cancer-hollywood-us-blog

[cancer-hollywood-us-blog]

cancer-hollywood-us

i found reasons to bring him back into my home...he obliged and soon stopped by unannounced to see if i needed anything...i did need something, someone...i found myself excited, anxious waiting & waiting...until those sunny arid afternoons he would tap at my door...i would follow him from room to room...discussing what could be done to fix and remedy the aesthetics and the minor household issues...never considering i would do any of his recommendations...i wanted him to touch me...standing close i could feel his skin...it was like electricity...my breaths were shallow and nearly hopeless that he could not see me except through a contractors lens...the day came when i forfeited that i was a client, nothing more...i had on bibbed red checked shorts and a sports bra...he followed me to the garage...before i turned to speak he come behind me a slid his hands through the bibs onto my stomach...TRUE STORY MORE TO COME

[cancer-hollywood-us-blog]

cancer-hollywood-us

10 years ago i opened my front door to a beautiful man...he had shoulder length dark curls. a broad chest, he was tan with a perfect smile...he spoke soft and kind...his eyes peered deep into mine...i somehow knew at that moment my heart would always belong to him...he was a contractor who was sent to help me with the issues of my new home... a moment in time that first day he was under my desk working...there was sawdust on his shoulder...his strong shoulder, shaped by the paddling that took him to the waves he craved more than any woman's love or body...i wanted so desperately to touch him, to wipe away the shaving from his white polo...i think, should he of tried, a stranger, he could of taken me there on my tile floor in the morning sun.....THIS TRUE STORY WILL CONTINUE, CHECK BACK

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