chaotically-eris

[chaotically-eris]

“Ah it’s that face again. Stubborn and somber, a fever of madness that leaves me stunned.”

— Crane / クレイン, ヤンデレ魔法使いは石造乙女しか愛せない

#mangacap #romance #bibliophile #academia #light novel

[chaotically-eris]

No, no. The biggest plot twist I ever read so far, is that the leading man was actually just a fragment of imagination of the heroine the entire time for 2 seasons!!

#that sht is dark #bibi elios is actually nowhere im gonna cry #my deepest secret

[chaotically-eris]

So my mom holds a grudge against me for resenting people who treats me like sht (blood relative no exceptions). She wanted me to treat them with respect and all that, leave them to karma whatsoever. 

LMAO sorry mom but I prefer to be the personal karma ‘cuz I wasn’t raised as a saint and I refuse to do so.

#stupid #silly #family affairs #and all that bullshit

[chaotically-eris]

“The warmth from his left side felt familiar now. He found peace in the warmth although it was a strange feeling, but that peace didn’t last long.”

— Richard Rubelin, 악당 남편과 이혼하려는데, 아이가 생겼다

#i am trying to divorce my husband but we have a child #light novel #novel #bibliophile #manhwa #korean light novel

[chaotically-eris]

“A little cat on a roof, languishes without its lady.”

— Cat Blanc, Miraculous: Tales of Lady Bug & Cat Noir

#miraculous #adrien agreste #chat noir #chat blanc #miraculous ladybug

[chaotically-eris]

“But life is a comedy from afar and a tragedy up close.”

— Elisha Loengrin Rubelin, 악당 남편과 이혼하려는데, 아이가 생겼다

#i am trying to divorce my husband but we have a child #light novel #bibliophile #dark academia #academia

[chaotically-eris]

I just want to go on my own pace and take my time, but I kept on being swayed by the waves of time. I feel like I’ll get drowned if I stop.

#academia #dark academia #tired uni student

[chaotically-eris]

So I’ve got this minor/general classes and I therefore conclude that, I won’t survive Accountancy and Political Science.

After I graduated on this degree, I won’t choose them as my BS.

#university thoughts #college decisions #tired uni student

[chaotically-eris]

For someone who romanticize dark and light academia, I ironically hate uni.

#academia #dark academia #light academia #tired uni student

[chaotically-eris]

Yes, I like villains but let’s keep it fictional.

#dark academia #villain #villainess #antagonist

[chaotically-eris]

[chaotically-eris]

“The soul usually knows what to do to heal itself. The challenge is to silence the mind.”

— Caroline Myss

[chaotically-eris]

“I often think that the night is more alive than the day”

— Vincent Van Gogh ( via cosmic–vibe )

[chaotically-eris]

Being the center to support requires a lot of courage.

#middle #lost #middle child #broken home #just feelings

[chaotically-eris]

I miss that emotionless, cold, and heartless girl I was before. I feel so fragile. Recalling the words that hurt me doesn’t make me cry, but me crying over it, how my tears fell makes me emotional all over again and this self pitying is too heartbreaking.

#just quotes #feelings #it's 3am #3am thoughts #depressive

[chaotically-eris]

It’s hard to be affectionate if you were never been shown any kind of affection at all.

#just quotes #my thoughts #feelings #it's 3am

[chaotically-eris]

“Oh, he did look like a deity – the perfect balance of danger and charm, he was at the same time fascinating and inaccessible, distant because of his demonstrated flawlessness, and possessing such strength of character that he was dismaying and at the same time utterly attractive in an enticing and forbidden way.”

— Simona Panova, Nightmarish Sacrifice

#academia #dark academia #light academia #cottagecore #bibliophile #poetry #quotes #mythology