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bundleofme · 2 years
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bundleofme · 2 years
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A girl just like me
Her fingertops are red from her blood
Fear and horror are written all over her face
The monster that he put unwillingly inside her is gone for good
But she didn't know if she'd survive this whole disgrace
Nobody knew ofcouse, for her family she had to stay pure
So she butchered her body all alone in the dark
With illegal medicine that claimed they were the cure
What was left were the tears on her face and a dress with a red stained mark
She washed her hands until she was washing the skin from her fingers
Stil the feeling of him and the death smell stayed and lingers
She might have survived this, but there are so many others
Who are a girl just like me, and want to be more then mothers who raise unwanted childeren in the gutters
- M.
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bundleofme · 2 years
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bundleofme · 2 years
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Why are people up this late?
Some are lovers between the sheets
Others are drowning in their thoughts
Some are still dancing into the night
Others are working behind those city lights
And what about all those lost souls
Wallowing in the dark
I am no different
Who knows maybe this will be my death
Oh to die from self pity
Just let me take one more breath
And i'll dissapear into the numbness
- M.
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bundleofme · 2 years
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I watched as the night turned into day
The gray heavy clouds that kept the sun
From shining any warmth though the window
My pale skin shivered
But not from the cold
It was the loneliness within
That made her so anxious
She almost left my body
Because it was a hollow thing to live in
- M.
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bundleofme · 2 years
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Like velvet was her skin
The touch so light
It made me believe i was just waking up
From the most amazing dream
With her voice wispering in my ear
Longing for me to come
But I never came near
Afraid when I'd open my eyes
She'd be long gone
- M.
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bundleofme · 2 years
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Colleen Hoover, Confess
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bundleofme · 2 years
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I want to be an accumulation of endless possebilities
- M.
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bundleofme · 2 years
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bundleofme · 2 years
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My mind is making thousands of connections
In this simple brain of mine
From left to right, and right to left
They try to make me function
Like a normal person should
But they also make up the thoughts
That say that I'm no good
- M.
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bundleofme · 3 years
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Rooted
Let our toes touch everything this earth has to offer Make them wet at the edge of the ocean Make them tickle between the high grass and flowers Make them wiggle between the soft desert sand Make them stand strong on the rocks of the mountains Our feet carry us everywhere we go They’re always that one step ahead And onto the next So keep on walking on this earth Because our feet love to touch the ground - M.
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bundleofme · 3 years
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Here I lay with my bare back In between my little nothingness of a mess That is called life And even though there have been better days This one I survived yet again So that is deserving of a little smile on my face - M.
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bundleofme · 3 years
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another you, another me
they say the silence speaks for itself but i think i’ve gone deaf because days went by without hearing your voice i became scared my ears weren’t working anymore then i realized you weren’t here like you used to be so the voice in my head started to talk again about a different time with another you, another me - M.
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bundleofme · 3 years
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darkest clouds hung above my head as if they matched the thoughts i had about the the struggle and the pain and then came down all the rain - M.
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bundleofme · 3 years
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“our” fcked up world
these concrete blocks all around me with all those tiny windows  where people face the world in a different angle to make it seem that the outside is just a live video you can put on your tv screen it all seems so fake to me this world where time rushes out the door we lay begging on our knees for some money and we get valuation from an online screen how did we made this place where nature becomes a rare sight to see while we leave nothing but death and trash behind  and that’s what we call true beauty we live and we die and we take and take, and take, and take, and take and we give up, give in, but we never really give back back to the earth that doesn’t belong to us and she let’s us harm her like an unhealthy relationship we fight with her, beat her up, talk her down and take anything and everything she must be having bad dreams at night lying there bruised and in tears wondering what she did wrong to deserve this slowly bleeding to death i’m so sorry my dear, -M.
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bundleofme · 3 years
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She couldn't sleep
But there were no monsters under her bed
She kept them hidden inside of her head
They were fighting to get out
So every night they had her heart in their claws
And the only thing she showed
Were the silent tears rolling out
- M.
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bundleofme · 3 years
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Soccer
How nice it felt
To return on a wet field
With a ball at my feet
And the goal in sight
How i missed the adrenaline
The thumping of my heart
My quick breathing
And even my sweat
After quitting for two years
I am finally back
I hope soccer missed me as much as i did miss her
Now the only thing left to do
Is get back on track
- M.
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