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Child-on-child abuse is a thing that happens.

Sexual abuse between children happens. Physical abuse between children happens. Emotional abuse between children happens.

Just because your abuser was another child doesn’t mean that what you went through is somehow less serious or less traumatic than if an adult did it. Even if you know the child was reenacting their own abuse with you, that doesn’t mean you should feel guilty about being traumatized by it.

When people undermine the impact of bullying and cocsa (child-on-child sexual abuse), don’t listen to them. They clearly have no clue what they’re talking about. The research on the effects of emotional and/or physical bullying and cocsa is on your side. You’re not exaggerating or being overly sensitive. Abuse is abuse.

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A brand new study corner full of sun lights✨

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people who suggest getting breakfast together as a hangout plan are the kind of people you want to hang onto

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An unusual and well embroidered composition of a giant pine tree with lush green foliage, showing pairs of exotic finches shown on a ground of different hues including mauve and turquoise. We believe this unusual piece to have either been commissioned from Japan or worked by an American hand possibly for a large early 20th century arts and crafts Pasadena mansion.  

Circa 1900. 77 x 26 in (196 x 66 cm)

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Забанилась

Забанилась

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I must admit, I could not imagine how supportive and wonderful the studyblr community was until yesterday when I first started this blog. You guys are truly amazing and make me feel so much more motivated and positive through hard times. 🥺✨

#studyblr community #motivation #academia #studyblr #studynspo #committed #studyblr aesthetic #grateful

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23.06.2018 done with my final exam ✨

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8/11/20

Misty morning walks and research notes

🎶 this is me trying - taylor swift

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last minute orgo studying before my exam; i did a study guide of every single topic covering the most important reactions and their mechanisms; ಥ_ಥ  it was worth it! 

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“I declare after all there is no enjoyment like reading! How much sooner one tires of any thing than of a book! – When I have a house of my own, I shall be miserable if I have not an excellent library.”

Jane Austen

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Things go from bad to worse..

How convienient that the day after my birthday, more drama seems to appear. So apparently, the neighbors which my mother has been at war with for the past 6 years threatened her and she reported it to the cops and housing accordingly. Case solved right? No a week later from that incident, she meets with housing and they are telling her that they have to move her to another apartment (mind you a 1 bedroom because a 2 bedroom is for families with children…i live in public housing as i am poor.) So they claim they did the paperwork but my mom refuses to move as she had lived here since 1973 while these neighbors were only here for 6 years. 

Long story short, if i have to move with her to a smaller apartment, its going to get worse for me as I wont have my stuff to work on my stickers which i create at home..i have a printer and die cut machine i use thats necessary for my foil stickers and planner stickers…i refuse to sleep on a sofa and not have my stuff because its not fair for me and I have back problems with osteoarthritis in my feet which are getting worse day by day as I have flare ups all day. 

I still wonder why i am alive, I feel like there’s no point to anything, I tried to find a job, no one wants to hire me and my mom says for me to find a job when its not that simple since i’ve TRIED for 2 years and still no luck. No one wishes to hire me.

So now i’m stuck between a rock and a hard place..

So if possible guys, please support me via patreon and kofi or just purchase stuff on my online store. Please pass my store around to people you know who would like space products as I am going to try to see if i can find funds to save money for the worst. Also, if you know anyone who is looking to hire a designer and illustrator, please….send them my way. I want my own apartment…this is complete B.S. 

Thank you for supporting me this far, I hope to give you guys good news someday where i no longer have to ask for help. Believe me, I hate asking for help as i am used to doing things myself. 

I really hate this life…its so cruel and unfair.

Have a nice week.

Patreon: 

https://www.patreon.com/cosmicfunnies

Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/cosmicfunnies

Cosmic Funnies Site: https://www.cosmicfunnies.com

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02.11.20 | I know that life is one giant group project, but some of these group projects truly test me. At least I’m lucky enough to have my favourite study buddy with me!

// all the lonely nights in your life - American Pleasure Club

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now that most of us are at home, i thought this could be useful to the ones who aren't that used to learning material on their own and aren’t sure where to start, or which order of steps to follow. happy studying! 💗

studygram

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Dark academia

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to whoever is reading this:

i wish you restful nights, productive mornings, sunshine, smiles from strangers, happy surprises, the fulfillment of your dreams and wishes, good grades, clear skin, great memories, the kind of happiness that fills all the little cracks in your heart and soul and heals all of your wounds, love, the resolution of your problems, that your fears evaporate like rain on a hot summer day, peace, and everything good in this world✨

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“I have a deeply hidden and inarticulate desire for something beyond the daily life.”

— Virginia Woolf (via quotefeeling)