chokememrstark

[chokememrstark]

Reblog and put in the tags how you would die if your URL predicted your death

#happily

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Hi. I’m not sure if you’ll see this or not. But we used to talk back in 2018. We even wrote a fanfic together. But it ended badly due to the kind of person I was and that was on me. I’ve. grown, a lot, and I just wanted to apologize for everything I did. It wasn’t fair to you and I understand that now. Sorry for the random message. I just wanted to apologize. Hope you have a good rest of your day.

briefly is that you bc if so, chat me up girl 👀

#seriously #i didnt write fics with many peeps #but if its you message meeeeee

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to not spam this blog with stuff I'm currently fawning over i made a Sideblog, allfucksgone. in case anyone wants harringrove spammed or see dacre's face, or ivar, it'll be both xD

#personal #sorry my writing spirit is dead and all notifs i get here are spambots anymore #its tiring #and i just want a place to reblog stuff i enjoy rn #without spamming this blog

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Hey y'all,

It's been a while, but I'm still alive and, much to my own surprise, am working on a story. Or rather, on finishing one because I fucking miss writing.

Stay tuned y'all, it's gonna be Winterironspider!

And it's gonna get angsty and filthy >:)

#personal #yes i am still alive #sorry xD

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I wish you luck, sweet person. I pray that you are doing well.

Thank you, nonnie.

I have been doing a lot better than I did in the past lately, actually. Last year was a bitch and this year isn't much better, but I'm working on taking it easier and to start being kinder to myself while I do.

I hope you're doing well too, dear, just like everyone else here. I'm snooping around my dashboard from time to time, just to see how things are going.

I'm sorry for not being active anymore, but right now, my focus is elsewhere and that's exactly what I need.

#asks #yes i still live #who would have thought #ignoring unwanted messaged works like a charm haha #mental health going much better this way

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Quick heads up.

This blog is now private so only Tumblr users can see it.

Life's a shitshow right now so my hiatus will be prolonged indefinitely (not just from fandom but completely) and i honestly don't know when I'll be back.

I'm alive, but that's the only good thing i can say.

Take care, darlings.

#personal #life is shit who knew

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Tbh I doubt I'll be back to be active anytime soon. There's so much negativity in this fandom at this point and I can't find any motivation to contribute to it anymore in a way that makes me actually happy and doesn't feel forced.

I'm sad this is how things went but I've seen other fandoms go down this path and I love Tony and Peter too much to witness the same decay happening here, so I will take myself out of it completely for a while.

Take care, everyone, and I hope, if the entitlement and toxicity lessens, I might feel like it's something I'm ready to come back to.

So long, darlings.

#this saddens me more than i can say #but this fandom no longer feels like a comfort place to me #sorry guys #personal #gone until further notice #my love for starker is no less than it was before #once more its the fandom i dont wish to be in anymore at this point

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Peter: Are you free tomorrow?

Tony: No, I'm expensive every day.

Peter: ...

#idek #starker #incorrect starker

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💥💥😇🙏

#babies #always reblog #starker

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I missed watercolors… Used it to finish this long-forgotten WIP that was there ever since Tom Holland dared to put on that pink hoodie and I’ll love him for it forever 🤗💙

(if you enjoy what I do, please consider supporting me on Patreon ^^ Links in the bio!  💙)

#so wholesome #my heart #i needed this today #bless you #starker

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Over forty years later:

#actually he asks if the guy has hair on his balls #but i let it slide bc its my cute lil baby robert #rdj

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SIM: He is mine.

Tony: No, he is mine.

Peter: No, you both are mine.

SIM/Tony: …

Peter: …

SIM/Tony: Yes…

#leaving this here #for personal reasons #🥺 #perfect

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is this not what happened

#i fucking died #yes #you go bby #get daddy's dick #starker

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Just checking in. I hope you're okay. I pray that you are safe and well and finding good moments in your life. I pray that good things find you always.

You're very sweet, nonnie, thank you.

Ups and downs and sadly no energy for fandom right now, which honestly makes me very sad. I miss enjoying it, but there's not much to do about it sadly. Trying to stay afloat still, so there's that.

#asks

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*thinks about my favourite character getting fucked over by canon* this is unacceptable *goes off to write fic where I fuck them over in my own, superior way*

#its the LAW #canon is bs #and we all need tofix it #thanks

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This has always been one of my favourite words and I guess now I know why 👋🏻

#just going to leave this here #no particular reason whatsoever #not that i feel it hardcore right now or anything #🤣🤣🤣 #who am i kidding #yes i do #release the petty bitch haha #personal #oh the irony...