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Do you think if Ed ever got divorced from Cherry (something that would never happen, we know) he would try something with an older girl again?

It didn't work out with Ellie. She's 4 years older than him.

I'm only 2 years older.

My dream man is Ed or Steve. Haha

#Written by Me

[carry-on-my-wayward-meg]

I dreamed with Ed.

It was 2015 all over again, I was 26 and he was 24, and we were in the back of a van sitting side by side and he let me lean my head on his shoulder then he tried to kiss me but I didn't kiss him back because I thought it was too fast and I was afraid of ruining the friendship.

It was amazing!

Next time if it happens again I'm gonna kiss him!

#Ginger Vega #Written by Me #Dream

[carry-on-my-wayward-meg]

Alan Walker looks so good without a beard. I saw him on his last story on insta.

I couldn't begin to express how great he is as a musician and a person in this world.

#Alan Walker #Written by Me

[carry-on-my-wayward-meg]

Today I dreamed that I was a vampire and that I was lonely as hell throughout all the centuries I was alive.

It was really sad, I'm sad.

#Written by Me #Dream

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11:11

#Same Hours

[carry-on-my-wayward-meg]

Today I dreamed I was at a small Ed Sheeran gig.

It was really good.

#Ginger Vega #Written by Me #Dream

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Today I dreamed that Ed was stuck into a frame on a wall as if he was part of an exhibition in a museum. He also had fake eyelashes too.

I don't know why I dreamed that.

#Dream #Written by Me

[carry-on-my-wayward-meg]

I don't know if I'm being racist but it heals my soul watching Ed Sheeran singing with Asian people.

I don't listen to it but Asian music heals me.

#Ginger Vega #Written by Me

[carry-on-my-wayward-meg]

I'm really tired today, and I don't know why.

I'm unemployed and I do nothing but listen to music all day.

#Meanwhile my Life #Written by Me

[carry-on-my-wayward-meg]

I discovered today that I think I hate valentine's day.

I hate this concept that people need to be with someone else to be happy, instead of being happy by ourselves.

I hate valentine's day.

#Written by Me #Meanwhile my Mind

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11:11

#Same Hours

[carry-on-my-wayward-meg]

I have a confession to make about Ed.

I just like him. I don't love him.

But I like the quality in which I like him.

And I know he doesn't need it but my dream is to love him.

That's what I most want in my entire life.

To love Ed Sheeran.

#Ginger Vega #Written by Me

[carry-on-my-wayward-meg]

I'm stuck with everyone I ever interacted with.

And I don't know how to get myself freed from them.

I don't respect my origins. And I don't intend to.

I want more for myself.

How do I get it?

How do I get myself rid of them?

#Meanwhile my Life #Meanwhile my Mind #Written by Me

[carry-on-my-wayward-meg]

I like Ed but I also find him graceless sometimes.

And I don't like his laugh.

And I don't like his lion tattoo.

Which is the tattoo he said he is most proud of.

#Ginger Vega #Written by Me

[carry-on-my-wayward-meg]

Me and Ed are completely different from each other.

Ed says his favourite song to play is "You need me, I don't need you".

And for me is my last favourite song of his.

I think it's presumptuous he saying "you need me, I don't need you" to people in general.

Update: Actually, I don't know if my last favourite song of his is "You need me, I don't need you" or "Shape of You". At least this we have in common, because he didn't want to release the last one for himself.

#Ed Sheeran #Ginger Vega #Written by Me

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Today I dreamed that Ed was playing dominoes with someone else sitting in a bed and I was sitting on the same bed behind him just watching.

I wanted to hug him from behind but I did nothing.

I also wanted to say to him that I wanted to see him again but I did nothing.

I also dreamed that his wife was not happy about this. Hahaha.

#Ginger Vega #Dream #Written by Me

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I prefer when the psychics were attacking my emotions and my metabolism instead of my mind right now.

They're killing me little by little.

#Spiritism #Mediums #Medium #Mediumship #Psychic #Psychics #Written by Me #Meanwhile my Mind