chaoticlifesty1e

[chaoticlifesty1e]

when you try to unlive yourself and the nurses sit there staring at you like 👁👄👁 expecting you to answer all these questions when all you say is “i expected to be dead i don’t know how to answer these unnecessary questions like doesnt me trying to unlive myself answer this shitty questionaire?”

[chaoticlifesty1e]

when you get sent to hospital so you sit there in silence because you don’t know what the fuck your suppose to say-

#mentally ill #tw suicude #inpatient #positive mental attitude #sad #suicide #what’s the point #mentally done #mentally fucked #mentally insane #mentally unstable #hospital #fucklife

[chaoticlifesty1e]

might sell my life on the black market seeing as i can’t look after it myself lmaoooo

#mentally ill #tw suicude #inpatient #positive mental attitude #music #pastel #sadness #mentally unstable #mentally fucked #mentally insane #mentally done #tired #give up #given up #done #dead #death #i want to dead #i'm dead #dead inside #dont want to live #lifes shit #lifeisshit #failing life #day in the life #my life #death tw #tw #mtw #ptw

[chaoticlifesty1e]

someone tell me what happens when you take anti depressants for the first time please.

#mentally ill #tw suicude #inpatient #positive mental attitude #pastel #photography #positivity #negativity #bad #its getting bad again #life #death #dead #tw #death tw #life tw #die #iwanttodie #i want to sleep #sleep #antidepressants #depressed #depression #sadness #emotions #emointenless #no emotion #sad #im dead #im sad

[chaoticlifesty1e]

putting my grades up for adoption because i cannot seem to raise them myself

#grades #mentally ill #tw suicude #cant win #fail #failing #failure #exams #exam #examresults #school #school issues #issues #issue #my life #life #failing life #shit #positive mental attitude #positivity #postivie #positive #positive quotes #music #pastel #grade #justyna gradek

[chaoticlifesty1e]

USE MY DEATH FOR CLOUT, I DONT GIVE A FUCK. MY SUICIDE WILL SOON END ME WHEN MY FUCKING OVERDOSES START TO FUCKING WORK BRO. LIKE STOP FUCKING SAVING ME PLEASE AND THANKS.

#mentally ill #tw suicude #positive mental attitude #positivity #aesthetic #life #lifes shit #lifeisshit #my life #life quotes #daily #dailymotivation #day in the life #death #i want to dead #dead #im dead #death tw #black death #tw #killmyself #kill me #dead inside #shit #random shit #suicide memes #memes #mems #memesdaily

[chaoticlifesty1e]

crying isn’t. a. fucking. vibe.

#mentally ill #tw suicude #positive mental attitude #music #positivity #death #die #dead #tw #i want to dead #i'm dead #imdeadinside #yeah #yeH

[chaoticlifesty1e]

GO LISTEN TO NF HE SPEAKS THE TRUTH SORRY NOT SORRYY. “sometimes i wanna disappear like i just don’t exist find a time machine to take me back when i was 6” - nate by nf

#nf #nf songs #nfisbæ #mentally ill #tw suicude #music #musicislife #music lyrics #my music #mylife #life #death #dead #negativity #stress #somedays #i'm dead #i want to dead #dead by daylight #death tw #tw #mtw #ptw #nfsmusicisabop #bop #bopping #vibe #just vibin #im vibin rn

[chaoticlifesty1e]

what the fuck is my life. someone come fucking kill me. thanks.

#tw suicude #mentally ill #inpatient #playlist #music #sadness #sad #suicide #suicide memes #dead #death #death tw #tw #mtw #ptw #major ptsd #deth #die #iwanttodie #letmedie #i want to dead #i'm dead #im dead inside #positivity #nature #positive mental attitude #mental breakdown #menatl health #sadlife

[chaoticlifesty1e]

so many innocent ppl are dying rn, why tf not me?

[chaoticlifesty1e]

crying in the shower? never heard of it. lmaoo

#crying #mentally ill #tw suicude #inpatient #sadlife #lifes shit #depression #bonfire heart #depressed #sad #sadness #suicide #suicide memes #im saddd #sadboihours #sadnees #sad boi hours #cba #nfl cba #i just cba #death #dead #death tw #tw

[chaoticlifesty1e]

almost 7 a.m. and I'm still awake. maybe if I fall asleep my demons doesn't disturbe me. I could just... die.

[chaoticlifesty1e]

me: wow i'm starting to believe i'm actually loved and cared about bc i'm making new friends!

their actions: fuck you, you annoying ass cunt i don't want to be your friend so ima ignore you and pretend you're not there

[chaoticlifesty1e]

To get so lost that nobody ever found me.

[chaoticlifesty1e]

mood though 😂

therapists be like “so why do you feel that way?” Bro I don‘t know you tell me that‘s why I‘m here??

[chaoticlifesty1e]

options on the crisis team because honestly feeling like i’m at “cRiSiS pOiNt”😂😂😂

#camh #camhs #camhsmemes #crisis #camhscrisis #help #needhelp #dying #crying #dead #insanomia #iwanttodie #death #suicide #suicidal

[chaoticlifesty1e]

if i cry once more tonight may aswell class me as a fucking water fountain.

#aesthetic #positivity #positive mental attitude #severe depression #depression #depressed #sleep deprivation #nosleepgang #i just want to sleep #i need sleep #cant sleep #crying #sleep disorder #i want to dead #dead #i'm dead #dm me if you want #i want to cry #camhs is doing okay for once #camhs #camhsmemes #crisis #camhscrisi #drowning #thoughts #suicudal thoughts #suicide #sucidial #suicidal