chaoswrites

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every once in a while i find myself on a very toxic, drama-ridden side of tumblr while trying to find info and opinions on certain matters and then i have to stop and ask myself why i would want to make myself that miserable

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every time i learn about something happening in the mha manga, whether it’s about the heroes or the villains, i automatically want to cry

#mha #bnha #like #all of them are hurting #AND I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT #i’m scared for my mental health if i keep watching this show #i just want all of my babies happy

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have you ever done years working through your anxieties and lessening them only for someone to come in and validate every one until you’re left spiraling and shutting down every avenue that allows people to get close to you

#anxiety #insecurity #having my first breakdown in months #feels like a good record honestly

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do you ever read a post about a fandom that you wholeheartedly disagree with and you struggle with whether or not you should comment on it or just leave it be

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my life goal is to not post on any socials until i get top surgery and get hot so i can fuck with everyone i know

#i’m petty enough to use spite as my sole motivator to get healthy #and work past my mental health issues

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“i love you” “i luv you too”

OUCH

THAT IS NOT THE SAME

#are we not friends? #do you not love me the same?? #😭😭😭😭 #heartBROKEN

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youtube kids makes me nauseous

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me speed cleaning at 11pm bc my parents are coming in tmr and i’ve been putting it off

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i did homework for the first time today and i got a paper cut and i think that’s everything that’s wrong with society

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someone wrote about normalizing midoriya being a stupid nerdy teen and fucking like fortnite emoting on villains

and now ALL i can think about is bakugo teabagging villains after he defeats them like you do in fucking fps games and i cannot stop cackling

#bakugou katsuki #midoriya izuku #bakudeku #bkdk #mha #they really are a pair #through and through

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everyday in my programming class my teacher tells us another wild story about his life that continues to shock me

#he’s funded and built technology camps in mexico? #he’s taught gov funded computer classes to the homeless? #he’s fed refugees during wartime in cambodia?? #he taught the person who made the monopoly go app that is currently being advertised all over my tumblr? #every time he whips out a new story i’m left flabbergasted #he says them so nonchalantly too #his lore runs deep

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gets email: your package is arriving tomorrow!

checks tracker: your package will arrive wednesday!

#kmsing #why even lie

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i sent my brother a video and he said a 49 min video was crazy, then proceeded to tell me he was currently watching a three hour video

#he drives me insane #he’s so stupid

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everyone in my class keeps talking about how cold is outside when it’s literally 54 degrees

#fucking california lmao #it rained today *gasp*

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i’m taking the second semester of this class but the time was changed from 6:30pm last sem to 12pm this sem so every time i get out of class i’m mentally in a 9pm mindset even tho it’s only 2:30 and i have calc to get to

#it’s really disorienting #i get so tired towards the end of class #only to realize i have a three hour calc to sit through

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peepee, and i cannot stress this enough, poopoo

#i’m tired #peepeepoopoo

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i think the problem i have with the fake dating trope is that it relies so heavily on the main characters being so goddamn stupid and overly controlled by their want to leave a good impression on others which my mind just can’t understand or relate to enough to enjoy

#fake dating #is always so spur of the moment #and ‘i have to make other people happy’ #which is so infuriating to my soul