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hi is .. anyone still here plz respond

#helow i miss u peopleeeee #if anyone IS still here . i will drop the new .. blog LOL #that goodbye post is still in the drafts !! #im never posting it <3 that bitch can rot in hell #i would go back to this acc but this blog is A MESS #im not deleting though #idk if i regret leaving this blog for a while bc the new one makes me feel safe n nice but i also miss this one bc its so raw and messy and #the people ive talked to here r precious to me

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NEOHEROS & COOPHI 2021 SUMMER HAIKYU! WRITING CONTEST.

— hey everyone !! as promised, my dear friend @coophi and i have decided to host a haikyuu writing contest ! it is open to everyone, and whilst it is called a contest, this is in no means to put any fics and pieces done or submitted down !!

GUIDELINES :

— deadline is september 15, 2021.

— must be in relation to the prompts : married under 25 / neighbors to lovers ! chelsea and i have decided to celebrate our most popular tropes this way so we hope that you find fun in it too !!

— mention anywhere in the post that it is for the summer contest AND please tag me ( @neoheros ) and OR chelsea ( @coophi ) !!

— no word limit ! as long as you’re writing for the prop or tagging us in it, you can write it for as long as you like <3

PRIZES :

— a panel of judges will be helping chelsea and i pick the winners, i assure you it’ll be a fair and thought out judgement, and whilst we will acknowledge winners, this, in no way, implies that anyone who participated has failed.

( it’s very hard to fail when you write something you’re proud of. )

1ST PLACE PRIZE — Fanart of a scene in the fic written and submitted, 1 Year Free Spotify Premium, 2k word x reader fic of your choice written by me ‘,:D

2ND PLACE PRIZE — Fanart of the character in the fic written and submitted, 1k+ word x reader fic of your choice written by me :>

3RD PLACE PRIZE — 1k word x reader fic of your choice written by me, Short x reader fic of your choice written by @coophi :3 !!

RULES :

— use the tag #C/R_HQ!CONTEST

— make sure to tag either @coophi or @neoheros, or us both !!

— FOLLOW THE MARRIED UNDER 25 OR NEIGHBORS TO LOVERS PROMPT <3

dated : august 16, 2021 —

happy writing and we are very thrilled to read and reread all of your entries !! please and thank you !!!!! <3

#hi hello five secs revival #JOIN CHELSEA N RUE'S CONTEST !! THEY WORKED HARD ON THIS !! #this'll be fun #have fun writing to everyone joining !!

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Hi!

I hope I'm not out of line here, but I just saw your post about linking tags and I did this (I hope this is what you meant), so I'm coming to help!

On desktop you need to go to your blog (not from dashboard!) and click on a tag - that's how you get the url, and then you just paste it like any other link. Never tried on mobile but I suppose it's the same?

Why from blog and not dashboard? Because dashboard will generate a global link for a tag, while from blog you get a link for a tag within your blog (or in general just this one blog).

Hope this helps!

AHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH !!

#important #THANK YOU REALLY

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everyone is falling inlove with someone who gives them butterflies, excitement, different affection and something odd feeling while there's me ... i want to be inlove with someone who makes me feel calm, safe and someone who is sure of me to the extent i won't question our feelings. as for me, butterflies are warning.

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arent summaries/synopses just tldrs

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if this makes you uncomfortable you could just delete it but, could i get the link to your new blog? or dm you for it? i’d love to still be able to read what you post but if you don’t wanna give it out i understand. <3

hello!! dw this doesnt make me uncomfy ^___^ i will b posting my new blog's un by the time im done reuploading the fics :D hopefully by the end of the week ill be done/almost done

and um i will b making two separate blogs actually T___T the main for fics only and the side for interactions and all other stuff bc i dont wanna make my main messy

#sora i am so sorry for ghosting u #interactions are not my thing #how r u doing !! #ill be linking them both here and them on e/o so no worries finding them #ill b putting guidelines n stuff on the new blog/s to make it clear #...sora's ur name right #IM FORGETFUL AAH

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why are u scared? :( u dont have to answer if u dont want to talk abt it ofc, i just thought if ur moving to a new acct it would just be a change of pace or smth

it isnt really anything to worry about i just kind of dont want to let go of this yet T___T the thought of starting again is nice but also v terrifying as i am a person who gets attached very easily and deeply to anything i get fond of or take a liking to regardless how big or small they are a part of my life

#and also moving accs is driving me insane bc these ideas just pop in my head and i suddenly get in another dilemma when i'm currently in one #/just got out of one #tldr i make big things out of small stuff 😭 #and also i am a very sentimental person if u havent gotten that yet LMAO #google how to stop oversharing #im sorry for talking so much and overcompensating(?) for what i mean to say/complicating simple things #will shut up now so no worries

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hmmm if u like the ask game stuff then id say yes! a lot of them were really good and nice to read imo but its up to u and what u want to keep!

thank u for lmk!! theres actually a lot of it that i like too honestly and im really glad u think theyre good<33

#will continue reposting/searching for the fics/asks tmr!! i did moreless half of it and im already getting lazy lol

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I still swing by to reread your hq stuff sometimes! I’ve always really liked your hurt/comfort fics and how you conveyed atmosphere and emotion in your pieces. It’s sad to hear you’re going to deactivate, but thank you for the works you created and the feelings they evoked in me. I wish you all the best ❤️

❤

#out of words honestly #im so grateful for everyone's that ever read (and supported my writing)

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love is either the home that protects you during a storm or the storm itself

#going insane

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unexpected geto angst that my brain just up and conjured because I like pain 🧚🏾‍♀️✨(I’m okay I swear😭)

summary: where you regret not confessing your love to Geto Suguru properly, realizing that if you did speak up about your feelings he might’ve stayed.

Warnings: mild manga spoilers? I just wrote off of a moment spun off on events in chapter 76 and 90 (correct me if im wrong)

Word count: 517

Keep reading

#cz;recs #cz;faves #this

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people who think theyre too much to handle underdo/put less effort into things bc theyre scared of being too much and people who think theyre not enough put so much effort into things bc they think they're not enough

#im giving meaning to unnecessary things #we are hoookaiey #cz;shut up #from the drafts

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ahshajd ayo so im sorry if i havent been active much lately,, idk whats wrong w me either LMAO everything i used to like/that i found fun n enjoyable isnt feeling as fun anymore + life outside my lil corner on d net is exhausting

just making a post to tell u all that i'm going to stop writing for a while n idk when im writing again so basically im going ia/leaving-ish this acc? yeah;A;

this isnt exactly a farewell post bc ill still b here (on sb) , just going to stop doing anything now/an actual (writing) hiatus? i donno how to say it but yeah u get what i mean (hopefully)

any posts to come this saturday r all on q, just lil jjk thoughts from a few weeks ago

that's it, bye bye !

#i'll make a proper post if i actually leave frfr #though this might be it #IDK OK #pinned

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abt brainrot thing... i want to fuel my melancholy with angst about not being able to help suguru when he yknow ;-;

i.......no........

#i did not need to be reminded of this #/nm #cz;mail

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i want kaeya to hold me and tell me everything's gonna b okay

#dude i feel like im overreacting when im like this ;3; so thats that #but #please #just want him to hold me #pspspsps kaeya character anons #kidding kidding #unless #whatever i will now #think about things #night

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their (taylor swift) theme songs

zhongli - paper rings

kaeya - the way i loved you

childe - getaway car

diluc - style

#genshin impact x reader #zhongli x reader #kaeya x reader #childe x reader #??? #cz;shut up #diluc x reader

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i love kaeya so much it hurts

#tw kaeya #tw love #cz;shut up