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There really is a right person and a wrong time, and it's neither one's fault, it's just the course of life

#random #wierd thoughts #alone with my thoughts #being alone #i love him #feeling alone #my poem

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What a sad little thing destiny

I'll be nothing but a passing soul

And his words will echo through my entire life

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Why doesn't he love me?

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Do you really think I love you so little

That hurting me makes a difference

Come back, stay, hurt me all you want

Atleast I'll be yours to hurt

Atleast I'll be yours.

#wierd thoughts #alone with my thoughts #random #being alone #i love him #heartbroken #heartbreak

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The wait between the end of high school and the start of college is so frustrating

It's like you can finally breathe but you're on the edge of a dive and you just wanna jump in as soon as you

#random #wierd thoughts #alone with my thoughts #college #univeristy #summer

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You move out of your hometown, and suddenly, you can breathe. There are no regrets, no memories, no ghosts of the past choking you.

You move out of your hometown, and suddenly, you can breathe. Breathe in everything new waiting for you.

#random #wierd thoughts #being alone #moving #movingout #newhome #new city

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I loved you but I didn't say it while you lay next to me and were still mine to love.

I love you but I can't say it because you're too far and no longer mine to love

#random #wierd thoughts #alone with my thoughts #being alone #i love him #love is weird #loveislove #lovers #love #heartbroken

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Tell me what hurts more?

When you've seen too much change or you've seen nothing change at all?

when everything around you changes but you're stuck unchanging unmoving rotting unable helpless screaming shouting to no avail trying to hold on while it all slips past you?

Or when everything gets smaller and smaller and smaller and the walls close in and water fills up and you can't breathe and you're clawing at your throat and banging against the wall to let you out because the oxygen is running out?

#random #wierd thoughts #alone with my thoughts #being alone #feeling alone #change #time moves too fast #time moves slow #hurtcore

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this actually is rewiring my brain as we speak

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It's a human weakness. They test others to confirm their own existence.

- Cattleya Baudelaire, Violet Evergarden

#anime #violet evergarden #alone with my thoughts #beautiful words #quotes #humans

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It never ceases to amaze me how quickly people can turn on you.

One day you're hanging out and having fun and it fills your heart with the cosmic realisation of how much you adore them

And the next moment they turn and you do not know what went wrong, only the utter rage, hurt, disappointment and betrayal keeping you afloat through the storm

#random #wierd thoughts #alone with my thoughts #betrayal #people change

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Would it have mattered if I loved you, the way you wanted me to? Would it have changed anything? Would it make this distance seem less?

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Honestly if L had just called Light a pretty boy once he probably would have won. No fucking way Light could have sat there and taken it without immediately blowing his cover.

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an underrated detail in pride and prejudice is that elizabeth bennett was home alone on the day darcy proposed because she had a headache. can you imagine. this was in the pre-painkillers era. you're at home with a headache and then this asshole walks into the room and tells you he loves you and wants to marry you even though he hates your whole family and you're beneath him. imagine having to deal with that while also having a headache. she doesn't even have ibuprofen

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#i would do the same

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