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It’s okay

Over the last two days I haven't really felt up to much and felt really down.  I’ve been eating rubbish and not really doing much. So this is a message for my tomorrow self. Get up, clean and see where the day takes you. Good luck. 

I’ll let you know how I get on tomorrow.... 

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Making choices

I named this ‘blog’ Random Choices as I wanted to talk and discuss the different choices I make, no matter how big, small or random. I just made a choice... I have known that I have always wanted to be a teacher and this has only become more clear from working in a school. However, the choice I have made is totally unexpected.  I want (at least I think I want) to become a primary school teacher. If you had asked me five years, one year or even a month ago, I would have told you that I  don’t think that I can do that or even want to do that. However the thought of being a primary school teacher just popped into my head last Friday and now I can’t shake it. It is a big choice to make and for me it is a bit of a random choice as I never thought I would think about teaching in a primary school. Anyway, this post was just to say think about the random choices you have made and how they will/ have impacted your life. Until the next time.... 

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Saying Goodbye

Today I have the hard task of saying goodbye to my great aunt. In my last post I talked about how change can be a good thing, However, the change in being able to talk to a family member or a friend, I don’t think there is anything positive about that.   This year was the first time I had lost anyone starting with my Grandad back in July and now my great aunt. Making it to 21 without losing anyone in my family, I was lucky but with that luck there is also a down side. I never understood the importance of a goodbye.  When I was a kid I used to just run out the house a give everyone either a quick kiss or a two second wave, it wasn’t until I was moving away to Uni I would really say goodbye. That is something I regret.  The one thing I have learnt from saying goodbye permanently and this is probably the saddest thing. The world doesn't stop and neither can you. You just have to keep living your life no matter how sad you are and that really sucks because the grief doesn't just go away.    To end this more depressing post, I’m going to give my self and the one other reader two bit’s of advice. Be kind to people as you never know who they have just said goodbye too. And finally make sure you give everyone you love an amazing goodbye as you do not know if that is going to be the last goodbye you give them. I’m sorry grandad.  Hopefully the next post will be a bit more uplifting,

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Cosy Jumpers

Autumn (yes I am British) is my favourite time of year and yesterday I brought my first cosy jumper of the year. I am very excited to wear it. Along, with buying my first jumper of the year, I also brought a pumpkin and vanilla shower cream. I love it, it smells so good.  The reason I love this season so much is because of all the changes. Don’t get me wrong any changes to my everyday life and I freak out and really can’t handle it. Although some how Autumn is my favourite season. I think it’s because its expected to change and to be honest I don’t really notice the change until I look at the trees and notice all the pretty colours. So I think its a good thing as it some how makes change a little less scary. So much has changed this year for everyone and on a personal not I’ve had a lot of change. Beside the globule pandemic, I graduated university (although I still haven't had the graduation ceremony) I moved in with my boyfriend, I lost my Grandad and Great Aunt (the first people I’ve lost in my 21 years) and started a new job.  So like I said this season goes through the most noticeable change and it teaches us that change can be a good thing and doesn't have to be scary. So enjoy the pumpkin flavours and the cosy jumpers as change is going to happen know matter what. Some will be good and some will be bad. Just look at 2020.   Until the next time.....

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First time blogging

So this blog on tumbler is my something new for today. 2020 has been a tricky year for everyone and we have all had to give up so much. So now I want to take something back. I have always been so scared to put myself out there and I don’t want to be any more.  Therefore, I have started this blog and I’m going to talk about random things in my life. Right now I have decided to do something new each day, because why not? I don’t really know how Tumbler works but I hope this is a nice place to share my thoughts and start my blogging journey. Hope everyone has a good day and enjoy me embarrassing myself. :)   

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