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Everyone who reblogs this is gay.

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If you call pedophilia a kink please unfollow me and never talk to me again

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nowthisnews: Watch Anne Hathaway beautifully explain the levels of privilege in American society, and how we can move toward equality for all.

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a fic writer: *ends a chapter with huge drama and ugly tears* ‘til the next update!

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Endometriosis.

A blog for all my ladies that men should read too.

I’m so enraged today that I’m fucking off my travel blog, instead I’m going to regale you with the story of my vagina.

The reason for my anger is that this morning I woke up to the news that the University of Sydney is funding a study into how endometriosis effects the sex lives of men who have partners who suffer from endometriosis.

No. Fucking. Way.

If you don’t know what endometriosis is then let me explain.

It’s a bloodbath.

It’s a war that takes place in the lower abdomen of 10% of women. Each month a battle is fought in the pelvic region of one in ten ladies.

It’s a losing battle always, because there is no cure.

The tissue that forms the lining of your womb every month and goes on to become your period juice, is over produced in women with endometriosis. This makes periods a living hell. Eight days of contractions every month to pass blood clots the size of apples.

Of course that’s just the start of it. There’s so much of this period juice (endometrial tissue) made every month that it just doesn’t fit in your womb, instead it emigrates to live on your ovaries, your bowel, your bladder, your tubes.

And this shit is sticky.

It’s like gluing your fingers together with superglue, but more like gluing your ovaries to your bowel with excess hormones.

Of course ovaries are like planets. They don’t just sit around pumping out eggs. They’re on a trajectory across your pelvis throughout your cycle. They rotate. As they rotate they twist your bowel. Your lower colon is now blocked. I don’t just mean you didn’t shit for a few days, I mean that you’ve been six nights in hospital because you can’t so much as fart, you haven’t had a dump in three weeks and you’ve swollen up like Violet fucking Beauregarde.

Adhesions. That’s what they call it when your organs keep getting stuck together. When your tubes stick to your bladder and you live with a perpetual UTI, pissing hellfire through your urethra on a daily basis.

It’s excruciating.

You cry. A lot.

You are on Tramadol everyday. When the pain becomes too bad you’ll end up an in-patient so you can have access to morphine. You know the name of every doctor and nurse on the gyne ward because you’re in there every six weeks. Your stomach is so scarred from the burns of having to use a hot water bottle 24/7 that the only way to disguise them is with skin grafts. You live with a TENs machine strapped to your body, set on the highest setting.

There is no relief.

This was my life for ten years.

So the University of Sydney wants to know how this affected my husband do they? Well I’ll tell you.

He got far more blow jobs and far less fucks than most husbands.

It made him a professional tampon buyer.

He cried for me whenever I was in the hospital. He held my hand as I woke up from the four surgeries I had to separate my organs from each other.

He stroked my hair as I cried myself to sleep at night when I knew that I’d never have children.

You want to know how if affected me?

At 31 years old I had a total hysterectomy. Six organs gone.

Of course that wasn’t before I’d tried every medication available. My favourite hormone was the one that made me lactate milk from my breasts.

“Sorry you can’t have babies Kirsty, that must be really, fucking harrowing for you. Don’t worry. Take these pills and you won’t be in pain anymore. You might shoot milk from you massive, swollen, uncomfortable titties, but that shouldn’t be too much bother for you should it?”

I mean I did find a cure. A way to live without endo. I had two years free from pain due to anorexia.

When you’re underweight your periods stop, and whilst my endometriosis can’t be blamed for my weight loss, it’s certainly responsible for the constant relapses I had into anorexia because the pain could be only controlled by my BMI.

So yeah. I’m angry.

I was angry before because there is almost no funding for the study of endometriosis. I’m even angrier now because this drop of money in an ocean of living hell is going to be spent on boys?

That’s not fucking ok.

Have a wank you cry babies.

If your testicles went through what my ovaries had to go through every month there would be billions spent on finding a cure.

Someone find me a contact at the University of Sydney. I’ve got a message for them….

From Oh My Fucking Blog

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WHY. MY CHILDHOOD INNOCENCE IS GONE. THIS WAS ONE OF THE CLEAN UP SONGS 😭😭

@sunigyrl @killmongersaidheyauntie @brianabreeze @texasbama

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Mum ok dad not so much

Living on the edge: sitting at one end of the couch watching something gay (with earphones in) while your parents are at the other end and one wrong move could basically out you to them.. When you know at least one of them is kinda not too happy about lgbtq people….

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Can’t wait to marry a girl and travel the world with her!! Cant wait to marry a girl and start a family (even if that family is mostly dogs and us!!) Can’t wait to marry a girl and kiss her under the moonlight, in the pouring rain, at the beach, on top of a mountain, in the shower, on a ship sailing out to sea!! Can’t wait to marry a girl and give her everything she deserves and more!! Can’t wait to marry a girl!!

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A massive weight has been lifted just came out to my family and being true to me for the first time in my life

#lesbian #LGBTQI #girls who like girls

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Final decided to come out to my family this week #bisexual still prefer woman over men