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remember the days when rpdr had a top 2 and the same amount of episodes/queens per season?

#rpdr 14 #rpdr #drag race #i miss the good old days #back in my day

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“oh you kissed me, just to kiss me, not to take me home“ - We’ll Never Have Sex, Leith Ross

#it hits so hard #every time #and u should go listen to it #we’ll never have sex #leith ross #enby #transmasc

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I tried to write

Our story

Through your eyes

But when I got to that part

Where I said “no“

I found it impossible

To keep writing

- If only you knew how easy it was

#original poetry #poetry #poems and quotes #writers on tumblr #enby #transmasc #sa awareness #queer

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eighth grade me really deserves that disco night on a yacht and the only thing keeping me going is doing that for her

#its the small things

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adding my fxckin phone to the list of devices ive broken :) (thats airpods, a mini ipad, an electronic keyboard, and two chromebooks in like eight years) ~im impressively irresponsible~

#pleasehelpme #im so stupid #it huuuurts #my parents #hate me #and this #is why #enby #transmasc #irresponsibility

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TW sa

Just a little late night poem I wrote; I haven’t edited or anything yet, but I kinda like it? I think? Anywho enjoy ig:)

Sometimes, late at night, I can’t help but think of you

When its dark, and the static in my vision

Twists

And turns,

Rearranges itself

Until it becomes you

Your face

Your lips

Your kiss

And the ringing in my ears

Shifts

And the melody slows

Until it is a collection of every song that reminded me of you

Reminds me of loving you

Stuck

By Qori

Stuck

In my head

The static vision of you keeps drawing closer

Even as I scream

And hit

And shove it away,

And the melodies are getting louder,

Stuck

By qori

Stuck

In my head

Stuck

under my sheets

As they press against my skin

Forming hands

And fingers

Your hands

And fingers

That wrap around my body and refuse to let go,

Your cold skin pressed against mine,

Draining the warmth,

Hands up my shirt,

Lips against my neck.

I try to scream

For help

For warmth

For anything

Only to find the static-you has held a pillow

To my face

And I learn that I cannot breathe

I cannot breathe

I cannot scream

I cannot hit

Or kick

Or shove you away

All I can do

As you hold a pillow to my face

And a hand to my chest

And whisper kind words in my ear…

Is lie

And tell you

I want you here.

#sa awareness #poetry #rupi kaur #amanda lovelace #enby #transmasc #fuck you #queer

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DAMN YALL a baby gay came up to me earlier to compliment my outfit.. i feel like ive reached a new level of queer??

#enby #transmasc #lgbtq #lgbtqia2s

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I JUST FINISHED SPIRITFARER FOR THE FIRST TIME AND OH MY S A T A N IM CRYING JEEZ. also who tf let me finish the game without two spirits i-

#spiritfarer #enby

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this is not a want, this a fuckin N E E D

Fashion and Surrealism opening at The Fashion Institute of Technology(1987), photo by Seiji Kakizaki for High Fashion Magazine February 1988

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i shaved my head again bitches

#im so stupid #fortheloveofsatan #someone please help me #my parents #aregoingtofuckingmurderme #butilooksodamngood #enby #mother mother #transmasc #trans pride #trans rights #lgbtq #social anxiety #idostupidshitinsteadoffacingmyproblems

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yall replying with eureka songs r fucking awesome and i hope u have a good day

i love mother mother but im sick of everyone only ever talking about hayloft and arms tonite, so everyone tell me ur favourite underrated mother mother song. ill go first, its omen, ive never heard anyone talk about it and that makes me kinda sad ngl

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i love mother mother but im sick of everyone only ever talking about hayloft and arms tonite, so everyone tell me ur favourite underrated mother mother song. ill go first, its omen, ive never heard anyone talk about it and that makes me kinda sad ngl

#mother mother #enby #hayloft #omen #transmasc #lgbtq #o my heart #the sticks #eureka #touch up #no culture #dance and cry #very good bad thing #nonbinary #alt music

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im back in lockdown again... yay

#fortheloveofsatan #pleasehelpme #idontknow #ificangothroughthisagain #ijuststarted #gettingmylifeback #iwannacry #lockdown #quarantine #enby

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i went to the store today, and this little girl saw me and just gasped and my life is complete now thank you

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dangerously closing to fucking up my hair again

#healthy coping mechanisms

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toronto born, toronto bred, and one day ill be toronto dead

#coffinshopping #bysaintwellesley #is such a good song #and u should go listen to it #like right now #this is ur sign

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my dumbass did not just buy a binder and send it to my transphobic parents house-

#please help me #holy heck #im so stupid #transmasc