some glass that was close to the door and it clatters “come to my office after your done, it’s time we find out why were hustled into this pointless job”

“you didn’t ask down there?” Jungkook had no time to even think about asking your grandfather about the dead job yesterday, well he was too busy wrecking the place and tracking you down to care.

“no, we should have this conversation together” And that’s just what they do, about hour later he, you and your grandfather sit in your office. Your grandfather seemed a little confused about why he was asked up here, seems he never really visited your office space.

“we know” Is all she says and Jungkook chooses to stay quiet, he knew he’d have to have this exact conversation with his father and he wasn’t particularly looking forward to it.

“know what darling?” He smiled at the cute nickname, loving how much this man adored you. Jungkook was starting to understand why he did so much.

“the job we’re doing, we know it isn’t real” Her grandfathers face falls and he shifts in his seat as she just looks at him and waits for an answer

“iam sorry sweetheart” He looked down, seemingly ashamed with himself. Jungkook could only wish to have someone who cared that much about his feelings, when he confronted his father he’d probably get a shoulder shrug and sent on his way.

“why?” You didn’t sound angry, just confused.

“me and Jungkook’s father made a deal” Jungkook’s eyes widen as does yours, the two biggest rivals in the mafia empire made a deal?

“you’ve been in contact with the Jeon family?” Jungkook rolls his eyes at your mention of his family, he didn’t think you meant much by it but you sounded a little disgusted.

“yes, iam sick and tired of this bloody rivalry. it was stupidly started by your father and i wanted to end it” Your eyebrow raise in shock as does Jungkook’s, this was a decade long war and your grandfather wanted to end it?

“where does our pointless job come into this?” You asks and your grandfather side eyes Jungkook next to him before looking back to you

“well, we decided that a good way for our families to bury the hatchet was to- join us together.” You blinked rapidly and Jungkook swore steam might’ve came out of your ears “we wanted you two to marry” Your eyes bulge and Jungkook has to stifle a laugh, deeming it not appropriate for this moment. You might have ripped his head clean of his shoulders if he did. “we knew you disliked each other, so we came up with the idea to have you work together. maybe that way you could get closer.” The thought of his father agreeing to this shocked Jungkook, he’d assumed he would just try and force the two of you together. He had no patience for things like this.

“with respect, that is the stupidest thing i’ve ever heard” Her grandfather shrugged at her with a pout

“worked didn’t it?” Jungkook actually did laugh at this, your grandfather was just so funny he couldn’t help it. No one would believe this man was feared by thousands. You whipped your head in his direction, throwing your hands up in exasperation

“oh you find this funny?” Jungkook shrugs, similarly to how your Grandfather did as his laughter dies down. You lean back in your chair, sighing and he could tell you were trying not to smile. “i can’t believe you put a whole scheme together” She says to her grandfather, luckily the plan did actually work otherwise this whole conversation might have involved a lot more shouting

“i know, i truly am sorry. we won’t force a marriage. but with how he reacted to you being gone for a couple hours, i’d say a marriage for you is inevitable” Jungkook frowns in your grandfathers direction, not enjoying being exposed by him.

“honestly i think burying the rival is a good idea, but not with marriage”

“why?” Jungkook surprised himself with his own question, you and your grandfather look over at him in sync making him grow embarrassed

“what you want to get married?” He looks up in thought, the silence making you shake your head “Jeon!” You shout making him jump and your Grandfather laughs at the pair of you “why are you even thinking about it?!”

“you asked me a question! of course iam going to think about the answer!” Your grandfather laughs harder and a smile creeps it’s way to his lips as you glare at them both

“this is ridiculous i hate both of you” He laughs with your Grandfather “grampy can you leave so i can talk to this idiot in private” Still laughing your grandfather stands and exits the room, his laughter can still be heard as he descends the hallway until it faded away. “we are not getting married”

“i know y/n” He pauses “not right now” You close your eyes and exhale

“you sleep with me twice and you’re starting to plan a proposal?” He sends a look you’re way and it makes you chuckle “we just started playing around with the fact that there’s something between us, what if it’s just a simple attraction? this isn’t a relationship Jeon, you’ll be going back to London soon what happens then?” He tenses at this, he’s already come to terms with the fact this isn’t just attraction for him. No way he would’ve tore that bedroom apart and hunted you down if he just wanted to sleep with you. Sure, he knew your weren’t gonna get engaged any time soon but he hated the thought of being far away. He didn’t wanna go anywhere while you two were exploring what you had.

“y/n, this isn’t just sex for me. look at the mess i made of that room for evidence of that. whatever this is, is more then that. i think we both know that” You silently nod, confirming his thoughts “yes i will return to London, after you promise me that you understand right now we belong together” You seem surprised at this, this was his actual first declaration that he wanted to be with you seriously. But he was done playing around, the idea of him going home without knowing for sure you felt the same didn’t sit right with him “y/n?” He questions and grows annoyed when you roll your eyes at him

“fine, i agree”

“could seem a little happier about it?” You stare at him and he stares right back. Some things just don’t change and he thinks your bickering with each other would never end.

“am thrilled” Your monotone makes him scoff and he stands before rounding the desk and and holding your arm, pulling you to stand

“your enthusiasm is blinding” He remarks before lowering his head to plant a kiss onto your lips, he pulls back before planting another one “take me to the airport tomorrow?”

“not if you plan on slamming the doors on my beauty again” Rolling his eyes he plants a hand on your lower back, walking out the room with you

“you treat that car better then me”

“my baby doesn’t annoy the fuck out of me” Jungkook grumbles as he moves his hand to sling his arm over your shoulder as you walk to the lift.

Epilogue

London, England.

Jungkook

“iam sorry son” Jungkook has to fight the surprise on his face, his father sat on his desk chair across from his with a genuine look on his face. He’d expected to leave this conversation severely pissed off, but this was an unexpected twist. “you’re too good to be sent on a dead mission and for that i really do apologise” Jungkook bit onto his lower lip, a raw feeling of emotion erupting. “iam an old guy and i don’t often express much of anything. but iam proud of you” He had to pinch himself at his fathers words, not wanting tears to spill.

“i, appreciate that” His father nods, small smile on his face. It was clear he felt regret, in this type of work emotions are just seen as weakness but his father should’ve been more expressive with his own son.

“i heard the plan seem to work?” Jungkook chuckled, he was missing you right now so he guessed it did work. “i always liked her, she terrifies my men with that little laptop of hers”

“oh yeah, she figured the whole thing out in record time. she’s what quite nifty with that laptop” His father nods, smile on his face

“i knew you liked her, before you even knew it” Jungkook makes a face “you may not have known but it was quiet obvious, after you killed her father you were so guilt striken. you assumed it was because he was your first but, i always thought it was because he was her father.”

“probably. i put it down to worrying about her revenge but i guess, i just admired her and didn’t know it. felt guilt for taken her father away” His dad nodded before leaning back in his chair

“and i assume you found out the truth about him?” Jungkook’s jaw tenses, remembering what you admitted about him but nods “he was a terrible man. his father though, he sure is something” A chuckle leaves his father mouth and Jungkook’s head tilts in curiosity “we’ve been talking back and forth for a while now, god is he amusing”

“found a new friend father?”

“you could say that” Jungkook laughs, not believing that the rivalry finally came to an end and it was all over. This whole conversation was surprising him more and more by the second. “we’re gonna announce the rivalry over officially next week, then” He pauses “we’re moving operations to New York” Jungkook was floored, his shock must have been evident because his father laughed “not only is the rivalry over, but we’re joining forces. easier to do that in the same country”

“that’s, great” His father smiled making Jungkook slightly nervous.

“you’ll be happy to know y/n’s Grandfather said you can stay at his estate full time. i heard about your little meltdown when she ran away” Jungkook’s cheeks heat while his father simply continued to smile

“i doubt y/n will put up with me living there” He mumbles, but deep down he was happy to be going back there knowing he could stay.

“with the way you destroy one of her rooms? probably not” Jungkook groans before standing

“ok conversations over” He grumbles before leaving the office, his fathers laughter loud behind him. After that, he felt a lot lighter. It was like a new chapter in his life, his rival was no longer that and was now his girlfriend. Additionally his father finally opened up, apologised and said he was proud of him. He walks off to his wing and pulls his phone out, calling you. It rings for a while before you finally answer

“yes?”

“what a warm greeting” Jungkook grumbles and you laugh on the other end of the line

“what’s up Jeon?”

“is that how you address your future husband?”

“i don’t know haven’t met him yet” Jungkook rolls his eyes as he enters his room and sits on the bed

“bitch”

“Jeon”

“sorry” He mumbles and you chuckle into his ear and reluctantly he smiles “my father is moving us to New York, he says for business but i think he wants to be closer to his bestie- your grandfather”

“oh i heard, he won’t shut up and your father coming out. says their gonna go for a drink” Jungkook laughs, not being able to imagine his father letting loose at a bar.

“i don’t know how we ended here, but iam not going to complain”

“ew stop being sentimental”

“ok fine i hate your fucking guts” You bark a laugh down the phone

“feelings mutual, you’re not living here by the way. not risking another room in your hands when i leave the house for an hour” He’s had enough reminders of that day for a lifetime

“oh iam sorry for assuming you were dead because your stupid ass couldn’t answer your phone and iam moving in, you can’t stop me”

“i know, iam too irresistible you can’t stay away” He scoffs, moving the phone from one ear to the other

“whatever you say sweetheart, make some room for my stuff in your room”

“who says you’re staying in my room Jeon?” He wants to reach through the phone and throttle you, your sarcasm never ends and although he admires you strong will. He also wants to zip your mouth shut

“i did, now shut up iam flying out today”

“just can’t stay away can you? i’ll make sure to bring my gun in case you want to point yours at me again at the airport” He stands from his bed and opens his cupboard before pulling his cloths out and onto his bed

“keep talking and i will pull it on you again” He knows you’re rolling your eyes, can basically feel it as he gathers all of his things to pack away

“it’s easy to disarm you, am not worried”

“you’re intolerable” He grumbles and he hears some shuffling through the phone, guessing your led down

“good, my job is done” Jungkook smiles without realising it. He knows that you’ve got him wrapped around your finger, he can’t even spend more then day away from you. He’s already packing to run right back to you. It’s funny because beforehand he’d have done anything to stay from you, his enemy, his rival- but now he’s itching to get back. It was a surprising turn of events, but he wasn’t going to overthink it- he’s just going to get back to you as fast as his jet can take him.

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