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chesscabrera · 2 years
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Just because you’re not a competitive/travel team dancer doesn’t mean it didn’t fuck you up.
I remember, my junior year, me and this other girl had both been honest about our struggles with depression (me more so because I had disappeared to go to the hospital for a few weeks because of a...situation)
I always knew that I wasn’t the favorite, but this girl mentioned that she also had depression when I was explaining why I was gone and then my dance teacher cried and hugged her.
My dance teacher also bought the other girl chocolate strawberries for struggling with depression when I had just told her I came back from attempting unalive.
Like, no, I hadn’t told her that for pity or anything, and I obviously wasn’t expecting a gift, but it still fucked me up a bit because all I could think about was how obvious it was that she didn’t care about the fact that I could’ve succeeded.
She had basically just said that my depression didn’t matter - which was fine, I guess, but like now that I’m marginally older, that was incredibly fucked up
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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Ngl having someone jack off and cum in my mouth so they don’t make a mess because I’m a good dumb little puppy sounds pretty good
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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All Was Golden
Chapter One | Chapter Two | Chapter Three
Ship: Roloceit
Word Count: 5192 Warnings: Rough sex, pain-play/kink, primal play. Talking about adoption, abandonment.
Plot: Roman’s life has always been slightly uneventful, sure, his twin brother is a changeling but that’s nothing all too exciting, who hasn’t had a changeling in their family? Until two men move in next door to him who are anything but uneventful, and he starts having some very interesting, very heated dreams about them. (Changeling!Logan) (Dragon!Janus) (Trans!Logan)
Chapter Synopsis: Logan can push Janus’ buttons, Roman is happy to watch. Logan reveals something about his childhood that is upsetting to Roman.
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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writing should be fun.
make oc playlists. spend hours on moodboards that have no purpose. write self-indulgent fluff that’s never going to be published. scribble three lines of poetry in the back of your history notebook. draw fanart of your own characters. write stupid dialogue that your publishers might hate. start new wips that you might never finish but write those three chapters that make you happy because if you don’t write them, who else will?
writing shouldn’t always be about “will publishers like this” or “i have to reach this word count” or “how do i get the most likes”.
have fun with your writing.
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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me emailing my college professors: hi bestie! i can't do this today
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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bi characters in loving m/f relationships are good yall are just cowards
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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All Was Golden
Chapter One
Ship: Roloceit 
Word Count: 4552
Warnings: What could be interpreted as dubious consent, even though Roman does consent and wholeheartedly wants it.
Plot: Roman’s life has always been slightly uneventful, sure, his twin brother is a changeling but that’s nothing all too exciting, who hasn’t had a changeling in their family? Until two men move in next door to him who are anything but uneventful, and he starts having some very interesting, very heated dreams about them. (Changeling!Logan) (Dragon!Janus) (Trans!Logan) 
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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Stephen: my toxic trait of the day is that I push people away and then cry when they leave
Tony: hmmm that’s a good one, what was yesterday’s again?
Stephen: I wanna be fucked like a whore but I also am deeply afraid of physical intimacy
Tony: meh... I still think my favourite one this week was that you “hate yourself intensely but at the same time view yourself as god”
Stephen: ooh you’re right that was a good one
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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Happy Trans Day of Visibility
Cis allies,
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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imagine a toad. holding her gently (with gloves) and returning her to the soft log
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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❀ Felt like I should spread this here :) enjoy these queens!! ❀
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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Windshield wipers would work better if they were built like radio volume knobs. It’d be better to choose the correct rate of wipey-ness rather than be stuck between weak sauce and fury rage

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chesscabrera · 3 years
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Over This
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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Who I Am
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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get serious
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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Marks and Rec: Misc #2270
(Dialogue from this poorlydrawnlines comic.)
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chesscabrera · 3 years
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Marks and Rec: Misc #2297
(Sometimes you just wanna make a dark sides post idk.) (Dialogue from this post.)
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