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just so you guys know, I am leaving this blog. I really just, haven’t felt that comfy here for a while after everything that went down.

I will be archieving this as well and starting a fresh. I wont be linking to the new account just so i can keep it more, divorced from whatever happened here. I’ll be following ppl back as time goes on and within the next few days. Thank you all for everything <3

#Mobile

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Anonymous asked: what went down, may i ask? whatever it is, i hope you do ok with the new blog that you make <3

It has been some time, but the whole issue with HelluvaHazbin or whatever their name is.

I had an issue with the thing that went down with them and it sent me spiraling into depression and reliving past memories because like many say, “its just fiction it cant hurt anyone” I was abused and manipulated while i was a minor, and even when I turned 18 to roleplay things such as incest, pedophilia, and whatnot because ‘its just fiction it doesn’t matter’

They (my past abusers, i never interacted i think with helluvahazbin) would use that excuse and it continued the cycle of abuse I found myself in and took so long to break out of. I always would flee to resorting to saying yes to rping sexual things regardless of the topic because those people would give me attention, attention i didnt get at home because i was shunned for being a victim of my brother’s sexual abuse. So I turned online and found ways to get attention and adoration in the worst ways which only continued the abuse

it took a lot to get out of that and seeing it with the same excuses... i cant. i cant do that, and it’s why I am also going to be extremely selective with any hazbin blogs going forward, only following people I know I can trust.

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT #incest tw #Abuse TW #Sexual Abuse TW #Child Sexual Abuse TW #;; yeah i have PTSD for a reason #;; and it put me back in ar eally dark place #;; to know i was still there.. #;; i still have issues with people touching me #;; and i still freak out about writing smut sometimes #;; i get nervous #;; and i struggle so much with my sexuality because of shit and what i did #;; i just #;; i cant go back to that place #;; i refuse to be part of a community like that

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just so you guys know, I am leaving this blog. I really just, haven’t felt that comfy here for a while after everything that went down.

I will be archieving this as well and starting a fresh. I wont be linking to the new account just so i can keep it more, divorced from whatever happened here. I’ll be following ppl back as time goes on and within the next few days. Thank you all for everything <3

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screams i need these screencaps and tumblr is being dumb so im using this to whatever aa

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Not Blog Related

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So who can I throw money at to make some graphics?

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT #;; dm me #;; i need some for blog

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Coming up with new blog names like uuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh yes

#Mobile #;; i am sobs #;; h e. L p

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What if i, remade my blog. But. Chose a new name? But then.. i need to think of a name....

#Mobile

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I am back. But now i need to sleep cuz im tired lmao

#Mobile

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“ That vacation was nice, I hope none of you were too lonely without me here~ “

#The Abyss Screams Back // DC #To The Audience // 4th Wall Break #Red Food Coloring // Crack

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she remembers the last time he took one of her books

#Out for a Bite // OOC #A Masterpiece // MA #;; finally got back in the groove

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Guess who finally got enough motivation to sketch!

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT #;; can i say #;; i fucking love how duke came out #A Masterpiece // MA

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“ None of you are helping. I only miss him more now. . . “

#The Abyss Screams Back // DC #Grief's Anger // IC

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Anonymous asked: Does that mean his ass taste like cake then?

“ Perhaps it does. He can make himself taste like anything sweet. You can see why I wouldn’t settle for anyone less. “

#Anonymous #Grief's Anger // IC

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Anonymous asked: Which part of him? Okay- HOW THAT DICK TASTE-

“ I don’t kiss and tell. . . but let’s just say there’s a reason they’re called Suckers. “

#Anonymous #Grief's Anger // IC #NSFWish #;; :)c

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Anonymous asked: Mmm... what flavor is your little pink boyfriend/boy-toy, Anger? My guess is either strawberry or pink lemonade~

“ It depends which part of him you’re tasting. Sometimes it can be bubblegum, strawberry, whipped cream, ice cream, chocolate. . . . I can’t get enough of it. “ 

#Anonymous #Grief's Anger // IC

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winters-club​:

“Keep talkin’ like that and people are gonna think you have some weird dessert fetish there E-Boy.”

“ . . . . He’s literally made of candy. So . . yes. What’s an E-Boy? “

#Winters Club #Grief's Anger // IC #;; just unashamed confirmation #;; not even going to deny it

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winters-club​:

“Awww, lighten up now. Might not be sugar but my mouth can be real sweet when I want it to be.”

Tch, He scoffs. “ I highly doubt that. Nothing can compare to my sweetest dessert. “

#Winters Club #Grief's Anger // IC #;; dont mind him hes just grumpy hfjekwk